Chapter 286: Back to Heart
Su Baixi couldn't struggle, so he stopped struggling.
She nested quietly in Lin Zijia's arms, and in the face of Lin Zijia's entanglement and affection, she neither dodged nor responded, calm as a piece of wood.
Lin Zijia started to kiss her eyebrows, and when he kissed her cheek, he finally spoke: "Don't like me anymore?"
This was originally a very confident rhetorical question, but after he finished speaking, his heart was actually wavering.
Lin Zijia could only hold her cheek with both hands and kiss her: "What kind of god? Still distracted at this time?"
Su Baixi did think of what she said to Dai Jiamin before, if Lin Zijia's memories are true, then she did make some use of him back then.
Even on the basis of exploitation, she put Lin Zijia out of her plans.
"Don't kiss me."
She just spoke.
Lin Zijia seemed to be deaf, still holding her cheek and making love, her movements were eager and bold.
On the side of the road, the light of the street lamp was not so bright, and there were two unnamed big trees in front of them blocking them, and most of the figures were hidden in the dark, but there was still a slight cool breeze blowing, as if blowing into Su Baixi's brain.
"Don't kiss."
Su Baixi stretched out his hand to push him, and the meaning of resistance was obvious.
But the more she refused, the more urgent the person in front of her became, and even the smell of panic became, she could only turn her head left and right to dodge: "Don't kiss."
"I'll tell you to go away!"
Her sudden loud voice was tinged with anger, which was very distinct, and suddenly stopped the movements of both of them.
Lin Zijia stood silently in place, lowered his eyes, his gaze fixed on her face, without saying a word, and it was not difficult to see that there was something similar to injury hidden in his eyes.
The fragile ones seem to shatter with a slight touch.
Su Baixi looked away and turned around to leave.
"Wife."
Lin Zijia followed, wanting to grab her arm, but thinking of the scene just now, she hesitated a little and could only say, "What's wrong with you? Wasn't it okay before? When you come back from the banquet, you've changed."
What he actually wanted to say was that from the moment he came out of the bar that day and Su Baixi came to pick him up and go home, everything seemed to be progressing in a direction beyond his control.
Su Baixi's imminent departure made him fully perceive the pain and suffering of gains and losses.
"It's nothing," Su Baixi said, "You brought Chen Xian out, did you make a deal with Yu Lin?"
Lin Zijia frowned: "Don't change the subject."
It is impossible for her to tell Lin Zijia that she has been seeing a psychiatrist since many years ago, but it has been a long time since she has started to see a psychiatrist again.
Just like she later understood, to truly love someone, you can't express this love clearly and publicly, you have to hide this pure and hot love in the bottom of your heart, hide, can't let it see the light, and always live in the dark bottom of your heart.
Because the love expressed is worthless.
Whoever shows it first loses the initiative.
Sincerity is very valuable, it is said to be nirvana, but thousands of loves and couples in the world are: routines win people's hearts.
Freshness is the root of everything, when she no longer loves anyone deeply, only herself, there are so many people who express their love like her, saying that they like her.
"Does it matter what I am? Do you like me, or is it me in your heart?" Su Baixi said calmly.
Lin Zijia frowned.
Su Baixi raised his eyes, his gaze was still as usual, calm and self-controlled, and said, "What did Chen Xian tell you?"
"How do you know she came back and told me about you?" Lin Zijia's eyes burned.
He did find that Su Baixi had become colder than before, her every move was clear and simple, but it revealed a sense of mystery, and her calmness and composure added points to her sense of mystery.
What is the name of that word - the desire to conquer.
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Such a woman is too easy to arouse a man's desire to conquer her.
"If she hadn't said me, you wouldn't have come downstairs to me so quickly," Su Baixi said, "I watched the time."
Lin Zijia was stunned.
He bowed his head and finally said frankly, "She did say you."
"Because I just knew," the burning in Lin Zijia's eyes became more obvious, like a fire, "It turns out that you have looked for them privately before, you don't like them to mess with me, you warned them, they are afraid of you."
Su Baixi smiled casually and said, "It was they who came to show off their might, and Xiao San came to the door and pointed at my nose to persuade me to divorce you as soon as possible, I'm sorry, I didn't hold back a few times and made a move."
"Why?"
Lin Zijia took a step closer, word by word, and asked, "Because I don't like people to come to the door to provoke you, or don't I like them to have anything to do with me?"
"Don't you think it's a lot of a lot to ask this now?" Su Baixi smiled lightly.
Lin Zijia nodded, her face was not so flustered, she just replied, "Because I never knew what you thought."
His feelings were more intuitive.
Over the years with Su Baixi, it seems that he is in control of the overall situation and occupies the role of the leader and winner in this earth-shattering love, but in fact, only he understands that the winner of this competition has always been Su Baixi.
He is sometimes more like a clown, trying to create a lot of movement and noise to try to attract her attention, including finding Qin Yanran to act, spending a lot of time outside, and deliberately saying a lot of ugly things to stimulate her, he just wants her to look at him a few more times.
He also wanted to stimulate her, to see her tear off this indifferent and calm mask, and become the flamboyant and arrogant appearance she used to have when she was a child.
But unfortunately, the rules of the game are not set by him, and winning or losing is not something he can control.
Since that kidnapping, Lin Zijia has never told anyone that there is a Su Baixi mixed in this matter, and the people of the Lin family only think that those kidnappers originally kidnapped him.
But since that incident, Su Baixi has also changed.
She began to be silent, and there seemed to be a pool of stagnant water in her eyes, without any waves.
"Because they provoked me." Su Baixi replied.
She raised her head and replied seriously: "I have never been a soft persimmon, the reason why I endure and turn a blind eye is because I don't feel the need to deal with some unrelated people, I feel that I have things I want to do more, but I don't want to waste time on these people."
Lin Zijia's original hope in his eyes gradually faded, although he had already guessed this possibility, but when it really came out of her mouth, he felt a little defeated.
Because no matter what he does, the result is the same in the end.
He whispered: "Sister Bai Xi, in fact, I thought about letting each other go, I let you go, and you let me go, but I always can't help but leave a glimmer of hope, just like at the beginning, I proposed a divorce, and you readily agreed, I just thought about annexing the Su family as soon as possible to give it to you, and then I hope you can change your mind."