Chapter Eighty-Six: The bell must be tied to the bell
"Lu Xiaojing!" Qin Xue shouted as she hurriedly chased forward.
Xiaojing heard someone shouting to herself, and when she turned around, it was the woman.
"There were too many people just now, and I couldn't say anything to you, so let's chat if it's convenient."
"I don't think there's anything to talk about between us, right?" Xiaojing said angrily.
"What are you afraid of? I won't be a threat to you right now. ”
Based on her previous understanding of Qin Xue, although Xiaojing watched her bring her new boyfriend, she still had lingering feelings about her: "So what do you want to say?" ”
"I'm just curious, Yu Yang came back for you, didn't you see it in the end?"
"Whether we see each other or not, it has nothing to do with you, right?"
"Then why didn't you accept her, did you already don't love him anymore?" Qin Xue looked at Xiaojing suspiciously as she spoke, but no matter how she looked at it, this conclusion was not valid.
After Lin Xi saw Xiaojing go out, Qin Xue also went out, thinking that it would not be a second, so she quickly chased it out, didn't this catch up with this one, so she rushed in front of Xiaojing and pushed the words back: "Love or not, it has nothing to do with you, right?" ”
"Lu Xiaojing, I admit it, maybe I once wanted to intervene in you, but it's a pity, you see, I failed." Qin Xue said stupidly.
But Xiaojing became more and more angry the more she listened. If you knew this was the case, why did you bother in the first place?
"So what? He's an outcast you don't want now? Do you pretend to be merciful about his condition? ”
"You are wrong, I am the outcast in your mouth. So you don't know why he went to the United States? ”
"Isn't it all because of you? I don't understand, why are you embarrassed to appear in front of Xiaojing? Lin Xi was in a hurry and almost blurted out the truth.
"If I hadn't seen at a glance that she was in love with Yang Yu, I wouldn't have bothered to bother with this matter!" Hearing Qin Xue say this openly, Xiaojing couldn't help but glare at her angrily.
"You ......" Xiaojing was so angry that she couldn't speak, her face turned red, I really don't know how this woman is so shameless.
Lin Xi was naturally angry: "She's not thanks to you!" What kind of bodhisattva are you here? ”
Xiaojing was surprised by Lin Xi's reaction, and she acted as if she had already known: "Lin Xi, what are you talking about?" Do you know anything? ”
"I ......"
Qin Xue looked at Xiaojing in disbelief, then looked at Lin Xi and said, "So only she doesn't know?" ”
Her direct rhetorical question made Lin Xi not know how to answer for a while. She looked at Xiaojing embarrassedly, Xiaojing's face was blue, she understood that this kind of feeling of being fooled was uncomfortable.
"Well, since you don't know, then I'll tell you. Otherwise, what am I quitting for? Qin Xue said, sneering self-deprecatingly, and then told all the experiences of herself and Yu Yang before and after going to the United States, even if she was sick at the time, she did not hide it.
It's just that when she mentioned her father, she didn't have the shame she had before, and in the process of recomplaining, she suddenly understood the sentence "Pity the hearts of parents in the world."
Xiaojing listened to those past events and was stunned, but her eyes moistened unconsciously. What he experienced in those years, when he was at his saddest, the first thing he thought about was still himself.
Probably in the process of narration, Qin Xue was deeply brought into the scene, standing in Yu Yang's point of view, putting herself in his shoes, and her heart couldn't help but soften.
Seeing Xiaojing's reaction, Qin Xue knew that she had done the right thing, she thought for a while and then continued: "I think the reason why he didn't say it was because he didn't want you to know his embarrassment and helplessness back then. He is still so stupid that he thinks that if he is wronged, he will be able to fulfill others......"
Xiaojing looked at Qin Xue blankly, and then at Lin Xi, as if she needed to seek a positive reply from her. Lin Xi naturally understood, so he nodded silently in response.
Probably seeing Xiaojing's tears, Qin Xue unconsciously moved her heart of compassion. There were some words, she planned to hide them in her heart for the rest of her life, but thinking of Yu Yang's sad and pitiful appearance, she still planned to wake up Lu Xiaojing.
"There are some things that I didn't want to say, today, I see on your face the way Yu Yanglin and I looked before they got married, but it was not really happy. And the happiest smile I've seen him smile in all these years is in the photo with you. ”
When Xiaojing heard Qin Xue say this, she couldn't help but look up at Qin Xue, she couldn't believe that these words would come out of this woman's mouth.
"Every year during the Mid-Autumn Festival, he went to see the moon alone, and later I learned that he was missing you; Also, he's always kept what you gave him. Do you know how much I hated you back then? I have always been reluctant to accept this reality, but gradually I realized that he will never be happy with me. It is precisely because I have kidnapped his happiness for so many years that I cannot watch him continue to be unhappy. ”
Qin Xue said that she was also very moved, that was her painful experience, and it was also the only way for her to grow up, and now that she can say it so calmly, it means that she has really stepped over the hurdle in her heart.
Qin Xue burst into tears, her honesty and her heartfelt words touched Xiaojing, she looked at Qin Xue's gaze gradually changed from resentment to pity, it turned out that they were just poor people trapped by love.
Suddenly, her feet were weak, and she almost couldn't stand, but fortunately, Lin Xi helped her in time.
Seeing this, Qin Xue felt pity, after all, the source of everything still lies in herself. And I was only in pain earlier than them, so I realized it earlier.
During this year's travels, she saw different worlds, different lives, and her mindset changed a lot, and then she met Kevi
, she realized how her original wishful love was boring.
She thought about it, and then said again: "Lu Xiaojing, I used to envy you so much, because I can't replace you no matter what, you ask yourself, can Chen Ling replace Yu Yang's position in your heart?" Will you really be happy with him with you? ”
After speaking, Qin Xue left with a sigh of relief, it turned out that consummation was also a kind of happiness, and she finally understood.
The bell must be tied to the bell, although Xiaojing has always been reluctant to admit it, Qin Xue is indeed a knot that has always been entangled in her heart. And today, that knot has finally been untied.
It turned out that Yu Yang loved himself like that, but he repeatedly blamed him and rejected him ruthlessly.
Qin Xue's words asked her heart: "Can Chen Ling replace Yu Yang's place in your heart?" Will you really be happy with him? ”
She suddenly felt that she was a little ridiculous, her own confusion was because of that woman, and her own seeing through was also because of that woman.