309. Let's not go back tonight
"That kid is much more emotionally stable."
"It's really thanks to you this time."
"Don't thank me, let one of your girlfriends coax another girlfriend, only you can think of it."
"I'm sorry for the suddenness of the incident."
Yuan Laiguang apologized sincerely with an expression, and glanced at the White Tiger Pond in the West Shrine of the Heian Shrine on the right hand, and there were large pools of iris growing on the edge of the pool, but they hadn't opened yet.
After eating the tofu dishes last night, the four of them all went back to the pavilion, and it seemed that his plan to let the imperial medicine bag tea sound enlighten the good shadow Tianhai was very successful, and he didn't make trouble when he got home at night, and spent the night peacefully.
Today's weather is good, the sun is stretching their limbs, and the sky is blue and cloudless.
There is a two-day vacation after participating in the training, and during this rare and leisurely vacation, Minamoto Raiguang proposes to go out with the imperial medicine bag Chayin, and Sakutsu Koto and Liangying Tianhai have no objections, knowing that they have something to say.
Actually the pavilion is in Heian Jingu Okazaki Hoshoji Town.
It is very close to Okazaki Nishitennocho in Sakyo Ward, where Heian Jingu Shrine is located, and it is only ten minutes away.
But I haven't been there once.
So half of it was to relax, and the other half wanted to take advantage of the opportunity to be alone to say something, and Minamoto Yoriko and the Imperial Medicine Bag Chayin came here on foot from the Actually Pavilion.
However, when it came to the topic just now, the expression of the imperial medicine bag tea sound with his hands flat on the side of the stone railing of the White Tiger Pond was a little subtle, with a smile on his sideways face, and a few strands of green hair were obliquely attached to his mouth.
Yuan Laiguang is not a person with dull senses, and he has fallen in love with the grandmaster until now, and they are a little affectionate with each other, so they are not very happy to know her.
Come to think of it, as one of his nominal girlfriends, not only has to get along with him, but also shoulders to comfort people with the same status as himself, it's strange to think about it, and it will naturally make people feel uncomfortable.
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"Are you still used to sleeping when you come back?" Yuan Laiguang was not very easy to accept this sentence, and looked into the distance tactically.
In terms of feelings, shifting the subject and tactical subservience can solve a lot of problems, at least not make things worse, and there is no need to show machismo.
It's undoubtedly stupid to judge what I do, even in this era, the status and wealth that come with it are not overwhelming, unless you don't care at all about the women you use to overwhelm you.
"Are you tempting me?" The eyes of the royal medicine bag tea flickered a few times, slowly retracted his gaze, and said in a slightly self-pitying tone: "Even if you are used to it, you have to say that you are not used to it, after all, you are about to get married." โ
Of course he could hear such an obvious point, and he asked her out today for this reason.
If you don't fight back after being beaten, it doesn't mean you really won't fight back.
It may be that she is saving, and she will exchange patience for no worse results, and it is obvious that her behavior is so.
It is self-evident how careful the Grandmaster is.
Like Tianhai's kind of character, knowing that he is going to get married without making a fuss or two, it is absolutely uneasy, and this child is the most impulsive, if he is not easy to cared for, he may be able to do something impulsive.
Since you want to appease her, you naturally have to have a suitable candidate to appease her, and neither Yuan Laiguang nor the little girl can do it.
The position determines the human senses, and the source of the light is the core issue of this matter, no matter how objectively he explains to Liangying Tianhai, the other party will also have a kind of non-stop explanation that he exculpates himself and blooms with lotus flowers.
It might be better understood from a different perspective.
Like an ordinary couple arguing and having an attitude disagreement over a trivial matter, if a man explains to a girl why he did it, the latter may think that he is doing it for his own benefit and does not want to listen to it.
But if you change to a girl's friend and persuade the latter as the latter, the effect will be immediately different.
In fact, the best candidate is Sakuhara Koto, but her personality is cowardly, and she is both insensitive and confused in dealing with interpersonal relationships, and it will be difficult to leave this matter to her, not to mention that even when she first came back, it seemed that her emotions were on the verge of collapse.
Therefore, the grandmaster who can overpower the master, and has strong emotional control and infectious energy is the best choice.
She is not a person who can write her emotions on her face, and she is sensible just right, even if it is a scene that she does not want to do in her heart, she will not make trouble in public, and this kind of thing is very simple, it is a trivial matter for her.
However, if she can do it well, it doesn't mean that she doesn't have a temper, isn't this just coming to Xingshi to ask for guilt.
"Don't worry too much about me." The imperial medicine bag Chayin put away his arm on the stone fence and said: "Even after marriage, I will be a qualified vase, and I will not be like that child, thinking about conceiving a child all day long to stabilize my position." โ
Yuan Laiguang was a little surprised when he heard this, turned his head to look at her and asked, "Are you really not going to have children?" โ
"I'm not the only daughter in the family, I always have someone else's surname when I get married, and I don't like children very much."
The imperial medicine bag tea sound did not twist back his face, and still looked at the spring water that came out of the center of the White Tiger Pond, but when it came to the year after tomorrow, the voice was much more ethereal than before.
This kind of statement is obviously ironic.
Yuan Laiguang remembered a night before, and asked with a smile: "Don't like children and still look at maternal and child products?" โ
The thin eyebrows of the imperial medicine bag tea sound raised slightly.
"How do you know?"
"That day in your room, the night we both drank together, your phone was on the table without a lock screen."
This reason is not valid, and the imperial medicine bag Chayin frowned and said, "I watched you fall asleep with my own eyes." โ
Yuan Laiguang smiled, got up and patted the sleeve of the chair on the stone railing: "You haven't seen me wake up with your own eyes." โ
The expression of the imperial medicine bag tea was slightly stunned, as if she thought that when she opened her eyes that morning, she saw the eyes of Yuan Laiguang, and her face rose crimson, but this emotion was quickly suppressed by her.
"I'm not very interested in these things, and besides, I'm more afraid of getting into big trouble than my personal wishes."
"So you really don't plan to be a mom anymore?"
"What's wrong with you? Are you afraid that I haven't given you a baby, so you can run away at any time, right? โ
The imperial medicine bag Chayin finally stopped looking at the White Tiger Pool, turned the beautiful cheeks, and showed a slight smile in his eyes, but this smile was obviously not from the heart, but it was hidden that it was not a smile.
Their relationship is not a pure relationship of interests, but it is also a mixture of emotional interests.
It is well known that a woman who has a baby will develop a strong dependence on her significant other, so in the invisible corner, those who have multiple partners and do not have the energy to take care of them have to have children.
Although Mrs. Kobayashi can't avoid this, it is still guaranteed to be self-aware in general.
Hearing this, Yuan Laiguang looked at the sarcasm in her eyes and was a little speechless, he definitely didn't expect this just now, it seems that the grandmaster's resentment towards himself is really not low, otherwise he would not be like this.
"Am I that distrustful of you?"
"It looks like that now."
"Besides, before Yuanjun touched me, he knew what kind of person I was, so he was always very worried."
With that, she slowly walked away from the place, seemingly walking towards the depths, but as soon as she took two steps, she suddenly said, "After all, my past is a big stain. โ
Yuan Laiguang stood in place thoughtfully.
But after a few seconds of silence, he looked at the imperial medicine bag tea sound who was about to walk to the torii gate of Yingtianmen not far away, and followed.
The two of them walked around immersively for a while.
Covering an area of more than 70,000 meters, the Heian Shrine is not ordinarily large, from the gate, the cloister, the side hall to the main hall and the pavilions on both sides, all of them are very colorful red frame tiles and white walls, and the traditional beauty is very rich.
The white gravel laid on the ground is a bit hard.
It's a weekday, and with the fact that it's not one of the most popular spots in Kyoto and the huge area, the crowds of people wandering around Heian Jingu Shrine are sparse.
The imperial medicine bag Chayin is still a woman after all.
Since she is a woman and has not undergone professional physical training, her physical strength will naturally not be too good.
After an hour of wandering, she finally got tired.
There is a special rest area in the garden, as well as vending machines and snack areas, and she bought two cans of grape soda at the vending machine and handed him one.
"Poofโ"
The carbon dioxide soon bubbled.
The imperial medicine bag tea sound took a small sip.
And Yuan Laiguang looked at the can a little distracted.
His anomaly was soon discovered.
The Imperial Medicine Bag Chayin glanced at it, moved away the can with the lip prints on the mouth of the can, looked at Yuan Laiguang, who was distracted by him, and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?" โ
"Well, Chayin, you've always drunk that kind of drink with a lottery in a bottle cap or in a can."
Yuan Laiguang looked at the grape soda and said suddenly.
"Thank you for your patronage and congratulations on winning?"
"That's right."
"What do you want to say?"
On the seat of the mahogany chair, Minamoto Raiguang placed the grape soda in his hand in the empty space between the two of them.
He stared at a spot above the can.
When the Imperial Medicine Bag Tea Yin was about to ask with a suspicious face, he suddenly spoke slowly.
"When many couples are dating, they will be very affectionate at the beginning of the curiosity and sweetness they have just met, and they often can't see each other's shortcomings."
"But after a long time, there will always be people, or each other, who will start to hold on to each other's past, whether it is a previous lover or a small problem that occurs everywhere in life, they will feel that this is a stain."
"Take a drink that may win the lottery as an example, for example, if you buy a can of drink, when you just open the pull tab and see the word thank you, you don't believe that you didn't win the lottery, so you have to pull the pull ring all the way."
"Even if you open it and see thank you for your patronage, maybe you are still angry in your heart, thinking about why you didn't win the lottery every time you bought this drink, and then you will fall into a cycle, distressed that you didn't win the lottery or even angry."
"It's the same when it comes to love, after dating, I know the other party's past, I still don't believe it if I like it and I'm angry, and I continue to associate with each other, but the contradictions between the two sides will become more and more with this."
The imperial medicine bag Chayin understood, this was to point out what she had just said to herself to laugh at herself, because she just said that sentence thinking that Yuan Laiguang would turn over her old accounts in the future.
But these words could not move her, so after a short silence, there was still distrust in her eyes.
So she laughed and looked at him in a mocking tone: "Then do you say that this situation can still be solved?" โ
"Of course, there are solutions, for example, if you just pull open a little tab and see a thank you, you can secretly put it back in place, or you can buy it and throw it away directly because you are angry, and you don't need to look at the back anymore."
Yuan Laiguang smiled, finally picked up the unopened can of grape soda, opened the pull ring and took a sip, looking directly into the eyes of the imperial medicine bag Chayin:
"Is it still painful? If you don't have the prerequisites to pull down, you won't be in pain. โ
"So in terms of dating, some people probably know what the other party's past is like before dating, so since they have chosen to go on, there is no need to keep holding on to it."
"Even if you don't know it well, you should have an idea after a period of contact, and when both parties have not invested too much sunk cost, it is also a good choice to leave, at least you don't feel guilty about the liking in your heart, and you don't delay each other's time."
"I know that I probably won't win the lottery, but I have to care about the thank you for your patronage, and I'm angry and I've been competing with drinks, so why don't I buy it?"
Imperial Medicine Bag Chayin unconsciously turned her face, a little afraid to look directly into Yuan Laiguang's eyes, she is not a fool like Liangying Tianhai, she can fully understand his words, knowing that this is frankly saying that he doesn't care about his previous stigma, and his eyes are sincere.
In fact, her eyes were bright, and she knew that Yuan Laiguang had given herself as much equality and dignity as possible before this, and even until now, she was enjoying his treatment, but she did not pay what she agreed to.
And obviously there is not much room for negotiation in her position, but she is always worried about how he will be worried about himself in the future, and even does not hesitate to continue to tempt, but she is still greedy without being honest, and she can't help but be ashamed when she hears these words.
"I'm not going back tonight." The imperial medicine bag Chayin clenched the can tightly, and said without a beginning or an end.
Yuan Laiguang looked at her with an unexpected face.
He stared questioningly for a moment.
It took a long time to understand her determination.
"I don't like being outside." Yuan Laiguang put down the grape soda, and after a moment of silence, he said softly: "Especially since you are the first time, I always feel very bad in my heart." โ
The face of the imperial medicine bag tea sound hesitated, and he hesitated for a moment and said, "But Saki Hatsu-san and Liangkage-san are still at home." โ
"Are you afraid they'll hear it?" Yuan Laiguang understood this time, and a smile appeared on his face.
The imperial medicine bag tea voice was stunned, and said in a rather embarrassed tone: "It is absolutely impossible for me to make a sound." โ
"So what are you worried about?"
Yuan Laiguang continued to ask with a smile.
"Living under one roof, if I go to you, they'll find out, and maybe they'll be in the corner."
Imperial Medicine Bag Chayin's face changed twice, as if he was holding back something, and seeing that he didn't listen to his words at all and went outside, he couldn't help but explain.
Yuan Laiguang nodded when he heard this, his face showed a look of sudden realization, he touched his chin and looked at her with a strange look: "It seems that you are not a little lying on your stomach." โ
"The smell in your room is too mixed."
The imperial medicine bag Chayin gritted his teeth, twisted his cheeks a little crimson, and found a strange reason.
"Then go to your room."
Yuan Laiguang said this, and before the sound of the imperial medicine bag tea could react, he felt that his hand was directly held, and he walked outside the park in a daze.