Chapter 281: Indulgence
The car she was in was the one she was in, not the one she had taken before, and it was obvious that she had gone back and had come here in a car.
Don't blame Lin Zijia for thinking more, he raised his eyebrows: "Specially came to pick me up?"
Because of the drunkenness, there were wisps of sweet wine lingering on his body, and the dim street lamp shone above his head, and he couldn't see the drunkenness on his face.
He opened the car door, and his movements were natural, and he got into the passenger seat, knowing that he was buckling his seat belt.
"Wife, why can't I buckle this?"
Lin Zijia tried several times, maybe he was not drunk, so his eyes were not good, he couldn't see things clearly, with a double vision, he asked for help and asked for super smoothness: "Come and see, is it broken?"
"Hold it down a little bit, and it's buttoned." Su Baixi remained silent.
"It doesn't seem to work."
Su Baixi was not impatient, on the contrary, his voice was a little soft: "I'll take a look."
When she leaned over and lowered her face closer, a softness was suddenly imprinted on her pink lips, and he clamped her jaw, forcing her to raise her head to meet his movements.
The sweet and crisp taste of wine spread in the mouths of the two of them.
Su Baixi tasted the bitter taste that had not been seen for a long time.
He kissed earnestly, and a pair of hands moved from her arms, and up to her swan neck, and then behind her ears, and behind her head, and touched her cheeks with both hands.
The red-faced voice echoed in the cramped space.
Temperatures are rising.
"Wife, I'll be nice to you, very good."
Su Baixi lowered his eyes, fixed his gaze on his thin lips, then kissed him lightly, and said, "Give me everything?"
"What do you want?"
Su Baixi whispered, "I'm very greedy."
"Appetite?"
Su Baixi nodded, without struggling, it was rare to obey him, and said, "Yes, it's big."
"In that case, would you still be willing?" She said, "Being nice to me can't be an empty word."
At this moment, Su Baixi was like a seductive goblin, originally thought that the Tao was still shallow, but in the blink of an eye, she actually showed her thousand-year-old cultivation, and he was bewitched.
Lin Zijia nodded without hesitation: "I am willing, I have always been willing."
Just like many years ago, at such an urgent moment, when Su Baixi proposed to exchange him for her as a hostage, he couldn't believe it, and knew that it was a use, but he still said "willing".
He didn't have any sense of security, even if Su Baixi was willing to stay by his side later, he still felt that she had a plan.
Her purpose was never him, but something else.
The so-called love and love, he needs to push her away over and over again, tease her, stimulate her, abuse her, and get her attitude of never giving up, so that he can feel at ease for a while.
In the adult world, guns go off the rails quickly.
The temperature inside the car is getting hotter.
Su Baixi maintained the last bit of sanity, she pushed away his messy hand, fastened his seat belt strongly, stepped on the accelerator and drove in the direction of home.
"Wife."
Arriving at the door of the house, at the location of the entrance, Su Baixi was pressed against the fireplace wall on one side.
"Who am I?" She was picked up by Lin Zijia, and in a hurry, her five fingers grabbed his hair and hugged her, "Who am I?"
Lin Zijia put her down on the sofa and replied, "Su Baixi."
It was not the name of a strange woman, so Su Baixi let him move.
He has his sense of security, and she has hers.
When Su Baixi couldn't stand Lin Zijia doing it, he blurted out the name of another woman.
Two insecure people need to use their so-called methods to determine each other's minds in order to take this step bravely.
Originally, Su Baixi was going to tell him about Yu Lin and the company tonight, but she was used to talking to Lin Zijia about the conditions before the goal was achieved.
But now,
She was suddenly willing to let go for a moment.
One night.
Just one night.
She doesn't have many times to indulge in indulgence, and tonight is one of the few times she indulges, leaving everything behind, letting go of everything, just for a moment of greed and pleasure, and indulge in it.
The two quarreled until the second half of the night, and Su Baixi became interested and said, "Forget it, you don't have the strength."
This is a thunderbolt everywhere.
It doesn't take too many words to provoke a man, just this sentence is enough.
Lin Zijia later sobered up, but when she saw her crying, she was reluctant, and said softly, "Let you go once."
Su Baixi didn't take the bait, and even sneered with the remaining bit of strength.
Is this still worth it?
Lin Zijia hated Su Baixi's stubbornness, she was not bad-tempered, she was just stubborn and stubborn, let her follow him, she never seemed to know how to be soft.
But sometimes, he loves her unbeatable provocation to death, and arrogantly makes people want to pull her down from the high-end, fall into the boundless hell, and rise and fall with him.
At night, the two hugged and slept, Lin Zijia kissed her neck, and there were drops of coolness flowing down her neck to her collarbone.
"What are you crying about?" She touched his face, panting.
The high intensity just now almost killed her, and now her brain is a little chaotic.
Lin Zijia was reluctant to say, his head was buried next to her neck, he didn't say, and she didn't continue to ask.
It wasn't until more than ten minutes had passed that Lin Zijia spoke: "I know, you can't go back to the way you used to be, everyone will change."
Su Baixi closed his eyes.
In the darkness, she opened her eyes again, and said in a somewhat sad tone, "Is there a possibility, I was originally like this."
Su Baixi went to the hospital the next day.
It's been a long time since she's set foot here.
Most of the people in the hospital knew her, but she turned a blind eye to it, went to the building she was familiar with, and then turned into the psychiatric department.
"It's been a long time since you've been here." Dai Jiamin said with a smile.
Su Baixi pulled out a chair, sat down, and said, "Because I know some things about my past in other people's mouths, but I don't have any impression."
Dai Jiamin is a mature psychiatrist, and Su Baixi is one of her patients many years ago, they actually work in the same hospital, but few people know that Su Baixi has come to see a doctor.
usually took a photo in the hospital, and the two pretended not to have a deep friendship.
Dai Jiamin listened to her description and said calmly, "Do you think it's fake?"
"No, I think it's very real," Su Baixi raised his eyes, "Scars, blood, from my hands, these images occasionally appear in my mind, I think my reaction to blood sickness before the operation was not because I stabbed those gangsters in the alley back then, but because of Lin Zijia."
Su Baixi said: "Is there a possibility, I have never liked him, the reason why I am so calm is because you hypnotized me in order to stabilize my condition, causing me to have the illusion and thoughts that I have loved him for ten years."
"After all, I don't remember what happened in the van that kidnapped me."