It's been many times

Tianhai Snow Station has heard the sound of nothing in Xiao Qi's room many times.

Alone in a big bed, alone holding a guitar, alone looking at the starry sky, alone silently listening to the sound of the last tram cutting through the night sky.

At night, when she has insomnia, she always lifts her legs, curls herself up in the corner of the room, and buries her head in her knees.

She didn't know what the point of doing such a thing was.

But every time I picked up my legs, shrunk myself in a corner, and wrapped myself in a quilt, the feeling of being warm covered my whole body and mind.

This feeling is remembered by the snow of the sky and the sea.

It's the warmth that you can only have when you allow yourself to hug him.

Little Seven and Little Nine. You can have such a warm hug every day, right?

The room with no lights on was dark, and the soft bed was too large.

Tianhai no Yuki grabbed the white cat doll that Sakakihara Le bought for himself on the day of his visit to the bed, hugged it with both hands, and observed the expression of the white cat doll with the help of the faint moonlight.

The white cat squints, and the Q version of the cat's paws and round head fit together, lazily cute.

Le said that because he felt that this doll was very similar to himself, he bought this doll and gave it to himself.

Always. There was little chance to thank Le

I want to be good to Le, too.

I really want to thank Le

But I've always been stupid, and my sisters in the family have always said that I'm stupid.

Last time, I wanted to make fried ice cream for Le, and I messed it up.

I don't know what to do with Le.

Amami no Yuki stood up with the white cat doll in his arms, put on his slippers and walked out of the room.

She was going to say hello to her sister Suzu-chan.

When I came to the door of Suzu Sakakihara on the other side, the snow of Amami, as usual, habitually did not knock on the door, and directly pushed the door and walked in.

Suzu's room was also dark, and the curtains were drawn up, leaving only a faint glimmer of moonlight shining through the thin gauze curtains.

The air conditioner was whirring with cold air.

Compared to the stuffy air in the corridor just now, the air conditioning in Suzu Sakakihara's room was much heavier.

Unlike what Tenkai no Yuki usually saw, Sakakihara Suzu is now not sleeping in bed, but with her eyes closed and her head leaning against the wall.

Along with the crimson of her cheeks, Tianhai Zhixue also saw the quilt covering her body moving gently.

Tianhai Zhixue didn't quite understand what he was doing, and shouted to her as usual:

"Suzu."

The sudden sound woke up Suzu Sakakihara suddenly, and she quickly stopped her movements and covered her head with the quilt in an instant.

Yukiyuki waited for a few minutes for no apparent reason, and then saw Suzu Sakakihara poke his head out of the bed like a frightened rabbit on the bed.

“yuyuki？！”

Amami no Yuki saw Suzu Sakakihara's sweat-soaked hair on her forehead, and she was even more curious, "Suzu looks so hot." ”

"This. This haha is a bit hot today. ”

Amami no Yuki glanced at the air conditioner in Suzu Sakakihara's room showing 16°, "But Suzu's room is very cold." ”

"I'm here." Sakakiwara Suzu, whose face was still very red, was stumbling, and only dared to show one head, and she smiled very reluctantly, "I'm a frost physique, right!" Frost physique, the general cold is still very hot for me."

"Then why did Suzu cover the quilt?"

“.”

"What is Suzu doing?"

“.”

"Can you tell me?"

"This won't work!"

Sakakihara Suzu suddenly panicked, and she suddenly wanted to die.

How can anyone do such a thing on a big night and still be seen!

Or yuki

And it's obviously a little bit worse just now, just a little bit worse!

It belongs to the embarrassing situation of being cool and almost being discovered by a good girlfriend.

Suzu Sakakihara is suddenly able to empathize with someone who was interrupted by herself that day.

"But Suzu's expression just now looked very happy."

"Why-"

"It's true."

“.”

Sakakihara Suzu decisively chose to avoid this topic, and a smile appeared on her angelic cute face, "Yuki is still looking for me so late, what are you going to do?" ”

Tianhai Zhixue hugged the white cat doll, and the little face as clean as snow had no expression, "Le and Xiaoqi are together every night, and they want to find Suzu to sleep together." ”

“.”

Bastard.

Suzu Sakakihara suddenly wanted to scold someone for being a bastard.

She put her palms over her forehead, thinking to herself that someone didn't know how to move. Even Yuki, who is diagonally across the door, hears you!

If you want to say what Sakakihara Suzu doesn't want to see the last time.

That is the pure little yuki is polluted.

Although she is the same age as herself, she is still a cute child psychologically.

The child will not be able to see this.

It was too early for her.

"By the way, yuki, do you know what my brother often does when he goes to look for Xiao Qi?"

Tianhai Zhixue tilted his head slightly, and said as a matter of course: "Find Xiao Qi to play games." ”

Playing games?

Suzu Sakakihara breathed a sigh of relief.

It seems that Yuki is still the same pure Yuki.

Suzu Sakakihara sat up cross-legged, and she beckoned to the snow of the heavenly sea, beckoning her to sit beside her.

"Suzu-chan."

Suzu Sakakihara looked at her expressionless face very naturally.

She understood that Yuki's expression had always been like this.

There is basically no emotion, but there is no stiffness and coldness of machinery.

It's like a quiet child.

"Yuki came to me so late, did you feel lonely?"

"Well, Suzu understands."

"Yuki wants to find my brother?"

"Yes," she nodded without hesitation, "but Le is with Xiao Qi now, and Le also said that he couldn't go to him at night." ”

It's really like.

Like a guy is just that.

When you have insomnia, when you are surrounded by loneliness, you will want to go to contact with the people you like.

Come to think of it.

Sakakihara Suzu couldn't help but think to herself, what a sad girl.

Sincere likes are never reciprocated.

was rejected again and again, and it was clear that the other party was not without emotion for her, but she was rejected countless times for various reasons

Suzu Sakakihara patted her quilt and invited the snow of the sky to come in.

Probably because the kitten likes warm places very much, after the snow of the sky and the sea enters his bed, it has a little more childlike cuteness.

Yuki didn't come to find himself at night for no reason.

She doesn't know how to express her feelings, but that doesn't mean she doesn't have emotions.

"Le will go to Xiao Qi to play every day."

The words of the snow of the sky and the sea made Suzu Sakakihara, who was lying on the same pillow as her, think silently for a while.

Then tentatively ask:

".yuki, I'm very envious of Qi Mingyue?"

"Hmm."

"Envy that she can stay with my brother every day?" Sakakihara Suzu turned over to look at her, leaning her face on the back of her hand, and whispered between her best friends that only happened at night.

"Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu can be with Le all the time." Amami no Yuki looked at the ceiling in Sakakiwara Suzu's room with his face turned to the sky.

"Why does Yuki like my brother?"

"It's good."

"How good?"

"If you want to be happy, if you want to be happy, if you want to be happy, you can look at me a few more times."

"Why?"

I don't know. But Le, Le, took good care of me from the beginning, and gave me his room, and he slept in that small room. Le also made me a lot of fried ice cream, and for the first time I learned that food can be made and given to each other. ”

Seeing the snow of the sky and the sea looking at the ceiling, the eyes illuminated by the moonlight, Sakakihara Suzu didn't want to be perfunctory.

She tried to understand Yuki's words.

Yuki has lived the life of an eldest lady since she was a child.

The food was probably made by the maid and brought to her, right?

For her, these foods are like machines in the breeding industry that regularly put a certain amount of food, mechanical and cold. And without any emotion.

It's just a job and a deal between the grandfather and the servant.

There are so many things.

And what about your own brother?

He is not only keen to cook food for his family, but also does it with emotion, giving this thing to each other unconditionally.

And then expect a response from others after eating.

Yuki, probably just saw his brother's enthusiasm when he made food, and then was infected by his feelings, right?

It was something Yuki had never seen before.

She had never seen anyone respond with a happy expression and enthusiasm because they could make something for themselves.

This is probably the first time Yuki has experienced the so-called "emotion".

Alas-

It's no wonder that I always feel that eating a supermarket bento at night will make it taste less.

Less of that homely feeling.

Suzu Sakakihara couldn't help but ask herself in her heart.

Want Yuki to be happy?

Wish.

Definitely hopeful.

Even if that person is Lele?

Yes.

Even if that person is Lele.

Even if Yuki is in conflict with your own ideas?

Conflict?

It doesn't matter, since accepting the existence of the Seven Bright Moons of the Heavenly Sea and the Nine Colored Glasses of the Heavenly Sea, Suzu Sakakihara has found that one more person and one less person have no effect.

I guess why I got used to it.

Accustomed to the surrounding of warblers and swallows around someone.

Sakakihara Suzu took the hand of Amami no Yuki, "So, Yuki came to me today, didn't you have the courage to take the initiative to attack my brother?" ”

Tianhai Zhixue turned his head around the pillow: "Well, because Le and Xiaoqi have said. Can't get too close."

"Yuki." Sakakihara Suzu said earnestly, "You have to understand that Sister July and my brother are telling you this in order to restrict you from getting too close to my brother, and it is also to limit my brother's reluctance to let you go in the true sense." ”

"I don't know much what Suzu has to say"

"Hmm~ I mean, if Yuki wants to get likes, you have to break the shackles they have framed you. You've been walking within the framework they've laid out, and you'll never be able to really get likes. ”

“.”

Listening to what Sakakihara Suzu said, Amami no Yuki looked at the ceiling again.

"Le, will you be willing to respond to me?"

"It's hard to say."

"If you confess to Le, will Le accept it?"

Sakakihara Suzu remembered that Yuki had forgotten what she had confessed, and saw her eyes full of anticipation at the moment, as if she could shoot through people's hearts, and her heart was inexplicably uncomfortable, "Definitely not now." ”

"Suzu."

"Hmm."

"I really want Le to take me to see more things in the world, and I really like to travel with Le."

Because it's all something you've never had before.

Suzu Sakakihara thought in silence.

"Suzu, I often dream at night." The snow of the sky and the sea stared at the darkness on the ceiling.

"Dream about what?"

"I dreamed that Le was no longer around."

"What happens when he's gone?"

"It's pitch black, you can't see anything."

“.”

"Every now and then, I would shrink in the corner and want to be happy holding my hand and carrying my back."

"And then?" Suzu Sakakihara asked again.

"And then. The darkness all dissipated," Tianhai Snow stretched out his small hand to the ceiling, staring at his outstretched five fingers, "He pulled me and walked out of there and out of the room. Outside was woods and meadows, and he took me by the hand and led me to run on the path. There was a lot of sunshine and a lot of green leaves blown by the wind. He took me all the way and all the way to the outside of the woods, and there was a sea of sea, so big."

Sakakihara Suzu watched her stretch out her hand, and after listening, she couldn't help but ask, "It's all Yuki's fantasy, right?" ”

Tianhai no Yuki withdrew his small hand stretched out into the air, and turned his head to look at Suzu Sakakihara, his eyes were bright and translucent:

"yes. Because it's an imagination in a dark corner. ”

"Why do you think about that?"

"Le won't take the initiative to hold my hand now, I can only imagine these pictures."

The most beautiful thing about people.

It is the longing for what the heart desires.

The gaze full of anticipation is as innocent and sincere as an unpolluted child.

Isn't that what human beings most desire to have?

Cuteness without a trace of evil thoughts, sincere and simple cuteness

It's like a child seeing the sea for the first time, and that is a new sense of happiness without a reason.

Sakakihara Suzu seems to see another dimension of "like" on the face of the snow of the sky.

This feeling

It's wonderful.

This reminded Suzu Sakakihara of her emotions.

Lately, she's only concerned about the surface, but she understands. In the depths of my heart, it is by no means the most superficial love.

Because of these, Suzu Sakakihara's desire to help the snow of the sky became stronger and stronger.

"Then I want to ask Yuki one more question at the end."

Suzu said.

"Why my brother? Why did you choose my brother? ”

"Choose?"

"That is, Yuki, why do you only like my brother? Instead of expecting someone else to like my brother so hard, and the world is so big, it's very likely that someone else will be so nice to you, isn't it? ”

“.”

Amami no Yuki winked at her, as if she couldn't understand why Suzu Sakakihara asked that, and she said almost without thinking, "But. . . Now only the music club is so good to me."

Yuki's answer with this sentence.

It's almost the problem that Sakakihara Suzu has been struggling with for a long time in the past few days has been solved.

Indeed, rather than chasing an ethereal future.

Focusing on the present and grasping the best things in the present is not the most worthwhile thing to act on right now?

If we can all believe in a future that never existed, why can't we believe in the present?

Step up your game

Trying to seize the present is the most appropriate choice.

"Moreover, Le was also the first person willing to do that to me. As Le said, there are many, many things in this world that I have never seen, the world is not so much black, the world is colorful, the same as the rainbow. If I could, I would love to travel with Le, to embark on a journey together, to see all kinds of things that I have never seen before, to see plants and environments that I have never seen before. ”

Suzu Sakakihara imagines the picture that the snow of the sky and sea said.

Travel together.

Probably, the old brother will show a very reliable appearance in travel, right?

Hunting, cooking, surveying, and so on will all be done by him.

Tianhai Zhixue is like a burden who can only eat and sell cuteness, carefully following behind his ass.

However, in a practical sense, it is indeed a burden, and from the spiritual point of view, Yuki will probably comfort his soul.

She's stupid, she's stupid, she's not smart

It's all a lovely part.

When I see some stupid movements, I can't help but smile.

The two are like partners, supporting each other, growing together, and stepping step by step in a world full of unknowns.

Yes. This kind of thing, just thinking about it, makes people feel good.

Suzu Sakakihara couldn't help but laugh.

“yuki。”

"Well, I'm listening."

"I've got your back."

"Support what.?"

"Try to get my brother down."

"Thank you, Suzu, but why would Suzu say that."

"Well, hehe, I just think you and my brother are quite compatible. Thinking about how he will teach you all kinds of knowledge after you are together, it is absolutely sweet and heartwarming, of course! I'm not just going to watch, I'm going to occasionally intervene in a chat between the two of you, and the family will have to be harmonious and happy. ”

"Then I'm sure I'll take care of Sister Suzu too."

"Stupid Yuki, I don't need you to take care of me."

"Okay then."

"Of course, it's okay to take proper care of my sister and me."

"Then take care of each other."

"That's right! That's it, it's best to take care of each other. ”

Sakakihara Suzu took Amami's hand again.

This time, she pressed her forehead against each other's forehead and the forehead of the snow of the sky and sea, feeling each other's body temperature.

"So, in order to get someone's like, yuki also has to be braver and more proactive.yuki, it will succeed."

"Thank you, sister."

The snow of the sky and the sea also closed his eyes and said softly under the gentle words of Sakakihara Suzu.

(End of chapter)