He said, I don't want to change. Then turn around and leave. Leaving Xiao alone in the same place, like her tears.

He once said that he sometimes felt so depressed that he wanted to jump from the window of an office building. Terrible thoughts, huh? This is not the most terrible, the most terrible thing is that I have been forced to death by life, I can't breathe, I am suffocating immediately, there is no hope, there is no hope, there is no happiness, I am numb, I am frozen, I am indifferent, I am crazy, I am broken, I am desperate, I am already living in the dark, I am a mess, I am already out of my body, I am already a puddle of mud, I am extremely decadent, I have fallen to the bottom, I am in pain, I want to fall into ruin, I can't extricate myself, it's dark, I'm in a sea of suffering, I'm crying out silently, I'm blind, I'm incapacitated, I'm dead, I'm no longer alive, I'm going with the flow, I'm no longer in the sky, I'm lawless, I've fallen into the quagmire, I'm buried in the bottom, I've broken my spine, I'm terminally ill, I'm hopeless, I don't have the strength to describe my decline and decadence, I don't have the courage to look up and face life, Nothing and cowardice.

It stands to reason that such a person is not even afraid of death, so what else can he be afraid of? Guess what he's afraid of? I can't guess it. What he fears is change, yes — change.

Is it ridiculous? He would rather die in the present, rather live in secret, would rather lose to reality, would rather bow to life, would rather give up his dreams, would rather lock up his pursuit, would rather bind his backbone, would rather slap and struggle, would rather live on his breath, would rather betray his oath, would rather tear up the agreement, would rather let go of his dignity, would rather trample on his true heart, would rather never recover, would rather live in darkness, would rather abandon the light, would rather give up salvation, would rather denigrate the good, would rather force his lover to death, would rather betray his conscience, would rather persist in nightmares, would rather protect the murderer, would rather let go of her hand, I'd rather push her off the cliff, I'd rather steal beams and change pillars, I'd rather be insidious and cunning, I'd rather do evil, I'd rather have bad luck, I'd rather stab her in the heart with her knife, I'd rather everyone shout and beat her, I'd rather challenge justice, I'd rather not be afraid of majesty, I'd rather be a false witness, I'd rather pick up money on the ground, I'd rather not be faceless, I'd rather look like a dog, I'd rather feed a dog with a conscience, I'd rather have a black heart, I'd rather let her burst into tears, I'd rather change her smirk.

Yes, he was resolute, he didn't want to change.

The oath of the past has become a bullet, sharp and unstoppable, the more oaths have been spoken, the more intensive the attack, the rain of bullets, ten thousand arrows are fired, how can those who do not know martial arts dodge, and those who know martial arts are caught off guard and shot through the chest. The love that once existed was broken, and the blood flowed like a river.

You must have had such a scene, your whole body is broken, your body is incomplete, how to bandage it? Hua Tuo is alive, and he can only shake his head and travel back.

A city becomes familiar because of one person. In a city, because of one person, love turns into hatred.

He didn't want to change, so what could she do?

What else, you say?

I can't help it, and when the bullets are finished, I will clean up the battlefield, which cannot be called a battlefield, but only an execution ground. You should know the difference between the battlefield and the execution ground, right? Can resist or can't fight back, a glimmer of hope and death, I'll remind you here, and I'll continue in the next chapter.