CH.29 What a painful realization

"I'm back......" Zhou Yan, who is a road idiot, asked passers-by in many ways, and then found the Afterlife Inn with great difficulty.

Seeing Zhou Yan's figure, the red nose, who had been waiting anxiously in the lobby, finally breathed a sigh of relief, took the little girl from the latter's hand, saw that his eyes were still a little red and swollen, and asked with concern: "What's going on?"

"It's okay with her, I'm tired, let's rest first!" Zhou Yan, who was exhausted, waved his hand and said lightly.

I couldn't show excessive sadness in front of Xin'er just now, but now that I'm alone, the pain of fragility creeps up in my heart again.

The red nose wanted to speak and stopped, then shook his head, and said helplessly: "Then you rest early, I have opened the room, the third room on the right hand side of the staircase, I am next door to you, what is there to call me." ”

Zhou Yan didn't answer, and slowly walked towards the room with the handrail, even the stairs seemed so long, as if there was no end.

The little girl was about to follow up, but was hugged tightly by the red nose.

The red nose poked the beak of the little obedient and said with a wicked smile: "I will pamper you tonight, when people are old, their anger will be empty, your body should be warm, hehe!"

Xiao Liang had a sense of foreboding, wailed a few times, but unfortunately couldn't speak.

......

In the dead of night. It's silent.

There was only one room left in the inn, and there was still a faint light. It was Zhou Yan's room.

The dim candlelight danced. It's so faint, so small, you can't feel its light and heat if you don't get closer.

Everything that happened today was like a dream for Zhou Yan.

A nightmare.

I was shocked into a cold sweat, hoping that I would wake up soon.

Zhou Yan casually put his fingertips on the candle flame, but the sharp pain and burning smell from his skin clearly told him that this was reality, everything he didn't want to believe really happened, it was not a dream.

Creek ...... Creek ......

The person who once said that he would accompany me for the rest of my life......

Grandfather...... Creek ......

Why have all the people who said this have left me......

Am I not good enough, not qualified enough to have that kind of love?

Or was this promise a lie from the start?

However, who can accompany whom for the rest of their lives?

So, I was too naïve, and if I took it seriously, it would hurt so much now......

Family affection, love...... I have nothing now......

But have I really had one before?

If those were true before...... Now it doesn't exist anymore......

Maybe they wore a mask of hypocrisy from the beginning......

So, I've never had ......

I haven't really had, I haven't really had real family and love......

I won't have it in the future, will I......

I'm stupid enough......

But man cannot be deceived twice...... Otherwise, it will only make people laugh at it!

Something unfortunate happened to me!

I'm so unlucky......

inexplicably met a hooligan, was beaten not to mention, and inexplicably came to this inexplicable continent......

Almost got eaten by Warcraft......

I thought that if I didn't die, there would be a blessing in the future......

Survived...... I didn't expect it to be a bigger setback......

Sentimental wounds!

Deadly enough, isn't it......

Oh my God! Are you writing the script? Do you want to see my jokes? Are you deliberately trying to torture me? What the hell have I done? Enough is enough! Just take my life! As if I had never been to this world! As if there had never been such a person!

"Dark Demon Hand Knife!" The disheartened Zhou Yan launched a sixth-level dark magic, his palm was wrapped in black elements, like a sharp blade, emitting a cold and shiny dark light, the edge had already reached his throat, the epidermis was cut, and the blood was dripping down little by little......

"Dad!Mom!I'm sorry! I can't serve you anymore!Take good care of yourself!" Zhou Yan's eyes were closed, and there was a touch of determination, but tears broke out unwillingly.

By the way, Mom and Dad......

My parents are the only one child, I'm missing, they must be busy looking for me everywhere now, I don't know what happened to them?!

If I die, they will despair!

I am their hope to live!

Grandpa's death has already hit my parents hard!

I want to live well, I want to love them well!

What is this frustration of mine?! There are countless people in the world who are more unfortunate than me!

Isn't it a shame to look for death and life because of a small setback?

Grandpa's pampering made me too fragile and pampered, and I didn't have a strong enough heart to take on everything on my own.

I think I can get used to growing up alone, taking responsibility alone, and living alone.

Grandfather......

I will fight hard with your last wishes and with my guilt for you......

As for Xi Yi......

I can't give you happiness, but it won't stop you from finding it......

Bless you...... I hope you can be happy forever...... Sincerely......

I will prove that I can live well without you...... Had a great time......

Well, I'm going to practice magic well! I'm going to reach the realm of a holy magister as soon as possible! I'm going to go back to my parents!

Only if my strength is strong enough can I be valued and respected by others.

Zhou Yan looked at the weak candlelight in front of him, and felt a feeling of sympathy.

You are still a small flame, if you don't get closer, no one will feel your light, your heat!

However, I believe that one day you will ignite a blazing fire!

I want to work hard, and you have to work hard!

Zhou Yan sniffed, touched the body of the candle, returned to the bed, crossed his legs, closed his eyes, emptied his body and mind, and integrated his consciousness into the endless long night......

"Wow~~~"

Zhou Yan, who was immersed in cultivation, did not notice this strange scene, and the pale yellow transparent energy in the air was like a stream, rushing towards Zhou Yan's Heavenly Spirit Cover.

"Wow~~~"

In the end, a small whirlwind of general substance was formed, and then all of them poured into Zhou Yan's sea of spiritual sense.

And the originally calm sea of spiritual consciousness is also surging and rolling at this moment, and it can't be calm for a long time, if the original sea of spiritual consciousness of Zhou Yan was a pool, now it is a small lake, although the gap is not very obvious, but for the soul power that is quite difficult to improve, it is definitely an amazing change.

Presumably, after Zhou Yan suffered a love injury, he was disheartened and immediately adjusted his mentality to regain his strength, so that his heart became strong and his mind became mature, and his soul power would improve so quickly!

A blessing in disguise!

Zhou Yan, who discovered his own transformation, also smiled helplessly, and the power of his soul swept away, and the diameter of the covered area could actually reach about thirty meters, which was a huge improvement compared to when he was cultivating in the Red Ink Cave, and he couldn't help but feel a surprise in his heart.

Then his eyes were closed, and he continued to immerse himself in this hearty state.

In the darkness, there are countless black elemental particles active...... It's like a firefly...... Much bigger than ever...... Could it be because of the increased power of the soul?

Zhou Yan was shocked, slowly raised his hand, and the black light spot obediently stopped on his hand. Just as Zhou Yan was about to take a closer look, the black light spot in the palm of his hand flew towards his ring, or he was inexplicably attracted by the ring. In a flash, other black points of light diffused in the air quickly entered the ring in the same way.

The ring glowed faintly, and after a while it stopped, losing its motion.

Zhou Yan was curious about this scene. Usually, he only concentrates on cultivation and doesn't notice the strangeness of the Dark Sacrifice Ring at all, but now the improvement of his soul power has also made him more sensitive and insightful.

While thinking, Zhou Yan felt that there was a warm force in the ring transmitted to his body, very warm and comfortable, like bathing in the sun, like a baby falling into the arms of his mother, like a spring breeze with rain falling on the arid earth......

A hearty feeling!

Breakthrough?!

"I didn't expect to break through at such a time!Hehe! Is this the will of heaven?" After the soul power increased, the magic level also broke through again, Zhou Yan smiled helplessly.

Zhou Yan looked at the strange ring on his finger, but he couldn't think of anything, then shook his head, put aside the distractions, and muttered: "Forget it, don't think about it, cultivate hard, and strive to go home early!"

Zhou Yan continued to maintain a cross-legged posture, concentrating on cultivation, and sank into the vast night.