233. Play the leading role in my life

With the economic stability in recent years, coupled with the serious phenomenon of entertainment, love has been re-used as hype and reduced to a part of capital harvesting.

Social animals are burdened by precious love, so they choose to lie flat, but the rich are happy to spend the money.

As one of Tadao Ando's trilogy of churches, the Mizukaku Church is located in the northern part of Hokkaido's Yubari Mountain Range, and combines the design concept of symbiosis with nature, and it is unrivaled in terms of fame and perception.

In front of the church, a large artificial pool was specially dug to draw clear spring water from the mountain forest, and the angle of reflection of light and shadow in the pool was designed.

Nestled deep in the mountains, it is surrounded by large forests and embraced by several winding rivers, which adds to the poignancy of snowy Hokkaido.

Light, shadow, wind, rain, grass and trees, water.

Many elements are designed in it, and the church complements each other, which looks dignified and elegant, quiet and solemn.

At this moment, in front of the church, Harumi Kogi, who was looking poor, wore a formal suit, supported the withered Chinata Ikeda, and listened to the staff's reminders.

"When the time comes, please come out of here, you can not look at the photographer, you two can just listen to the pastor."

"Please be quiet during the reading."

"If there's anything you want to say, we'll keep it quiet afterwards, and if you need props, please let us know in advance, and our staff will prepare them."

Of course, there is a dress rehearsal for a wedding.

Xiaomu Qingming has no experience, not to mention marriage, he has never even talked about love seriously, of course he is at a loss to deal with such a thing, and he often makes mistakes according to other people's steps, which makes him want to cry without tears.

However, the staff is professional, and the wedding schedule here is scheduled for the year after tomorrow, and I haven't seen any wind and waves, even if I suddenly fart when I was getting married, I can give you a blessing from the Lord, not to mention just simple nervousness.

On the contrary, it was that Chinatsu Ikeda, perhaps because he was older and had a lot of experience, or who saw a lot of things after he was sick, but he quietly encouraged Kogi Harumi on the side, and he did look like a good wife and mother.

"Your friend's wife doesn't seem to be in good health?"

In the third row of benches below the church, Mizusawa Summer Night's eyes flickered, staring at the two people on the stage.

Yuan Laiguang nodded and said silently:

"Ikeda-san is in the advanced stage of kidney failure, has undergone three dialysis sessions, and is in poor physical condition."

"Is there no suitable kidney for transplantation?"

Mizusawa Summer Night received an answer, furrowed his slender willow eyebrows, and muttered for a moment before he said:

"Depending on the child's mental state, peritoneal dialysis or hemodialysis should not live long."

It's a bit cruel to say that, though.

But it's true.

In the advanced stage of kidney failure, even if there is a suitable kidney transplant, you can live for about 10 years at most, not counting rejection and various complications.

Yuan Laiguang didn't answer her question, but sighed slightly, moved his gaze to her and looked at her, and asked with a strange face: "Putting this aside, today is not the time for a wedding, why did Miss Mizusawa change into a wedding dress?" ”

In his sight, Mizusawa Summer Night was wearing a pure white wedding dress, with pearl-white skin on his shoulders and a glittering necklace on his smooth neck, and the whole person looked very radiant.

The curves of the chest are exquisitely full, the legs are covered by a pleated skirt, and the glass earrings are reflected in the surroundings.

The forehead bangs are tucked together on the sides of the cheeks.

Maybe it's because the church is more heated, her face has a red glow, and the charm in her eyes is much weaker than usual, more smart and beautiful.

If it is said that when I first met each other at the banquet, I left the image of a wife, then now I am a beauty to be married, and I am not at all like the wife of a three-man wife, which is simply a beautiful and unbelievable thing.

"Prepare for our wedding." Mizusawa heard him ask on a summer night, and chuckled like a spring breeze.

Yuan Laiguang laughed, and didn't eat her at all: "Miss Mizusawa has experience in this area. ”

"It's okay, I've held three weddings here, and I'm familiar with all the processes, and if I get married, I can really save a lot of things."

Hearing his sarcasm, Mizusawa did not retreat but advanced in the summer night, looking at him sideways with a smile.

Yuan Laiguang didn't say anything when he heard this.

After nearly half a minute, he still didn't mean to speak, still looking at the two people on the stage.

It's just different from just now.

His face sank even more.

It's like sulking.

This micro-expression makes people not see any flaws.

Mizusawa was a little surprised, feeling that he was changing too quickly, squinting his eyes and leaning his face lightly, and asked in a somewhat curious tone, "What's wrong, jealous?" ”

"Not really."

"What's wrong with that?"

Yuan Laiguang said with a solemn face: "Miss Mizusawa has done it here three times, but as a result, all three husbands have died, presumably this water church is not a good place, I am thinking about whether to let Qingming get married in another place." ”

He touched his chin, as if he was really thinking about it, and pretended to take it out of his pocket and inquire about other nearby wedding venues.

Mizusawa Xia Ye's face changed suddenly, and he threw out beautiful words without hesitation: "You go to die!" ”

The soft palm touched his thigh, and his index finger and thumb twisted fiercely, tilting the anger in his heart.

Seeing that Yuan Laiguang beside her was pinched by herself and frowned, she let go of her hand with satisfaction, turned her head sideways to look at the couple on the stage and didn't look at him.

Although just being guided to do the simple process.

But that Ikeda Chinatsu's body was very weak, and now his face was very hidden, and his body looked shaky, as if he could fall down when the wind blew.

And Xiao Mu Qingming beside her apologized to the staff and hurriedly helped her down to rest.

Carrying a cup of hot water with him, he saw Harumi Kogi take out some medicine from the bag he brought, pour bottles of calculated pills into his hands, and after feeding Chixia Ikeda with his own hands, he choked and quickly patted his back.

Even though the heating in the church was turned on, he took off his coat and put a shawl on her beside him first.

This meticulous care made Mizusawa Natsuya, who was watching silently from a distance, his eyes flicker, and he put his finger on his face and tapped it, not knowing what he was thinking for a while.

"Isn't he afraid that the kid isn't sincere?"

She sat next to her and suddenly asked.

Yuan Laiguang shook his head, and also looked at Qingming with a complicated expression: "How do I know about other people's affairs." ”

Sincerely, he felt sorry for it.

As the most considerate person who came to this world to live with him, Kogi Harumi should be happy to find true love, but judging by the physical condition of that Ikeda-san, I'm afraid it really won't last long.

Dying at the time of your favorite is 10,000 times more painful than a couple falling in love in a different place.

Yuan Laiguang has also tried his best, but the matching organs are too difficult to appear, even if he is rich and powerful, there is no way, this is the first time he feels powerless.

"If I want a man to love me like this, with my professional experience, what should I do to achieve it?"

"When you don't love him, he loves you the most."

"So there's no such thing as perfect love?"

"Maybe there is, like they are, but I'm not sure, because I don't believe it either."

Yuan Laiguang crossed his arms and continued:

"There are no two people who are naturally suitable, only two hearts that have experienced running-in, but the heart can't be seen or touched, and there is no way to take it out, so they are suspicious of each other, and they like it gradually and don't like it."

"Did you ever have a love affair when you were young?"

Mizusawa Natsuya's body approached again.

"Love?" Yuan Laiguang turned his head and asked with a smile: "If I say yes, Miss Mizusawa won't say it, what kind of elementary school student's love is this?" ”

"Of course not, tell me, I'm curious."

Yuan Laiguang looked at her red lips, her charming eyes overflowed with curiosity, and she sat on the bench silent for a long time, and her eyes gradually showed a look of nostalgia.

"I guess it was when I was in high school."

"Sixteen or seventeen years old..."Mizusawa Summer Night's green white finger tapped his chin and calculated in his heart.

"I was only sixteen years old at the time, and I ran into that person, and to be honest, I can't breathe until now."

Yuan Laiguang continued to speak calmly with his eyes.

This is what happened to him in high school before.

I once sprained my foot during a practice session, and limped to the infirmary alone, where I met a young female doctor who had just come to work, and he was grinning and trying to buy some medicine, but found that the female doctor was red-eyed.

Out of curiosity, he asked more, maybe it was also a female doctor who had just graduated, and he didn't suppress the emotions in his heart at that time, and some people couldn't help but burst the embankment with tears of concern.

After taking the medicine, the two are still saying that because they are both relatively young, there is no age gap, and he is relatively weak, so he often runs to the infirmary, and the two slowly get acquainted with each other.

Because of this, he learned about the female doctor, was cracked by his boyfriend in college, conceived a child but was beaten by force, and watched his beloved change his mind.

Out of kindness, he didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only bring some food often between classes, tell her a lot of things around him, and run to the infirmary whenever he was free, almost not a day for the whole semester.

Affection arises in being alone, but he knows that it is impossible, so he never expresses his heart.

But one day before the holiday, when he went to look for the female doctor again, he found that an uninvited guest had come, and it was her ex-boyfriend who came back to look for her.

didn't choose to go in and bother, watching her go from resistance to submissiveness being held in the arms of the man.

After the person left, Yuan Laiguang didn't question the other party, but just said that the man was not her home, and she should find a reliable man.

But the other party is like a cat with its tail stepped on.

The gentleness of the past is completely gone, the company of months is worthless, and when he heard that he had left his lost boyfriend, the other party instantly changed his face, threw away the snacks he brought, and kicked him out of the infirmary.

It was from that time that Yuan Laiguang knew that giving sincerity may not necessarily be rewarded, and you think that you are important to the other party may only be what you think.

The impression of the other party's last words is still clear.

"You're just a child, don't be arrogant enough to casually point out the feelings of adults, you don't understand at all!"

Speaking of this, Yuan Laiguang was silent.

Mizusawa Xia Ye gently stroked his hair, the smile on his face rarely retracted, looked at the side face of Yuan Laiguang, and gently stroked his palm on his shoulder: "What happened later?" ”

Although I didn't witness the process with my own eyes, this kind of thing is definitely a big blow to high school students.

She listened to it with some waves in her heart.

Compared with what the female doctor said, she thought that Yuan Laiguang was very mature, but that woman didn't know what to do, and it was foreseeable that she would not lose anything if she was abandoned.

"Later..."Yuan Laiguang frowned and meditated for a while before he spoke: "Later, I didn't know. ”

"Huh? This isn't your story? ”

Mizusawa Summer Night's face was stunned.

"Of course it is, if it's fake." Yuan Raiguang's eyebrows furrowed, and he pointed to his head with a smile: "The story I just came up with in my head." ”

“......”

Mizusawa's temples drummed wildly on a summer night.

What about you wasting your old lady's feelings?

Suddenly, she was angry, and her chest rippled.

"Do you know what you end up with if a story doesn't trick you into tears?"

"What will you get?"

Mizusawa Xia Ye laughed very angrily, the hand that was originally on his shoulder slid down, directly pinched the soft waist, and gradually exerted his strength: "Of course I am angry." ”

If you are angry, you will be angry, do you have to pinch it?

What will you use in the future if you are broken?

Yuan Laiguang felt the pain, frowned and removed her hand, and when he saw her ugly face, he added:

"Actually, I didn't lie to you, I did like the doctors in the school hospital, but I just embellished the story."

"Are you sure you're not lying?"

Mizusawa's strength to struggle on a summer night was slightly loosened.

"Of course not." Yuan Laiguang said with a serious face: "After all, that is the seventy-sixth woman I met when I was the most powerless and wanted to protect the most. ”

Mizusawa couldn't help but be stunned when he heard this.

I still tasted his words repeatedly.

Little by little, his face was covered by clouds.

"You're really too long."

Her smirk felt like her whole face was going to stiffen.

Mizusawa Natsuya thinks she's quite smart.

But she is such a smart self, but she has been fooled by Yuan Laiguang again and again, and she feels that her breasts have become smaller.

"I'm not a long-term disdain, I'm just using this story to tell you the answer to the question I just asked."

Yuan Laiguang saw her hand poking out again, his eyelids couldn't help jumping wildly, and he coughed twice and explained.

Mizusawa Xia Ye's movements were sluggish, and he asked again with a smile: "So there is really no perfect love?" ”

"As far as I'm concerned, I can only rely on acting." Yuan Laiguang said.

"Have you considered becoming an actor?" Mizusawa Summer Night stretched out his hands, leaned on him, and said with charming eyes under the white veil: "Play the leading role in my life." ”

A clear but not greasy aroma pours into the tip of the nose.

With her question falling.

Minamoto Raimitsu's mind involuntarily appeared with the figures of Liangying Amami and Sakutsu Koto, as well as Kamiya Seiko and even the Imperial Medicine Bag Chayin, so after repeated consideration, he finally shook his head slowly.

"I'm really sorry about this, the schedule in this life is too full, I'm afraid I can't be busy, and I will definitely be in the next life."