When Xiaojing woke up again, Yu Yang had finally passed the dangerous period. And she herself seems to be a person who has broken through the ghost gate, and she is still terrified.

When she woke up, tears still on her face: "Where is he?" ”

"He's fine, the doctor said he's over the danger period." Lin Xi hurriedly comforted.

"I'm going to see him." Xiaojing said that she got out of bed to find Yu Yang, but because her body was very weak and she was in a hurry, she almost rolled off the bed.

"Okay, I'll accompany you, you slow down."

In the ward, Yu Yang was on a ventilator, lying silently on the bed, recalling the moment when he was shocked and did not react at first, Xiaojing couldn't help but burst into tears.

She put her hand on her face, feeling his warmth and breath, only in this way could she feel that her heart could be more settled.

Xiaojing looked at the person in front of her who she had loved for ten years with deep self-reproach, and she experienced the pain of losing him again, she couldn't cry sadly, just repeated a few words back and forth in his ear:

"Yu Yang, you can't leave me again, do you hear? Shall we start over? ”

"I'm not angry anymore, I'll never be angry for the rest of my life, okay?"

Chen Ling looked at Xiaojing's appearance and walked away silently sadly.

The moment he knew that she had left from the class reunion, he knew that he was destined to lose her, and no matter how hard he tried, her heart did not belong to him after all.

When Lin Xi relayed Qin Xue's words to the original, he felt the realization of sympathy with Qin Xue. But after all, it's one thing to feel real, and it's another thing to face reality.

At this time, he sat on the stairs of the hospital's fire escape, crying silently.

……

Yu Yang's head fell into a coma for a while because of the severe impact, and he may not have been able to sleep for a long time. This news was like a thunderbolt from the blue, making Xiaojing feel painful.

In the first few days, Xiaojing fell into the whirlpool of confusion and self-blame, washing her face with tears all day long; Gradually, she thought that at least she could stay by his side every day, and that would be enough, and she was determined to wait for him to wake up, no matter how long.

A week later, Chen Ling came to visit Yu Yang and happened to meet Xiaojing, who had returned from the doctor's office.

"Chen Ling."

"Oh, is he better?"

"It's still the same, the doctor said I'm afraid I won't wake up so soon." When she spoke, Xiaojing glanced at Yu Yang, although she was much calmer than when she first learned the news, but when she thought that Yu Yang might not wake up, her eyes couldn't help but turn red when she spoke.

Probably because she has been crying so much these days, her eyes have swollen to the size of peach pits.

Chen Ling looked at her eyes red for others, and although she was sad, she still comforted: "It's going to get better." ”

"yes, I know." When she spoke, her eyes were always focused on Yu Yang, Chen Ling looked at her like that, and her heart was very uncomfortable, this scene made him understand his place in her heart again.

When she came back to her senses, she found that Chen Ling was also a lot haggard: "You, are you okay?" ”

"Okay." Chen Ling actually didn't know how to answer, okay? He's not good! Very bad! But so what? Even if he doesn't say it well, will she change her mind?

She didn't know how to respond to his answer for a while, caring about him subconsciously, but she couldn't give more than care.

She actually knew that she owed him an explanation, and she hadn't paid attention to it a few days ago, so she couldn't help but give him an explanation.

The two of them didn't know what to say for a while, and suddenly they felt embarrassed.

She looked at the engagement ring in her hand, hesitated for a moment, and then took it off with all her might.

"Chen Ling, about our ......" The words of canceling the wedding made Xiaojing feel like a fish in her throat.

The moment Chen Ling saw Xiaojing take off the ring, his heart trembled. Although he was mentally prepared, when he really faced it, he still felt heartbroken.

"I see." He squeezed four words out of his throat.

"I'm sorry, I'll explain to your family and ask for understanding!" She had explained something, but she felt that any amount of explanation would pale.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of my family's affairs." He didn't want to redeem anything, because he also knew that it would be futile to say anything more.

"I'm sorry," Xiaojing choked up, paused, and said again, "Thank you!" ”

The word "thank you" made Chen Ling feel extremely heavy.

In the past, he always thought that as long as she was by his side, he could have happiness; It wasn't until these days that he realized how pathetic and pitiful his thoughts were.

Even Qin Xue has figured it out, what reason does she have to be cocooned and self-bound? In fact, if I let it go earlier, maybe things would not have turned out to be the situation I am today.

Since there was no reason to separate them again, then he had to fulfill it, he had already been selfish once, and this time he really couldn't force her again.

Chen Ling finally glanced at Xiaojing, with reluctance and relief in his eyes: "Take care of yourself, I'll go first." ”

Watching Chen Ling leave, Xiaojing's heart could not be calmed for a long time, this man has been guarding himself for ten years, and he still made a mistake after all.

But she also understood that she and Chen Ling could never go back, and she was destined to owe him for the rest of her life.

Walking out of the white building of the hospital, Chen Ling took one last look, which was saying goodbye to Xiaojing, and also saying goodbye to his past self.

I let you go, and I let myself go. One parting and two wide, each life is happy, and it is not in vain, once met.