I'm so sorry, Carvin, I'm in an extremely gloomy mood, so I'm taking a day off!
Kavin is already very uncomfortable, and his life is full of troubles.
Sitting in front of the computer, my mind was in a mess, and I forced myself to write more than 1,000 words, but I couldn't read the content myself, but as long as I could, I would send a 2,000-word chapter.
Ay!
I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT THE SITUATION, BUT AFTER THINKING ABOUT IT, FORGET IT, IT'S TOO LOSER!
Sure enough, only spiritual giants are real giants.
I've been getting a little idea of what this means lately.
I came out of the countryside, and the imprint brought by my original family is really good and heavy, how did I become a people-pleasing personality?
Parents who have never even been out of the countryside, how much vision can they have?
It's not that I look down on my parents, I'm stating a fact.
We have no one to rely on, no one to show the way, so we have to crawl and crawl by ourselves, understand by ourselves, and step on one pit after another.
When I turned around, I was almost forty years old, more than half of my life had passed, and I was still like a fool who couldn't see the world clearly.
I'm mad at my immature mind!
I hate that I dig out my heart and lungs to be good to others, but my wife who has been married for eight years can't remember my birthday!
I've been regretting it lately.
I was a sophomore in college, and I signed a contract with the starting point for my first book, and at that time, the online article had just appeared, so how good would it be if I had started to enter this industry at that time?
After graduating, looking for a job, I took a lot of detours, and finally I felt that the salary was too little, so I started writing novels.
Write about the book of panic!
Luckily, the panic didn't fail me!
This book helped me save up for a down payment on a house and money for renovations, and although it was just a small nest, I also had a home.
Of course, the most important thing is that she also helped me get the Great God Covenant, and many book friends are still supporting me now!
It's me who has failed everyone and the online article.
The gods' grades are quite good, but I was asked to do it myself, and I didn't reach the height I should have.
It's time to get pumped up!
Next, I will try to update it, and I will definitely finish the book "I Feed on the Gods" this year, and it is roughly estimated that there are about three million words left.
By the way, I adjusted my schedule and rest.
Since I came out of the hospital in 2022 and started writing this book, I go to bed at three or four o'clock every day, and I don't even know what I'm doing.
The unhappiness of marriage makes the whole world gloomy, and I have insomnia for half of the year, and when I have insomnia, I read novels, brush Zhihu, watch movies, and then I can't sleep even more.
But I think I'll be able to come out this year!
It's not a way to always complain about this failed marriage, some people can't keep it, and some things are meaningless to regret.
This year, we will strive to update and put the perfect completion of the gods in the first place!
I was going to simply send a leave note, but it turned out to be so much nagging,
I'm sorry!
I'm going to sleep!
Get up tomorrow and welcome a new life!
Damn, it would be nice to be reborn back to high school!
I met another Ji Xinyan, and a Zhu Qiunan!
All right
I want to eat peaches!
But fortunately, after all these years, I still like to write and read novels, and I have a group of good book friends like you who like to read novels!
I've got to work hard, and I still have a lot of stories in my head.
I've been thinking lately, if I suddenly burp one day, my first reaction is that I don't write these inspirations, it's a shame.
Go to bed and good night everyone!