Will you raise children?

Lin Zijia's ears began to echo this sentence over and over again, will you raise it?

He pressed the cigarette into the crystal ashtray on one side, turned over and lay on the side of the bed, and his deep eyes seemed to be filled with a layer of fog, all over the sky, locking people's souls, unable to get out, and unable to break free.

"Did you think I was too young to raise children?"

Magnetic hoarse voice.

He leaned against the head of the bed, propped up one hand slightly, rested his arm under his head, glanced at her, and said, "Do you really think so?"

After Su Baixi was annoyed, his face was no longer as indifferent as before, but dyed with a strange flush.

In addition, after the exercise just now, the breath has not yet been breathed, and the breathing is a little uneven, ups and downs.

Su Baixi raised his head.

Suddenly, I found that the position where she was was was obviously a corner next to the bed, and her vision was very restricted, but the bizarre thing was that Lin Zijia's position could see everything clearly.

She was stunned.

The shock in her heart made her hair stand on end, and even the slightest chill appeared on her back.

"You saw with your own eyes the birth control pill I took?" Su Baixi realized it later.

She always thought that Lin Zijia knew that the reason why she took medicine back then was that he saw the trash can, but she never expected that he had witnessed the whole process with his own eyes.

"Yes."

Lin Zijia nodded, then lay flat on his head and stared at the ceiling above his head: "Wife, in fact, what I said that day is true, I really want to protect you for the rest of my life, I also want you to be happy and happy, and let your wishes come true."

It's just that why did it change later?

Su Baixi was in a cold sweat all over his body, his face was expressionless, and he said, "This is the reason why you have been harsh on me and difficult for me in the three years of your underground love, right?"

She suddenly thought of something fatal, one hand grabbed the sheet behind her, and her tone became colder and colder: "You take revenge on me?"

"So you have different attitudes, and when you woke up the next day and saw me for the first time, you humiliated me and said to me why it wasn't Xu Youwei who slept with you?"

For a moment, it seemed like everything made sense.

His capriciousness, his promise as if he had a split personality, and then overthrew it with his own hands, she was taking revenge on him, and he was taking revenge on her.

What kind of love is this?

There is no imaginary beauty, there is no mutual affection, and there is no willingness to fall into the dust for a person, what love, what love, what marriage, what life, people are selfish animals.

Those love that is so beautiful that it seems to be false, those selfless dedication that ignites you to illuminate my feelings, are all fairy tales, all those apocryphalt romance stories.

What does the real world look like?

After divorce, divide the property, in order to make your own profits, work hard for the rest of your life, take precautions, and if you have a better choice, you should believe that there is no fate, who will work hard for whom?

"I'm not taking revenge on you," Lin Zijia whispered, pulling her thoughts back, "I was just too angry at the time."

Su Baixi's turbulent soul began to return to its place.

She was thinking again.

I don't know when her feelings have become very cold, she is stubborn because she has such a cold temperament, but once gave all this remaining heart to someone, but he took a look at it and threw it away.

even laughed at her heart, sarcastically mocked her for giving too little, and ridiculed her for not deserving.

So, she was entangled in her life, and she never died.

"You're angry?" Su Baixi felt funny, she suddenly felt that this uniform memory was a little interesting, "Why are you angry?"

Just because she was considerate and well-behaved and took the initiative to take medicine?

"As I said before, our first time was calculated by me," Lin Zijia said softly, "I inquired about your school's schedule, I know your room number, and I calculated just right all the time."

Lin Zijia stretched out his hand to lead

As soon as she ran into her, she was thrown away by Su Baixi.

She stared at him coldly.

Lin Zijia said with a smile: "What I thought in my heart at the time was that you, like them, came for my family background, especially you, your situation is special, you are lonely, your use is more real, if it is someone else, they will not take the initiative to take medicine."

"They want to conceive a child and be identified, so that I can't live without them," he whispered, "just you, you're different."

He rolled his Adam's apple and put one hand in front of him, covering it: "You don't want me, you don't like me."

「……」

"I knew better than anyone that you didn't have feelings for me," his tone became softened, "I knew there was no fate between us."

Su Baixi was speechless, carefully recalled the past, and finally said: "I took medicine because I had to rely on my family to survive at that time, for unnecessary trouble, for Huo Siyu not to make trouble with you, I put an end to such troubles, that's all."

It's just that the three years of underground love are too harsh.

Lin Zijia has been rotten for three years, he didn't manage this stolen relationship well, but disappointed her, and every time he ridiculed and blamed, he pushed this relationship into a bad vein.

Su Baixi got up and got out of bed and went to the bathroom.

Because both of them knew that maybe he was just because of these wavering sense of security in the early stage, he pushed her away again and again, and then looked at her dead face sticking to him, he would feel steady, these are just injuries between words.

When he really hated Su Baixi, he saw her go to have a fetus with his own eyes.

So he was unwilling to do this, and repeatedly tossed her, he tried to make a noise to ask for an explanation, but in the end, it is conceivable that he will not get anything, and he will come to the debt that turns out to be a bone marrow donation.

He was reluctant to let go of her, so he calculated to marry her, but he didn't know how to face her.

He thought, Su Baixi didn't like him, didn't want to see him, and even locked the door of the room, and after indirectly understanding her resistance, he clearly realized that what Su Baixi wanted was the power of the Lin family to be able to protect her. :

So he wandered outside like a lonely ghost, and never returned home all day and night.

Fortunately, Liu Jing was still worried about his son, and knew that asking Su Baixi to come to him to sleep at home every few days might be one of the few initiatives she took on the bright side.

She knows better than everyone that they are not compatible with each other.

He knows better than everyone that there is no love between them.

Since that year, when Su Baixi pushed him to those kidnappers.

He saw clearly that Su Baixi's eyes were calm and unmoved.

It's just that she...... I don't remember.

When she received Dai Jiamin's message, Lin Zijia was still waiting for Su Baixi to come back on the bed, and the sound of water in the bathroom kept falling, dripping and dripping, without any sign of stopping.