About her, I was the only girl I had a crush on in my youth. Her name is Lin Chuxue, and she is a girl in the fifth class of the first year of high school at Huacheng Technical School, and she was not involved in the first half of my high school years. I only learned her name long after I arrived at Hwaseong Technical School, and it was at that time that I started to get in touch with her, and she didn't know that I had been paying attention to her for a long time before that.

The first acquaintance came from an "accident", but of course it was only the first acquaintance for me. The first year of high school teams are distributed in the center of the first floor on the left side, along the corridor in order from one to five, the middle to the right position is arranged in order of the academic affairs office, the teacher's office and other teachers' office places, the middle position is a slightly crowded corridor leading to the second floor, on both sides of the corridor are two passages that can only accommodate three people side by side, interspersed from the middle of the teaching building, convenient for students to access the dormitory, canteen toilet and other places at the back. The fifth class of high school where she is located is at the corner between the corridor and the main passage on one side. It is inevitable that there will be occasional inadvertent collisions between people. And our encounter also came from one of the accidents.

It was a free time after the third period in the afternoon, especially before the study hall. Most boys will choose to make a date at this stage to add a different color to the boring learning atmosphere. I'm not very interested in the ball, and that kind of physical confrontation and flexible body movement is not very good for me. During this time, I choose to read two novels that I can find casually, or do some simple indoor puzzle projects to pass my free time, so for me that time period is not fundamentally different from other recess activities. It was the same that day, and it was just a normal boring repetition of his three points and one line.

When I came back from the bathroom, as I had passed the classroom as usual, past the corner, she appeared. Just like in the movie, the afterglow of the setting sun is projected into the hallway at a 45-degree angle, shining on her face, and from the angle I stand, the scene is beautiful. A good-looking girl, not much exquisite, but it does not affect the fact that she is a beauty, the girl in the student period did not have too much decoration, a standard school uniform, her hair was naturally draped over her shoulders, and there was a faint fragrance that belonged to girls, she wore a heavy black-framed glasses, and wore a pair of white canvas shoes that were very common on the market, and the others were no different from other students, so they appeared in front of me in a sudden way.

She was supposed to go to the teacher's office to deliver something, holding a stack of things like review materials, walking in a hurry, I didn't slow down when I passed the corner, when I reacted from the distraction just now, my body had already made contact with her, and she was also stumbled to the ground by the accident just now, and the materials in her hand were scattered not far from her.

I should have apologized, but she opened her mouth before me, prevaricating and saying sorry with a reluctant look. I don't know if I was nervous or if the order of apologies was reversed and disrupted my rhythm, I was speechless for a while, I didn't know what to say, but I just went to pick up the materials scattered on the ground, like a headless fly. Until the thing was handed over to her and left timidly, no words popped out, to be honest, my brain was messed up at the time, and I was just trying to keep my calm. It wasn't until a long time after I returned to the classroom that I really felt like I was in the water. I've never had the same gaffe as I did that time, and I couldn't help myself.

Since then, I don't know if it's psychological or other reasons, I can't help but want to go over and see, I guess I'm fascinated by her. I am no longer limited to the storyline of romance novels, no longer pursue the ultimate restoration of the Rubik's Cube, I will often appear outdoors like an ordinary student who likes outdoor activities, even if I am not good at ball games, I will occasionally appear on the noisy court, even if the physiological needs are not so strong, I will go to the toilet with my friends to solve it symbolically. Because I knew that if I was only indoors in one class, I wouldn't see her very often.

I would get used to slowing down when I passed that corner, and then naturally appeared at the door of the fifth class, and her position was at the window of the first row, so there was no need to deliberately look for it, which is a fact that I determined after observing it a few times. She spends most of her time just sitting there, occasionally disturbing her quiet with the presence of a few girls. It's hard for me to classify this behavior as love at first sight, it's just a deliberate concern for the good, and I've told myself more than once.

In the first year of high school, there is a regular health evaluation once a week, and being a health commissioner gives me the opportunity to observe her up close. On that day, a leader of the student union will lead the health committee members of each class to take turns to check the hygiene of the area in charge of each class and the cleanliness of each dormitory during the first evening self-study time in the afternoon. Then according to each person's score, the pacesetter group of the week is selected. Almost every health committee member will unconsciously give high marks to their classes, and I am no exception, but the final criterion is to remove the highest score and the lowest score and then take the average score of everyone in the next place, so the final result is fair, at least the evaluation results of each class are fair, and the score of the dormitory is not necessarily. Each health commissioner will tell other members when they inspect their own dormitory, that is their own dormitory, so everyone will be very sensible to give a good high score, and then gradually get acquainted with each other after no need to deliberately say hello, everyone will tacitly score high, the leader of the team also acquiesced to this phenomenon after a long period of cooperation, so the men's dormitory was praised as a typical by the head teacher, every time I heard the appreciation that did not match the facts, I would have a sense of shame in my heart, But next time, I will still choose to use power for personal gain, this is human nature, there is no way.

Compared with dormitory hygiene, public area hygiene, I prefer to check the indoor hygiene of each class, and people I don't know will deliberately pay attention to the place where your eyes are looking. Every time I went to the fifth shift to check, I would deliberately pay attention to Lin Chuxue's surroundings, and other places were swept by, and the occasional eye contact became the only eye contact we had at that time, and I unconsciously liked that feeling. Perhaps it is also because of her that every time I reach the final grading session, I will give their class a relatively good score, so I have indirectly formed a very good friendly coexistence relationship with the health committee of the fifth class, and in the days that followed, we went a long way on the road of helping each other.

For the first time in my life, I desperately wanted to get to know someone, I wanted to know her name, I wanted to know if she had someone to like each other, I wanted to know everything about her. However, he is shy by nature and does not know how to take the initiative to move forward.

The first half of the first semester of high school is relatively not so difficult, leisure and entertainment almost occupy more than half of the time in life, and the three-year high school study career should be the most relaxed and comfortable, and the taste of no one forcing to study is really good. Just when almost everyone had forgotten what it was to study, a surprise visit to a mock exam broke that comfort, and it was that test that indirectly changed the current state of my life at that time, giving me a chance to get to know her.