Chapter 180: You're Different

Su Baixi wiped his tears and whispered, "There are so many people in the hospital, are you shameless?"

"Why did you do this to me?" Lin Zijia grabbed her hand.

He didn't understand: "Don't you like me? What exactly do you like? Is it me?"

Su Baixi was calm and composed, and gently arranged his hair.

Those who know him know that Lin Zijia cares most about these external images outside, but now he kneels in front of her and cries bitterly, trampling his face under his feet, he grabs her hand and sends his face to her palm.

Su Baixi said, "Then why are you doing this to me again?"

Lin Zijia cried and said, "What's wrong with me? Am I treating you badly?"

"When you helped Xu Youwei humiliate me together, why didn't you say that you were good to me?"

Lin Zijia seemed to remember what happened in the corridor that day, he leaned over and hugged her gently, there was nothing to say: "I'm sorry, I said I'm sorry."

Su Baixi tore his hand away: "Don't say I'm sorry, it's useless."

"It's a lot, get up." She whispered.

Lin Zijia wiped his face, got up and sat next to her, he grabbed her hand and didn't let go, and his tone was pitiful: "Sister Baixi, please, give birth, give birth to me, and I will raise you."

Su Baixi frowned and opened his eyes: "Don't say that I won't give birth, even if I give birth, I won't give it to you."

"And what are you going to do?" Lin Zijia's voice was high, and he pleaded, "Show me the way, please, give me a way to live."

Su Baixi didn't think about anything.

She also wants to live, Lin Zijia asked her to show her the way, so who will show her the way?

"Let's talk about it later," Su Baixi said, "Chen Yuan is coming soon, if you don't want to be embarrassed, just leave quickly."

Lin Zijia gave up on himself: "Have I lost fewer people?"

Su Baixi raised his eyes: "Don't force me."

"Who forced whom?"

Lin Zijia was ruthless for only a second, he was really scared, so he softened his voice, and squatted in front of her and hugged her waist: "Sister Bai Xi, I'm only in my early twenties, you have to allow me to make mistakes, I'm a man, I just made mistakes that men make, I will change, I will."

"I'm really going to change, what do you want? I'll try to change it in the direction you want, okay?"

"You've lost a child, can't this child stay?"

"You don't like me, and there's no need to be angry with the child," his voice was infinitely desperate, as if there was really no way out, as long as he took the first step bravely, Su Baixi would soon tell him that the next step was a dead end, so he only had a dead end, "I made a mistake, I'm sorry, please, I really beg you." :

He also said: "Husband and wife have to run in together, let's run in again, I won't play tricks with you, I won't mess up."

Su Baixi heard a lot of meanings from these words.

She didn't know if Lin Zijia really knew that he was very muddy, or if he was forced to admit his mistake for the helplessness of this moment.

Does he really know, or does he not know?

Su Baixi opened his eyes: "There is no chance."

Lin Zijia broke down and shouted, "Why?"

"Do you think Chen Yuan is a good thing? It's all men, and you think he's perfect?"

Su Baixi said, "He's fine."

Lin Zijia shook his head and told her, "Men are like me, Chen Yuan makes you feel good because his fox tail is not exposed."

"No, he's not like you."

Lin Zijia stood up, lowered her eyes, and stared at her in despair: "You think I'm bad anywhere, but why do women outside say I'm very good? In the same way, do you think all men are better than me, Shen Qingbai, Ling Shenxing, Zhuo Yifan, Song Shi, you think they are all very good, what are they like in private, do you know?"

Su Baixi raised his eyes: "What do you want to say?"

She grimaced, "You want to tell me that you are good to everyone, but not to me

Good? Or do you want to tell me that you only show me these private appearances, but you can dance with people outside with long sleeves?"

She also stood up, her heart aching: "Why are you only bullying me? Why are you holding me a bully again? Why do you think I deserve this? Do you think I'm helpless, I have no backer, and no one to help me out, so whatever you do to me, I'll gladly accept it, right?"

"No," Lin Zijia looked ugly, "That's not the case."

"What's that like?"

Su Baixi continued: "You treat me as a nanny, as a tool, as a person who comes and goes at a moment's notice, and can be sent away with money."

Lin Zijia hugged her, held her face and kissed her finely, tears fell into her neck, slid down, he cried and said, "No, you are different, you are different in my heart."

"So far, you still think that we are just quarreling and making conflicts," Su Baixi pushed him away, "How much is your love at this moment worth?"

After Lin Zijia was pushed away, he stood in place, motionless.

There was no sound.

His show of weakness and pleading were worthless in Su Baixi's eyes, and he didn't know what to do.

What he wants most now is to keep the child in her belly.

"White Tide."

Chen Yuan's voice came from the main entrance.

Su Baixi raised his eyes to look, then raised his steps and walked in the direction of Chen Yuan: "Let's go home."

"Why is he here?" Chen Yuan asked in a low voice, and looked her up and down, "You're not injured, are you?"

"Nope."

Su Baixi said, "I don't know how he found it."

Chen Yuan pondered for a moment and said, "What's wrong with him?"

I couldn't see Lin Zijia's face, and I could only glimpse a little loneliness and sadness from this tall and straight back.

is also a man, Chen Yuan feels that the current Lin Zijia may be half true.

Su Baixi said, "He is afraid that I will have a baby."

"You can see that he should care about this kid." Chen Yuan replied.

Su Baixi: "Let's talk about it when we go home."

"Okay." Chen Yuan observed Su Baixi's face attentively and felt that her state was even worse.

When the two were on the road, Su Baixi couldn't hold back and whispered, "Ectopic pregnancy."

Chen Yuan was stunned.

"It's not that I don't want to stay, it's that I can't keep it," Su Baixi's eyes were red, and he suddenly looked out the window, and tears finally fell at this time, "I have already thought about it, this child is going to be born, and I will raise it to grow up, without the surname Lin, just follow my surname."

Chen Yuan parked the car on the side of the road, looked at her side face, pulled the tissue and handed it to her: "Why is the surname Su and the surname Chen bad?"

It's not bad.

But......

Chen Yuan also understood something at this moment, and he said tentatively, "You didn't think about marrying me, did you?"

Su Baixi raised his eyes and said, "I've thought about it."