Chapter 319: Wandering
His voice was deliberately very high, just to let people see the coldness behind this gentle and elegant Mrs. Shen.
Su An'an paused as he got up and left, turned around slowly, and finally had waves in his dead eyes.
"Did you raise me so big out of love, or out of profit? If I lose my value, will you come back to see me, and do you know that you have a daughter named Su An'an? ”
Su Sheng's expression darkened, and he snorted, "What are you talking about, you are my daughter after all, of course my father hopes that you will live well, how can he not remember you." ”
She smacked slightly, "Really?" ”
Do you really want her to do well?
In her previous life, when she begged to the door and was ruthlessly driven out, when it was cold and snowy, and there was no money to eat, did his father send someone to take a look?
He wished that she would die soon, so that he would not have to embarrass the Su family.
The pain of her previous life, after a long time, she should have forgotten it, but maybe it was really a bad mood today, it was too bad, and she remembered the feeling of being kicked out at that time.
"I'm doing well now, you came to me and looked like a loving father, but when I first got married, did you take a look, did you ask, and you even withheld the dowry that my mother left me, how did you not show such kindness at that time!"
"Actually, you only care about your reputation and interests from beginning to end, it doesn't matter who your daughter is, it doesn't matter who you marry, as long as it's good for you, Su Pingping, you used to love you in every way, but now it's useless, didn't you just give up?"
"Su Sheng, you have never loved any child, you only love yourself, you are not worthy of being a father!"
Su Sheng sank his eyebrows suddenly, Which daughter is not soft and submissive, The first time he met someone who was so squirming with him, he immediately couldn't help but roar: "Su An'an, I think you are crazy, you dare to say this about your biological father?" Your current scenery is not all given by me, it wasn't me who brought you this marriage at that time, where can you talk to me so big and small. ”
"You have stiff wings now, you dare to be so rebellious, are you going to cut off relations with me in a few days......"
Su Sheng was extremely angry, and accused Su Anan of many things in righteous words, and his voice was shocking, and he couldn't wait for the whole house to know that his daughter was a heartless person.
The feeling of exhaustion crept in again, and she felt so tired, so tired that she didn't want to say a word or listen to a word more.
"Okay, let's cut ties."
She spoke calmly, interrupting Su Sheng, who was babbling.
Su Sheng was stunned, thinking that he had misheard, and before he could confirm a sentence, he heard her add again: "The grace of nurturing, I think you should know that I have repaid it, and from now on, I have nothing to do with the Su family!" ”
It doesn't matter if the family tree is removed from the name, or if the relationship is severed, it's all good, anyway, she won't go back to the Su Mansion again.
Without her mother's house, it is no longer her home.
"Cuiyan, send off!"
She turned around and left, leaving Su Nian to watch behind her with wide eyes, Su Sheng roared beyond measure, and the insult drifted far, far away.
Su Anan felt that the voice was like a magic sound in his ears, everywhere.
Noisy, really noisy, so noisy that her eyes were red, and she covered her ears tightly......
After the moon set, the phantom in the darkness glanced at it, and in less than a moment, the courtyard fell silent.
It was so secretly quiet that even the servants trembled and did not dare to make a loud noise.
Cui Yan hurriedly grabbed the young lady's hand to comfort her.
She didn't expect the lord to scold Miss like this in the house, she really loves her daughter, but she is making trouble, who would deliberately shout so loudly to make her daughter embarrassed, the master really didn't think about Miss a little, just thinking about squeezing the value.
Su Anan looked at Cuiyan's panicked comfort, and suddenly choked up and said, "I'm tired, I want to rest." ”
Cui Yan's heart ached for a moment, and her eyes turned red, "The slave will help you go back to rest, and no one will disturb you." ”
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Su Anan almost fell asleep on the bed, but he was not stable in his sleep.
She dreamed of her long-lost past life, of that winter morning, when she heard the news of his death.
The dream is like a replay of a person's memories before death, and the scenes pass in front of her......
She saw the way she chopped wood day and night, saw the scene of being bullied, and saw the scene of scratching her face with a hairpin because she didn't want to sell her body.
The hairpin was pointy, sharp, and the pain of sadness and humiliation engraved on her face, she couldn't even remember it for a while.
There was no wave in his eyes, as if he was numb.
Like a wandering soul, she continued to wander in the dream, and in a flash, she saw Yao Niang.
Yao Niang is a drunkard and has no moderation, she struggled to dissuade her, and at that time, she finally had a bit of a human appearance.
It's just that his face is still covered with a dark cloth, wrapped in only a pair of clear eyes, and he is out of place in the smoky and green flower building.
Yao Niang looked into her eyes for a long time, and suddenly laughed.
She picked up the wine jar and drank it wantonly, and even pulled her to drink.
Yao Niang scolded and scolded, and seemed to be in a bad mood.
Su Anan couldn't remember why she was in a bad mood at that time, she only knew that she drank a lot, and she gave up on herself and said that life is impermanent, everything is destined, what is the struggle for, it is better to lie down and enjoy it.
She laughed and burst into tears, "Come, An'an, drink with me, if you are a sister, drink with me, don't ask me what's wrong, don't persuade me, just accompany me?" ”
She had never drunk alcohol, and that was the only time she drank with Yao Niang.
Yao Niang was drunk and unconscious, kept holding her hand, and finally said obsessively, "I really want to have your eyes." ”
That kind of clear, translucent, clean is something she no longer deserves.
Su Anan sighed deeply......
Yao Niang wants to have her eyes, why doesn't she want to have Yao Niang's strength......
In a blink of an eye, it was snowing again in her dream, and she saw Poor Man's Alley.
The alley where he was buried at the end was exactly the same as before he died.
The rotten strife in the alleys, the filthy mold, the vulgar obscenities, the laughter that can be passed......
She wandered, not knowing whether it was a memory or emotion, and she was cold, and saw a corpse lying quietly in the darkest corner of the alley.
Before he died, his red and swollen hand only wanted to catch a handful of white snow......
It's a pity that it didn't catch......
As the snow began to fall, many beggars moved their places and squatted in a tented place to continue begging.
She looked back at the stiff corpse, stood still for a long time, and watched the snow fall, falling one by one, looking at the white snow, and finally burying the corpse that no one cared about.
A sorrow came over her, and the despair crept back into her mind, and she stepped back, trying to escape the final end.
But as soon as she turned around, she suddenly saw a figure.
That long-lost, strange and attached figure.
He was dressed in black and walked slowly, and the people behind him spontaneously stood at the entrance of the alley to guard.
Su An looked at him steadily, and his eyes were sour.
The man squatted down, stretched out his hand to gently dust the snow off the corpse, and he was silent for a long, long time before he said in a dumb voice, "I'm sorry......"
Then he picked up the lifeless corpse.
At that time, she was dirty, but she saw that he did not dislike her and carried her away.
He made her a grave, and the grave was full of plum blossoms.
Su An'an's tears suddenly jumped out of her eyes, it turned out that there was someone else who collected her body in her previous life?
It turned out that he remembered her......
She couldn't stop crying, looking at his back and shouting, helplessly shouting the name that made her feel distressed.
Shen Juncheng, Shen Juncheng......
Written in the past life~
(End of chapter)