Chapter 336: The Sad Night of the Snow in the Sky and the Sea (Part II)
The sound of breathing, quite clear.
The snow of the sky and the sea fell in his arms, like a poor cat abandoned under the street lamp at night.
It's probably because Yuki has never had these emotions and has never experienced this feeling, so he won't express his emotions very strongly like Ruri, right?
Even if the snow of the sky and the sea sheds tears, it is a silent cry without a sound.
What was the real reason for her crying?
Is it not liked?
Is it not as good as July and Liuli?
Or did you experience the discomfort of being rejected for the first time with sincerity?
Tianhai Zhixue's confession is far more than the word "like" can explain and elaborate, behind her liking, she is also burdened with her missing love... Burdened with the regretful past of not having the love of his mother and father......
From this point of view, she and July, Ruri... The nature is all the same.
Even Aunt Zi, uncle, and even grandfather can catch up.
Everyone's family is not happy.
It's just that everyone chooses differently, and Aunt Zi chooses to show off her personality and feels indifferent to everything.
The uncle rises to the challenge and wants to reject what his father forced him to do.
Grandfather... Kamihara didn't know much about the old man's experience, but he had also told himself that he had done the same thing as his uncle when he was young.
Kamihara suddenly wanted to laugh.
Speaking of which...
Everyone stays together, it's just some children who no one loves, hugging each other and licking each other's wounds, and then keeping warm.
It's clear that everyone is lacking in love, but they can't stay together... There are more or less regrets......
......
Amami no Yuki took her guitar and left very depressed.
When he left, he would turn his head to look at Kamihara from time to time, probably to see if he would suddenly regret it...
But unfortunately, the girl walked out of the bedroom and turned back a total of five times, full of anticipation and longing, and Kamihara Rakuto still replied.
Tianhai Zhixue had no choice but to close the door of his bedroom and walk out alone.
*
Tianhai Qi Mingyue hung up the three-hour call record displayed on the mobile phone screen with the contact person as "brother", and put the mobile phone in his hand.
She turned her head sideways and saw the snow of the sea coming from the other side of the hotel corridor.
Tianhai Zhixue's hands are still holding the guitar, her steps are a little vain, she seems to be still reluctant and nostalgic for what happened just now... I don't know if I haven't accepted the fact just now, or if I don't want to accept it.
......
Her appearance, in the eyes of Tianhai Qimingyue, is completely consistent with her former self.
They all wanted a response, but they were ruthlessly rejected......
Because someone else also has other people's feelings on their shoulders.
The difference is that this time the brother has become harder and more decisive.
In the face of Yuki, he will no longer agree to the other party because he has placed a lot of feelings on him.
It's also a growth.
Tianhai Qi Mingyue even felt that this more or less had the possibility of taking advantage of the opportunity to win sympathy.
But there's nothing to say about it, first come, first served.
"Little Seven..."
Tianhai Zhixue stayed in front, and the appearance of her holding a guitar made Tianhai Qimingyue feel like an abandoned cat. It also fell into the water, and it was wet, and it looked strange and pitiful.
"Has my sister-in-law ever felt envious of the other party?"
"Envy..."
Tianhai Qi Mingyue glanced at the mobile phone screen, and a message of inquiry came out from Kamihara on the line: [You heard all the words with Yuki just now?]
Tianhai Qi Mingyue ignored this message and put the phone back in the pocket of the sky blue dress.
"Envy is a simple emotion, it comes naturally when someone else has what you want, but you can't get something."
Tianhai Zhixue lowered her head to look at the guitar in her hand, as if she was thinking, she thought about it for quite a long time.
“...... I don't know. ”
"That's good," Tianhai Qimingyue was not in a hurry, and continued to guide her slowly, "What do you think of me and my sister?" ”
"Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu are both very good people."
"What if you were to compare yourself to your brother?"
"Fun is the best..."
"But now it's clear that the person who is best to you obviously doesn't want to accept you... It's not wrong for him to be so good to you, but to be so good to you, this is also the cruelest thing about him. ”
Even now, even now, it's quite angry to mention this.
That guy Kamihara is good to people, especially to people who lack love.
But at the same time, he is not so good to one person.
People's feelings and psychology will want to have it alone, and the construction of these two contradictory points will only make people feel uncomfortable while liking him.
If you say that you have learned something in the recent confrontation with your sister.
That's when she fully realized that Kamihara was such a person.
It is completely impossible to expect him to abandon his sister completely.
......
After being alone with Kamihara Le just now, Tianhai Qimingyue also figured out that he should get to know his sister again. Of course, it's better for my sister to give up on her own.
A relationship that is only a fight will not change the facts, but will make everyone uncomfortable.
It is a fact that the weak will give in and run away when the strong person encounters the strong, and it is human instinct.
But in the same way, rebellion is also a human instinct.
An attitude that is too tough can lead to counterproductiveness.
She also treats the snow of the sky and the sea with this mentality.
"......" Tianhai Snow did not reply.
Tianhai Qi Mingyue continued: "And now, in the hearts of the people you like, your weight is not as heavy as me and my sister at all, don't you have any thoughts about me and my sister?" ”
"......" Tianhai Zhixue was still holding the guitar, and looked blankly at the seven bright moons of Tianhai opposite.
......
Tianhai Qimingyue has to correct a little.
Zhixue is still different from herself and her sister, she has no jealousy.
"Like Kamihara?"
"Like..."
"But he just rejected you."
Tianhai Snow paused for a long time before replying in a low voice: "Le refused because of Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu... Now Xiaoqi, are you willing to accept me? ”
"I don't want to."
“......”
Tianhai Qi Mingyue noticed that his refusal made Tianhai Zhixue hold the guitar, and it seemed that he was a lot more disappointed.
She was already very sad just now, but now it can be said that it is even worse.
Tianhai Qi Mingyue didn't want to bully children, she sighed helplessly and said:
"I listened to the whole conversation between you and him just now, you don't need to ask me how I heard it, you just need to understand that I understand your current situation."
“......”
"I think he did the right thing, and he should refuse, but I don't know if it's because he thinks that he will get too close to you in the future, which will cause you to be hurt even more, he only mentioned the relationship with you twice. Here, I would like to emphasize once again that there is not only love, but also friendship and family affection...... Although I am not qualified to say this matter, I still want to remind you that when Le can't accept you, why not learn to get along with him with the same identity and feelings as my sister-chan? ”
It took a long time for Tianhai Qimingyue to try to get Tianhai Zhixue to understand the meaning of her words.
didn't rush to let her explain, but took the initiative to send her back to her own room, ready to let her rest first.
"The song you played and sang just now was written specifically by you for him?" Before leaving, Tianhai Qimingyue asked Tianhai Zhixue.
"Yes."
"Did you write it specifically to ask for a gift, or did you bring a confession in it?"
“... I want to say it to Le... That's it. ”
There's really no distraction.
Wanting a gift is an opportunity, and that confession is just a sudden act.
She didn't think it through, she just wanted to express her emotions.
Tianhai Qimingyue doesn't hate getting along with Tianhai Xue, if she changes to before, she will even deliberately tease her to play...
It's just that now, because of the incident with her sister, she has been tired a lot.
"That's it for today, Zhixue, have a good rest... If not, you should think about what I just said, and in that state, you are not unable to maintain a relationship with him. ”
"Thank you, Xiaoqi..."
"Don't thank me. People like Zhixue you, in a normal life, don't know how many times you have been deceived. ”
"So everybody's very nice and nice people... Nor should there be a quarrel ......"
Tianhai Qi Mingyue stiffened for a second when she heard this, and after thinking about it, she still didn't say anything after all:
"That's it, Zhixue, you remember to rest early."
"Hmm... Xiao Qi also rested early. ”
*
The Seven Bright Moons of the Heavenly Sea slowly moved away.
The snow of the sky returned to his room and came to the balcony, his eyes once again looking at the starry night sky.
It's obviously a very beautiful scenery, and she can often look at the moon in a daze, but she always feels empty in her heart.
Then he turned his head to look at the empty side...
If... If only I could stay in his arms all the time......
The girl thought.
It's destined to be impossible to sleep tonight.
......
*
"What?! Did you confess to Xiaole last night? ”
"Hmm."
Early the next morning, Amami no Yuki found Azusa Amami, who was having breakfast with Tsukimiri Daojing.
The younger sister's tone was mediocre, but the content was not shocking, and the sentence almost made Tian Haizi spit out the milk she had just drunk in her mouth.
Yuejianli Daojing was very surprised when she heard it, and she looked at her friend across the table, "Xiao Zi, what's going on?" I remember that the relationship between Xiaole and July and Liuli was already messy enough, right? ”
"This, this... Haha, monk, you just pretend you didn't hear it. ”
Tian Haizi casually coped with a word or two from his friend, and pulled Tianhai Zhixue to the corner of the breakfast cafeteria to talk.
Azusa Amami praised her sister's bravery.
Ordinary girls don't confess to the person they like when they are bound to lose.
"And then? The result? What is Xiaole's attitude? ”
“... Le did not accept. ”
Tianhai Zhixue had tiredness in her eyes, and Tianhai Zi could see that her sister didn't sleep well last night.
Yuki's face lowered a little when he brought it up.
There is no joy before.
Tianhai Zi felt that it was normal for Xiaole not to accept it, Qijiu hadn't solved it yet, how could she add another person, she didn't plan to let Yuki confess last night.
Just ask Xiaole how good it is to get a gift, and he will definitely be moved by someone who wrote a song for him, and then enhance his favor.
Forget it, it's also your own negligence...
Yesterday I just thought about riding a horse to the meadow.
Of course, you can't say the same about Yuki on the surface.
Tianhai Zi put her hand on Tianhai Zhixue's shoulder, and felt unworthy for her, "Xiaole is such a bastard, he actually rejected Yuki's such a touching confession..."
"Joy just... Taking into account Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu... That's what Le said to me. ”
"Yuki, it's good if you understand."
Talking about this, Tian Haizi felt that his sister's heart was so strong.
was rejected so much, and the next day except for a little loss, there was basically no emotional change.
I have to say that this is also one of the benefits of her lack of affection.
"Yuki, tell my sister about last night."
......
However, after listening to the report of Tianhai Snow on the same day, Haizi found out.
It's not that she's not sad, but her character, and it's hard to express her sad emotions.
Yuki is now almost back to her previous autistic state.
She has kept her head down since the morning.
If you want to ask why she can still talk to herself, it's just because Kamihara still has a "righteous brother and sister" relationship hanging her.
She is reluctant to accept her "world", and she is unwilling to accept that her "world" is far away.
"Yukiyuki, come over here, come and sit next to my sister."
Tianhai Zhixue, who has been burying his face and doesn't even want to eat anything, came to his sister's side very obediently under the repeated urging of his sister.
Tian Haizi suddenly reached out and hugged her, and then quickly fed the seafood scallops that had been baked in advance in front of her into her mouth.
"Is it delicious?"
"General..."
"Why, I think it tastes good."
“......”
Tian Haizi was very surprised.
Yuki, I don't even like to eat!
Xiaole you, put my sister... What has become of such a simple person as Yuki?
While Tian Haizi questioned someone in his heart, he also understood the reason why the other party couldn't accept it... But that's the most infuriating.
If you have anger, you can't completely blame the other party, you can only swallow the anger into your stomach.
Suffocated to death.
"Yuki, don't be sad, okay, look! This sister just gave you a special coconut rice, two days ago you said it was delicious, I like it very much. ”
“......”
Finish.
After saying that, Tianhai Zi remembered that the coconut rice was taken to her by Kamihara Le to eat, wouldn't she be even more sad when she mentioned it?
For the rest of the time, Tianhai Zi tried to bring Tianhai Snow out of yesterday's atmosphere.
But the autistic girl is really autistic.
She rarely replied, and even if she did, she only replied to those few simple tones.
I didn't eat a bite of breakfast.
Cruel, Xiaole is too cruel.
Let him come over and see, can he bear to see Yuki change like this?
It's obviously a natural little girl...
But if you have to bear with me... Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu also ran away, right?
"Yuki, don't be sad, according to what you said, Xiaole doesn't dislike you."
I don't know if I'm listening.
Tian Haizi didn't care, and continued: "Yuki, you have to understand that Xiaole actually likes you. ”
This sentence made Tianhai Snow react a little.
"It's just because Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu are between you, so he can't accept you, you actually got Xiao Le's absolute favor last night, but he is hindered by the feelings of the other two and can't respond to your feelings, what you have to do now is to let Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu accept your existence, otherwise let them all go, do you understand?"
"Are you going to kill Xiao Jiu and Xiao Qi?"
"What...?"
"You can't do that." Tianhai no Snow then added, "Suzu also said that those in the TV series... It's not right. ”
Tian Haizi is sure that the natural attributes can sometimes be terrifying.
"That's not the case," Tianhai Zi shook his head, "The reality is not the big river drama that you and Xiaoling watched, I repeat, Yuki, what you have to do now is to let Xiao Jiu and Xiao Qi accept your existence, as long as they agree, Xiao Le's scumbag still doesn't like it in the face of a beautiful girl's embrace?" And it's not like he doesn't like you. ”
“......”
"Yuki, don't worry, my sister will help you think of a way, and the ears will come over."
Tian Haizi muttered a lot of words in her sister's ear.
After finishing speaking, she touched her sister's head again and said with a smile:
"As for what Xiaole and July said...'Be a righteous sister', Yuki, just listen to it, righteous sister has been with you for a long time, or has your wife been with you for a long time? That must be a wife! After becoming a wife, you let Le make you fried ice cream every day, which is all right.
"So, yuki, you have to cheer up, you have to firmly believe that in the future, Xiaole's wife and the wife of the head of the Tianhai family will be none other than you!"
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