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"You!"
Listening to Lin Fei's words, Xu Yue suddenly became anxious.
"Lin Fei! What do you say? Who I like you don't know? ”
"Okay, okay, what are you excited about?"
Lin Fei smiled helplessly.
"Who do you think I'll not know? It's just that Xu Yue ......"
Lin Fei's tone began to become meaningful.
"That's all in the past, you should let go, or rather, you probably have let go, haven't you?"
"I ......"
Xu Yue was silent for a moment.
She didn't know what to say now.
I hesitated for a long time.
Seeing this, Lin Fei slowly spoke.
"Mood eased? Tell me, what's going on with you two? ”
"Both of us."
For a while, Xu Yue didn't know where to start.
After thinking for a moment, she finally began to speak.
……
"The two of us, when we were young, were neighbors, we both lived in the countryside, when I was young, I was a tomboy, every day snot hung on my nose, chasing them every day and bullying these little boys."
"We played together until we went to primary school, and later, many people were taken by their parents to the big city to develop, and only Situ Liang was left, but because I went to school, I rarely played with him, after all, we were not in the same elementary school, that is, during the holidays, we could be together."
"One summer vacation in elementary school, I accompanied my family to visit relatives, and after eating, I came to the river to play boringly, but I accidentally fell into the small river that was not too turbulent, but there was nothing I could do about it."
"It just so happened that Situ Liang was doing farm work with his relatives nearby, and then he saw it, jumped down without hesitation, and rescued me, maybe, this is the first time I regarded him as my new hero, right?"
"Since that day, I have had a serious illness, and I have been reprimanded by my family for a long time, my personality has begun to change, I am no longer a good girl, not a cute girl who is curious about many things, but more towards the direction of a strong character, maybe ......"
"That's when I started to fall in love with rock music, right? Anyway, I think it's a little funny, huh......"
Talking to himself, Xu Yue also picked up a cigarette from the coffee table in front of him.
took out two and handed Lin Fei a cigarette.
After hesitating for a moment, Lin Fei still took it.
At this time, he understood that what Xu Yue needed was listening and companionship.
A cigarette was lit, and the smell quickly spread through the room, which numbed the nerves.
As if he had gained courage, Xu Yue continued to say.
"After that, I started to dress up as a boy, even my friends, most of them were boys, and I grew up a little bit, I learned to smoke, drink, and surf the Internet, because of this, I was scolded by my family a lot, and even in the end, I learned to go to the bar......"
"It's a place that is absolutely not suitable for a child like me, I understand, I know it deeply, but I always thought that I could handle it, so at the age of sixteen, I was just a freshman in high school, and even started skipping classes to go online, and after going online, I went to the bar to drink, dance and sing."
"I can't deny that at that time, I was definitely a child who had a headache when I watched it, but I also have to admit that it was during those days in the bar that my singing level had the biggest improvement in my life to now, I met a lot of big brothers and sisters who sang together, and many people no longer sing anymore, but for life, to seek other methods, but they really taught me a lot."
"And during that time, I noticed that there were often people who seemed to be following me, but I couldn't find it, maybe it was young and frivolous, I finally had an accident at the bar......"
"That day was my sixteenth birthday, and I invited a lot of friends from outside, and with the money I earned from singing, I invited everyone to drink, but ......"
As he spoke, Xu Yue's fists clenched tightly.
Through the smoke.
Lin Fei could clearly see the anger in Xu Yue's eyes.
After being hideous for a long time, Xu Yue eased up.
"There was a stranger who found me, and while I was not paying attention, he drugged my wine with the people I had that night, and it didn't take long for me to feel my consciousness gradually blur, and I saw a man walking outside with me in his arms."
"He took me out of the bar and ran to the hotel not far away, at that time, I was very panicked, but I didn't have the strength to shout, to call for help, I felt that the dark moment of my life was coming!"
And then ...... Was that Situ Liang who saved you? ”
Lin Fei asked softly on the side.
He is guiding Xu Yue to release his emotions.
For Xu Yue, this incident is definitely a shadow of her childhood.
From a psychological point of view, if you want Xu Yue to come out of this psychological shadow, you must let her talk out.
Lin Fei continued to fulfill his obligation as a listener.
Xu Yue continued.
"Yes, just when I was disheartened and about to lose consciousness, Situ Liang appeared, he rushed up desperately and entangled with the man, the man ran away for fear of an accident, and Situ Liang also hurriedly took me to the hospital."
"Later...... I called the police, and the person who was involved in the matter at the time were arrested, and even imprisoned, and I was reprimanded by my family again for a long time, but this time, I didn't have the mood to resist, I know, I was indeed wrong, people, only when I hit the south wall, I knew how to turn back, fortunately, because of the appearance of Situ Liang, I reined in the precipice. ”
"At that time, it was the second turning point in my life, I began to study hard, and I made music my first hobby in life, and I spent it until I graduated from high school."
"Later, Situ Liang left, I don't know where he went, and he didn't even leave a letter behind, and when I asked the neighbors, they didn't get any answer."
"And that's when I started to discover something."
"Since my sophomore year of high school, in fact, I have started original songs, which can be regarded as a little famous, Situ Liang often comes to tell me that he listened to my songs and shared his experience, after graduating from high school and disappearing, there is an account that appears, and in every song of mine, under every platform, I am posting my own experience."
"I didn't care, I thought it was just that my fans really liked me, I thought that Situ Liang walked without saying a word and became a passerby in my life......"
"Passerby ......"
Lin Fei shook his head.
"For a person's life, there are a lot of passers-by, but more, it's still memories, every memory has become the reason for your growth, later, how did Situ Liang appear?"
"It was in July of this year that we left school, and I took the time to go back home and saw him, so to speak, I was home."
"Later, we talked a lot, and I learned that after Situ Liang graduated from high school, he went abroad, majoring in finance, and after returning from graduation, he was directly hired as the CEO of a company in Haizhou, with an annual salary of 10 million, which is definitely a successful person."
"Heh......"
As he spoke, Xu Yue suddenly smiled, it was a kind of laughter of memory, and it was also a kind of shy laughter.
"This kid, the same as when he was a child, when he was a child, when he played with me, he liked to grind me, cheeky and fart-like, and it was still like this when he grew up, since we reunited again, he began to chase me, chasing with a dead face, and even this time I came to Hengdian to shoot MV, it is said that he deliberately took annual leave...... Fool a ......"
"Fool? Not necessarily, right? You should know what you think of him, don't you? ”
"This ...... Yes. ”
Xu Yue nodded shyly.
"Of course I know, this kid likes me, he is half a year younger than me, every day is like a younger brother who follows his sister, wherever I go, he appears."
"I think ......"
After thinking for a moment, Lin Fei said.
"You can't hang him like that, since you have feelings for him, why don't you stay with him? Don't mention me! You know what I'm thinking, and I can see how you feel about me right now! ”
"Oh, okay, okay, I won't let you take the blame."
Xu Yue said coquettishly.
"I just...... Oops, I just feel a little embarrassed, although the current celebrities are not allowed to fall in love, and they must remain love-only, but, I really crave love, I like the feeling of love, but I feel even more that he just came back, just chasing me so crazy, I always feel that it is a little bad to agree to him like this. ”
"I'm a girl! I need companionship, not ...... On a whim! ”
"On a whim? Ha ha! ”
Lin Fei burst out laughing.
"What are you laughing at?"
Xu Yue looked at Lin Fei in confusion.
Lin Fei smiled even more happily.
After a long time, Lin Fei finally eased up.
Looking at Xu Yue, Lin Fei smiled.
"When I was in college, a lot of people said you were a music-loving nerd, and it really didn't seem wrong."
"Why am I stupid? Oh, can you please stop talking about my college troubles? And again! What does that have to do with what I'm talking about today? ”
"It's a big deal! First ......"
Lin Fei pointed to the cup of sugar water in front of him and said: "This cup of sugar water was prepared by Situ Liang, on the way back, Situ Liang told me that he saw that you drank too much, worried that you would be uncomfortable, and wanted to let you drink some sugar water, so that your body could feel better, and he also told me to put less sugar, because he said that you told him when you were young that you don't like to eat too sweet things." ”
"What?!"
Xu Yue was stunned.
She sat on the couch in a daze, muttering to herself.
"Why...... When I was young, I inadvertently said a word, and he actually remembered it now......"
(PS: The protagonist's plot is about to enter the high-burning stage~)