Why did the man come back all of a sudden?

- This question bothered Suzu Sakakihara all afternoon.

In the afternoon, when I was practicing dance in front of myself in the mirror in the dance room, Wei, and several seniors of Jiuhua also reminded me a lot.

Even if Sakakihara Suzu knew that her brother and Qiyue Ruri were watching her dance, her mind was completely focused on this issue.

There was a continuous mistake in the middle of the movement.,Harumi Niishiin, who is in charge of the team's leading dance, discovered her state.,After the end,She took advantage of the other three people to chat.,Sit's next to Sakakihara Suzu.,Said to her in a very slow and small voice:

"The time has been set, and we'll be at the Budokan next week."

"Hmm"

"Suzu is not worried about what happened just now?"

"Seniors see it?"

Harumi didn't speak, just nodded.

Sakakiwara Suzu glanced at the outside of the practice room, where the old brother and July Yuki were standing, it was already empty.

The cordial and faint inquiry of the senior sounded in his ears again.

"What does Suzu think now?"

"What do you think. I think, it's a bit incredible, you don't know, he won the jackpot when I was five years old, and he gave up my brother and my mother, and then our family has relied on my mother and my brother to support us until now. In my mind this guy is long dead now. Ran back again. ”

"Hate him?"

"Who must hate who would like to be abandoned or something? But I'm glad he's gone, and I'm still with my mom and my brother. There are some things I don't like to say to people out there, but really, I love my brother very much. He has always supported me by the back, and I have been able to hold on until now, and it is common for me to be a voice actor in the cold and ignored or something. ”

Suzu Sakakihara's voice became quieter and quieter the more she spoke.

"I just think that they are all relatives, why is there such a big gap? My brother has been thinking about me well, and that bastard got it back, but it was just because he wanted to ask me for money"

Harumi Nishiin hugged her legs, pillowed her head on her knees, and looked sideways at the troubled girl with a slightly green hair around her:

"So it's the huge gap between Suzu's biological father and your brother that makes you feel empty in your heart, right?"

Also. Yes. It's just that when I saw that bastard's face and remembered the days when my brother gave me everything before, I was quite aggrieved for my brother. If only he had a little conscience. My brother and my mom won't have that much hard time."

"Hmm," Harumi Nishiin looked slightly thoughtful, "Since Suzu always remembers the past, why don't you go back tonight and talk to your brother?" ”

"Speak. What can be said? ”

"Talk about what happened today and ask him what he thinks. Besides, aren't you going to perform on stage, I see that your brother came to see you practice just now, and you didn't resist, are you looking forward to letting him see you standing on the stage and performing? ”

Suzu Sakakihara, who was seen through her thoughts, turned red all of a sudden, and her legs were cupped together with both hands, burying her cheeks in them:

He used to say that I was too stupid to dance or something. There are still for sure."

"But embarrassed to say it to others?"

"Isn't that a matter of course? It's all so big and no one. No one wants to be known by others and is still expecting to be noticed by their brother," Sakakihara Suzu's voice became smaller and quieter until she muttered faintly.

"I think this kind of bell is cute."

"Huh? Why. Would you say that? ”

"It's very rare, and now there is basically no relationship with such a good brother and sister, in my memory, brothers and sisters of our age will basically ignore each other, my sister will lock the door of the room when she comes home, and my brother basically ignores my sister. Suzu wants her brother to pay attention to you so much, doesn't that mean that you are both important to each other? It should be cherished. ”

Cherish it.

Suzu Sakakihara buried her head, and her sideburns were still a little wet from the dance practice just now.

The picture of my brother saying goodbye forever in England inexplicably came to mind.

He left.

Raise yourself to the point where you can take charge of life on your own and leave.

Obviously, this incident did not happen, but Sakakihara Suzu was extremely sad when she remembered that he might really leave not long ago.

Don't want him to go.

I also want to eat the super delicious dinner he cooked.

I still want to run behind him when I'm bored and have nothing to do, wrap my arms around his neck, and shout "Brother~ I want to go out and play" or something like that.

Compared to a shameless bastard, this bastard is wonderful.

"Hmm!"

"Huh?" Harumi Nishiin saw Sakakiwara Suzu suddenly raise her head, full of energy.

"I'll talk to my brother when I get home! Senior, now that I'm rested, keep practicing! ”

*

Dance practice continues until six p.m.

At six fifteen, when the sun had just set, Suzu Sakakihara waved goodbye to several seniors and Kanno.

She hailed a taxi on the side of the road, went to the supermarket to buy a bunch of snacks and drinks, and then went to a nearby izakaya to buy a handful of yakiniku skewers before taking the car home.

It was almost seven o'clock when I got home.

She habitually used the key to open the door, and shouted "I'm back" when she changed her shoes, and in less than a moment, her brother's somewhat lazy "Welcome home" came from the living room.

Suzu Sakakihara smiled slightly.

Welcome home.

It's a phrase that I hear a lot, but why does it sound sweet now?

Sakakihara Suzu came to the living room with a large bag of things.

"Ah Ling, what are you doing with so many things?" Sakakihara Le, who was busy with dinner in the kitchen, saw her sister's little green hair, and today she was dressed quite cute, wearing fresh.

Suzu Sakakihara brought the plastic bag to her face and smiled, "I bought it and everyone ate it together!" ”

"When did you become so careful, why did you buy a barbecue?" Sakakihara saw her other hand.

Sakakihara Suzu also lifted it up and shook it, "Hehe, isn't it great?" Everyone is at home today, so I thought we could sit together and have a good meal. ”

If I had changed my mother, I would have complained now, "It's time for dinner, what are you going to do with these things?" ”

But dude won't.

Sakakihara just glanced at it, and then continued to work on the dishes in his hands:

"I'm sorry for you, then I'll make an exception to get a few more dishes today, it just so happens that the previous ingredients have been left uneaten."

"Okay! Then I'll put my stuff away! ”

"Well, go ahead, go ahead."

Suzu Sakakihara put all the snacks and drinks she bought on the side of the coffee table in the living room, only to find that there was no one in the living room now.

She went back to the corridor and looked at it, July was sitting in her bedroom reading a book, Yuki seemed to be tinkering with her video, and she was sitting in front of the computer quite distressed. Sister Liuli doesn't know where she went, but she just wasn't at home anyway.

The open kitchen and living room are connected together, which means that such a large territory, now only the elder brother is alone!

The difficult alone time directly made Sakakihara Suzu sneakily come to Sakakihara Le behind him, watching him handle a piece of fat and thin pork.

The older brother wears an apron and is very tall.

It looks like the image of a handsome man in the kitchen trying to prepare dinner.

Sakakihara Suzu liked him like this, and looked at him behind him with his hands behind his back for a while, looking at his busy appearance, and seeing his serious appearance.

This situation didn't end until Sakakihara turned around, and he was visibly taken aback.

"Ah Ling, what are you doing standing behind like a ghost?"

Sakakihara Suzu pursed her face, "You're the ghost!" I just hope that your ~~ cute sister will become a ghost? ”

Sakakihara was happy when he heard her tone, and then continued to go to the cupboard behind him to get something, "Sneakily hiding behind me, isn't it a ghost?" ”

"I'm just looking at you," Suzu Sakakihara's gaze followed Sakakihara's gaze, "Why didn't you see Sister Ruri?" ”

"Liuli went downstairs to buy sugar, and the sugar at home ran out. Yuki really wants to eat the braised pork I made again, and I haven't made dinner for everyone seriously for a long time, so. While I was on vacation by my uncle during this time, I did it. ”

"Braised pork? I want to eat it too! ”

Sakakihara smiled, "Isn't that what you're doing?" If it's okay, Ah Ling, you go to the living room to watch TV for a while, I feel tired when I watch you dance in the afternoon, and I have to cooperate, I have to sing and dance, keep the pitch or something, it's hard to think about. ”

“.”

Sakakihara Suzu looked at him for a moment, then quietly walked up to him with his hands behind his back, looked at the small ingredients he had cut, and then looked at his face again, "Brother, you are. Concerned about me? ”

Sakakihara continued to chop vegetables, "I don't know how many times you've asked this in your life. Remember, I'm your brother and I don't care about you who cares about you. If you want to get married in the future, I also have to care about who you are marrying, how people are and how they treat you. ”

"I'm not going to get married!" Sakakihara Suzu muttered, beside him and wanted to look at him but didn't dare to look at him, "I am. Suddenly I think you're good again, brother."

"How?"

"Don't talk about that irresponsible bastard. Even my mother felt that I was estranged from her, and there were some things I didn't want to say to her. Nor will I hide in her arms and cry anything. After all, I'm so old, and I'm not the kid who cried when I couldn't find my mother in the past. ”

"Hmm, then?"

"And then. And then I thought man, brother, you're good. If something sad happens. If you agree, I can stay in your arms for a while."

Sakakihara Suzu said this in a hesitant and stumbling manner, and he didn't dare to look at Sakakihara Le.

As soon as Sakakihara heard what she said, he stopped cutting the dishes and turned back to look at her.

Don't speak, just look at her.

"What are you doing! Look at me this way. ”

"Hmm-"

"Huh? Uh-huh"

"Take the initiative to say so much to me, and you are so shy to speak, you are not Ah Ling."

"I-" Suzu Sakakihara was speechless for a moment, her voice narrowing, "Why am I not?" ”

Sakakihara laughed, "Just kidding, I just think it's funny, girls will always have such a day." ”

"What?" Suzu Sakakihara couldn't understand what he was saying.

Sakakihara did not take the initiative to reply to her question, but kept smiling and continued: "Suzu, do you want to be coquettish? ”

“.”

Be quiet for a moment.

"Nope." Suzu Sakakihara replied.

"Really?" Sakakihara leaned his face closer.

"Nope." Suzu Sakakihara pinned her slightly flushed face aside.

"Really?" Sakakihara deliberately dragged out his voice and moved closer.

"No, there is!" Suzu Sakakihara deliberately raised her voice, emphasizing, and her face was not evasive, but her eyes were closed.

“.”

Sakakihara didn't reply, just stared at her quietly for a while with a strange smile.

Under her brother's gaze, Suzu Sakakihara was instantly deflated, her shoulders slackened, and she blushed and turned her head away, "Okay. I just want to think about that. What's that. ”

"If you want me to hug me, just say it, it's not like I won't give you a hug."

What do I want you to hug. I, I'm so old, and I still hug it, won't you feel ashamed? I feel like both. Shame on you. Right! Shame on you! ”

"So, don't hug?"

"Don't hug. Right! Just don't hug! ”

Sakakihara didn't say much, just put down the kitchen knife in his hand, untied the apron, and then stood quietly in front of her.

"And now?"

Suzu Sakakihara opened a closed eye, looked at him obliquely, and when she saw that he was looking at herself, she quickly closed it again.

"I don't hug it."

"Really don't hug?"

"No."

Sakakihara didn't care about his sister's shame, and said to her earnestly:

"Ah Ling, in fact, brother, I like Ah Ling very much. Although she is usually a little naughty and silly, she is really nice and knows how to take the initiative to come to me when I need someone to accompany me, and knows to take the initiative to speak for me when I am embarrassed. Knowing that I might be leaving, I was so sad that I wiped my tears. Usually arrogant is a little arrogant, but this is also the cuteness of her silly.

"I worked harder at work. When I went to see you practice dancing in the afternoon, I also exchanged some words with your captains and seniors, and they all agreed that Suzu is the most serious person in your work attitude, whether it is as a voice actor or as a half idol.

"To sum up, this sister of mine is very good, very proud, very strong, has her own little temperament, knows how to take care of other people in appropriate situations, and most importantly, she has always had a sincere heart for people. He is indeed a person who deserves to be cherished.

Of course, she is usually sad, if someone breaks her heart, or someone secretly speaks ill of her behind her back. Even though she can withstand these emotions in her heart now, she still hopes that someone can share this feeling with her and comfort her. ”

Sakakihara looked at Sakakihara Suzu listening carefully to what she was saying, and smiled shallowly.

"So, if you want to be coquettish, why not secretly hug it in a place where no one is around?"

After saying these words, Suzu Sakakihara was visibly dumbfounded.

She looked at him, thinking about each other's identities and the relationship they had grown up with for more than ten years, and recalling the past when they were bullied by other people, and then hid in their brother's arms and cried at night.

I don't know if it's because he knows his own words very well. The footsteps involuntarily moved towards him little by little, and the hands passed through his waist little by little, hugging him

His face was against his chest, and his body was leaning on his arms.

There is nothing sad about it, but I also feel extremely down-to-earth because of this warmth.

Sakakihara also touched Sakakihara Suzu's head.

This made her even more shy.

How do you feel like you're treating me like a child. Are you still trying to put me to sleep? ”

"It's not impossible," Sakakihara looked at the sister in front of him who was holding him, "Didn't you need me to coax you every day, tell you stories, and let you sleep?" ”

"I'm grown up now, alas."

"When I grow up, sometimes I'm a child, and I occasionally like to be coquettish, and I want to be with you for a while. Basically, every summer vacation, you want me to take you to the suburbs to play, pick wild fruits, build a bonfire, and roast the fish you catch to eat or something. ”

"After all, I don't have many friends, so I can only rely on you."

"As it happens, I don't have any friends I can play with during the summer vacation."

Sakakihara looked at the little head leaning on his chest, "Is it that someone suddenly appeared today, so her mood fluctuates?" ”

"Hmm" Suzu Sakakihara closed her eyes and fluctuated a little, "I don't know why he came back. When I came back, I only came to me for money. I've always thought about my father not wanting us anymore. Seeing my mother so tired, seeing my brother, you worked hard to give me a little bit of pocket money to make me happy. I wonder why he doesn't want us anymore. ”

"And now?"

"I certainly don't think that way now. If he wants to go, he will leave, anyway, I still have my mother, anyway, I still have my brother who is willing to take care of me. ”

"Then why is there such a mood now?"

"Just." Sakakihara Suzu buried her face deeper in his arms, and her voice became weaker, "It's just that he came back suddenly, and the way he spoke to me made me know that only brother, you love me the most, not only am I so good to me, but I made so much money for the first time, and I gave it all without saying a word." And then. And then I think about you a while ago, a while ago, you had to say goodbye. I'll just do it."

"Afraid I've abandoned you too?"

"Uh-huh." Sakakihara Suzu nodded in his arms, "Don't leave me, okay?" The only thing I care about the most in my life is you."

That's a heavy statement

A person with a personality like Ah Ling, who is very optimistic every day, basically doesn't say this kind of inner thoughts.

Even if there were, most of them would disguise themselves on the surface and laugh it off.

The only thing I care about most in my life is you.

This sentence sounds really touching and emotional.

"Then what would you do if I left alone, no matter what you did, and you couldn't find me at all?"

"Suicide."

Sakakihara laughed, "Is it so serious? ”

"It's that serious. I'm scared of a person. ”

"Ah Ling, there is no one and no one in the world who is necessary, and getting used to loneliness is the norm."

"I don't care, I just care about you."

Sakakihara was a little crying and laughing, "Okay, in order to prevent such a lovely sister as Suzu from committing suicide, I promise that I won't have that kind of idea of saying goodbye in the future." If you have something, I'll tell you about it. ”

"You are not allowed to have."

"I don't want to have ideas?"

"Not allowed"

"Okay, okay, if I don't have it, then I won't have it. I'm listening to you, so happy, aren't you? Why are your eyes still red, do you want me to wipe you with a tissue? I was expecting you to hug me and be coquettish, but why are you still crying. ”

After comforting Ah Ling for a while, her mood improved.

"Is there enough coquettishness?"

No, hold it for a while, who told you to look so strong. It's pretty comfortable to hold." Suzu Sakakihara spoke in a childlike tone, muttering and clenching her hands tighter.

"Okay then, I said I'd get the food early."

During this period, Jiu Ruri went home after buying sugar, and saw Sakakiwara Suzu holding her brother in the kitchen.

Sakakihara was quite embarrassed, but Tianhai Jiu Ruri smiled, and gently said with her lips, "The relationship is so good", put down the white sugar, and she sneaked back to her own bedroom.

"Or. Ah Ling, you let me cook? ”

"Don't. I want my brother to hug me."

Sakakihara Raku: "."