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No.
He loved it.
Lin Zijia couldn't accept Dai Jiamin's statement, he obviously liked Su Baixi.
The first time I saw her, she was so bright and flamboyant, shining like a pearl on the peak, no matter at any time, there would be no day covered with dust.
He just wanted her to be what she used to be.
That's all.
But he failed.
When Tang Anxian appeared and told him that he had broken a good hand, he realized-
In fact, it doesn't matter what kind of Su Baixi is.
As long as this person is Su Baixi, no matter what she looks like, he should accept it.
He regretted it.
He shouldn't force Su Baixi to change into what he used to be, everyone will change, and they will eventually evolve into different appearances with time, she is like this, and he himself is like this.
No one is the same.
He didn't want to leave Su Baixi, Su Baixi would never feel his love, he was willing to guard himself like a jade for Su Baixi, and he gave up the entire garden for her.
That day, he ran to Su Baixi to question and ask her why she didn't wait for him anymore, and he was really about to figure it out.
Pretty much.
It's just a little bit closer.
He's about to figure it out.
Su Baixi said that she didn't like roses, and things with thorns would hurt her hands, so he realized it later-
Forgive Su Baixi for not liking the love he gave, what does she like?
It's something she thinks she can be happy about.
He thought that he went out to chat with other women and get close, and didn't do anything else, and when it got dark, he ran back to find Su Baixi, telling her that the place where she was was home was home, and no matter how far he ran, he would still return to her in the end, this is love.
He likes the flowers outside, but he won't be blinded by the flowers, Su Baixi is the flower planted in his heart.
He didn't feel anything wrong.
Until Su Baixi filed for divorce, he began to be anxious, he wanted to take back the Su family and give it to her again, so that she would see his value again and return to him, right?
He agreed to the divorce because he thought she would definitely come back.
But Su Baixi began to walk close to Ling Shen.
It was more than he expected.
He frantically pressured Ling Shenxing, wanting to prove to Su Baixi that he was more valuable than Ling Shenxing, and also forced Su Baixi to turn back, but she cried.
At that fork in the road, he clearly saw the disappointment in her eyes, like a cloud in the sky, swallowing his whole person.
Lin Zijia felt as if she understood something.
He understood that he had done something wrong, but he didn't lower his head, he didn't want to go to Su Baixi.
At the door of the house, he had to drink a few more sips of wine to strengthen his courage before he ran to talk to Su Baixi a lot.
For example, "Isn't the moon round today?"
Another example: "Would you like to go for a walk together and see the moon?"
Su Baixi really understands him.
She hit the nail on the head and pointed out bluntly: "If you want to apologize, just say 'I'm sorry'."
So, he whispered, "I'm sorry."
This was the first time he realized that he had been too harsh on Su Baixi in the past, and what he did might not be right in her eyes.
He owes Su Baixi a lot of sorry.
But why?
When he talks about business outside, when he makes a decision, the final result is a full load, victory in hand, is the process really important? Wouldn't it be nice to just focus on the results?
As a result, the deal was negotiated, and everyone praised him.
He wandered outside, he finished watching the flowers of the process, but he didn't stay at any of the wild flowers, and finally went home to find Su Baixi, she was his home, why didn't she be satisfied with this result?
Even if he was tired of Su Baixi, he thought she was boring, but he still would
came back to find her, and he regarded her as someone more important than Lin Dongtian.
What really made him understand thoroughly was Chen Yuan.
His state of mind slowly changed.
Not only can he accept that Su Baixi is this cold Su Baixi, but he even thinks that Su Baixi's current cold and indifferent appearance is also very interesting.
There are too many opposite sexes around her, and she is no longer as disdainful as before, she even responded, she seems to like Ling Shenxing, Chen Yuan, Shen Qingbai, and even Lin Ruichen!
He finally began to understand what Su Baixi meant by "bullying".
Su Baixi was bullying him.
Su Baixi also began to bully him, he was about to go crazy, and when he saw Su Baixi and Chen Yuan about to kiss through the car window, he felt this despair and sadness.
He loves Su Baixi a little more, because no matter what, he will return to her in the end.
But Su Baixi doesn't love him, she likes someone else, so she really wants to run away with someone else.
Su Baixi was like a knife, slashing down at him across the sky, turning his original world upside down, and the sky also fell, and his original concepts and ideas became a wrong joke.
Little by little, she was distorting his worldview.
Eventually, he finally gave in, when he heard her say "I love you, Chen Yuan".
He succumbed.
His heart was dripping blood, and he wanted to beg her: "Wait for me any longer, you have waited for me for so long, I am really about to become what you like, I already know what you like, I will love you the way you like."
Su Baixi said that she couldn't wait, she didn't want to wait any longer.
Lin Zijia once again felt boundless despair.
What made him desperate the most was Liu Jing's trouble, he had obviously tried very hard to get close to Su Baixi, but Liu Jing's appearance made things worse.
Liu Jing's words made Su Baixi feel that the Lin family was not good, and they were not what she liked.
He had no choice but to beg Liu Jing, hoping that she would not interfere in the matter between him and Su Baixi.
Su Baixi said that he has changed a lot.
It's changed a lot from before.
Yes, along the way, so much blood and tears came out little by little with her soft and fragile body.
And he was like a naughty student, while not listening carefully, he hit the wall everywhere, and he was bruised, and he realized: Ah, she told him the standard answer a long time ago.
The open-book exam, but he still failed.
He even got the cheat sheet cheating in advance, and this hypnosis was the cheating blessing he received, but he still failed the test.
"Do you want to pursue what you want, or do you want to cherish what you're about to lose, what do you really want?"
cherish a very plain and indispensable Su Baixi in life; Or is it the pursuit of a dazzling and arrogant Su Baixi who lives in the shadows?
She takes care of him in every detail, is attentive and considerate, and is polite and thoughtful; She is high, bright and brilliant, like a jewel that has been left behind, unattainable.
The former is firewood, rice, oil, and salt; The latter is the yearning of dreams.
What does he want?
What he wants is Su Baixi.
His biggest mistake was to divide these two appearances of Su Baixi into two different people, and the funny thing is that the two appearances themselves are Su Baixi.
It's all people he can't live without.