"Alright, let's go inside."

......

......

"You came in a hurry in July just to blindfold me?"

"Or else? Do you expect me to teach you how to go to the toilet by hand? ”

"Well, it's not impossible, after all, I'm using your body."

As he spoke, Kamihara Le was still led into the toilet by Tianhai Qimingyue.

Tianhai Qi Mingyue glanced at his body in front of him, and after a few words, he closed the door and walked out.

Kamihara was really going to suffocate, so after leaving in July, he took off his shorts and sat on the toilet with a red face.

......

(Toilet flushing sound)

"Whew..."

With a squeak, "Kamihara Suzu", who was waiting outside the toilet with his chest in his arms, saw the "Seven Bright Moons of the Heavenly Sea" blushing, pushed open the door and walked out.

"Staring at myself with such an expression after going to the toilet, there is really an indescribable weirdness."

Kamihara Raku pinched the paper, really a little ashamed of the feeling just now, and tried to argue:

"Don't think I don't think it's weird......"

"Did you use paper after you finished putting it on?" "Suzu Kamihara" glanced at the red face on the other side for a moment.

"Nonsense, girls have to use paper to urinate in the toilet, I still know this."

"And what are you doing with your blushing?"

“... This kind of thing, which is already very shameful, is it good or not, and it is your body in July. Hiss-"

As he spoke, Kamihara Le suddenly covered his stomach again, stumbled subconsciously, and fell on the body of the "Kamihara Bell" in front of him, and was supported by her.

"It hurts... Hurt... What's going on here? July, you had a bad stomach yesterday? ”

"It's not."

"What's that? Cold pain in the lower abdomen... It's like an ice cone .... Hiss~~"

The Seven Bright Moons of the Heavenly Sea saw what was going on at a glance, and she said to the Seven Bright Moons of the Heavenly Sea with a calm face:

"It's just that menstruation is coming."

"Hah——? What do you say——? ”

Kamihara Le covered his stomach with one hand, and held the shoulder of Tianhai Qimingyue with the other, staring at the face that originally belonged to his sister. The expression is painful.

"Ah~ Calculate the time, I'm almost at this time."

"Really... Is it really this time? ”

"That's right."

"That's... That... Doesn't that mean hemorrhage?! ”

"Kamihara Suzu" nodded, facing her pained look: "That's right. ”

"How can there be such a thing..."

The discomfort in my stomach gradually made Kamihara Le stand up quickly, and I don't know if it's because of the changes in my body... The ability to tolerate pain also decreases......

Kamihara Raku covered his stomach with one hand and changed it to cover his stomach with both hands.

"No... Not really, July, you like... It bleeds. ”

"It's my brother who is bleeding now."

"It's all the same... What should I do now? I haven't experienced this stuff and I don't know what to do with it. ”

"Just wait, it's not that you don't have sanitary napkins."

"Huh? Is that all? ”

"Or else? Does my brother think that when a girl gets her period, she will drain all the blood at once? ”

"I thought it was going to come out in ......"

The Seven Bright Moons of the Heavenly Sea supported Kamihara Le and took "her" to the big bed where the Snow of the Heavenly Sea slept on, and at the same time explained seriously:

"Menstruation is bursting, and the amount of bleeding is different each time, so you have to change the sanitary napkin according to the amount of bleeding. Now, brother, you can lie down in bed and rest for a while. ”

"How long does this hurt?"

"I don't know, two or three days."

"Huh?! So long? I just thought it would hurt you for a while, and so did Ah Ling..."

"This varies according to the individual's physique, and the time is also different, I generally endured it before, and my sister-chan may only hurt for a while."

“......”

Kamihara was helped by her to lie on the side of the bed, and the snow of the sky and sea was still sleeping quietly with the white cat doll in his arms.

Tianhai Qi Mingyue said quite nerve-wrackingly:

"It's time for dinner later, and I don't think you want to go downstairs."

"That's right."

Tianhai Qimingyue looked at the sleeping Tianhai Snow more, and said, "Then you two will stay here first, and I'll go and bring you food, don't let me wander around." ”

Tianhai Qi Mingyue admonished, and left the room resolutely.

By the way, I pinned the door.

......

Kamihara Le's head lay on the pillow, but his spirit was tormented by the tingling pain in his lower abdomen.

He turned his head, and while feeling in his heart that it was indeed not easy for girls, he turned his head to look at the sleeping snow of the sky and the sea.

She was sleeping with the white cat she had given her earlier.

She hugged her tightly.

Slept comfortably.

[I will cherish it...]

This reminded Kamihara of what she said to herself when Yuki played guitar music for herself... She said she liked her confession......

It's the first time Yuki has confessed, right?

I didn't even know what I liked until then.

For the first time, she felt warmth, for the first time, for the first time, she wrote a song for someone else and gave it to her... In exchange, there was only a white cat doll in his arms.

When she can't get warmth, when she is so lonely that she wants to hug her, she can probably only hold this white cat, right?

These sympathetic psychology made Kamihara Le reach out and take the initiative to pull the quilt on her body and cover her arm:

"Le...."

Probably sensing the movement, she whispered softly.

Alas...

Obviously it was just a simple "music", a simple call, but Kamihara Le felt like the only faint call left in the cold and snow......

A little girl was ravaged by the wind and snow in the endless snow, the snowflakes covered her face, her whole body, she was so weak that she curled up her body, and the cold eroded the only warmth left in her body little by little... At the end of her life, she faintly called out a name, as if to believe... In the desire that the person can appear and can save himself......

Kamihara looked at the lovely sleeping face of the snow of the heavenly sea, and heard this emotion from her heartfelt voice from her dream.

On the day Zhixue got sick, she went to visit her, and the first time she saw her, she said, "I'm happy that you've come to see me"... Resurfaced.

......

The physical pain and weakness are intertwined with this feeling, and the happy times with the past and no Yuki.

Make the spirit more tired at the same time... It also makes the girl's sleeping face more beautiful and hazy.

I want the snow to be happy, and I want the snow to be happy... I want this simple child to no longer envy other children who have parents.

......

Kamihara felt that this... It's probably my feelings for Zhixue, right?

The memories in her mind were entangled, and her hand involuntarily touched her face.

Tianhai Zhixue was woken up, she opened her eyes, and after seeing that the face in front of her was Tianhai Qimingyue, she subconsciously leaned over to her and poked her head to her side.

Like a child seeking the arms of his mother, he approached her in a half-asleep state....

"Little Seven ......"

"I'm not Xiao Qi." Kamihara turned his head sideways, and at the same time turned sideways to look at the snow in the sky and sea on the other side of the pillow.

Face to face, close enough to smell each other's breath.

Tianhai Zhixue blinked: "Then who are you?" ”

Kamihara Le chuckled: "Did you forget the snow?" Didn't we tell you at noon, now Xiao Qi has become a bell, and Le has become Xiao Qi. ”

"That's the joy of the little seven flavors."

“... What is this called? ”

Tianhai Zhixue: "I haven't talked to Le for the past few days...."

"Yes...... Kamihara replied with a little guilt, because this was also the snow he deliberately stayed away from.

"How could Le become Xiao Qi. Although the taste is the taste of Xiao Qi, it is the feeling of joy to speak. ”

"Well, I can't explain it clearly."

"I want to be happy."

“......”

"I want to talk to Raku..."

“......”

"You still want Le to listen to me play the piano... I also want to help make videos together... Everyone is saying that it hasn't been updated for a long time......"

“......”

"Can Leo still take me to McDonald's? I'm a little hungry right now. ”

“......”

"Le will take me to see the aquarium, right? As Le said, there are so many things in this world that I haven't seen before... If you can, I'd love to go and see it with Le......"

“......”

"By the way, I recently wrote a song... Do you want to listen to it? It's written specifically for music.,I originally wanted to use this to be a gift for fun.,But I suddenly got sick.,So I couldn't finish it... After I was discharged from the hospital, I haven't been able to see Le, and Le's seems to be avoiding me for the past two days......"

“......”

The snow of the sky and the sea pierced into the heart like an ice pick.

Did she forget about the night she played?

She actually got sick because she hurt her before, and she forgot a lot of things, and she forgot about the events of that night, right?

Alas......

Kamihara didn't know what to do at this time, so he had to borrow the body of Tianhai Qimingyue and reach out to touch her head...

Yuki is very well-behaved.

After being touched on the head, he also squinted his eyes and relaxed his whole body like a kitten.

Kamihara suddenly felt that his stomach was not so painful. He said:

"July has been taking care of you for the last two days, right? Although the time is short, how does Yuki feel about July? ”

"Xiao Qi is very good! will also take me out shopping, but I also want to shout and come with everyone, but Xiao Qi refused. ”

Kamihara smiled and continued to touch her head: "It can be seen that Yuki also likes July." ”

"Xiao Qi often touches my head like Le, and still holds me to sleep. The current music is very similar to Xiao Qi..."

"What's wrong? Suddenly in a daze. ”

“... No, it's Xiao Qi who is also like music. ”

Tianhai Zhixue shook his head, and for a while he couldn't tell whether it was the Seven Bright Moons of Tianhai or Shenyuan Le in front of him.

Or rather, it's more like a combination of the two.

They are all people who are very good to themselves.

"July, it's really good for Yuki, right?" Kamihara asked again.

"Hmm."

July...

Kamihara Le knows that July takes care of Yuki so much, in fact, there is a little bit of a simple purpose in it.

In order to make Yuki give up liking himself later, so that the old man can compromise.

Ming Zhixue likes the care of July so much... The purpose of this care is not simple......

This makes Kamihara feel like everyone is using Yuki's innocence.

It was as if he was deceiving her innocent heart.

"Xiao Qi is still writing something in Le's manual."

"Wrote it to you in the manual? What to write. Kamihara asked quickly.

"Let's wait a minute."

Tianhai Yuki got out of bed barefoot, went to her desk, took the guitar-patterned life manual to Kamihara, and then turned to the last page to show him.

Kamihara Raku's fingers stroked the page and saw the handwriting of the seven bright moons of the heavenly sea.

It reads:

[No matter what happens in the future, you can come to Sister July for help]

......

This sentence made Shen Yuanle stunned for a long time.

He thought about it for a long time, and he didn't understand why July was like this...

July, why write like this on this?

It stands to reason that the purpose of her care for Snow is not pure?

Why did you write this kind of condition to Zhixue, which was completely unfavorable to her?

If Zhixue doesn't want to give up, then isn't this sentence completely binding July?

......

July will never break its promise.

Because she herself hates people who break their promises.

As long as she writes it down, she's going to do it.

......

Kamihara re-closed the "Snow Life Manual" and let the Snow of the Sky Sea put it back for safekeeping.

While thinking, he waited for the seven bright moons of the sky and sea to come back.

*

Dongdong.

After two knocks on the door, Suzu Kamihara walked back with several meals in plastic boxes.

Even five dishes and one soup, meat, fish and vegetables, everything.

She came to the head of the bed, and while taking these things out, she complained in a tone that was a bit like Ah Ling:

"Really, how can I take care of you two like a nanny, when I haven't eaten yet. Eat things quickly so that the meal doesn't get cold. ”

Seriously, Kamihara was lying at the head of the bed, feeling like July was his mother.

Although she is now using her own old sister's body.

"I want to feed Xiaoqi~~"

"I know, I know, I'll feed you later."

"Suzu Kamihara" opened the lunch box and looked at Kamihara Raku on the bed:

"Is it better?"

"It's a little better."

"The amount of bleeding is not much, if it is too much, you can go to the toilet and change the sanitary napkin first."

"It's okay... It's just not that refreshing..."

"Then go and change the sanitary napkin, I won't go over and teach you to paste it."

What a serious July...

Kamihara is still a little unaccustomed.

It's like a heartbroken mom taking care of two children.

Kamihara went to the toilet again with the help of "Kamihara Suzu".

This time, July didn't let him blindfold, but took out the sanitary napkin he usually uses, and said directly:

"You can watch it if you want, but I advise you not to watch it."

“... Which big man wants to see himself bleed... But why didn't July suddenly want me blindfolded? ”

Tianhai Qi Mingyue tore the packaging of the sanitary napkin, "At first, I couldn't accept it." However, if you are under my surveillance, I agree to it, and you can watch it if you want. ”

"July... You know I don't like beating around the bush sometimes. ”

"......" Tianhai Qi Mingyue was quiet for a while, "The main thing is to remember what you looked like in the afternoon." ”

"The thing about you being gossiped about?"

"Yes," Tianhai Qi Mingyue replied, unwrapping all the sanitary napkins, "According to the current perspective, although you are also being gossiped about, but in my opinion, you are angry because of me, and you are coming out because of me... Seeing the way you get angry just because you heard me say two words... How can I say this, I have a sense of solidity in my heart, and I feel that I am cared for and loved. ”

Kamihara was also a little quieter, "No wonder you made so many jokes back then... It turned out that he was just hiding his feelings. ”

While Tianhai Qi Mingyue pulled down the other party's shorts and fat times together, he reached out and raised Kamihara's chin, signaling him not to peek with dead fish eyes.

Kamihara heard something like tearing...

"I'm actually complicated myself. I obviously don't care about these things, and I obviously don't want to be cared for, but I still can't help but feel touched in my heart after seeing you do it for me. ”

"July!" Kamihara's voice suddenly lowered, "It's not like you don't want to care about July, right?" ”

"No," Tianhai Qi Mingyue simply vetoed it neatly, "I really don't need to care, I don't care about those gossips." You look at me pitifully, but that's just what it shows from your perspective. ”

"Then why did you feel a touch in your heart in July? Isn't that ......?"

As Kamihara spoke, his voice stopped abruptly.

"Someone's such a fool that I have to tell me everything? I'm just feeling something because 'you' did it for me. ”

July...

The meaning of July is simple...

Now she really doesn't need much care, and she has learned to endure loneliness...

It's just in herself, only when she makes a move for her, she will be touched, and she will feel something.

If you want to ask why, it's before she solidifies her own psychological defenses... I have already entered her heart......

In other words, the emotion in July's heart, it was... It's been your own for a long time......

herself, has long entered her heart.

It's special, and it has a unique status......

These words, these emotions that came out of her soul.

It made Kamihara's throat sour......

"Falling in love with me again?"

"That's not... I feel like July is the one who has always taken the most care of me..."

"Heh, if my sister hears this, she will definitely cry for a month."

“... I'll try to be as flat as I can — um—"

"Seven Bright Moons of the Sky Sea" suddenly raised his head, and his hands clenched tightly.

"Rub your blood, don't make that strange sound with my body."

“... This is a knee-jerk behavior. ”

"Not subconsciously."

"By the way, your body is usually so sensitive in July? You're just touching a—"

"Kamihara Suzu" A clean sanitary napkin was directly covered on the other party's face, and said viciously:

"You don't tell me this nonsense."

“......”

One second angel, the next second demon.

There is an unexpected contrast.

The key is that July still uses his sister's face.

After glancing at her secretly, Kamihara couldn't help but want to complain.

How can there be such a strange thing in the whole world!

Tianhai Qi Mingyue threw all the used garbage in his hand in the trash can, and then said directly:

"After changing, lift my pants for me. Now I don't have time to talk to you about any affection, love, love. All you have to do is know that I didn't sleep with you last time, and I don't even want you to look at my body now, because I don't think you're qualified enough. ”

"So, what does it mean to be qualified? Take control of the Tianhai family, or do you have more money and status? ”

"These things will improve you, but for me they will make you go further. So I don't mean to do that. ”

"Can you tell me directly?"

"Think so much about me and me?"

"Definitely not, just trying to make you happier. And also... It's really strange that you said this with Suzu's face in July. ”

"Heh, this sentence is really ironic enough to say in the mouth of a scumbag."

"You said that's what you said in July, but you don't want me to give up on Liuli completely, do you? Even the snow..."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue suddenly looked at the face that belonged to her, and locked her eyebrows:

"Just now... Yuki showed you the manual? ”

"Yes, I saw what you wrote in July. Why write that? Or am I right......"

Tianhai Qimingyue pondered for a long time, then shook her head, "I don't know... But in my heart, I didn't want to deceive Snow because she didn't do anything wrong, and at the same time, I sympathized with her experience, because after really getting to know her, I found out that she was the same as me. ”

"July you want me to love them all?"

"Did I say that?"

"No, so I'm just guessing."

At this point, Tianhai Qimingyue has no meaning to talk anymore.

She directly called Kamihara to go out to eat, and she went out first.

Kamihara looked at her back... Only in her body can see countless contradictory emotions.

Want exclusive love... The reluctant love for my sister... I want to save my love, who also had an unhappy childhood......

】

If she takes advantage of the emotions of the snow, won't she become another Bertha?

If you give up on your sister completely, then your previous feelings for your sister are all false?

All kinds of love and emotions are intertwined, and July itself is very contradictory.

Her emotions are even more so.

How her emotional path will be decided in the end, Kamihara Le can't guess.

One thing he is sure of is this, though.

If July becomes a mother in the future, she is the kind of mother who will love her children very well, right?

will understand children, will love children...

Only by having a good childhood will we not create such a complicated situation as we have today.

Everyone, in fact, is just the child who lacks love and wants to love others......

......