Chen Ling dragged Xiaojing back to their new house like this, and after returning home, Chen Ling was still sad and speechless, just drinking in a sullen voice.

Xiaojing had never seen Chen Ling drink like this, and seeing that he was drinking more and more, she could only gently press the wine bottle in his hand: "Don't drink it, okay?" Drinking too much hurts the body. ”

"Do you still care about me?"

"Don't say that, how can I not care about you?"

"You care about me, why do you keep letting him pester you?"

"I'm ......," she said.

"You haven't forgotten him in your heart? Xiaojing, why, for so many years, I have been by your side, and I can't afford him to accompany you for a year? His heart was wrapped in disappointment and grievance, and he could barely breathe.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to do this either, but I ......" In fact, Xiaojing herself didn't understand that after getting along with Yu Yang day and night for a while, she was relieved of what happened back then little by little, and gradually opened up to him regardless of her previous suspicions.

"What is he better than me? Haven't I loved you as much as he has all these years? His eyes were moist when he heard her answer.

"That's not the case, Chen Ling, I remember every bit of your kindness to me over the years."

"You just remember me well, have you ever loved me?" His questioning froze her in place, and he shook her shoulder and asked again.

She didn't dare to look at him squarely, but she didn't want to deceive him anymore: "If I could sway my heart, I would do it." ”

Her words pierced into his heart word by word, and he felt madly distressed.

"Do you want to be hurt by him again? He abandoned you first, and then Qin Xue, is such a person really worth your time and time again for him? Chen Ling's words sounded so harsh to Xiaojing, he would never be in front of Qin Xue in front of her, at this time, I don't know if it was a moment of impatience or alcohol, he was so open-mouthed.

Xiaojing couldn't believe what she heard in her ears, she didn't respond, but on that pitiful face, bean-sized tears slipped down one after another.

After saying this, seeing that Xiaojing couldn't bear to cry, but her expression was painful, Chen Ling also regretted it a little, he was originally a gentle person, and he immediately regretted it.

"I'm sorry, Xiaojing, I must be crazy to say what I just said." But Xiaojing's face turned to the other side, bowing her head and remaining silent.

Chen Ling saw that Xiaojing was still just crying and not speaking, and his heart became more and more anxious, so he squatted in front of her, and said in a pleading tone: "Don't be angry, I'm just too anxious, I'm afraid of losing you, so I will do this, you forgive me." ”

"Chen Ling, I really don't want to lie to myself, let alone you, why don't we be friends again, okay?" This sentence has been thinking about this sentence in Xiaojing's heart for a long time, and she has never dared to say it, but today's Chen Ling's reaction made her further understand that deception is harmful to each other.

"No, even if your heart is not there, I don't care! I just want you to stay by my side. Chen Ling gritted his teeth and said undoubtedly.

"Chen Ling......" Xiaojing wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Chen Ling, he wouldn't give her any chance to escape from him.

She was speechless, and Chen Ling's resoluteness made her heart hurt like a tear. She couldn't bear to hurt him, but her heart couldn't let go of Yu Yang.

"Don't say anything, I've chosen my wedding dress, this weekend, we'll try it on this weekend." After saying that, he staggered to his feet and fled, he was afraid to see Xiaojing's expression of resignation.

"Brother-in-law......" Chen Ling opened the door suddenly, and Xiaoyu stood there at a loss.

"Oh, Xiaoyu is here, I have to leave beforehand." Chen Ling hurriedly wiped his tears and coped with this scene in embarrassment.

After Chen Ling left, Xiaoyu came up and asked with a face, because he heard that his sister had the intention of retiring from the marriage, and his brother-in-law tried his best to redeem it: "Sister, what the hell is going on?" ”

"Xiaoyu, sister doesn't know how to explain it to you. Can you let my sister be alone and quiet? ”

"Sister, I don't care what happened between you, but brother-in-law is such a good man, you shouldn't break his heart, otherwise I won't forgive you." Xiaoyu threw down this sentence and left, leaving Xiaojing alone to cry secretly.

Her mind came to mind the days when she had been with Yu Yang day and night these days, the one who blocked her alcohol and was admitted to the hospital; The one who appeared in the mountains like a savior; He was the one who set off fireworks for her under the bridge......

Such a he, once again broke into her heart, couldn't get rid of it, but couldn't stay.

At this time, Yu Yang was wandering downstairs in Xiaojing's house and worried, a long time had passed, and she hadn't come back, and her home was always dark.

He didn't know whether to call her again or not, he felt like his heart was being slowly tormented on a frying pan, and every minute and every second was so sad.

A wave of unsettled, wave after wave, Xiaojing easily adjusted her mood and came to the company, but another wave of gossip poured towards her like a flood of beasts.

The dispute between Maggie and Yu Yang at the hotel on the island that day did not pass, but was deliberately misinterpreted by someone who added fuel and vinegar, and evolved into Xiaojing, who was engaged, restless and took the initiative to hook up with Yu Yang, and Maggie was jealous and made a fuss......

Most people are naturally unwilling to offend Maggie for Xiaojing, this is the workplace ecology, so Xiaojing has become the target of public criticism.

When Xiaojing heard these remarks, she simply couldn't believe her ears, and at this moment she deeply understood what it meant to be full of money and accumulate ruin!

She trembled with anger, but she couldn't go up and reason with these people, who didn't care what the truth of the matter was, they just liked to talk more after a bland dinner.

What's more, arguing with these unreasonable people, I'm afraid that things will only get darker and darker, and in the end she will just end up drowning in spittle.

She looked at Yu Yang, once again uneasy, she really wanted to ask him, "Why are there so many obstacles before us?" Why are we obviously a happy couple, but because of your departure, it has become a sin to love again? ”

But how could she ask? Besides, she knew that he might not be able to give her an answer.

So she could only force herself to escape, escape from his hot gaze, and then lock the door of her heart to prevent herself from being too greedy.

Fortunately, there is someone around her who understands her.

Yi Lin saw that Xiaojing was in a low mood, and took the initiative to make an appointment with her: "Let's go, accompany me to the place at night." ”

Seeing that Xiaojing was still hesitating, Yi Lin pulled her into the taxi without saying a word.

"Come?" Yi Lin pushed the wine in front of Xiaojing.

"I've never believed that wine can cure a thousand sorrows." Xiaojing said with a wry smile.

"You try it, sometimes you're half conscious and half drunk, but it's actually quite good."

"Drink, I'll be with you."

Yi Lin drank by herself for a while, and felt bored, so she began to persuade her to drink again.

"Just a little," Yi Lin poured half a cup for Xiaojing, "Look, that's all, right?" Accompany me. ”

Xiaojing couldn't grind her, so she could only pick up the wine half-pushing, and took a sip, the wine was spicy from her throat to her stomach, making her feel her whole body twitching unconsciously, and she couldn't help frowning: "Why would anyone like this kind of thing?" ”

"You don't understand this, drinking this thing is drinking, and gradually it is not so bad to drink, and if you drink too much, you will be confused, and your heart will be paralyzed."

It's just that Yi Lin really overestimated Xiaojing's amount of alcohol, about three sips, and Xiaojing's eyes were already in a half-confused state. Yi Lin had no choice but to call Yu Yang.

"Mr. Yu, will it be convenient for you? Xiaojing and I were in the bar, and she was afraid that she was drunk. ”

"You wait, I'll go right over."

When Yu Yang entered, Xiaojing was already barely supporting her head with her hands, but she still muttered to Yi Lin: "I told you, I have liked him for a long time, why can't he get rid of him in my heart?" I should have blamed him and angry him for abandoning me, but I didn't, I don't know when it started, I don't blame him, I feel very happy to see him every day. Am I stupid? ”

As she spoke, tears kept sliding down her slightly drunken face, but those tears seemed to flow into Yu Yang's heart clearly, and his heart was faintly sour.

He was so sorry that he pulled Xiaojing into his arms, but Xiaojing pulled him out in a daze, and he patiently coaxed her: "Good, follow me home." ”

"Who are you?"

"It's me! Yu Yang"

"Why do you still appear in my dreams? I'm already a person who is going to get married, I can't still think about you, you go, you go! ”

But before she finished speaking, the whole person was fainted in Yang's arms.

He hugged her, sad for a long time. At this time, he hoped that she would love herself less, so that she might be less sad and sad. If he could go back in time, he wouldn't let go of her hand again.

In the car, she fell asleep quietly against his body, with tears still hanging from the corners of her eyes. He had just lifted her face, wiped away her tears with his hand, and then couldn't help but kiss her deeply on the lips.

It was years later that he kissed her again, and once he had been restrained from his emotions, and now he wished that there was only each other in his world.