On the way back, Xiaojing saw Chen Ling for the first time with a calm face and didn't speak, she knew that it was mostly because of Yu Yang's relationship.

"Chen Ling, let's talk."

Chen Ling didn't speak, just walked forward on his own, and Xiaojing could only catch up with him quickly.

"I know you're angry, I'm ......"

"Yes, I'm angry, I don't understand, why didn't you tell me about working with him?" At this moment, all kinds of emotions such as anger, grievance, and worry came to his heart, and he couldn't face Xiaojing calmly.

"I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm like this, and I've been determined to tell you so many times, but when the words come to my mouth, I just can't say it."

"Have you forgotten how he forsaken you? Have you forgotten all the pain you've endured over the years? This was the first time Chen Ling had spoken so loudly to Xiaojing.

"Not really." Before she finished speaking, Xiaojing was already in tears.

"Even if you don't remember the past, do you remember that we were already engaged?" Chen Ling's hands trembled, and he actually didn't know whether he was angry or afraid.

"I'm sorry, I don't want you to be sad, I also thought about giving up my job at the beginning, and I also thought about ignoring his existence, but I ......" Seeing Chen Ling's appearance, Xiaojing subconsciously pulled his hand.

Maybe it was Xiaojing's pull hand that made Chen Ling's heart soften inadvertently, and he calmed down: "Xiaojing, you finally came out of the harm that person brought you, I don't want him to trouble you again." ”

"I understand, after seeing him, my heart is very complicated, there is sadness but also joy, I have never dared to tell you, maybe I dare not face my own heart, and I am even more afraid that you will be sad when you know." This is Xiaojing's heartfelt words, the way she shed tears while talking made Chen Ling feel compassion.

For so many years, Yu Yang has been an untouchable existence in her heart, and for a while, she can treat it as if it has never happened, and she is afraid that she can't. He put himself in his shoes and wondered what he would do with this experience if it were in front of him. Maybe he's just as hard to talk about as she is. Thinking about it like this, his heart finally calmed down.

"It's me who is too anxious, I should be the one who understands your mind best." As he spoke, he hugged Xiaojing.

"I'm sorry, or I'd quit my job."

"No, your promotion was hard to go, and I don't want you to give up like that. I think only when you really face him can you come out of the shadows of the past. But promise me not to hesitate and be shaken by him, I hope you have only me in your eyes and heart. ”

"Chen Ling, give me some time, okay, I'm ......"

"Okay, as long as you stay with me, fine." As he spoke, Chen Ling hugged Xiaojing with teary eyes tightly, he was more afraid of losing her than if her heart couldn't be completely given to him.

It was another difficult night for Young. He looked at the starry sky and pondered the direction of the future. But he never knew which direction he should go at the fork in the road between giving up and fighting?

"Fatty, tell me the truth, can Chen Ling give Xiaojing happiness?"

"This, what do you let me do, I'm afraid this matter can only be known to Xiaojing herself. I only know that Chen Ling has indeed treated her very well. After speaking, Zhang Qi sighed, and continued, "She still doesn't know anything?" ”

"She has already faced me calmly, so why should she feel bad about the sad things of the past?"

"That's true, but I wonder if she would have made a new choice if she knew the real situation?"

"That choice might be painful for him."

"And what are your plans now?"

"Maybe it's time for me to let go."

"Are you really willing?"

Yu Yang didn't answer, how could he be reluctant, but when he looked at Xiaojing's depressed appearance, he felt that maybe this painful choice should be made by himself.

"Xiaojing, wait a minute." After the meeting, Yu Yang deliberately left Xiaojing behind, and when everyone went out, he said, "You sit, can you give me a few minutes?" ”

Xiaojing didn't speak, just sat down quietly.

"I was too impulsive that day, I was too selfish, I said I didn't want to embarrass you, but I still did something to embarrass you, so I want to apologize to you."

Hearing Yu Yang say this, Xiaojing couldn't help but look up at him, there was panic and bitterness in his eyes, but he still pretended to be calm.

"I know that it is not easy for you or me to adapt to such a change in relationship, and I try not to embarrass you or myself, so what you want me to do, I will do what you want. May you not be sad anymore. ”

Yu Yang ..... "Xiaojing really wants to say, you might as well just be angry with me and ignore me, why do you want to be so good to me, you say such things, I actually haven't been better, but she can't say it."

"Don't hold it in your heart when you're sad, cry when you want to cry, of course, I still like the way you smile, especially the way you laugh heartlessly." This sentence made Xiaojing burst into laughter.

Yu Yang, I don't know what you've been through outside, but I found that you are more mature and empathetic than Yu Yang I know, this is what Xiaojing wanted to say, but she still didn't say it.

"Are you hurting or comforting people?" She didn't understand until this time that he was always the one who could easily make herself sad and happy.

"Let's go, I won't be able to catch the Swiss plane any later."

"Switzerland?"

"Remember?"

"yes, yes." That was the country they had agreed to go to together, how could Xiaojing easily forget it?

"Don't worry, although you can't be there, as a friend, I will send you the beautiful scenery there, so that you will be immersed in it after watching it."

"Even if it's not immersive, it's that I want to go more after watching it."

"Then why don't we go together?" Yu Yang's words sounded half-joking, but in fact, they were the truest words in his heart. When he finally had the ability to take her to Switzerland, she was no longer his own.

"Mr. Yu, I have to be busy too, see you later."

Seeing that she finally had a smile on her face, his heart was also much relieved.

"Xiaojing, what did Mr. Yu say to you, you were still sad when you went in, but you actually had a smile on your face when you came out?" Xu Yilin saw the change in Xiaojing's expression and began to gossip again.

When Yi Lin said this, Xiaojing realized the contrast in her emotions, and she subconsciously looked at Yu Yang's office again, he was packing up his things and going to the country they had longed for for a long time.