Visiting the museum is also a class activity.

So before taking the bus and arriving at the gate of the museum, Tianhai Jiuliuli has been responsible for maintaining class order.

On behalf of the teacher, we will maintain order, roll call, and inform the students of the goal of today's activity.

Of course, Tianhai Jiuliuli is now using the identity of Kamihara Le, and it can be regarded as helping Kamihara Le manage the class.

"Have you noticed that the squad leader has been much cuter in the past two days?"

"But... Love? ”

"yes, don't you think? The behavior is somewhat... atmosphere, people love to laugh more than usual, and treat everyone a lot more gently. ”

"When you think about it, it's really alas..."

"yes, yes."

"I feel like the squad leader is like the deputy squad leader of Liuli who didn't transfer to the other class."

"After all, the two are a couple."

......

The sound of discussion in the team came in twos and threes, and Tianhai Jiuliuli was a little helpless in his ears.

Although she did a good job of disguising Kamihara, some of the details still didn't seem to be in place.

I can't get used to some shoulder-to-shoulder greetings from the boys.

The bus stopped, and Tian Haizi, who was wearing sunglasses on the front of the bus, stood up, and while clapping her hands, she motioned to all her classmates to listen to her:

"Okay, okay, stop talking, the destination has arrived, everyone get off now."

......

From the entrance to the museum, from the modern hall to the ancient hall.

Along the way, Tianhai Jiuliuli admires the magnificent furnishings in the museum, from the cutting-edge technology of the world's leading companies to the dinosaur fossils of the Cretaceous era.

Several of the students were very interested in painting, and they even brought their drawing boards with them to sketch the pictures they saw in the museum.

Several students gathered in front of a Tyrannosaurus rex skeleton and asked Tian Haizi how to deal with the light when drawing the skeleton; At the same time, several male classmates stood in front of the Tyrannosaurus rex's open mouth, posing cool poses, and asked their friends to take pictures of them.

The students in the class sat in groups and twos, occasionally making some jokes, and gathered together to discuss with smiles on their faces.

These pictures, Tianhai Jiuliuli looked at them, and for some reason there was a warm feeling in his heart.

She even thinks that if she sees these fossils here in July, she will definitely tell everyone what everyone doesn't know, right?

Then Suzu-chan will question July, Lejun will complain, and July will refute it as a matter of course, and Xiao Zhixue will watch blankly from the sidelines...

Everyone talked one by one, communicating with each other...

These are obviously just very ordinary pictures.

As you can imagine, Tianhai Jiuliuli found that a smile would involuntarily appear on his face.

......

"Xiaole, Xiaole!"

"Huh?" Tianhai Jiuliuli turned around, only to find that it was Tianhai Zi who was shouting to herself, "Is there something wrong with Auntie?" ”

"Auntie?" Tian Haizi felt strange and his expression was a little suspicious, "Didn't you tell Xiaole before, didn't you call me sister or Teacher Zi outside?" How did you give and suddenly forgot... Speaking of which, why are you so much like Xiao Jiu's child in the past two days, not just your behavior, I feel that you smile especially like Xiao Jiu's child. ”

"Kamiharaku" smiled calmly:

"After all, Liuli, she and I are boyfriend and girlfriend."

"Yes, too... Two people who stay with each other for a long time will also affect each other. Tian Haizi didn't doubt too much about the strangeness of Kamiharaku, "Xiao Jiu's child is also strange and pitiful, she has been used by her mother since she was a child, and her parents have never loved her. It's obviously a child relationship, but they usually get along like strangers... But the entire Tianhai family is also suffering from this problem... can't let go of the stubbornness and rigidity, even for the children, they have to put on that posture of dead face. ”

"Aunt... Why did Sister Zi suddenly talk about this? ”

"It's nothing, it's just that after returning to China not long ago, I saw Xiaoqi Xiaojiu, and even Zhixue... You can see why they like you. Tianhai Zi paused, raised his eyes, and met Tianhai Jiuliuli's eyes, "You already know what Grandpa wants to give you Zhixue, right?" I guess Xiao Qi Xiao Jiu has already told you. I'm here to talk to you about it alone. ”

"Yes."

"What do you think?"

Tianhai Jiu Liuli carefully recalled the attitude expressed by Kamihara Le on this matter, "I definitely won't agree, it's just an idea that grandpa forced to impose." ”

"That's right." Tian Haizi nodded, "The old man has indeed gone too far in this matter. But from my point of view, I can more or less understand what the old man did. ”

"Why is that?"

Tian Haizi didn't rush to explain, but after brewing for a while, he said:

"The most important reason... It's simple, isn't it? Zhixue, that child has only experienced love in you. ”

"But... Isn't that just for Yuki the care she deserves? ”

"You're not wrong, and you certainly haven't done anything wrong. It's just that you're ignoring the fact that no one has ever taken care of Snow so much... Down to her daily life and food, her living habits, her hobbies and dreams... Don't you think Xiaole, before Zhixue knows it, the world in her eyes is only you? ”

"......" Tianhai Jiuliuli did not reply, but carefully chewed on what Tianhai Zi said.

The two sat down together on the art bench in the middle of the museum walkway, and Tian Haizi looked at the giant fossil of the Tyrannosaurus rex, and said:

"Born in the Tianhai family, Yuki She is both lucky and unlucky. Fortunately, she does not have to worry about food and clothing, and her status starting point is also very high, but unfortunately it is difficult for her to have emotions as a human being and as an ordinary person...... In Tianhai's family, she must get married in the end. But who really likes her like her, who can't even take care of her own daily life? What about being good-looking, there are more good-looking people in this world...... In my experience, there are many, many people who hate yuki.

As a member of the Tianhai family, her biggest probability in the future is to marry a guy she doesn't love, and then use it as a political tool for the marriage of the two families to maintain the relationship between the two families...... Under these conditions, Yuki's own feelings don't matter at all. ”

After listening carefully, Tianhai Jiu Liuli asked, "But, can't Yuki meet a better person in the future?" ”

Tian Haizi laughed: "Why don't you go and ask Xiao Jiu, what do you think of her words to you?" If you say to her, 'Xiao Jiu, you will meet someone better than me in the future, so we can't be together', guess what she will think? ”

Don't have to guess...

Tianhai Jiuliuli can now imagine what it would be like when he heard this.

First Reaction... It's just unacceptable.

Also... Can't put it down at all.

To this day, I can't let go of the situation that day.

It was he who chose to forgive himself in that situation, and it was he who made himself feel warm and sincere feelings again... Guilty, grateful... This is all as it should be.

Although this relationship is now split in half by July, I still believe that he does like him.

What's more... He also recently promised himself that he would take him to England......

That's something my mom promised, but never did for herself......

Tian Haizi laughed, "It seems that Xiaole also understands that feeling." To be given up and to be told directly, 'You will meet better people in the future,' these words will hurt people...... Not only is happiness gone, but self-esteem is also hit ... For Yuki, your rejection isn't just a simple rejection...... Her emotions converge from her experiences over a decade... That kid can't stand such a hard blow......"

Tianhai Kururi: "Yuki's illness ...... a few days ago"

"That's right, Yuki's illness is the reason... She's been writing songs for you since she came to Hawaii... I practiced every day, and then didn't I play it to you at night the other day? Originally, she wanted to ask you for a gift or something... I didn't expect her to confess to you directly. And rightfully so, she was also rejected...... You should have the right to reject her, and I don't have a good opinion of these. After you came to visit the patient, but Zhixue has always liked the doll you sent, every time I go to visit her, she hugs her, and sleeps... Come to think of it, she thinks that there is a part of your warmth on it, right? ”

......

Tianhai Jiuliuli listened to it with a very complicated mood.

She couldn't imagine the image.

- Zhixue was sick, huddled on the hospital bed in the ward alone, holding a small doll in her arms, and felt only a little warmth from above......

In this case, even if someone came to visit her, she would be extremely happy, right?

Tian Haizi: "I know that it is very irresponsible to entrust this relationship to you. The old man's first thought was to let Yuki have a good family, a family that could take care of her...... It was also unexpected.

"My eldest brother probably told you to watch out for me, right?"

Tianhai Jiu Liuli nodded after hearing this, "That's right, Azusa... My sister was sent by my grandfather to help Yuki. ”

"That's totally true, I definitely want you to promise Yuki. Yuki she is not very good at talking, and she is not very good at expressing her feelings, and she must not be able to fight Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu, as my sister, what I can do is to help her pass on her feelings.

"Actually, after Yuki got sick, I thought about it carefully, and it's not good to force Yuki to you like this. Her illness is also her own problem, and she deserves to bear it herself...... So I came here this time to talk to Xiaole, just to talk to you. When Yuki's condition is a little better, you take the initiative to tell her that you can no longer take care of her...... In this case, you don't have to worry about what the old man said, as long as Yuki she promises you.

“... This matter can only be said by Xiaole, you come to refuse her again. ”

This... Isn't it in the snow to leave quickly...?

Obviously she didn't do anything wrong...

Tianhai Jiuliuli imagined the picture that happened after this situation, and was a little moved, and took the initiative to ask:

"What will happen if you reject Yuki one more time?"

"It's a simple question, isn't it? I think you also know that Yuki will have to go back to Tianhai's house by herself. ”

"Just... Can't there be any other way to get along? ”

Azusa Amami shook her head, "If you mean to get along with Yuki as Suzu, she will definitely still like you under your care." But you can't accept her, Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu can't either, if you let her be caught between you, will she be comfortable? It's better to let her go home, so when her situation is a little better, you can tell her, and you can have an explanation for Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu...... As for the old man's side, my eldest brother and I will help you talk, at least the old man can't use this matter to embarrass you, the worst and worst situation is just to let you go abroad to school together. ”

After speaking, Tian Haizi was soon called by the other students in the class to guide the art.

"Kamiharaku" sat in his place, with mixed feelings.

There was nothing wrong with what my aunt said this time.

Since everyone can't accept it, let's just give up Yuki.

Yuki can go home by himself, and he won't be able to interfere with everyone's good life in the future.

But when he thought that Yuki was going to be driven away, Tianhai Jiu Liuli had to say in his heart that he was not soft-hearted at all, it was impossible.

It's like fighting so much with July, and I still have feelings for her in my heart.

Alas...

Maybe......

Human feelings are such contradictory existences.

On the one hand, I don't want to let go, and on the other hand, I will think about the left and right in my heart.

After a video conversation with July a few days ago, Tianhai Jiuliuli's understanding of contradictory feelings has become more profound...... At least she felt like she wasn't in the same intense relationship with July as she had earlier......

The truth is that in reality, there are not as many people as you think.

As time passes, the anguish of the heart will be temporarily put aside and the search for something better will be sought.

...... Thinking of this, Tianhai Jiuliuli stood up with his hands on his knees.

She wanted to talk to Yuki.

Walking around the Dinosaur Pavilion, Tianhai Jiuliuli did not find the snow of Tianhai in the student pile.

I asked Tian Haizi and Kamihara Suzu, and they didn't know either.

Suzu-chan said that she saw Yuki just now, and then she said that she was going to the bathroom, so she went alone first.

......

According to the clues obtained, Tianhai Jiuliuli circled around the Science and Technology Museum again, and finally found Tianhai Snow.

She stood in front of a large model of a rocket Harvest 8, standing in the middle of the crowd.

Tianhai Jiuliuli took two steps closer and found that Tianhai Zhixue was not looking at the rocket, but a family next to the rocket.

It was like an American family of three.

Father, mother, and little girl.

The father bought a maple syrup sorbet at a small booth at the fair, and the little girl ran to her mother with the maple syrup sorbet.

Mom is sitting in front of the art cushion in front of the model rocket, happily sketching the inside of the museum in a sketchbook. When he saw the little girl running over, he smiled softly at her.

"Mom, how are rockets made?"

"Hmm... What does Alize think? ”

"Be a good boy and make a wish to Santa Claus and you'll be in your socks, like a toy train made by Alice!"

】

The mother glanced at the father behind her daughter, hugged her daughter and smiled, "This answer is very interesting, but it's a pity that rockets don't come like this, such a big rocket needs a lot of people to build together, and it needs to learn a lot of knowledge, and it is designed and manufactured by a group of very smart and talented people." They spent a lot of time and effort, with scientific knowledge and technology to make the rocket a reality ... So, rockets don't just make up like toys. ”

"Hmm... I don't really understand. ”

"It's okay, how about looking at the rockets that Mom draws?"

"Wow..."

"Looks good, right?"

"It's cool..."

"How about Mom teach you how to draw?"

"Okay."

The little girl said this, and sat upright in her mother's arms.

She leaned against her mother's body and watched her mother hold herself... The lines that are drawn in front of you with one stroke at a time...

The little girl named Alize watched carefully in her mother's arms as if she were looking at a treasure, how her mother drew the rocket.

For a long, long time......

......

Tianhai Jiuliuli witnessed this scene, and his eyes came to the back of Tianhai Snow on the side from the perspective of that family.

The snow of the sky and the sea is like the little girl named Alise, looking at it for a long time, for a long time......

This scene was full of warmth in front of him, even if it was Tianhai Jiuliuli, he sighed in his heart when he saw it.

Because once upon a time, my mother taught me the same...?

“yuki。”

Tianhai Jiuliuli walked behind Tianhai Snow and shouted to her.

Tianhai Zhixue didn't seem to hear it, but she still looked at the feeling of the little girl sitting in her mother's arms, and she listened to the conversation between the two.

"Yuki..."Tenkai Kururi tapped her on the shoulder and called out to her again.

"Le." The snow of the sky and sea turned around, raised his eyes, and saw "Kamiharaku".

Kamihara lowered her voice, "No, Yuki forgot what Raku-kun said earlier?" Now I'm Ruri. ”

"The joy of the little nine flavors."

“... That's pretty much it. ”

"Little Nine."

"What's wrong?" "Kamiharaku" saw the snow of the sky and the sea as if he had something to ask him.

"I want to ask Xiao Jiu something."

"Kamiharaku" smiled, "Just ask." ”

“... What is it like to have a mother? ”

“......”

At this moment, Tianhai Jiuliuli was asked by the snow of Tianhai.

... What is it like to have a mother?

Jiuliuli is not easy to answer, and I don't know how to answer.

She just saw her expressionless face on the face of the snow of the sky and the sea.

“... Probably, it's a very happy thing, right? ”

"Is Xiao Jiu happy?"

"Me? At least at first, I was very happy. ”

Tianhai no Xue lowered her gaze, her eyes flickering with a slight dark light, "I've only seen my mother in photos, and I've only seen what she wrote to me in my diary... Mom said a lot to me inside I'm sorry......"

"Grandma gave you that diary?"

"Hmm... Mom said a lot, a lot of sorry... I don't know a lot of times why my mom says so much sorry to me... However, when I'm alone, I often take out the diary that my mother left for me to read......"

Tianhai Jiuliuli is not unaware of Zhixue's experience when she was a child, and even knows her childhood when there was no one to accompany her.

In a sense, her deceased mother was the person who grew up with her the most, right?

As a relative of Zhixue, listen to her say this... It is inevitable to take more care of her in my heart.

This psychology is so that Tianhai Jiuliuli will question herself, why didn't she care more about her when she first came to the house?

......

"What my mother said to me the most was that I hope I can be happy, what is happiness... Xiao Jiu, are you very happy? ”

Tianhai Jiu Liuli thought a lot, "I don't know... But I can say the least I was lucky... Yuki, at least there are people who haven't given up on me and will give me something that I never had. ”

This sentence says...

Tianhai Jiuliuli himself is a little unbearable.

I still have a very good person who cares about and gives warmth.

The Snow... And what?

was even rejected by her greatest happiness now......

"Recently, I wrote a song for Le, after I go back, can Xiao Jiu help listen to it?"

“......”

"I don't know how to play it like this... He won't like it, but Ledu gave me a gift... I will also try my best to play the songs I gave him. I love the gift that Le gave me and thank him for always being so kind to me. ”

“......”

Tianhai Jiuliuli then remembered that Zhixue was sick and forgot to play a song for Lejun.

Now in her perspective, it was Le who took the initiative to give her a gift.

What's Yuki's mood like right now?

Should... Very, very grateful, very, very grateful, after all... It was Lejun who "took the initiative" to give it to her.

With the purest and most beautiful vision... But I never got a response, and I can only return to the world that belongs to me forever...

Thinking of this, Tianhai Jiuliuli's mood became more complicated.

She even feels guilty for her impure purpose of taking care of Yuki.

can't take care of her, how can it compare to Lejun's care for her?

And the snow just looks...

It reminded her of herself when she was a child.

It's really... It's too similar......

This heavy mood made Tianhai Jiuliuli think about it for a long, long time, until he took a long sigh before he spoke again:

"Did you say anything to you when I took care of you before July?"

"Little Seven? Some. ”

Tianhai Zhixue said, took out the "Zhixue Life Manual" that he carried with him at all times from his waist bag, and turned the last page to Jiu Liuli to see.

"No matter what happens in the future, you can come to Sister July for help......"

After seeing this sentence, Tianhai Jiuliuli muttered it.

"This is, July wrote it to you?"

"Yes."

Why did July write this to Yuki like this?

Tianhai Jiuliuli understood her sister, and when she thought of her mood just now, she quickly understood why her sister did this.

No wonder... No wonder Lejun also likes July...

In this regard, she is really inferior to hers.

She smiled, which could be regarded as a smile to herself:

"Yuki, it seems that your sister Liuli is still not as generous as your sister in July..."

"I don't understand what Xiao Jiu means."

"Nothing, just what I said to myself. Shall I write you a sentence as well? Although I have taken very little care of you, I only took you to dive yesterday. ”

"I had a lot of fun with Xiao Jiu yesterday."

"It's okay... I just did what I was supposed to do. ”

Seeing Tianhai Zhixue nodded, Tianhai Jiuliuli had a complicated mood, under the sentence left by his sister in the life manual.

And added:

[No matter what happens in the future, you can also come to Sister Liuli for help]

... In this way, at least there is no need to have any impure purpose in taking care of Yuki.

Tianhai Jiuliuli thought so.

Tianhai Zhixue took the manual again, blinked and said, "It's like Xiao Qi's." ”

"After all, July and I are twins."

"Can you really just ask Xiao Jiu for help?"

"Of course."

"Then I... I want to eat that ice cream now. ”

"The one in the little girl's hand just now? Of course, I'll take you to buy it. Tianhai Jiu Liuli smiled slightly, "It's better to be like this, you call Sister July, how about you call me Liuli's mother?" ”

"It's so strange, it's obviously Xiao Jiu."

"Shout, I'd like to hear it."

"Mother Ruri."

It's weird, but it's not out of harmony.

Probably only Zhixue would call people so easily.

"Forget it... You'd better call me sister. ”

"Sister Ruri."

"Well, that's appropriate."

......