Chapter 169: She Doesn't Want to
When she went back, Song Shenyan refused to say a word, she was so angry that she felt a faint pain in her stomach.
She really didn't understand what was going on.
She was the only one who was kept inside.
After changing her slippers, she went straight upstairs, the whole person was furious, Xie Tangyu followed behind, but she didn't light the fire, but she didn't extinguish the fire until she came out of the shower, he didn't say a word.
"Tomorrow at eight o'clock in the evening, the Qu family will hold an engagement banquet."
Song Shenyan, who was originally applying cream, didn't hold it steady, the glass bottle fell to the ground, and Xie Tangyu got up to clean it.
"Why are you in such a hurry? Even if you send the news, you can't hold an engagement banquet in such a hurry. And Ling Yi is not yet eighteen years old, and she has only celebrated her seventeenth birthday. If I'm not mistaken, Qu Guangchen is twenty-eight this year, a full eleven years older, nearly a round. ”
After cleaning up the room, Xie Tangyu sat at the desk, with his back to Song Shenyan, and he couldn't say a word of annoyance.
"Is it rejection?" She asked tremblingly.
In addition to this reason, she couldn't figure out how Ling Yi, who had always been safe, would be so anxious to do one thing, and how Qu Guangchen, a swinger, could start a family because of other people's liking.
The only reason is that Ling Yi can't afford to wait.
Xie Tangyu was still silent.
His eyes seemed to be red, and he didn't seem to be red, indifferent like an outsider, not thinking about his sister's marriage at all.
Song Shenyan stood not far behind him, and he didn't have to go over to feel his vulnerability, just like Xie Lingyi who was crumbling that day.
People can encounter many ups and downs in this life, but only life is a big boss that cannot be crossed and cannot be cleared.
"I've experienced a lot of things since I was a child, and most of the time I choose the best solution, but I can't do it when facing you and Lingyi."
"She can't be taken seriously because she is a girl since she was a child, and even her grandmother thought about giving it away, I tried my best to keep her, and she also came to hug me when I knelt in the yard in the middle of the night, Ling Yi is very well-behaved, she doesn't love her uncle and aunt, she only loves me as a cousin, how fortunate I am to know such a sister."
"And you, Shen Yan. I've never felt like anything in my life could belong to me, and when I got your tattoo myself, I felt like I finally had something that belonged to me in my life. ”
"But I can't hold on, I was almost killed when I was discovered, as the future cultivator of the Xie family, no stain is allowed, and women are poisons, and they must not be contaminated, this is what I felt when I was born. My parents had a bad relationship, and my mother, who was once gentle, no longer liked me after being mentally abused by my father, and my father only regarded me as a robot to inherit his inheritance. ”
"I don't want to be Xie Tangyu, but I can only be Xie Tangyu, I can't choose my background, I can only try to pick up all the weapons around me to create a cage of freedom."
Song Shenyan's tears fell silently, her steps seemed to be sticky, and she couldn't hug him.
"I doubt you, I hate you, even when I first met you, I hated you, but you're like a perfect work of art, I can't really have it, I just have to break it. I was scared when I knew that you were that little girl, I didn't dare to face the dirty desires and thoughts of the past, I didn't even dare to say that I love you, I love to be restrained and forbearing, and pathologically force myself not to be good to you. ”
In the growth of lack of feelings, Xie Tangyu did not learn how to love someone.
He can kill all sides in the workplace by any means, but he can't hug his beloved behind closed doors.
"Ling Yi's illness recurred, the treatment went so smoothly at the beginning, everyone thought it was fine, but she has always had the side effects of rejection in the past few years, and she couldn't even help but say it, if I hadn't checked whether she had done the examination on time, I wouldn't have found it until now."
He slammed his hand on the table with a snap, blood dripping down.
Song Shenyan walked over and broke his hand and held it.
"I can probably understand Ling Yi's choice, she is just tired, staying here, staying in the Xie family, it is not the outside world she fantasizes about at all."
"If I had found out earlier, maybe." Xie Tangyu blamed herself.
Song Shenyan lowered his body slightly and hugged him, making him feel warm, he hugged her waist and buried everyone in her arms.
At times like these, there is no better way than to warm each other.
"There will be a chance, a chance to make Ling Yi better."
She patted him on the back.
Everyone knows that even if the bone marrow is successfully paired, a successful transplant does not represent a high survival rate, but it is a hope.
When she was sleeping at night, Xie Tangyu grabbed Song Shenyan's hand, and didn't even let go when she got up to turn off the light, which was so tense that it made people feel distressed.
He will also be afraid.
Song Shenyan hugged him very tightly while crying, and neither of them dared to say whether the sun would be bright enough tomorrow.
Although Xie Lingyi knew that she didn't seem to live long, she still had a smile on her face, she was supposed to stay at Qu's house, but she didn't want to see that Miss Ye Zhi, so she begged Qu Guangchen to bring her to the apartment.
There wasn't much time to stay here and it looked deserted.
Qu Guangchen was reading documents on the computer, Xie Lingyi turned on the TV, the sound was very small, the two of them were not far away, but their hearts couldn't get close.
She always glanced at her beloved from time to time, but the other party never looked up.
Until she was tired and closed her eyes for about ten minutes, when she was drowsy, Qu Guangchen got up from the sofa and made the sound of fabric rubbing.
walked up to her and sighed softly, and then held the person in his arms, his movements were very light, as if he was holding a beloved object that was afraid of breaking.
After carrying her to the master bedroom, she covered the quilt for her, and did not leave, but sat on the edge of the bed for a while.
In fact, Xie Lingyi had some intuition just now, but she was really tired, and her body hurt, and the pain was uncomfortable, but she couldn't shout.
In the face of his gaze, she slept soundly.
With a long breath, Qu Guangchen leaned over to look at her carefully.
Then he kissed her on the forehead.
There is no desire in this action, only piety.
Then he went out and closed the door, he had always installed a camera at the door, and also let the secretary live in the opposite door and watch, and at the moment he took the elevator down.
Ye Zhi was sitting in the garden of the apartment complex, and she was looking at the moon in a daze.
"Have you waited a long time?" Qu Guangchen walked over.
Ye Zhi turned his head to look at him, and the man in front of him was different from the past.
The former Qu Guangchen, his eyes were full of anger, and he was still a little ruthless in bed, although he loved her, it was more like dragging her to hell.
She really loved this person, and she also knew that Qu Guangchen in front of her had changed, and he had changed because of others.
When they met again, they became brother and sister, and became friends, but there would never be love again.
"Tomorrow's wedding banquet, you can come and introduce you to some useful people." Qu Guangchen took the initiative to propose.
Ye Zhi smiled: "When is it, you are still thinking about business cooperation." ”
Then both men fell silent.
After a long time, Qu Guangchen whispered: "I want to get married, but she doesn't want to." ”
She was afraid of delaying him.