Extra 4
"Lord Prefect, don't you know astronomy and geography? Why didn't it rain today? Buzheng couldn't help but complain.
This is Lin Shangchen's third day as the prefect of Leizhou, obviously Buzheng is tired of dealing with these local officials in the past few days, all kinds of smiles and flattery, I have to pull him up the mountain to play, and it is said that it is to observe the local people's feelings, which is not aware of the deep mountains and old forests, and I am lost.
Coincidentally, it was raining heavily, and they could only hide in a cave first, and whether something could come out of it was another matter.
"I'm not an immortal, you're so capable, why can't you rush out with it?" Lin Shangchen also kept complaining beside him, but he still didn't forget to work hard and squatted there to make a fire.
"If we hang up on the third day after coming here, the emperor will not be able to turn this city upside down." Buzheng held his cheeks and looked at him pitifully and said.
"What do you say to you? They will definitely come to look for us when they see that we haven't gone back yet, so why worry about this? Lin Shangchen lightly tapped the head of the step kite and comforted.
Seeing that his fire was almost up, the kite moved forward, took his hand, leaned on his shoulder, and said, "I've been here before, but I'm out again, so don't worry, I'll take you out." ”
"You're dressed so conspicuously, when a woodcutter hunter passes by, the first thing you see is you, and you're afraid that you won't be able to get out?" Lin Shangchen dodged and said in disgust.
Today's step kite is still wearing her favorite red clothes, but it is not as cumbersome and cumbersome as before, she is changed from casual clothes, which is convenient and neat.
"Someone has to come, we can't sit still." Buzheng said aggrievedly.
"yes, your clothes don't necessarily attract only people, what if the beast is attracted?" Lin Shangchen stepped down and whispered in his ear.
"Who made your wife look good in red? I was reluctant to replace it. Buzheng sighed helplessly.
"It's really good-looking, and I'm sure I've told you before that you look good in red." Lin Shangchen also nodded in agreement.
"The first one to say that I look good in red clothes is Bu Yun, what he said on the day we got married, he was the only one in the Bu family who had seen me wearing a wedding dress, but he didn't wear it himself." The hand that was holding the kite suddenly loosened, and it seemed to remember the bits and pieces of the previous synchronization.
Her aunt died early, and her father was fighting outside all the year round, and Buzheng had been with Bu Yun and Jinzhou since she was six years old.
But Jin Zhou is too young to show up, and every time Bu Yun takes care of Bu Zheng, who is only two years younger than him, at home.
He brought Xiaozheng to the school every day, but Xiaobu Zheng has a special physique, as long as the master spoke, she immediately fell down to sleep, and then the master was angry, and she was not allowed to enter the school again, Xiaobu Yun had no choice but to accompany Xiaobu Zheng to live a life without adults.
Later, Jin Zhou left, Bu Yun also went on the expedition, she survived the most painful year at home alone, I thought that Li Jingyou would be a light to support her, but I didn't expect all the pressure to be caused by him.
When she saw her brother again, he was already the generalissimo who was in danger, and he was no longer full of his own brother, and sometimes he would dislike himself and get in the way.
Without him, he would not have lived until now, and without him, he would not have married Lin Shangchen, his father is not there, the eldest brother is like a father, but his father is here, and the eldest brother is still there, but he was brought up by this second brother.
There is such a paragraph in his letter: "You are brought up by me since childhood, so you are also the most important person in my life, no one can compare, I was there before, Lin Shangchen's kid couldn't bully you, now without me, if he bullies you again, you don't have to put up with him, you are my own sister, I am reluctant to beat you, others are not qualified, you don't have to care about the opinions of the world, you are happy and happy more important than anything else." ”
After Bu Yun's death, Bu Zheng became depressed and unhappy to drink to kill her sorrows, she even ran to Helin Mountain the night before leaving Beijing, and knelt on the top of the mountain step by step, she collapsed on the ground, watching the sun gradually rise in the east, until the sun shone on her face that she had a trace of warmth.
She closed her eyes, she was really tired, her filial piety clothes were also mottled with bloodstains, and her hair was like a death row prisoner who was about to be beheaded.
When she went down the mountain again, she changed into the red dress that Bu Yun liked to see her wear, and quietly left Beijing wearing a hat.
"I have my father and eldest brother, he could have been unrestrained and chic in his childhood, he was strong for me when he was a child, and when I grew up, he became a protector general, and he has never lived for himself for a day in the past twenty years, I have always felt that I am living for him, and I have always taken him to see things that he has not seen before." Bu Zheng sobbed, and after speaking, she lay in Lin Shangchen's arms and cried, she would only be like this in front of Bu Yun before, even if so many years have passed, as long as Bu Yun is mentioned, she will still be unable to hold back her tears, and she will not be able to walk out of his death for the rest of her life.
Lin Shangchen also only learned these things today, hugged her into his arms, gently comforted her back and said, "You don't have to live for anyone, he chose to exchange his life for yours, just to let the original you live, not to let your shell live with another person's soul, otherwise what is the meaning of his death?" ”
"I know that I am a character who only appeared when you were eighteen years old, I am me, I can't replace anyone in your life in the past, you are you, you can't live his life in place of Bu Yun, you just live your own life." Lin Shangchen continued to comfort.
"Shang Chen...," muttered the step kite.
"Huh?" Lin Shangchen looked down at her in his arms.
"The rain has stopped." Bu Zheng also raised his head and looked at Lin Shangchen's clear and bright eyes.
Lin Shangchen was a little embarrassed to be stared at, and said with a smile, "You want to go back, don't you?" ”
"Hmm." Buzheng nodded.
The thick scent of the earth around them was blowing in the wind, and they walked along the rugged mountain road, and although the rain stopped, the water that had been trapped on the leaves always dripped accurately on the head of the kite as it flowed down.
Lin Shangchen had no choice but to pick up a banana leaf, obliquely blocking the side of the step zither, the step kite also put his hand around him, looked into his eyes, and said lightly, "I love you, I hope to be with you forever, the same wish as on the Kong Ming lantern." ”