Su Anan didn't seem to notice his abnormality, and happily pulled him out of the door, went to paste Spring Festival couplets, window flowers, set off firecrackers, and gave questions to the little maids.

Shen Juncheng kept looking at her, his eyes were rendered by her happiness, and he temporarily forgot everything.

Chinese New Year's Eve is a happy day for the whole family, and the most important thing is the reunion dinner.

Generally, it is eaten at night, and the New Year's Eve is observed after eating.

However, she didn't have time, so she moved to noon, and it was called noon to eat and go out in the evening.

The Chinese New Year's Eve in the capital is naturally lively, with various activities on the streets, fireworks, lights, and the hustle and bustle spread far away to the deserted Hou Mansion.

Shen Juncheng paused, smiled and said, "Okay." ”

Su Anan happily personally arranged a few dishes, which were not sumptuous, but they were all his favorite foods, and he also made dumplings himself.

When the hot dumplings were served, the smoke created a vague wall of fog between the two of them.

For a moment, Shen Juncheng couldn't see her clearly.

Su Anan cooked vegetables for him, because when he pretended to be blind before, she used to cook vegetables, and she was used to it.

While cutting vegetables, he said where he wanted to play, and his eyes were full of longing.

Shen Juncheng looked at her, and suddenly said, "Didn't you say to go to the bamboo house?" ”

"I've already gone to set it up in advance, let's go to the bamboo hut first."

He put down his chopsticks, took her hand, and said softly, "The places you mentioned, when we come back from the bamboo house, I will take you to see them." ”

"There is also Yanxia Town, I didn't go to the place when I was going to go, I will definitely take you there this time."

Su An'an paused, then nodded with a smile, "Good ......"

She lowered her eyes, picked up chopsticks and urged: "Eat quickly, it's cold, dumplings are easy to get cold." ”

He let out a soft "um".

For a while, the lively atmosphere on the table, which was originally disguised, finally slowly dissipated.

The two ate silently, neither of them spoke, and they didn't know what they were thinking.

Time passes, and it's time to leave this meal.

Su Anan got up and said that he was going to prepare, and he would go out later.

Shen Juncheng suddenly spoke, as if talking to himself: "I've been waiting, waiting for you to take the initiative to tell me." ”

From yesterday to now, he was waiting for her to speak.

Su Anan froze for a moment, and slowly looked back at him.

He looked at her, his expression indescribably complicated, as if he was expecting something, and fearing something, his pale eyes, only reflected her gorgeous red......

Su Anan lowered her eyelashes, tried hard to raise a smile, tried hard for a long time, but gave up.

"I'm sorry ......"

She took out a letter from her cuff, slowly placed it in front of Shen Juncheng, and said again, "I'm sorry......"

Shen Juncheng didn't open the letter, but just glanced at the three words on the envelope and clenched his palm.

"Why?"

Su Anan pursed her lips, "You know everything, don't you?" ”

Since last night, from the time he started asking about the jade butterfly, she knew that he had guessed.

She wanted to leave quietly, not to face the parting scene, so that there would be a little less nostalgia.

However, it backfired.

What should be faced is still to be faced.

She lowered her eyelashes, her tone a little melancholy, "You all know about my Gu, including the moonset, only me and Cui Yan are in the dark, stupidly thinking that it is just to regulate a body."

In fact, if she was a little suspicious at the time, she should have guessed that if it was an ordinary conditioning body, why would she send Senior Brother Maoming and Aunt Xiao at the same time, sure enough, she believed in him too much, and she also fell into his tenderness, and she was stupid to see everything clearly.

She pretended to sigh, "No wonder, no wonder you have been following me everywhere recently, you are nervous everywhere, and now that it is now, you don't have to hide it from me, I heard Mingyu say, I have three months to ...... at most"

"No, it won't." Shen Juncheng suddenly interrupted her, "Mao Ming said, although the Gu in your body is complicated and not easy to solve, but it can be suppressed, how can I let you die, how can I watch you die......"

Su Anan smiled softly.

"Even though the Gu in my body is suppressible, but the Gu in your body can't wait."

One sentence made Shen Jun's pupils shrink.

"I know, Bingxin Dan can actually solve my Gu, but it's a pity, both of us are fierce Gu, Bingxin Dan can only choose to solve one, if you solve me, you will definitely not have it, if you solve yours, I can't wait, in fact, I know your dilemma."

"The only hope is to find Liang Guangwen, and after learning about it at that time, I also reported this hope, so I pretended not to know and didn't let you see the abnormality."

"It's just that we're all out of luck."

Su Anan sighed and sighed deeply, "Liang Guangwen was captured by Zhou Qing, and the antidote is in his hands." ”

"He contacted me the day before yesterday......"

The more she spoke, the slower she became, and finally looked at him, reluctantly pulled out a smile, and let herself look a little free and easy: "For the sake of the two of us being safe, I had to agree." ”

"Actually, that's the best way to go, isn't it?"

She seemed to be saying it to herself, and it seemed to convince herself, and her tone was full of helplessness.

Shen Juncheng suddenly closed his eyes.

Although he had guessed, his heart tingled when he heard it, especially when she said it calmly.

"So, is this letter of harmony and departure requested by him?"

On the envelope she put down just now, there were three eye-catching big characters, which stabbed his eyes.

Su Anan lowered his eyelashes, lowered his head and twisted his handkerchief, and muttered, "He wants me to leave and leave with you, and I will never have anything to do with it from now on." ”

The letter sent by Zhou Qing yesterday, in addition to setting the time to leave, also set this requirement.

Su Anan thought about it for a long time, and spent an afternoon embroidering, and finally, decided to agree.

She is gone, so don't drag that title in his way, and also, no longer deserve to have this identity......

Shen Juncheng's expression gradually cooled, and the coldness made her feel like she had seen it for the first time, and it was difficult to approach.

"He wants you to leave, you leave, he wants you to reconcile with me, you leave, do you really love me?"

It was only three days before she made her choice......

Su An settled down, clutched the handkerchief and didn't make a sound, just stared at him like that, his eyes seemed to penetrate his deep eyes, and he saw his own powerlessness.

Have you ever loved it, of course you have loved it?

It was because of love that she chose to go.

has been relived once, what life and death can't let go, the only thing she can't let go of is him.

No, let her watch him die.

Or is he a walking dead after his own death?

In this way, it is better to leave a concern and a belief to him, even if this belief is hate.

She shook her head, swept away the reluctance and melancholy in her heart, and let herself look selfish and ruthless, "I loved you, but I'm sorry, I also want to live." ”

"Forgive me, I'm still young, I don't want to die yet, stay by your side, I'm going to face death one day sooner or later, you forgive me, I'm also afraid......"

(End of chapter)