Chapter 356: A Date with Ah Ling? (ENDS)
The roller coaster goes up and down several times in a row, which is very exciting, and at the same time that the excitement is more than a season, Kamihara Le also feels that his hand is pinched by Ah Ling.
When she was riding the roller coaster, she was so excited that she screamed vigorously, and at the same time she was very scared, plus the strength of Liuli's body was already great......
However, it hurts.
When he got off the roller coaster, Kamihara realized that he had never seen such an expression from Suzu's body...
Her hair was messy with the wind, but there was joy on her face that could not be concealed.
She was very happy and satisfied.
Kamihara Le has seen a similar expression, that is after he took Ruri out on a date and went to the game hall to play a game game together.
"How does it feel?"
"Hmph, super! Easy and easy~~"
“......”
I almost believed it.
Kamihara Raku chose not to spit out her groove, so she was happy and happy.
......
I went to the place where the drink was sold and bought two glasses of juice, and Kamihara Le handed the orange-flavored juice in his hand to the "Tianhai Nine Glass".
The two sat down on a bench.
Because the roller coaster is really scary, both of them feel that they should take a break, so they just take a break here.
Drinking juice, blowing the Hawaiian night breeze, and looking at the bustle of the Hawaiian amusement park, the mood and spirit seem to be empty, comfortable and comfortable...
"Tianhai Nine Glass" sat next to Kamihara Raku, and saw him staring at the juice silently somewhere in the distance.
"Old—"
"It's Ah Le."
"Alright, Ah Le."
......
After being quiet for a long time, Kamihara waited for a long time and didn't hear Ah Ling continue to talk to him, so he turned his head to look at her, and saw that she seemed to have something to say.
"Say whatever you want, and now I'll listen to everything."
"Hmm..."
"Tianhai Jiu Liuli" held the juice in both hands, and her staggered thumbs moved around without any purpose, and this action continued for a while before she whispered:
"Sixteen years, just now you took me to the playground for the first time in sixteen years to ride the roller coaster......"
Kamihara saw her turn her head to look at herself.
The eyes meet and face each other.
is a simple sentence, but it seems to carry the infinite expectations she has contained in the past sixteen years......
For the first time in sixteen years......
This gaze, this sentence, once made Kamihara Le's heart ripple, and looked at her, as if through the window of his eyes, he saw Ah Ling in Liuli's body, and recalled the bits and pieces spent with Ah Ling when he was a child...
This sentence is very heavy, Kamihara Le doesn't want to make the atmosphere like this, he just wants Ah Ling to be happy, so he laughs:
"What do you say... It's not that you're scared of the roller coaster and scared to death, and you have said many times that you want to go together, but you have refused for various reasons, so we didn't make it to the ...... in the end."
Hearing this, "Tianhai Nine Glass" first lowered his head, and then turned his head sideways to look at the various lights in the playground.
The sky blue eyes reflect everything in a colorful way...
"Ah Ling, be happy, didn't you smile so happily when you were in the car just now?"
When a gust of wind blew her face cold, she closed her eyes again and whispered:
"yes... I'm so happy, do you know why I turn this down every time? ”
"......" Kamihara knew a rough idea, but didn't take the initiative to speak, waiting for her to finish speaking.
"I want to say something to you, can you hear me?"
Hearing this, Kamihara said with a smile: "This is not Ah Ling's style, according to your character, shouldn't it be said to me directly?" And then I interrupt you, and then you scold me with a 'stinky music' and then say? ”
"Tianhai Jiu Liuli" held the juice and pouted dissatisfiedly: "Really, people want to talk to you now, of course you have to be serious... Why are you still complaining about me? ”
"As a boyfriend, of course you have to complain, otherwise how can you make girls happy?"
"Scumbag, you're very experienced in hooking up with girls, aren't you?"
"Thank you for the compliment."
"Give you a punch!"
"Tianhai Jiu Ruri" pushed Kamihara Le's shoulder, and when he saw his smile, there was a hint of sweetness in his heart.
"Okay, I won't talk to you! I'm really going to say something. ”
"Then you can say it, and listen to it at any time."
"Hmm..."
"Tianhai Nine Glass" agreed, and was silent for a while.
She sat on a small bench on this platform, staring at the roller coaster that was restarting not far away for a long time, as if she was brewing emotions...
"When we were kids, we were all poor, and we couldn't afford anything, so I had to look out the window when I wanted to eat cake......"
"Tianhai Nine Glass" paused.
“...... Ah Le, you bastard, you look at it every time, every time, you don't want anything, you save money to buy me things, whether it's snacks, whether it's gifts, whether it's new clothes......
"I wonder if you remember what you looked like every time you gave me something? Every time I see you give me what I've always wanted, and I am very happy and at the same time I look at you who gave me a gift, and I feel that you have changed a little bit in my eyes......
"What's changed? I still can't say for sure...... All I know is that in my eyes, I see you as someone who will take care of me, someone who I can trust completely, someone who can definitely give me a sense of security......
"Because you are in front of me in everything you do, standing in front of me, every time I am bullied by someone, you help me out, you comfort me...
"Time passed little by little, and we grew up together day by day, I don't know when, I began to learn to secretly look at you from behind...
"Peeking at you doing housework, peeking at you tidying up the quilt, peeking at you helping me with my laundry, peeking at you in the food you put on me... Even if you have a nightmare, one day you don't want me anymore, you throw me where you are, let me cry as much as you want, and you won't promise me again...
"Every time I wake up from such a state, I will be scared for a while, and then I will hug you tightly in the quilt... If it's a thunderstorm, I'll hug you tighter, wake you up, and want you to tell me some stories and comfort me to sleep......"
"Tianhai Jiu Liuli" spoke in a smaller and smaller voice, and he became more and more afraid to look at him, only daring to stare at the straw of the juice in his hand...
Then continue to whisper.
"Of course, I didn't know what my mood was at the time, I just felt that in real life, I was like you... I'll feel very handsome, and I'll be happy if I look at you secretly......
"When I went to see you at that time, I felt embarrassed by your smile at me......
"I love getting along with you, I like it every day when we get up together, go to school together, study together, come home from school together, eat and do homework together, sit on the balcony together to watch the stars, and then spend every festival of the year together, and I'm so happy to start arguing with you over a trivial matter...... Isn't that what life is all about? There are happy, there are complaints, and there are those who complain to each other and get back together and continue to get along......
"I hope that life like this can go on forever...... Neither of us will bother the two of us...
"However, when I was in junior high school, you began to distance myself from physical contact...... I want to hug, you will reject me, I want to be on your back, you will reject me, I usually want to be close to you, and you will push me away if I am a coquette......
"I understand that this is the day when we all grew up and could never go back to the days when we could sleep together and take a bath together......
"That's when my mom's career took off, we moved into a new rental house, and I had a new room of my own...... But when I saw the brand new room, I kept thinking about where we had lived together since childhood...... Although it is only six stacks in size, there is only one bedroom shared with the kitchen and living room, and it has even leaked wind and water, but the new room no longer has the warmth that you can sleep with..."
......
......
"Tianhai Nine Glass" said this, took a deep breath, and spit out all this big breath.
It was like relieving his mood and holding back the tears that flowed from his eyes.
"As I get older, I gradually know what love is and what likes are, and I can't help but compare this like with you... I've found that I can find a certain point in you for whatever definition of liking someone......
"But while I understand my feelings, I am also dissatisfied with your actions that always alienate me.
"Why don't you look at me more?
"Why can't you engage with me like you did when you were a kid?
"Why can't you do that to me anymore?
"I don't want to give up, I don't want you not to come to see me, you always resist contact with you, I find that only by arguing with you will you respond to me like when I was a child, let me find some feelings of being noticed......
"I know I'm a tsundere, but if I'm not tsundere, will you bother with me?
"If I had done everything perfectly, would you still take care of me?
"You'll just feel 'Suzu has grown up and no longer needs my care', because our identity is destined for our relationship to remain the status quo, and I want you to look at me more often, so that's all I can do......
"I'm sorry... I'm really sorry, I don't want to take your efforts for granted, but I really want you to be as engaged with me as you used to...
"If possible, I will do everything I can to change myself, I will do everything I can to run away with you... I want to be taken care of by you, I want to be considerate of you, I want to be coquettish in front of you, I want to continue to quarrel with you, and I can have dinner with you if I am noisy at night......"
"Why—"
Speaking of this, "Tianhai Nine Glass" tightly squeezed the wall of the juice glass, as if doing a series of great psychological struggles, turned his head, and under the night, smiled brightly at Kamihara and said:
“——”
The neon lights of Hawaii's amusement parks lit up her smile, and the roller coaster in front of her suddenly whizzed by, and the sounds of tracks and screams drowned out the sounds she made.
But even if the voice disappeared in an instant, Kamihara could see exactly what she was saying to herself in her smile.
“......”
Kamihara was silent.
"I know it's not right, it's wrong... But even though I know it's impossible, even though I know it's just going to make me uncomfortable, I still think the same way about you......"
After listening to this long paragraph, Kamihara didn't know what to respond to her at all.
"Tianhai Nine Glass" smiled brightly, waited for a long time, saw his expression at this time, and understood his answer in his heart.
She pursed her lips tightly and withdrew her quivering eyes.
Then lower your head again.
......
......
It was quiet for a while.
"Sorry, I ruined the atmosphere..."
"It's fine."
Kamihara replied in silence.
Both sat on benches, staring at the weeds that sprouted from the cracks in the stones beneath their feet.
Didn't look at each other.
"I've never spoken to you in that tone, have I? Is there something different about you who you think of me? ”
"It's... Suzu has always been the one who giggles all day long, makes people happy, deliberately squeezes out cute expressions, and is arrogant and stupid......"
"Haha... Hahaha......"
"Tianhai Nine Glass" suddenly laughed, and soon, she closed her eyes, puffed out her chest, and raised her chin slightly, making a haughty look. The index finger of the right hand is still shaking in front without any symbolic meaning.
"Really, really! I'll tell you what these things do! I'm stupid, but when it comes to it, you're stupid! I said so many things, and you didn't complain about me, what's wrong? Did your brain burn out when you were sick before? I can't complain! ”
“...... Bastard Bell, you're the stupid. ”
"What?! Where was I stupid just now? Where is stupid? I'm sincere, okay? ”
Kamihara Le: "It's just that the sincerity is the stupid ......"
"You're stupid! Eight~Ga~~"
“......”
Ha ha... Hahaha......
Kamihara didn't know why he was laughing like that.
Completely unknowing.
He only knew that the more the "Tianhai Nine Glass" faced him as usual at this moment, the heavier his heart became as if it had been filled with lead, and he could even say that it could be painful......
Faced with her feelings, in the face of her predicament, I wanted to help, but I could never help save her......
Seeing but not being able to do anything about it is the most uncomfortable thing.
"What are you laughing at, you just sat stupid on a roller coaster?"
Kamihara went to see her: "I do, I hope I'm stupid." ”
"......" "Tianhai Nine Glass" responded to his gaze, trying to find some thoughts in his eyes, "You... Relieved? ”
"It's hard to say... I don't even know what emotions I have right now, I can only answer, it's complicated, it's very complicated. ”
"Tianhai Nine Glasses" all muttered: "... That means you're under my influence...... We all know that it's impossible, but it's enough to have this feeling......"
Kamihara stretched out his hand and put it on her head:
"Really, I don't have feelings for you anyway? Seeing that you are sad, am I not sad? ”
"Tianhai Nine Glass" slapped his claws away in disgust, and after understanding his mood, he was a little happier:
"Don't touch my head! Especially this is still the hand of the July fox! ”
"Look at what you said, I was on a roller coaster just now, I don't know who has been holding this hand, I'm afraid I won't have to laugh at you for the rest of my life when I know about it."
"Then I have to scare her for the rest of my life!"
"You've got to beat her too! Stupid Suzu! ”
"Slightly~ You're a fool, stupid Ale!"
The atmosphere is much better after such a mediation.
But this is thanks to the fact that Suzu herself has indeed become a lot happier.
She took a sip of orange juice, as if to hide her feelings.
In less than a moment, the "Nine Glasses of the Heavenly Sea" couldn't sit still, approached the other end of the bench, turned his head, and tried to ask him:
"However, what you said just now that you have me in your heart, is it true?"
"Yes, indeed." Kamihara said as he stared at the stars in the night, enjoying the night breeze.
"Wow! You! You're a big carrot! Big scumbag!
Obviously there are two foxes, and I still want to ask for them! "Tianhai Jiu Liuli" clenched his fist and hit him in the shoulder.
Kamihara Le defended in disgust, "Hey, you want to scold, just scold, why are you still scolding with a smile?" ”
"Can't see?"
"You're stupid, how can I see the mood of a stupid."
"Bastard! Call me stupid again, don't scold! ”
"Stupid, stupid, stupid."
"I hate you!"
"Beat and scold at the same time, and replace this line with 'I love you to death!' It's not inconsistent at all. ”
"Tianhai Nine Glass" doesn't care about this, just beat him:
"Shoot you, shoot you, kill you!"
Kamihara Raku and the "Nine Glasses of the Heavenly Sea" fought for a while.
"Okay, okay, don't love me, get down to business."
"What's the matter?" "Nine Glasses of the Heavenly Sea" stopped and sat upright.
"You're really not going to get married?" Kamihara asked.
"No, I will do what I say."
"Mom urged you to do something."
"No matter, my own life, I make my own decisions."
"What will you do when you die alone? You don't have a family of your own, and you see others happy and happy, but you don't have anything for yourself. ”
"As long as you remember me."
“......”
Now the bell, speaking can make people speechless?
But Suzu does understand herself, and she understands that she will not give up on her...
Kamihara came back to his senses and continued to ask:
"What should I do to you after that, and what do you expect me to do?"
“... Needless to say, hmph, you have me in your heart anyway, I know this... Barely enough! In addition, my feelings towards you will not change, even if I know it is impossible, I will not change ......"
"If you don't change, but I still have July and Liuli, do you plan to be jealous for the rest of your life?"
"Nonsense!" "Tianhai Jiuliuli" pouted and replied, "Then let me ask you, aren't Qi Mingyue and Jiuliuli jealous of each other?" I'm sure that even if they end up living together peacefully, they'll be jealous of you, it's in the nature of women. Ah, men too. ”
“......”
Also.
"But it doesn't matter, no matter how many women you have, you won't forget me anyway! Who told me to stay with you the longest? ”
"This one too."
"Nine Glasses of the Heavenly Sea":
"Besides, since you can't give me all the expectations, I'm still going to be a happy person like before."
"If you like to be stupid, just say it."
"Tianhai Nine Glass" gave him a punch: "Bastard! Who made you complain at this time, I'm super serious, okay? ”
"That's a good relationship, Ah Ling, you just be yourself, there's no need to change anything, you have to ask why, I prefer the usual arrogant Ling."
"Hmph..."
Kamihara stood up, raised his hands, and stretched his body.
"Ah~~~ comfortable-"
"What's next?"
"What? Keep dating, just take a roller coaster ride and you won't think it's over. Kamihara smiled and looked back.
As soon as he heard that he was going to continue dating, "Tianhai Jiu Liuli" instantly got up:
"Then I'm going to play bobbleheaders, pirate ships, roller coasters, space shuttles, Shenzhou flying saucers, and Ferris wheels!"
"Ferris wheel? This thing is quite suitable for ambiguity. ”
“... Are you hinting at me something? ”
"I didn't say anything."
"You're really hinting at me, aren't you?"
"When I didn't say it."
"Huh, huh!" "Tianhai Nine Glass" stepped forward quickly and hugged Kamihara's arm, "No, you have to explain... What exactly is ambiguous and how ambiguous. ”
"Don't say it."
"No, you can say it quickly, I want to hear it."
"Don't say it."
"Let me guess, you, are you trying to kiss me?! No, no, it's too perverted. ”
“... What do you make up for your own brain? ”
"Tianhai Jiu Liuli" saw that he actually looked at a fool's expression, and suddenly said:
"I ——! Bastard, it's not that you're talking about ambiguity, how do I know what. ”
"Stupid Suzu."
"Stupid Lele."
"Stupid Suzu."
"Stupid Lele!"
"Stupid Ah Ling!"
"Stupid Lele!
”
As if he had seen something, Kamihara leke looked over, "Wait, there seems to be a whirlwind potato seller over there." ”
"Where? Where is it?! ”
"Want to eat?"
"Of course I want to, then... You buy it for me this time, okay? ”
"When did you not buy this for you?"
"The identity is wrong, this time it's different......"
"Okay, okay, who told me to spoil you like this."
"Hey, hey... Thank you. ”
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