Chapter 69: A word wakes up the dreamer
Before going to Switzerland, Yu Yang's loneliness was just loneliness; When he returned, he felt that his loneliness had added to his loneliness and emptiness.
When he returned home, it was still silent, because of the jet lag, he was actually extremely tired, but he couldn't sleep in bed anyway.
His mind was full of Xiaojing, and his thoughts about her were like a spool pulling a kite, pulling him to her home.
He was still standing under the street lamp waiting for her, because it had rained in the afternoon, and the sky was very clear tonight. Yue'er hung on the willow tip and emitted a faint halo.
The Moon Shadow walked down the road with her head bowed, her steps looking a little listless.
Xiaojing hadn't seen Yu Yang for a week, and her heart seemed to be missing something, empty. Every time she walked past his office, she would unconsciously look at him twice; Whenever she walked home, she always felt as if there were familiar footsteps behind her.
She felt that she was stunned, she didn't even dare to look directly at Chen Ling these days, he was busy with their wedding with great interest, but in her heart and mind, she was always worried about another person far away in the fairy tale country.
"Xiaojing." When she heard the familiar call, she felt her heart tremble. When she turned around, she saw him standing behind her, with a deep smile on her face after a long absence.
Watching him walk towards her step by step, her thoughts were intertwined with joy and apprehension, and she didn't know how to respond for a while.
When he walked up to her, he wanted to reach out and take her into his arms. But he still didn't, just looked straight at her like that. She seemed to have lost some weight, and her face was more haggard.
The two of them looked at each other like this, neither of them spoke, and they were all silent.
The moonlight shone on her face, revealing a faint hazy beauty. It was his longing face, finally presented so clearly in front of him. Yes, as Mrs. Smith said, there are people who cannot be replaced, and she is such a being to him.
She was deeply attracted by his deep gaze, and there was a deep affection in it. She seemed to see her own shadow in his eyes, her gaze was hot and affectionate, it was a suppressed longing.
At this time, the neighbors of the same building parked their cars on the side of the road, and the headlights shone right among them, and the dazzling light was like an electric flint that divided them, illuminating the blank space between them, and they all unconsciously changed their original postures. Then I heard the sound of someone closing the car door and walking towards it.
"Go up, I just wanted to come and see you, I'll go back." There was comfort to her in his words, but more to her reluctance.
"Hmm." She looked at him one last time, wanted to say something, but stopped talking, and finally melted into a breath of depression, and finally had to turn her back and leave.
He watched her walk into the hallway and disappear into the moonlight. Then the lights on the fifth floor came on again, and after looking at the warm light for a while, he slowly decided to leave.
When he walked out a few steps, he was stopped by a man, who called him none other than Chen Ling.
"Yu Yang."
Yu Yang turned around, and Chen Ling's eyes were dissatisfied and uneasy. Obviously, the admiration he had just made with Xiaojing was in Chen Ling's eyes. It's just that Chen Ling didn't attack in front of Xiaojing, but forbearance again, he felt that the initiator of all this was Yu Yang, who seemed capricious to him.
"Don't you need an explanation for your presence here at this point in time?"
"I'm just ......" was bumped into by such an accident, Yu Yang couldn't help but be a little embarrassed.
"I don't know for what reason you came back again, and I don't understand why you still appear in front of Xiaojing repeatedly, do you think that she didn't hurt her deeply enough back then?" Chen Ling said to Yang in a questioning tone.
"No, the same company is indeed a coincidence." Yu Yang could understand Chen Ling's mood at this time, and Chen Ling's questioning made him suddenly lose confidence.
"And how do you explain sending her a video?" Chen Ling's voice was full of resentment.
"Why are you ......" Before Yu Yang could finish speaking, his words were interrupted by Chen Ling.
"Are you trying to keep confusing her and then hurt her again?"
"I never thought about hurting her, I just ......" couldn't help but say four words, in front of Chen Ling, Yu Yang couldn't say it.
"I finally took her out of the abyss of pain you created, and now that she is my fiancée, I ask you not to interfere with her anymore, let alone disturb our lives." recalled that Xiao Jing looked at Yu Yang just now, which she had never had when she looked at herself, which made Chen Ling's heart more panic than disappointment.
Chen Ling's words left Yu Yang speechless, he could only watch Chen Ling throw down this sentence and leave angrily, and then walked up to the warm cabin on the fifth floor.
Looking at the figures walking in the living room, he felt that his heart was so stuffy that he could barely breathe. Wronged and frustrated, at this moment he wanted to rush up and clarify everything, but of course it was just an idea. A person who has just been charged with saboteur and trespasser cannot immediately justify himself.
After lunch at noon the next day, Xu Yilin proposed to sing in the evening, and everyone discussed excitedly, only Xiaojing did not speak.
"Jing, aren't you together?" Seeing that Xiaojing didn't speak, Yi Lin could only take the initiative to call her.
"I'm not going, I'm going to buy something in the evening. Have fun, you guys. ”
"Oh, it's something to get married, you must be busy this time, manager." Xiao Xu took this sentence thoughtlessly. Xiaojing didn't reply, she barely smiled in response, and then she turned around and went into the pantry, and everyone still had a heated discussion
Regarding her marriage, only Yi Lin noticed that her recent state was wrong.
"Xiaojing, what's wrong with you?" Yi Lin is the closest person to Xiaojing in the company, so she naturally looks at Xiaojing's words and deeds.
"I'm fine, why do you ask?" Xiaojing reluctantly squeezed out a smile.
"Well, you're really getting married, aren't you?" Yi Lin was a little hesitant to express it.
"What do you say?" Xiaojing still pretended to be calm with a smiling face, but the panic in her eyes couldn't deceive people.
"Let's put it this way, although I have never been married, but after all, I have seen many people get married, but you and I don't see the kind of happiness that a bride should have on your face, your eyes are dim, you give me the feeling of loneliness, do you want to tell me what's wrong with you?" Yi Lin's words made Xiaojing unable to force a smile anymore.
Yi Lin looked at the speechless Xiaojing and continued: "It seems that I am right. ”
Yi Lin's words made Xiaojing fall into deep thought, why, why is this? Suddenly, a terrible thought flashed through her mind, that is, she didn't want to marry Chen Ling at all, and this thought made fear creep up her face.
From Xiaojing's expression, Yi Lin could feel her emotional fluctuations: "If there are some things that have not been thought out clearly, Bufan puts down the things in his hand and thinks about them carefully, after all, marriage is a lifelong thing." ”
As she spoke, she didn't say anything more, just walked out of the pantry silently, she knew that at this time, Xiaojing needed to think calmly alone.
"Mr. Yu." As soon as she wanted to shout, she saw Yu Yang make a silent gesture. Then she saw Yu Yang walking back heavily, his eyes were not full of confidence as before, but instead of doubts and confusion.
This has made Yi Lin see more than once that Yang has an unusual look at Xiaojing, and if she can't see anything again, she will live in vain for almost thirty years old. Thinking of Xiaojing's reaction again, she suddenly understood something, and smiled with relief, she was afraid that she would wake up the person in her dream with a word.