"There was a sincere love in front of me, but I didn't cherish it. I regret it when I lose it, and there is nothing more painful in the world than this. If Heaven could give me a chance to do it again, I would say three words to you: 'I love you'. If I had to put a deadline on this love, I would like it to be 10,000 years! This is a classic line in "Journey to the West", and it is also Yu Yang's sincere wish.

"Manager Lu, the administration department is going to hold a celebration banquet for the winning players, and Mr. Qiao will let us go together."

"Am I going too?"

"Of course, victory not only belongs to the president, but also to our department." Seeing that everyone in the department was excited and excited, but she couldn't laugh anymore.

There were more than 20 people at the celebration banquet, divided into three tables, but Xiaojing was arranged at Yu Yang's table.

Everyone is giggling, only she is sitting on pins and needles. Yu Yang saw her sitting on the side reluctantly, she felt funny for no reason, and when she saw him looking at herself, she had to bury her head in eating, pretending not to see Yu Yang's gaze.

"Mr. Yu, how many years have you been in the United States?" was eating happily, and the girl at the table began to have nothing to say to chat with Yu Yang.

"It's been ten years before and after." When answering this question, Yu Yang only understated it, but it was not easy for me to notice between his eyebrows

Feel sentimental.

"Are you going to study abroad and stay there?"

When Xiaojing heard that it was this topic, she could only pretend not to hear it, burying her head lower, eager to plug her ears with something.

"Sort of." When answering these questions, Yu Yang's eyes always wandered around Xiaojing, and she could see how much she wanted to avoid this topic, and in order to keep herself from looking so out of place, she kept stuffing it into her mouth.

"You're going alone?"

"The family is together, too."

"Tell us, what's so special about life there?"

"Actually, there is nothing special, to say special, it should be considered special is not easy." When he replied, Yu Yang's smile seemed to be light, but the taste of life in those years was only understood by himself.

This is the first time Xiaojing has heard about Yang's feelings in the United States, and he has used "not easy" three times in his ten years of life

Words to summarize? Hearing this, she raised her head in disbelief and glanced at Yu Yang with her afterglow. Of course, she could never know how Yu Yang survived those years.

"Then you finally got a foothold there, why did you give up all the options there and come back?"

"My parents are back, and more importantly because they want to come back and see someone." Hearing Yu Yang say this, Xiaojing choked a little, so she could only pick up the water awkwardly and pour it into it in a big gulp as if she was drinking.

"Wow, girl, huh? Which girl is so happy. Mr. Yu, many girls like you will cry and faint in the toilet. One of the girls exclaimed.

"It won't be you anyway." Yu Yang's assistant on the side saw that Yu Yang was just smiling and not talking, so he rushed to round it for him.

Yu Yang's eyes looked at Xiaojing who was pouring water, and her eyes were a little red.

Xiaojing was confused, she could hear the sincerity of his words, but who was the person who left her and left? Yu Yang's words were like a stone thrown into the middle of the lake, stirring up ripples in her heart.

Yu Yang's words caused everyone to start speculating in private, and the people from the administration department walked in from outside with a cake

Come.

"Mr. Yu, happy birthday!".

Xiaojing suddenly realized that today was his birthday, and she didn't dare to think of this day for a long time. She glanced at Yu Yang again, and Yu Yang was also looking at her.

Looking at the double-layered cake in front of him and listening to the birthday song singing beside him, Yu Yang had a feeling of being in a different world. After going to the United States, he never wanted to celebrate his birthday again, the friends who helped him celebrate were not there, and the girl who helped him make the cake was not there, and he felt that such a birthday was not tasteless.

Now the girl sat in front of her, and he missed her so much, and when he kissed her in front of everyone, her blushing face was so lovely and charming; Her body was so soft and petite; Her eyes were full of stars; She would sing her birthday songs, make her a cake, give him birthday presents, everything was full of love for her.

Today, she is still beautiful and charming, but her eyes are full of melancholy. She clapped her hands like everyone else, but she couldn't sing the "Happy Birthday", she looked at the birthday cake with a blank gaze, and there was no joy and wishes on her face, only confusion and resentment.

"Mr. Yu, make a wish."

Wish? Once he made such a wish: "May I and Lu Xiaojing be together forever and forever." "Can the wish really come true? Despite his doubts, he folded his hands and made a wish: "May she be happy forever!" ”

Seeing Yu Yang closing her eyes and making a vow, Xiaojing could no longer control her emotions, she found a gap and slipped away, and as soon as she walked out of the door, tears came out of her eyes.

When she finally calmed down, she didn't have the courage to walk back to the restaurant, where the laughter didn't belong to her. She walked to the open space outside the dining room and looked at the moon in the sky in disappointment.

When eating the cake, Yu Yang didn't see her, so he found her.

"I know you can't understand, in fact, I can't understand myself now, I thought that seeing that you are doing well, I can convince myself to let go and leave, but the more I look at you, the more reluctant I am to leave. Is this me that bores you? Seeing her walk out, Yu Yang also followed.

"Yu Yang, please don't confuse me, okay? Which one is the real you? I don't know what made you leave me like this, give up our love? Xiaojing's question made Yu Yang feel like a fish in his throat.

"I really have my last resort." Yu Yang actually didn't think about explaining it to her, but what should he say? You can't say, "Qin Xue's father collapsed my family, so I didn't drag you down, so I went away?" "What about Qin Xue's business? How should he explain it? He really felt that he was at a loss for words.

"Can't you even give me an explanation? If you know me, you should know that no matter how difficult and painful it is, if you have to go out, I will never stop you. I don't understand, what am I in your eyes? Is it the burden and the shackles you left here? ”

"It's not like this, I thought it was for your good, I never thought of hurting you, really, you believe me, I ......" Even though there are thousands of words, but in front of her, Yu Yang has no confidence. Xiaojing is right, what right does he have to make a choice for her, his wishful thinking and willfulness hurt her so much at the beginning, and now no amount of explanation is in vain.

"Can you give me another chance, and I'll do everything I can to make up for what I owe you?"

Although Xiaojing didn't want to hear about him and Qin Xue, it was obvious that Yu Yang didn't mention anything about those ten years, which made her heart more and more difficult to let go.

Make up for? Ten years of time, how can you say that you can easily make up for it if you want to? She knew that she was already engaged, and she said such things to shake herself, no, no, Lu Xiaojing, you can't be tempted by him anymore. But why can't the tears stop falling?

She had to look away and wipe the tears from her face with her hands. Seeing her like this, he was so distressed, and he couldn't help but step forward and want to hug her into his arms.

Seeing that his hand was about to embrace her, she flinched, pushing him away with the last bit of strength in her body.

"Yu Yang, you see, no matter how good or bad I am in your eyes, it is not easy for me to go from the past to the present. So no matter what reason you decide to come back, we can't go back to the past, please don't disturb my life again. ”

Xiaojing's words contained loneliness and determination, and Yu Yang knew how many nights of hugging and crying would eventually make her disheartened. He looked at her dejectedly, frustrated, depressed, and he felt as if he had once again fallen into an endless abyss.

She looked at his face, a familiar and unfamiliar face, full of guilt and sadness, which made people feel distressed and moved. Once again, her tears fell uncontrollably. She could only force herself to turn and run away from him, knowing that if she stayed longer, she might fall.

The moon hung high, glowing with a cold light, and Xiaojing wandered aimlessly on the street under the moon. She didn't know where she was going, and she didn't know that someone was following him behind her.