When they finally looked forward to the day of school, what they were looking forward to was not Yu Yang's return to school, but the news that Yu Yang transferred to the United States.

Yu Yang really left, just left quietly, and threw her down for no reason. She had been holding back her emotions before, and she didn't let herself cry because she didn't let herself believe. She had been holding out hope, thinking that if she was sure enough, she could get him back. But what she was waiting for was only an illusion, and he suddenly disappeared into her life, in such a hurry, in a hurry, without leaving a trace.

Xiaojing was completely desperate. The United States, how could it go to the United States so quietly? Why the United States?

She couldn't figure it out, and she couldn't accept it, she was completely crushed by the result she had been waiting for for more than a month. She couldn't stop crying for a while.

Lin Xi looked at her soul every day and felt really distressed, she knew that she was paralyzing herself and pretending to be strong, and she also knew that she was on the verge of collapse, she comforted her quietly at first and stayed by her side. But as time passed, her state deteriorated.

Seeing her like this for several days, Lin Xi finally couldn't help but force her to face the reality: "Lu Xiaojing, you are sober, Yu Yang has already gone to the United States." You can't do that anymore, you have to love yourself. ”

"No, no, why? Why? ”

"Jingjing, cry if you want to. Everything will pass. Lin Xi really couldn't bear to see her so sad, but she didn't want her to keep suppressing her emotions.

"He won't leave me, how can he bear it?" Xiaojing couldn't figure it out, she had never dared to face this reality. But reality has crushed her again and again.

Finally she cried, crying heartbreakingly, Lin Xi and other roommates on the side didn't know how to comfort them, they witnessed their beauty, who knew that this beauty turned into ashes in an instant.

Lin Xi could only hug her who was trembling from crying, and she also cried into a ball. Crying, venting is also a kind of release. After all, it's better to cry out at this time than to hold it in her heart like this all the time.

Gossip began to spread in the school again: Yu Yang finally followed Qin Xue, and the ugly duckling couldn't reach the white swan in the end. In the art troupe, she was subjected to unprecedented ridicule. The words of those men pierced her heart like swords, and she felt like she was covered in bruises, and she was left with a shell.

She lived like a walking dead every day, looking for him over and over again wherever he might be. And all the results are disappointment.

Gradually, Xiaojing has become numb. She didn't care about these rumors and attacks, she would rather bear ten or a hundred times more in exchange for Yu Yang, even if he just gave an explanation.

The school is full of their former figures, these memories cannot be waved or erased, she always turns her head to look at the empty chair next to her in self-study; She would always look for the bike waiting at the top of the stairs; She was always in front of the dormitory building looking at the figure waving downstairs; She was always looking for that athletic figure on the basketball court; She always looks for that smiling face in the shop window.

She searched again and again, but again and again she failed. Yu Yang disappeared into her life like the world evaporated, and she could no longer find him.

She never believed that Yu Yang would really bear to leave her like this. Yu Yang waved goodbye to her vividly, and Yu Yang's eyes when he came back to set off fireworks for him were so sincere and firm. Suddenly, it all just became nothing. Every day she didn't dare to let herself think too much, because as soon as the thought of him flashed in her eyes, tears would fall involuntarily.

Chen Ling also knew the news, and in his eyes, no matter what happened, she could always face it with a smile. But now the brightness and starlight in her eyes have been dimly buried, and she has become silent, always so indifferent to each other, often going to a place to hide in a daze, often crying inexplicably.

He saw it in his eyes and hurt in his heart. He wished he could trap her in his arms, but he was afraid that his actions would disturb her. So he could only follow her quietly, for fear that something would happen to her. Finally, at one point, she discovered his existence.

"Senior, don't follow me anymore." Xiaojing's words were faint, she was grateful to him from the bottom of her heart, but she was just grateful.

"I, I, just passing by." After being discovered, Chen Ling was a little embarrassed and replied stammering.

"I know what you want, I just want to be alone." Xiaojing's words were simple and clear, she knew that her heart was like ashes at this time, and she didn't want to give anyone any hope.

"I'll leave now, you should be careful, call me at any time if you need anything." Chen Ling also felt that he was a little abrupt, seeing her resolute attitude, and he didn't want to stimulate her, so he thought that it was better to follow her mood first, and when she didn't pay attention, he would just hide away and look at her.

Zhang Qi couldn't stand it anymore, Xiaojing was the former goddess in his heart.

But her brother's goodbye hurt her completely. He was so angry that he stomped his feet, he kept calling and texting to scold Yu Yang, but the other party still didn't respond, and finally he despaired.

He has no experience in comforting girls, so he can only often buy some delicious food and let Lin Xi give it to Xiaojing.

"How's she doing, is she better?"

"It's still like that." Lin Xi's tone was listless.

"This is what she likes to eat, you can help me bring it to her." Zhang Qi also sighed.

Lin Xi couldn't help but scold: "Yu Yang, this big bastard, this irresponsible guy, if I bump into him one day, I will definitely go over and kick him a few times." ”

"What about you? I also want to punch that guy twice, this kid is really inhuman, look at what it looks like to torture our Jingjing. ”

"I'm so angry, can I really go and find that snow? If I knew this, it would be better for the two of them to be together at that time, why did they still provoke us Jingjing. ”

"If it were true, I would have to skin him."

"You just want to be happy, people are running so far away now, I'm afraid you can't reach the whip." This sentence hit the nail on the head, and Zhang Qi's face turned red, and it is true that you said that they just wanted to be happy.

Seeing Zhang Qi like that, Lin Xi was also deflated: "Hey, what do you say Jingjing should do like this?" Let's take her to vent somewhere, she is always bored alone, and I am afraid that one day I will be sick. ”

"Why don't you go to KTV, roar, maybe it's a way."

"What the hell is the idea? Can she go? ”

"Do you have a better way? If it's a boy, I'll take her to drink, a few bottles down, and those worries will be gone. But I don't understand you girls, and I don't know how to comfort them. ”

"Okay, I'll try."

Lin Xi easily asked Xiaojing to KTV, but she just sat there, not talking, singing or laughing.

They had to start singing first, and the scene was hot, one of them yelled and screamed, and the other told jokes to make her happy, but she was still faint, neither sad nor happy.

Suddenly, I remembered Jay Chou's song in KTV, which was the song "Xingqing" that they liked together.

When the lyrics surrounded her ears, her strength and forbearance collapsed. It was the happiest time for her and him, they went to the concert together, they held hands, they laughed unbridledly, they shouted "Long live youth", they told each other "love you for 10,000 years".

Memories came to my heart, and tears couldn't help but slip down again. She couldn't help crying loudly, crying so much that the world was spinning.

This scene couldn't even be resisted by a big man like Zhang Qi, so he hid in the toilet alone to wipe his tears. Lin Xi also cried breathlessly, as if she was the one who fell out of love.

Probably after this crying, Xiaojing exhausted all the strength of her body. She couldn't cry anymore, but her roommates knew that every night, she wept silently, because the next day her eyes were always swollen like a peach beard.

After that, Xiaojing calmed down for a while, and she began to keep herself busy like a spinning top again, which is probably the best trauma medicine for her now.