"Staring—"

"Staring—"

"Staring—"

As soon as Sakakihara came home on Sunday, he was stared at by his sister who was off on the weekend for a long time.

Suzu Sakakihara wore a pair of ultra-shorts at home, and a T-shirt was a short-sleeved T-shirt with a cartoon bunny logo on it.

Ah Ling is not tall compared to Qijiu, but the proportion is not to be said, and she is also a beautiful girl.

Her big white legs also have a fleshy texture.

If you pick it up from behind, it looks like your hand will sink into her thigh.

- Sakakihara has always thought that Suzu would definitely look good in stockings.

It's a pity that Ah Ling doesn't like to wear stockings, she likes to wear bare legs or short skirts and shorts, and kick people casually with her feet.

However, just talking about that little meat leg, her boyfriend should be quite happy in the future.

Sakakihara leaned back against the sofa, knocking on the melon seeds he brought back from the manor, and watched the TV program. Sakakihara Suzu was beside him, holding a carrot pillow, staring at him without stopping for a moment.

"I said, Ah Ling, what are you doing all the time staring at me?"

"I'm staring at you, don't you know why I'm staring at you?"

"I don't know." Sakakihara casually threw a melon seed into his mouth.

"Damn fellow," Suzu Sakakihara punched him in the arm and muttered dissatisfiedly, "Why didn't you come back for a day yesterday and Saturday?" Well? Say! ”

"Ah Ling, brother, haven't I told you everything? I went out with July and Ruri. ”

"Hanging out? Wow, you think I'm going to believe it? ”

"Why don't you believe it?" Sakakibara continued to watch TV and asked rhetorically.

"You didn't even take the snow out on Friday! I won't talk about it when I go to work, but the snow. Why did you put her in the house? ”

Sakakihara Le faintly felt that Ah Ling was smelling something.

After taking July and Liuli home today, Ah Ling has been staring at the three of them.

"And, why-"

Sakakihara Suzu was suddenly hugged into his arms, which made her so shocked that she was stunned at the same time, she immediately blushed and embarrassed, and quickly got up and pushed away.

"You, you, you, what are you doing!"

Sakakihara smiled unhurriedly, and then said, "Ah Ling, don't be jealous, I didn't mean not to take you and not tell you when I went out to play." ”

Suzu Sakakihara thought it was very strange.

Because the old brother in front of me, I don't know why, is a few grades more handsome than usual!

Not only does he not look as silly as usual, but he even smiles. It's also like the smile of a handsome guy, not arrogant or impatient.

Sakakihara Suzu was a little angry at his sudden hugging behavior just now, his cheeks were red, although he wanted to refute, but this guy did guess correctly

Yourself, is jealous.

I left without saying a word on Friday, and when I came home from work, I met a delicious stinky tofu snack on the side of the road, and I bought it for him to eat together. As a result, it wasn't until eight o'clock in the evening that my mother and uncle came back that I knew that a few people were not going home!

Don't you even want to talk to yourself?

This feeling of abandonment made Sakakihara Suzu feel forgotten again

"Okay, okay, Suzu, I really didn't mean not to tell you." Sakakihara Le saw his sister's careful thoughts, Ah Ling is actually not so arrogant, and he is a particularly sensitive person. Especially when it comes to dealing with your own feelings.

"And what are you for?" Suzu Sakakihara lowered her eyes and muttered.

"This. It's hard for me to say. ”

"Good! You did it on purpose! ”

"It's hard to say without me."

"It's hard to say?"

"It's hard to say, that's all."

Before, you said that you could talk to me more when you went home, but after reconciling with Qijiu, you talked to them every day. I also took them out to play alone."

"Ah Ling." Sakakihara lowered his voice very slowly, calling out his sister's nickname.

"What.?" Sakakihara's face bulged out as if he was breathing.

"You know, July and Ruri have just reconciled, and I need time to spend time with them and take them to repair their relationship. So after I came back, I didn't take much care of you. ”

"Bastard. It's been a whole time I haven't taken care of it, except that day at the amusement park."

Sakakihara Suzu knows that my brother has a tight schedule, and there are a lot of people who need to be accompanied, and there are many things to do.

She knew she should be more considerate and considerate of this guy.

But, why can't good things be your turn?

Sakakihara Suzu knows who he is, and he knows that he is sad, and he can't do anything at all.

If he is unhappy, he will also become unhappy.

Although, though this guy is a very jerk

However, I really don't want to see him in the same complicated situation because he takes care of himself.

Yes Suzu Sakakihara, didn't you yourself understand your identity a long time ago?

Haven't you already decided that you want to live happily in the future?

If you can't laugh because you're sad, you should force yourself to laugh

If you don't do that, you won't be able to adapt to the days of not getting married in the future

"Slightly——! I won't talk to you anymore, I'll find Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli! ”

Sakakihara was happy to see that Ah Ling had changed back to her previous appearance, and knew that she wanted to open it, so she smiled and said, "Then you can go." ”

Suzu Sakakihara left the sofa and glanced at Sakakihara's back on the sofa as she walked from the living room to the bedroom hallway.

My brother seems to be a little different.

This is what she can perceive.

took care of Qijiu more carefully, even when he usually had dinner, when his mother and uncle were away, this guy had to give Qijiu and the two of them an extra chopstick meat.

What for?

Court?

They're all your girlfriends! What are you doing all of a sudden?

Sakakihara Suzu couldn't figure it out, since she couldn't ask from her brother's mouth, she planned to go to the side of Qimingyue Jiuliuli to find out.

Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli seemed to be discussing what style of cake to buy for their uncle's birthday tomorrow.

So, Suzu Sakakihara pushed open the door of Nanachizuki's bedroom.

"Absent?"

Quietly poking his head out of the crack in the door, Sakakihara Suzu didn't see the shadows of the two inside.

Probably, it's in the room next door to Jiuliuli.

——With this idea in mind, Sakakihara Suzu was just about to close the door of Nanachizuki's bedroom, but saw a photo on Nanachizuki's desk.

The photograph caught Suzu Sakakihara's attention, and the figure in the photo, which looked very blurry from a distance, forced Suzu Sakakihara to move closer

She saw the photo up close, held it up, and held it in her hand.

The wind blowing from Tokyo Bay swept the curtains in the bedroom.

Sakakihara Suzu saw the three people in the photo, and her eyes were fluttering

What she saw was a wedding photo taken by Sakakihara Le, Amami Jiu Ruri, and Amami Qi Mingyue standing in front of the sunflower field.

In the photo, Sakakihara is standing in the middle, holding twin sisters with different expressions but identical faces with her left and right hands.

"It's . Wedding dress? ”

Suzu Sakakihara was incredulous.

The three of them went out on Friday, did they go to take wedding photos?

What is this?

What are wedding photos?

Is it considered a private life?

Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli have completely accepted each other, and then they have completely determined their relationship with their brother?

Sakakihara Suzu stared at this photo for a long time, to see the wedding dress of Jiu Ruri and Qi Mingyue, to see the expressions of the two, and to see the way the old brother held their hands

Her eyes moved out slightly, only to suddenly find that Qi Mingyue had a whole stack of photos on the desk where the shark doll was placed.

Sakakihara Suzu put down the wedding photos of the three of them in her hand, picked up the stack of photos, and began to look through them one by one.

She found.

The photos are all about the wedding dress, taken at the same time.

There were not only three people taking a group photo.

There are also photos of the pure love of the couple.

The next time Suzu Sakakihara saw Sakakihara holding Seven/Nine's hand with white gloves in a wedding dress and kissing them on the forehead in the sunset.

wedding dress

wedding dress

wedding dress

All, wedding dresses.

This. What is this?

Sakakihara Suzu suddenly felt ridiculous, and suddenly felt that Qijiu, who was wearing a wedding dress inside, was so beautiful that it pierced her eyes.

She looked through them one by one, and looked at them one by one.

More and more anxious, more and more anxious

She even wanted to think that these things weren't real, that they were-

"My sister-chan is looking at the picture?"

The sudden cold voice from behind made Sakakihara Suzu instantly close the photos in his hands.

She hid the photo behind her, and hurriedly turned around to face the seven bright moons of the sky and the sea standing at the door.

Tianhai Qimingyue saw Sakakihara Suzu's nervous appearance, and didn't say anything, just said to her in a flat tone:

"Look, it's nothing, anyway, sister-chan is something to know sooner or later."

"This is, you guys took it on Friday?"

"Yes." Tianhai Qimingyue listened, lowered his head slightly, closed his eyes and agreed.

"What are these?"

"It's a convention."

"Are you going to marry him?"

"No, to be precise, it was his promise that he would give me and my sister happiness."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue shook her head a few times, and her silky and shiny flaxen hair swayed slightly behind her head.

"This, this is not like what Qi Mingyue would say!" Suzu Sakakiwara's expression stiffened, and she didn't even know what kind of gaze she should use to look at the girl of the same age in front of her.

"Think I wouldn't be so blunt? Your guess is not wrong, but since my sister-chan has seen it, then I don't need to go around in circles with my sister-chan. ”

"Then what shall I call you in the future, sister-in-law?"

Tianhai Qi Mingyue raised his eyes and saw Sakakihara Suzu's face, and he pursed his lips tightly.

Through the expression of her sister sauce, Tianhai Qi Mingyue glanced at the photo album that she held tightly behind her and probably understood the origin of her sister's expression.

She had heard her brother say that her sister-chan didn't want to get married in the future.

Not married.

Nature also means not being in love.

There is nothing without being in love, and even a person can live well.

But for her younger sister-chan, it means that the love she has had since she was a child is missing and cannot be filled.

Not getting married means living alone in the future, going out early and returning to work late, and shouting the words "I'm back" to an empty house when a person is tired and going home.

Sister Chan has always had an existence by her side that loves her and takes care of her.

The cruelest thing is not loneliness, the incomparably precious love, the loneliness after the sudden disappearance.

My sister-chan endures this loneliness herself, but she still has to see others happy in front of her

Suzu, probably through this photo, you get a glimpse of such a future, right?

In the photo, she saw the person she admired, put on the clothes she envied, and obtained the love she envied the most

Tianhai Qi Mingyue saw her sister sauce's reluctant look of almost crying.

Alas.

Thinking that she was the culprit, Tianhai Qi Mingyue didn't have the heart to make fun of her.

Bastard, Mingming. I said I'm going to laugh all the time." Sakakihara Suzu wiped the crystal tears that came out of the corners of her eyes with her palm.

"Sister sauce you. I already knew that there would be such a day, right? ”

"Or else? Do you think that the tears I wipe away from hiding under the covers every day are in vain! Originally, when I came back, I said that I wanted to look away and look away, but when I saw you, how could I see it so easily"

Suzu Sakakihara is trying to gauge her emotions.

Maybe the future is like this, watching the two foxes have a home and become happy, and they have never had a place to rest

Maybe I'm a superfluous person, right?

Maybe I should have disappeared in the first place, right?

Maybe I'm too self-inflicted, so I can cause someone to become unhappy with me, right?

Suzu Sakakihara put the photo back on the table, and she suddenly wanted to leave and walk away.

Since everyone doesn't like themselves, and they are so redundant, it's better to go away

A man does not see these things.

Alone, you should be doing well, right?

Thinking of this, Sakakihara Suzu was lost and depressed.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry to bother you. ”

She staggered her body with Tianhai Qi Mingyue and prepared to walk out of the bedroom.

"Sister-chan wait a minute." Tianhai Qi Mingyue called out to her.

"What? If you want to mock me, just mock me."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue sighed helplessly, and turned to face her: "Of course, I don't want to mock you, but just like you said to me before, although we usually have a small quarrel, it doesn't mean that I hate you." ”

"Of course you don't hate me anymore. I'm just a fun-seeker in your eyes, stupid and stupid, and so confident without anything. ”

"Happy is happy, but that doesn't mean I don't treat my sister as your family. As for the latter words, my sister can try to think from a different angle, which is also called naivety. ”

"You're comforting me?"

"Anyway, my sister-chan needs someone to comfort her now, right?"

Tianhai Qimingyue said as a matter of course, walked over and closed the door of his bedroom room, and took the initiative to pull Suzu Sakakihara's hand.

This made Sakakihara Suzu look at her very vigilantly, and retracted her hand: "What are you doing?" ”

"Come with me."

Want to molest me? I tell you, don't underestimate me, I have more strength than you! ”

"Just come here."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue went to grab her again and pulled her to sit on the edge of her bed.

The sitting posture of the seven bright moons in the sky is very upright.

"Alright, lie down."

"Huh?" Suzu Sakakihara looked at her thighs.

"Just lie down."

"How can there be such a comforting person. So rude. ”

Sakakihara Suzu said that, but she still lay on Nanagi Mingyue's lap half-pushed and half-blocked.

She didn't even know why she was so easily led away by Qi Mingyue, obviously she was very unhappy now. Very uncomfortable

Probably, I think the July fox is quite kind, right?

She also said to comfort herself

Comfort yourself

The thought of someone willing to comfort me makes me less resistant.

Sakakihara Suzu buried her face in the thigh of Amami Nanachiakitsuki.

Little by little, time passed.

Sakakihara Suzu buried her face and smelled the smell of green apples between Qimingyue's skirt several times, and because she buried her face, her voice was muffled.

"I said. Aren't you trying to comfort me? Why hasn't there been any movement yet. ”

"It's comforting now."

"Just by your lap?"

"Isn't it warm?"

"That's right."

Sakakihara Suzu closed her eyes and sensed that the seven bright moons of the sky sea had touched her head.

"I'll call you Suzu now, how about it."

"Whatever you want."

"Suzu, don't you have a lot of emotions in your heart right now?"

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"Is there no way to say it, no way to achieve it, no way to tell it."

“.”

Sakakihara Suzu felt so strange, because Qi Mingyue's voice at this time was very gentle, so smooth that it gave her a gentle feeling.

illusion

This must be an illusion

Suzu Sakakihara buried her red face deeper into her thighs.

"Huh?" Tianhai Qi Mingyue went to look at the head on his lap.

"That's right."

"How's that for me?"

"Why do you want to say it to you?"

"Because now my sister-chan doesn't have someone to talk to, right? This is a secret that can't be told to outsiders, there is no way to tell your girlfriends, there is no way to tell your classmates, there is no way to tell your mother, and Suzu doesn't want to tell her brother, because my brother will be further worried about you Suzu doesn't want to be a burden, and you don't want to be the person who will only bring negative emotions to your brother. ”

“.”

Each one of them is right

Suzu Sakakihara, who was completely seen through her thoughts, was even more embarrassed, and she was even more embarrassed to look at the seven bright moons of the sky and the sea that touched her head.

"Suzu, do you like him?"

There was a long silence.

"Yes."

Hearing Sakakihara Suzu's reply, Tianhai Qimingyue knew in her heart, and she continued to touch her little head, "Because he always takes good care of you, always makes you happy, always talks to you and will make you good food, plus you have lived together for so long, so you like him, right?" ”

"Right." Suzu Sakakihara's inner weakness was pierced, and she touched her head again, and couldn't help but get closer to her and took the initiative to hug her waist.

"Yes, after all, there are few fools in this world."

"You think so too?"

"Nature."

"So what should I do, July"

Tianhai Qimingyue carefully touched Sakakihara Suzu's hair, and said to her again:

"I don't generally like to be too blunt, but it's okay right now. I also like him very much, and even after he promised me, I would pay attention to whether there were other women around him, and I even went through his phone to see his chat history. ”

It sounds like Qi Mingyue, you are quite possessive. Better than me. ”

"Of course love is possessive, and I would like to be the only one to win, but what is the reality? The reality is that I can't completely win over my sister, and the corresponding thing is the impossible relationship between Suzu and him. ”

"Well, then what?"

Tianhai Qi Mingyue didn't explain first, but asked rhetorically: "Why does Ling think I agreed to take a wedding dress with my sister?" ”

You don't want to quarrel, what else can you do?"

Suzu only got part of the answer right. It's because I found that there was a conflict between 'I just want to win' and 'I don't want to hurt my sister', so there was a trade-off in the middle."

"What do you mean?"

Tianhai Qi Mingyue said again:

"Man is never satisfied, when he eats grass, he thinks about the bark, when he eats the bark, when he thinks about the bread, when he eats the bread, he thinks about the meat. Desires are progressive, and they will only increase. Of course, I want to eat meat, but how can I get meat if I cling to it and give up the bark and vegetable bread I got during this period? Since you can't catch the meat, you might as well try to stop and enjoy the bread you are currently on. ”

"Why?" Sakakihara Suzu turned her face and looked at the seven bright moons of the sky sea that was staring at her above, "Isn't it good to eat meat?" ”

"So my sister-chan is stupid, didn't I say it just now? I can't completely beat my sister, so I can't eat meat. And Suzu you're the same, do you think you're eating? ”

These words. Sakakihara Suzu was lost in thought.

I really can't eat it. Or never, you are possible, I am forever."

"So."

"So?"

"So," Tianhai Qi Mingyue continued to bow her head and said to her, "I've been thinking about eating a piece of meat that I can't eat, will I still throw away all the vegetables and bread?" If Suzu wants to leave, it's not just what you can't get, but what you already have.

"I remember my brother told you before, right? Whatever you want to eat, he will still make it for you. Whatever you want, he will accompany you when he is free.

"Even if you don't get the meat you want, isn't bread a precious food?

"Isn't bread precious enough than nothing at first?"

“.”

Suzu Sakakihara's eyes twitched at the words, and she even began to think back to the thoughts she had just thought about wanting to stay away.

"Besides, sister-chan, the idea that you want to leave this house is just a gamble. Angry, I want to know if my brother will go to you, if you don't look for you, you will give up on yourself, if you look for you, you still have a little happiness in your heart. That's right. ”

How do you know I want to go?"

"I'll understand the 'sorry excuse for bothering you' when you're going out."

“.”

July fox is really a fox.

Tianhai Qi Mingyue touched her head again and continued to say to her:

"Aren't you causing trouble for your brother? You should know that as a family member, you should not only think about how you are, but also whether your behavior will worry your family. Wouldn't my brother be happy to see you gone? When he sees you disappear suddenly, won't he miss you?

"Didn't you tell me before that you have lived with your brother for more than ten years, and my sister and I are the latecomers?"

“.”

Sakakihara Suzu suddenly looked at the expressionless Seven Bright Moon of the Sky Sea.

It's strange, obviously her words are very calm, but they give people a kind of. Very gentle feeling

Like a mother

Wrong!

What do you think!

Sakakihara Suzu quickly put this idea behind her, and hid her red face on Nanachizuki's lap again.

But

When she said this, it really made sense, and she really didn't care so much.

She's really comforting herself.

"Thank you, thank you."

"Figured it out?"

"I've figured it out, reluctantly, reluctantly"

"Then I want to say thank you, Sister July."

Sakakihara looked at her with a bulging face: "Why do you always like me to call you sister?" ”

"Now I'm not like your sister? Whose laplow are you lying on now? ”

That is indeed .. It's a bit like that, indeed. ”

Sakakihara asked her again, "You really don't hate me?" ”

"I hate you, I still buy you a birthday present, and make you a course outline for you to study?"

"Okay. Sister July"

"Isn't that a good point, how about shouting again?"

"Sister July and July." Suzu Sakakihara blushed even more, and was so ashamed that she wanted to hide.

"Okay."

"What do you mean it's okay! I shouted. Super reluctantly."

"Does Sister Ling feel much better?"

"Hmm"

"How about going out and asking my brother to make you fried ice cream?"

"Then I'm going to have to let him make a pot!"

"Of course, of course, let him make a pot."

Tianhai Qimingyue went to rub Sakakihara Suzu's grinning head again, and watched her reluctantly hug her waist.

"Besides, my sister wants to talk to Suzu about something."

"Sister July, say it."

"Isn't it my dad's birthday tomorrow?"

"Hmm."

"You know my relationship with my sister and brother, right?"

"This knowledge is knowing."

"If Dad and Aunt ask Bell for her opinion, how should Bell answer?"

"Don't say yes, or just say yes!"

"That's right, it's really good."

Tianhai Qimingyue smiled softly, and touched the little head of Sakakihara Suzu who was on his thigh and hugged his waist.

"Hee-hee."

"Do you want Sister July to touch her head?"

"Yes!"

"Then reward you more."

"Good!"

Sakakihara Suzu was touched and happy for a long time, and her expression suddenly froze.

Wrong

Yourself, what is this doing?

I would actually enjoy the July fox's touch with a happy face?!

It's incredible!

Sakakihara Suzu came back to her senses and looked at the seven bright moons of the sky and sea above, and suddenly felt. July Fox

It's scary.

Sakakihara Suzu, an angel beautiful girl, actually, would do such a shameful thing?!

was also held by the July fox and coaxed in shame like a daughter.

Is this something you can do?!

It's really bearable, it's unbearable!

Resist, must resist!

"Suzu-chan wants a hug?"

“.”

"Suzu-chan?"

"Yes! Sister~~ I still have to touch my head. ”

"Well, that's good."

"Hee-hee."

(End of chapter)