"Take it."

"Thank you."

Tianhai Jiu Liuli held the fruity milk tea he handed over with both hands, and at the same time there was a little warmth in his heart, he noticed Sakakihara Le's expression at this time.

He didn't have the kind of time he used to look at him, and he would smile back with his own gentle smile.

There was no concern that would follow after staring at him for a while.

- Compared to the past.

Tianhai Jiu Ruri felt that Sakakihara had really made some completely different changes.

Walking on the bustling commercial street, drinking milk tea slowly, everything around him made Tianhai Jiuliuli a little absent-minded.

"Is milk tea not delicious?"

Sakakihara Raku's sudden inquiry made Tianhai Jiu Ruri slow down for a second before reacting, her lips left the straw, and she looked at him deliberately, "No, it's delicious." ”

"That's what Ruri is thinking?"

"Hmm"

Tianhai Jiuliuli felt that he still knew himself as always, obviously he was just distracted for a moment, but he was still paying attention to him.

"If you have any questions, just ask me, I'm still with you, I can explain."

"That's good."

Tianhai Jiuliuli made some preparations, and then asked his own question, "I always think that Lejun has changed in the past few days, very strange changes, and the feeling that I can't say I hate or like it." I want to understand what this change is. ”

“.”

Sakakihara didn't immediately explain her question, but walked forward silently, pondered for a moment and then asked, "Ruri, have you ever had your own dreams?" ”

"Huh?"

"Don't ask that. I, like you, lack the so-called dream now. In fact, I have asked myself countless times that there are so many different dreams in the world, and what kind of existence is the person who can find these dreams. ”

Sakakihara paused.

"I'm a person, to put it to the extreme, I can't even answer what I like to eat and play. What others expect me to do, I can immediately think of - Ah Ling wants to eat curry beef, Zhixue's homework still needs my tutoring, Liuli Ling also needs me to play games with me today, and July needs a sense of security, so I try to accompany her as much as possible.

"Doing what people expect makes them happy, and it's so easy for me to be around. That's how I've lived in this world for a long time. ”

It's weird.

Obviously, Ming Lejun's tone was particularly indifferent, but Tianhai Jiu Liuli read an inexplicable sense of exhaustion in his expression.

"My life comes from the recognition of others, I give my family as much care as possible, I hope to get love in return, what I like is this feeling of being cared for, recognized by others, and my actions."

Sakakihara Le stopped and looked at the Tianhai Nine Glass beside him:

"Obviously, that's how Ruri approves of me. And it will generate more emotional feedback for my actions. That's why I like to recognize me like this. ”

"What's that, isn't it?" Tianhai Jiu Ruri was a little confused about the meaning of Sakakihara Le, "Between lovers, isn't it the existence of mutual recognition and mutual support?" ”

"There's nothing wrong with that, but from the beginning, the relationship itself doesn't belong to you and needs someone to reciprocate. If there is no such feedback, then the root of what I do will no longer exist, which brings us to the most important question - is it right to rely on other people's lifestyles? ”

Dependence on the lifestyle of others, whether it is right

Tianhai Jiu Liuli repeated this question in his heart, frowned, and pondered seriously for a long time.

"Incorrect." She looked over and replied.

Sakakihara smiled: "Why does Ruri think it's incorrect?" ”

"Because we can't guarantee that the person who is being given will be able to give the right emotional return, just like a mother"

Tianhai Jiu Liuli's tone was a little lower.

"Even though I was doing a good job of satisfying my mother's thoughts, she never wanted to value the most important relationship between us."

Sakakihara immediately took her words, "That's it, Ruri, we can't guarantee whether the recipient has been recognizing themselves, if the person we have infinite trust and affirmation chooses to deny ourselves, then we ourselves, will we also be denied?" ”

Lejun's words are a bit theoretical

But Tianhai Jiuliuli has a deep understanding that his mother didn't choose to deny himself like this?

It was a very uncomfortable time, and I felt like my whole life was gone.

Thinking about it so carefully, Lejun was also a substitute for his mother at the beginning, right?

Because he was willing to give himself love, and after his subsequent dedication to himself, and his choice to forgive himself, he really liked him.

Sakakihara Le, who was standing on the side of the street, noticed the changing expression of Tianhai Jiu Ruri, "Ruri understands, right?" Why did I suddenly have such a change? ”

"Looks like I understand."

Tianhai Jiu Liuli frowned, he seemed to have grasped that point, but he didn't, "Can Le Jun explain it again?" ”

Sakakihara did not refuse, and continued to shop forward with Tianhai Jiu Ruri, and continued:

"This is actually based on Liuli's own experience. Liuli chose to trust me completely at first, and to the point of believing unconditionally, but after the accident when you were hospitalized, Liuli's feelings for me are actually not as humble as before. ”

Tianhai Jiuliuli asked, "Equal?" No one owes anyone? ”

"Well, that's what I've said before. This means that you can be independent, and it also means that you don't need to be completely dependent on me anymore. He also chose to continue to associate with me, just like the time he spent with me, and the relationship is not humble. ”

Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded again and again when he heard this, "It seems, that's really the case." Now I don't seem to have as heavy feelings as before, and I can joke with you at will, and I can blame you as a girlfriend."

Sakakihara laughed:

"That's what it means."

"The reason why Lejun chose to change is actually to allow himself to obtain similar independent feelings? Don't want to be tied down anymore? ”

"Clever, Ruri."

"Hmph, I won't be happy if you praise me!"

"The more emphasis is placed on a thing, the more it often only proves that it is actually the opposite of it."

Sakakihara Le stretched out her right arm towards Tianhai Jiu Ruri, and when she saw it, she only snorted slightly, so she took advantage of the situation.

"It's just that I didn't want to get to where I am at the beginning."

"Huh? What does Lejun mean by this? ”

Sakakihara smiled and didn't explain much, he looked at Tianhai Jiu Liuli, who was holding his arm and drinking milk tea, looking like a little girlfriend.

"What do you look at?"

"Look at what? Of course, it's to see our family's Miss Liuli look like a cute girlfriend who is proud and arrogant. ”

Tianhai Jiu Liuli hugged his arm tighter again, took him into his arms, and stared at his chin, "Why don't you smile at all, don't you like it?" ”

"Yes, of course. Liuli, a tall and long-legged big girl, has a special feeling when she hugs her. ”

Tianhai Jiu Liuli immediately knocked his head dissatisfied, "I just reconciled with you, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"Ruri doesn't want me?"

“.”

"Don't want to?"

“.”

Tianhai Jiuliuli was speechless for a long time, and then replied a little evasively, "Of course I want to. But I think you've been so bad lately, so I don't really want to think about you."

"Just think about it, from the heart."

"From the bottom of my heart, this guy of yours has really gone too far in the past month! If you want me to say, I should be angry with you too! ”

As Tianhai Jiuliuli spoke, he was angry, and clenched his fist and hit him on the shoulder.

"Tell you to deliberately ignore me, ask you to deliberately accept gifts from other girls, and make you say those excessive words!"

Sakakihara laughed again: "Ruri, there is a saying in your grandfather's hometown, beating is kissing and scolding is love, have you heard of it?" ”

"Then I really love you!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli beat him dissatisfiedly for a while, and the unhappiness in the past can be regarded as a little in the past.

"To be honest, Lejun, I don't trust you a little now."

"Why don't you trust it? I explained so much before, you don't think it's a betrayal, where does this distrust come from? ”

"Rhetoric! There are girls around you all day long! ”

"So that's it, do you think those girls are as good as you?"

I'm not so presumptuous! But as for the position in your heart, I still have faith. ”

"Isn't that it?"

Sakakihara Le stretched out his hand, hugged Tianhai Jiu Liuli's soft waist, and pulled her to his side, "Ruri, you think so, why do you care about those people?" They're just little girls who like to watch me play basketball, even if they like me because of their appearance, do you think I'll give up Liuli for her? ”

Sakakihara lowered his mouth to the girl's ear, "They, neither as good as Ruri, nor as beautiful as Ruri. You say, don't you? ”

"This, that's it."

Although it is just a few simple words, once the Tianhai Nine Glass is praised like this, it will become soft, as if it has melted.

Not only will the waist be soft, the legs will be soft, but even the body will become sluggish in the arms.

Then praise her, and she will blush, and whisper something like "nasty, don't talk about this" in a voice that seems to be awkward or coquettish.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was just praised by him like this, and he looked a lot more handsome in his eyes

"It's been a long time since we've been so close."

"Huh? Well, that's right. ”

"Do you remember what we do when we fall in love?"

"How, how?"

Tianhai Jiu Liuli is a little shy to be close to him, and now he is on the street, right?

Hold yourself like this, and people on the road will definitely see it.

She thought about these things in a bit of a daze, and didn't react to Sakakihara Le's question for a while.

"Isn't it just kissing, hugging, and then . In Le Jun's arms, rubbing around."

"Are you going to do that later?"

"No, no, it's, it's a little."

"What's wrong?"

"We've just reconciled and can't let July know about it, and she won't pay attention to me when she knows."

"So, now Liuli and I are in an underground relationship? This must not be cherished and cherished? ”

When Tianhai Jiu Liuli heard this, he panicked, even if he didn't make any special moves.

"Here. It's not okay on the street. There is no such thing as kissing in the street."

"How about getting to the car? Just as I'm sending you back. ”

“.”

Tianhai Jiu Liuli faced his gaze with a slightly frozen expression on his face, and then after he laughed a little, he thought that this guy was going to kiss himself as soon as he reconciled, and he was angry and a little faintly looking forward to it

Then, decisively, hit his head on the shoulder, and until he returned to the sports car, he remained in the same position.

"Is it okay now?"

"Who, who said that?"

Back in the car, Tianhai Jiu Liuli was sitting in the co-pilot, his face was flushed at the moment, and he looked up at him.

In fact, what Sakakihara did to her was just to take her back to the sports car and sit down, and then hold her hand.

"Anyway, Liuli has been through so much with me? Will you still be shy about this kind of thing? ”

"Who says no? You still want me to sit on your lap."

"Shall you come then?"

“.”

Seeing that Tianhai Jiu Liuli was still hesitant, Sakakihara Le quietly kissed her directly when she didn't react.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was stunned, he didn't expect him to be so active.

The girl subconsciously put her hand on the lip flap she had just been kissed.

"Le, Lejun?"

"Liuli actually doesn't have to worry so much, haven't you always been a little unhappy that I've been with July? Now the great opportunity is in front of you. ”

"I'm not going to fall for such a rudimentary agitation."

Tianhai Jiu Liuli's eyes dodged, and Sakakihara smiled without saying a word.

Although, though, although there are ten thousand thoughts in my mind now, I don't want to admit that he smiles beautifully.

But I just feel it. He smiled beautifully.

will even subconsciously think, those girls who watch him play basketball, are they also attracted by his face?

Although, though I don't want to admit it

But that's it. Very handsome

Sakakihara still kept his expression open.

Tianhai Jiuliuli has fully understood that this guy is using his psychology of liking him to deliberately wait for himself to be caught with an open attitude.

It's disgusting

"First, let's talk about it first! It's your own initiative. I'm just going with the flow. ”

"Of course, Ruri can say whatever she wants."

After getting his response again, Tianhai Jiuliuli moved his position, moved to his lap, and sat face to face.

Sakakihara Rakuno rested his head on the head of the chair, raised his head, and faced the nine glasses of the sky in front of him who was sitting on his lap with a somewhat shy face.

Then he looked at her with some aggression and took the initiative to come over and bite his lip.

The sweetness that fills the whole body even makes the brain paralyzed temporarily.

Tianhai Jiu Liuli's kiss was full of initiative, and when she kissed back, she would bite back more enthusiastically.

Up and down, up and down, back and forth, full of thoughts of her wanting to possess herself.

Sakakihara could clearly feel that she was angry.

"Still jealous?"

"Is that not the case?"

"Do you want to kiss for a while?"

Of course, the current Lejun can only be mine."

Sakakihara felt the residual taste between his lips and teeth, opened his eyes again, and saw that his head was slightly higher than his own at this moment.

He didn't even speak again, and was kissed on the lips by Tianhai Jiuliuli again.

His hands supported her soft waist, and her body temperature was also rising sharply.

"Do you want to go to the hotel? Take a shower and ice cream? ”

"Hmph, you think beautifully, and you can only reconcile when you say it."

"I thought Liuli couldn't control herself anymore."

It's just to enjoy it more while July is away, and I'm not stupid. The anger towards you has not completely subsided, so you have to overdo it. ”

Sakakihara took her soft body into his arms, "It's understandable. ”

"It's quite comfortable, when does Lejun plan to reconcile with July?"

"July?" Sakakihara didn't have too much expression, "I can't decide what she thinks." ”

"But—"

"Alright, Ruri."

“.”

When Tianhai Jiuliuli saw this, he was actually a little sad in his heart.

Has the relationship between the two reached this point?

Lejun, what are you angry with in July?

(End of chapter)