Why is everyone in the living room?

Out of curiosity, Tianhai Zhixue carried a schoolbag on his back, stayed in the entrance, secretly picked up the corner of the wall, and cautiously poked his head out to see a few people talking in the living room.

Dad sat on the biggest couch with a serious, old-fashioned expression.

"There's no room for negotiation, let the snow go home."

"Grandpa, to-"

"Is there any need to go on?"

Soichiro Amami directly interrupted Sakakihara and made him choke back into his stomach on the words he was about to speak.

"The things that should be said have been discussed clearly yesterday, you don't have to use that set of rhetoric to convince me, she only has that kind of affection for you kid. Under the premise that this relationship can't be reached, why, you don't let her go, do you plan to maintain a relationship with Qi Mingyue while still having any unclear relationship with her sister-in-law? ”

"Of course not."

"Words never work, and I will never allow that to happen."

Sakakihara didn't want to do this, and tried his best to explain: "Isn't Grandpa's expectation that Zhixue's condition has improved?" As long as she's with us—"

"Can it get better? That's just the premise that you're a kid willing to respond to her feelings, but what's the situation now? You're reluctant to respond to her, knowing what she thinks of you, and at the same time keeping her by your side, do you think this is possible? Don't forget who she and you are.

"Remember, boy, it was you who chose to give up on her, not me who forced her to go back. Or do you want her to stay by your side, and the affection she expresses to you is rejected again and again? Can you handle the relationship between you and Qi Mingyue and her?

"The last time you went on a school trip, Zhixue's condition recurred, I heard Xiao Zi say, isn't this the cause of your kid?"

“.”

The old man's last sentence made Sakakihara Le speechless.

He can still refute one or two in the front, but the last one is indeed the truth.

And the actual situation is even worse than the old man imagined in his mind, because the relationship between himself and Zhixue is indeed very ambiguous.

It even made July and Ruri angry about it

If you put Zhixue by your side again, can you really take care of her again, and let her let go of the feeling she likes for herself?

Sakakihara admits that he is happy to be with Noyuki.

But what you have to admit is that you can never handle the emotions between yourself and Yuki.

After so many days of getting along, she likes herself in the real sense.

Even if she was told countless times not to be so close to herself. But she will still choose to come and contact herself because her inner emotions cannot be released.

Every day when I get up to shout to get up to get up, I can see her tightly hugging the white cat doll she gave her

This kind of serious insecurity, coupled with Hawaii Snow playing the guitar to confess to herself, doesn't it still explain how Snow treats herself?

Zhixue and himself have come into contact with the line, and July will not be angry about it? Ruri won't be angry about this?

Soichiro Amami stood up, looking uninterested, "The gossip has been discussed enough, and I have given you enough time to convince me, but the actual situation is that you can't handle the feelings of Yuki at all, boy." For Zhixue, I can tell you very clearly, you either accept it, or don't entangle with her, you let go now to cause her the least pain, otherwise you still let her stay by your side and accept your kindness to her, she will only be uncomfortable for a lifetime. ”

Tianhai Jiu Ruri tried to say: "Then grandpa should also consider Yuki's wishes, if she doesn't-"

"I've made it very clear that if you don't let her go and let her stay with that kid, she'll be miserable for the rest of her life."

“.”

Even if everyone is reluctant to Yuki's departure, this is the only fact that can never be refuted.

Soichiro Amami didn't say anything anymore, but when he got up to leave, he turned his back to everyone and dropped a sentence, "I'll come to pick up Zhixue and go home this Saturday, you guys get ready." And he left.

When his father walked to the entrance, Tianhai no Yuki hid in the open kitchen around the corner in advance.

Then watch him and Sakura's leave.

She didn't hear a few words clearly.

She just knew that everyone was discussing herself, and then she was happy with her father's words, and she became more and more uncomfortable, and she could say less and less

Happy. And because I became uncomfortable

This is what she sees with her naked eyes.

And this time it's not just fun, Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu all feel uncomfortable about it.

Tianhai Zhixue knew that because of what happened a week ago, Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu were angry.

Le is too intimate. Also did things that shouldn't have been done.

Le, and Suzu, it's all very uncomfortable, right?

Because of himself, he must not apologize to Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu. And accept punishment

It doesn't seem like the first time I've let Le do this

Amami no Yuki peeked his head out in the open kitchen to look, and Sakakihara Le, who was sitting on the sofa and fell into silence, felt uncomfortable in his heart inexplicably.

*

Night.

The rainy season is still falling.

Tianhai Zhixue sat alone on the big bed in the room, quietly looking at the white cat doll in front of him in both hands in a daze.

When she saw this white cat doll, she could always remember the smile she showed to herself when she came to visit her in the hospital.

"Here, this is a gift for Snow."

Le said this, and smiled to himself.

Tianhai no Yuki retracted her gaze, put down the doll, and picked up the "Life Manual" written for her by Sakakihara Raku.

There are a lot of words on it, and there are a lot of messages and advice he wrote. Behind every particularly important regulation, there is a big exclamation mark.

Tianhai no Yuki reached out and touched the words and handwriting on it, as if he could see him talking in front of his eyes.

Happy. Always smile at yourself

Always be kind to yourself

I always take myself to see a lot of new things.

Tianhai Zhixue looked at the notes in his hand and thought for a long time, thinking of the picture of Le's carrying himself up the mountain, thinking of Le's helping him finish the video, smiling and taking pictures of his back, thinking of Le's picture of eating himself after making fried ice cream for himself, and then smiling.

She was thinking, Mingmingle is so good, but why, she still feels uncomfortable in her heart?

She didn't understand.

The snow of the sea stacked all the things that Sakakihara Raku gave her neatly, and then quickly walked to the next bell room and found Sakakiwara Suzu who was still reciting the animation script.

"You mean, my brother is kind to you, and you feel uncomfortable?" Suzu Sakakihara sat in front of the computer and took off her noise-canceling headphones.

"Uh-huh." The snow of the sky and the sea dotted the little head.

"Well, that's normal, because that's what I've thought about too."

"Suzu thought so too?"

"Yes," Suzu Sakakihara replied, still pinching her finger on her chin as she faced the snow of Amami, who was listening obediently, "Sometimes, I think, why is my brother so nice to me?" For no reason, he cooks for me and washes my clothes, and usually calls him to help pour water, even if he is reluctant, he will still go. And obviously I made him unhappy not long ago, but as soon as I encountered something, he would put down the previous thing and come over to comfort me. ”

"I don't understand."

"I didn't understand! Because this is the cause, the reason for this idea is very simple. Because we ourselves have not reciprocated anything to him. ”

"Return."

"Yes, it's reward. Yuki, I like someone, that is, after he treats you well, you will want to repay him and make him happy. It's the same as your usual mood of 'wanting to be happy'! ”

“.” The snow of the sea listened patiently.

Sakakihara continued: "And my brother has been a little sad lately, because he has done something wrong recently—I won't mention this." Yuki, you see that he is unhappy, and you don't have anything in return for him, and you can't help him in any way, little Yuki, you will naturally feel uncomfortable. ”

"So, Suzu, what are you going to do?"

"It's not easy, do what makes him happy!" Suzu Sakakihara suddenly covered her mouth, "Wait. I think I've told you that before. ”

But if you do that, you will make Le, and Xiaoqi Xiaojiu, unhappy."

"Hahaha~ This, don't mention this, you have to ask me about other things that make a guy happy, I can't say it myself. Because he doesn't really need us right now. ”

"You don't need us.?"

When Sakakihara Suzu said this, her face also darkened, she was silent for a while, and then she raised her head with a reluctant smile, and said to the snow of the sky and sea:

Where do you see he needs us now? He is injured, he is taken care of by Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue, he is unhappy, and he is comforted by Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue, what are we? When he's unhappy, how can it be our turn to make him happy? ”

What about gifts? If you give a gift, you'll be happy."

Sakakihara Suzu herself smiled, "Yuki, I just said where to get our turn, it's always better to send charcoal in the snow than icing on the cake. The opportunity and position have been occupied by Nine Glass and Seven Bright Moon. Want him to put too much affection on you? It was impossible for him to betray Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue with a single gift.

"Hahaha for a week~ Actually, it's a little possible, but Yuki also knows the actual situation, right? Nine glazes and seven bright moons can occupy the highest point! Logically, there was no way he could betray those two. ”

That is, nothing will help the fun"

"Yes, I can't help him, and I can't give him that kind of emotion, so it's good if I don't cause trouble."

"It's good if you don't get in trouble."

After hearing Sakakihara Suzu's unintentional emotion, Tianhai no Yuki muttered several words in his heart.

"Yuki will sleep with me today, how about it? Anyway, you can't find my brother, hehe, just sleep with me~"

"Hmm." The snow of the sky and sea did not refuse.

"Let's go, let's take a shower together!"

"Hmm." Tianhai no Yuki didn't even care where Suzu's hand was placed when they were taking a bath together.

She just kept repeating the words "sorry for the trouble" in her head.

Trouble.

Trouble.

Le, it seems that he has become very unhappy because of himself recently.

Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu are also both

They are very good to themselves, they blow their hair, and they take care of themselves

Isn't that a nuisance?

It seems so

From the first day of his arrival, he occupied Le's room.

Later, because I didn't know how to edit video, I took the time to learn editing.

Later, I liked to have fun, and I made Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu unhappy again and again.

Everyone seems to be taking time to take care of themselves

Obviously, I didn't get anything in return

I feel so uncomfortable.

I don't want to make Le unhappy, and I don't want Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu to be unhappy.

In the bathtub, the snow of the sky suddenly asked Suzu Sakakihara on the other side:

"Suzu."

"Huh?"

"I like to be happy, will it make Sister Liuli and Sister July unhappy?"

"Huh? Isn't that a matter of course? What you like is the person they like, you kiss, you hug, and the most important person in their hearts, so of course you will be unhappy or what yuki did a while ago. Why did my brother write a review and apologize to them? Of course, of course! It's not to blame Yuki, I'm also wrong. ”

"Bell, will Le accept me" Tianhai no Yuki's little head was buried under the water, gurgling and spitting blisters.

Suzu Sakakihara suddenly observed the expression of Amami no Yuki's expression, she didn't expect Yuki to ask such a question.

The girl who used to just stare at the sky.

I also have feelings.

The more I think about it, the more I feel like someone is a jerk. Giving people feelings gives people warmth that they have never experienced.

Now they ignore it and even refuse it.

Although he didn't do anything wrong, he was a bastard.

Suzu Sakakihara wants to comfort Yuki's mood as much as possible:

"Well, I can only say that my brother must still be reluctant to give you up in his heart. By the way, hasn't Grandpa been here several times lately? Grandpa should just want to take you home, my brother is negotiating with grandpa. ”

The snow of the sky and the sea looked at the water in the bath.

She didn't speak.

Just thinking about it in my heart over and over again, the fact that my existence has caused trouble for Le and Xiaoqi Xiaojiu.

Because dad because of himself

*

It's a Tuesday morning approaching June.

Sakakihara Raku held his head and looked out the window at the rainy season that had fallen for a whole month, still thinking about how to persuade his grandfather to let Yukiyuki stay.

But as Grandpa said.

She can't handle the feelings that Yuki treats herself, and she treats herself with an emotion called "like".

As long as there is this emotion, the snow and July, and the glass will never be well.

The big oolong that happened a while ago has also touched the bottom line of July and Liuli.

In the midst of the contradictions of his thoughts that are difficult to clarify, Sakakihara got up on time and began to prepare today's breakfast and the lunch box that everyone was going to eat at noon.

After a busy day, I went to everyone's room to wake everyone up.

What makes Sakakihara Le feel strange is that today's snow did not lie in bed like a bell, but climbed up on its own.

She also wore her own school uniform, although the collar of the shirt inside was crooked, the buttons were misaligned, and her hair was still messy.

"Why did Yuki wake up so early? Can't sleep? Sakakihara specially helped her flip the collar and smooth her hair.

“.”

What's even more strange is that Tianhai no Yuki no longer stares at him as blankly as before, but lowers his expressionless face and avoids his gaze.

Sakakihara noticed a hint of strangeness, but didn't ask much, and ate breakfast with everyone as usual.

Wait until breakfast is over.

Sakakihara Raku brought everyone their lunch boxes to eat at noon.

Suzu, July, and Ruri all accepted it normally. Only Zhixue was the only one, who just looked at the lunch box he was about to hand her in his hand and didn't stretch out his hand.

The other three had already gone to the entrance to change their shoes and prepare for school, only Sakakihara Raku was still in the living room, looking at Yuki, who was very wrong today.

"What's wrong?" He asked, trying.

"Le." The snow of the sky and sea finally raised her head and looked at him with those bright and beautiful eyes.

What's wrong? Looking at me this way, I didn't have a lot of fun watching you eat breakfast today. It can't be stealing again, right? Sakakihara smiled and joked with her.

"Can I enjoy it?"

“.”

This is, confession.

Sakakihara understood the way Yuki looked at him in an instant.

Why. Pick at this time?

It was very abrupt and hurried, but the eyes of the snow of the sky and the sea made Sakakihara Le unable to avoid it.

There was a question about this question, because of the reason for arguing with his grandfather, he had asked it countless times in his heart.

"Of course you can, but Yuki has to understand that I can't respond to you."

Tianhai Zhixue lowered his eyes and became dim, "I like it very much, I like it very much, I like it very much, I like it a lot, and I want to go on a trip with Le and eat McDonald's together. Let's go to see more aquariums, I want to stand quietly by Le's side, watch Le's holding my hand, listen to Le's introduction to various marine fish at home, and also want to stay with Le, want to play the guitar with Le, and make videos together. Dinner too, I want to sit with Le to eat delicious food and study homework together.

"Le, I've done a lot of good things for me. I've experienced a lot of good things. I like it very much, I like it very much. I like it very much, I like it very much. So. I don't want to make Le embarrassed at all, I don't want Le to be unhappy at all. I don't want to make Sister July and Sister Ruri, who are good to me, unhappy. Everyone, they are very nice people. It's just me, and I've caused a lot of trouble for everyone. Doing something wrong makes everyone unhappy. It's uncomfortable."

Sakakihara looked at her like this, heart. It's also inexplicably uncomfortable.

As Yuki spoke of this, he thought of the time he had spent with her

The girl's innocent and clumsy appearance again and again seems to appear in front of her.

"What does Yuki say all this? Didn't July and Ruri both accept Yuki's apology? ”

I'm sorry. Happy. I'm really sorry."

Sakakihara Raku: "."

Tianhai Zhixue lowered her head, she silently took out a notebook with a small guitar pattern from the small waist bag that she would always hang with her, she held it with both hands very cherishedly, and then extremely slowly, with hesitation and reluctance. Quietly handed it in front of Sakakihara Raku.

Sakakihara saw the big characters of "Zhixue Life Handbook" written by himself on the cover of the notebook, and his mood was indescribable.

Then he saw the girl raise her head again, and look at herself silently with those clear eyes full of apology and evasion:

I'm sorry. Happy. Let me go home. ”

(End of chapter)