Chapter Eighty-Three: You Must Be Happy
Although Xiaojing was confused due to a high fever, she could still feel that there was a pair of gentle hands, gently holding her own, clinging to his cheeks, conveying the long-awaited comfort of each other.
This made it difficult for her to resist in her illness, and at this time she wished that she had been sick like this, and she could greedily enjoy the comfort in front of her.
Then her consciousness blurred again, and she fell into a heavy sleep. The brief moment when she fell asleep was the time he had been quietly alone with her for a long time, and he cherished it very much.
He watched the bits and pieces flow down little by little, as if time passed by minute by second, and he wished that he could hold the pulse of time. But time is fair to everyone, not less than a minute, not a second more.
In his calm company, she slowly opened her eyes again.
When they look at each other, they are still deeply in love after years of obsession. At that moment, silence was worth a thousand words.
What followed was her gradual awakening of consciousness and the rational restraint she had to make.
"Thank you today!"
Allow him to hold himself like that, guard himself, and be weak and powerless to resist when he is weak. When she came to her senses, she had to put herself back in her position.
She was suddenly alienated, so that he was also pulled back to reality in a second, this reality is both strange and familiar, he looked at her in a daze for a long time, before finally speaking: "Even if you don't want me to get close to you again, please protect yourself, otherwise no matter what the situation, I can't stand idly by." ”
Today's scene seems to be familiar, but after experiencing this, they can reconcile as before; And now they can only pretend to be reborn.
Xiaojing looked at Yu Yang, that is the words that have been lingering in her heart for a long time these days, long pain is better than short pain, if she doesn't make this clear, I'm afraid that she and him will never be able to get over this hurdle.
But she looked at his face but couldn't speak for a long time, and finally she raised her head to look at him, and then lowered her head and was silent for a while, before she said slowly: "Yu Yang, you ...... Forget me. She paused for a moment, choked back tears, and choked up, "so that I can put you down completely." ”
He was actually fully prepared, but he didn't expect that she would let him forget her, and he looked at her sadly, feeling embarrassed for a while.
Enduring the pain, he said word by word: "Okay, I promise you." ”
After saying that, he stared at her for a long time, like the last memory before forgetting, but if he forgets, does he still need memory?
He smiled bitterly in his heart and promised her that it was nothing but a white lie. Why hasn't he tried to forget her all these years? But she is like an existence carved into the soul, and it can't be eliminated at all.
She looked at his back as he left, and her heart was a violent fluctuation that was suddenly filled and suddenly hollowed out, making her so painful that she was unconscious.
At this time, she suddenly regretted her previous cowardice, and did not stop his care and comfort in time, and the fragments of memories stretched the road to forgetting him longer and longer.
He didn't actually go far, but stayed until he watched Chen Ling take her out of the hospital, and then reluctantly left.
After Xiaojing recovered from her illness, she quickly went through the resignation procedures, regardless of whether there was Yu Yang's reason or not, the existence of the company's dark hearts forced her to leave as soon as possible.
On the day she left, Yu Yang didn't say anything, just quietly watched her leave in the office. Some of the pain, it hurts a lot, and it gradually becomes accustomed and numb.
At this time, he didn't know that when he saw her again, she was wearing a wedding dress.
On this day, Yu Yang drove past a bridal shop, he saw a figure like Xiaojing walking in, he was in a trance thinking that he had seen it wrong again, and after she left, he often had this illusion.
But he followed, and through the glass outside the window, he could see her clearly.
Today is the day when Xiaojing and them get their wedding dresses, and Chen Ling has to come here to meet Xiaojing later because of the company's temporary affairs. This is the scene where Yu Yang saw her walk into the store alone.
"Miss Lu, the dress has been changed, do you want to try again." As he spoke, the clerk handed the wedding dress to Xiaojing's hand.
"Okay, thank you" Xiaojing walked into the locker room blankly.
After trying on the clothes, she stood in front of the mirror and looked at herself, remembering what Yi Lin had asked herself.
"Are you happy?"
"You'll be happy." She muttered to herself in the mirror.
"Miss Lu, do you need help?"
Hearing the clerk's call, Xiaojing brushed her hair, squeezed out a smile in the mirror, and then slowly opened the curtain.
"Wow, Miss Lu, you're so beautiful in this wedding dress." It was not only the waiters in the store who were amazed, but also Yu Yang, who had just walked in.
"Oh, by the way, adding a tiara would be perfect, you wait, I'll go get you the crown."
Xiaojing nodded, then turned to face the mirror again.
Then another figure appeared in the mirror, the figure she thought she could forget, but which often came to mind.
She turned her head in shock, it was really him, and he was also looking at himself in a white veil.
In the mirror, her long hair is loosely pulled up, two slightly curly strands of hair hang down, her skin is white, her eyes are like a sea, she is not wearing any jewelry, but she is more pure, fresh, and naturally beautiful.
The layers of light yarn are pervasive, and the pure beauty is unbearable to touch; The puffy skirt makes her like a fairy in the clouds, elegant and smart.
The way he wore his wedding dress had made him forget who he was, or he wanted to forget it on purpose.
So he revealed his heart without seeing any other places: "It's very suitable for you, it's beautiful." ”
He appeared suddenly, and she was visibly at a loss.
"Thank you!"
Her face flushed faintly from panic.
When he saw her put on her wedding dress, he felt sadness and loss; But for a moment he was relieved, he didn't want to be senseless and struggling again, he briefly left reality behind, and just married her once in an imaginary world.
At this time, he only wanted to regard her as his own bride in his heart, so he looked at her in front of him, and unconsciously the corners of his mouth rippled with a smile that he had never had, and that sense of happiness was spontaneous in his imagination.
"I've imagined how many times you've worn your wedding dress, but you're not as pretty as you are in front of me now."
In the face of his words, she tried to think about how she would have responded in the past. She had kept a distance from him, and she seemed to have forgotten how to laugh with him easily.
She just looked at him stupidly like that, he happened to be wearing a dark suit today, handsome and handsome, and the figures of the two in the mirror looked like they were in front of each other.
She had imagined this scene many times, but now when he watched him wear a veil and wait to get married, she had mixed feelings in her heart.
He searched her mind from the look on her face, and he didn't say anything more, but quietly stepped forward and stood side by side with her. He looked at them in the mirror, trying to hide his embarrassment with a smile.
Looking at his far-fetched smile, her heart was only more bitter, but she also tried to make him remember her last smile. Maybe in the eyes of others, they are a happy and right pair in the mirror, and only they understand that they are in the mirror
Heartbreaking laughter.
So they looked at each other and said goodbye with a meaningful smile.
Then, Yu Yang put away his smile, faced her, slowly and affectionately stabbed her into his arms, and whispered in her ear: "You must be happy!" ”
This time, Xiaojing did not refuse his embrace, she knew that this might be the last goodbye, so she let herself be willful again.
They silently felt each other's temperature, and then Yu Yang pulled out and wiped away the tears from the corners of Xiaojing's eyes with his hands.
She didn't know when her smiling face would be filled with tears. And there are traces of tears in the corners of his eyes, silently......
The clerk who came back with the crown saw the two hugging each other and quietly withdrew. After a while, she saw Yu Yang leave alone, leaving Xiaojing alone standing in place.