Chapter 162: God's Love

"Husband, eat quickly, the dishes are ready." Tianzun smiled softly.

"Hahaha! It's late, it's late, and the company has a little bit of a problem! A voice came from the hallway.

Tianzun immediately greeted him: "Dad, why are you here, we are all ready to start." ”

"Haha, what are you waiting for me to do, you guys can't eat first, oops, it's rare, it's hard for a family to get together!" Father Su Changle sat down at the table and glanced at Su Lin.

Su Lin felt that he still had doubts, but his body unconsciously sat down beside Tianzun, and he was still thinking in his heart, what kind of name would his younger brother and father use to call Tianzun, because Tianzun did not have a name.

"Xiao Lin, he's not stupid, he won't take care of himself at all, you must be very hard." Su Changle naturally talked to Tianzun.

"It's okay, although sometimes he's a little tired, but he's still very obedient." Tianzun said as he cut off the most tender piece of beef rib and put it on Su Lin's plate, "Eat more, this is your favorite food." ”

Su Lin looked at the beef ribs, when his mother was still there when he was a child, the whole family went to eat it once, and he remembered it deeply.

Su Lin looked at Su Tian and his father opposite, they were all talking to Tianzun very naturally, and the atmosphere was very warm.

At this moment, Tianzun didn't seem to be a god at all, just a beautiful and gentle wife, a woman who couldn't be more ordinary except for her appearance and personality.

Su Lin ate the tender and juicy steak, the taste was so real that it made people want to cry, under the backdrop of this sense of reality, those things in the immortal cultivation world became difficult to recall, no matter how hard he tried to recall it, he could only vaguely remember a few names.

But it's a dream, it's a comforting dream.

In the evening, I sent my brother and father away, and returned to the bedroom to take a shower and go to bed.

It's time to go to work in the morning, Tianzun sends him to the door, gives him a gentle farewell kiss, and carefully adjusts his tie for him.

I was annoyed when I came home from work because I was scolded by my boss, but I soon stopped being angry because Tianzun gently comforted me.

The bath water was also put away in advance, as if there was no need to worry about anything, not even the pressure of raising a family, Tianzun didn't have any requirements for him, she could dissipate all the pressure in his heart, just like a warm tree hole.

He knew from Tianzun that the best thing was life, their life together.

"Wife, apart from this title, can I only call you Tianzun?"

Su Lin buried his head in Tianzun's neck and asked in a low voice.

……

Suddenly opened his eyes, and the scene switched for only a moment.

There was pain all over his body, but it was not intense, and Su Lin's pain seemed to have recovered a little.

Su Lin stretched out his hand and groped around, there was a thick layer of dry straw under him, and the cold rock wall behind him, he seemed to be in a cave.

He leaned against the rock wall and straightened up, his pupils reflected the steadily burning bonfire, there was only Tianzun alone next to the bonfire, she stretched out her slender jade fingers, slowly moved on the flames, baking to keep warm, but her eyes were staring at him, as if she had been watching him since he fell asleep.

Su Lin stared at Tianzun, the impressions and cognitions in the dream made it difficult for him to sort out his emotions, and the real reality seemed false.

Was that dream just now under the control of Tianzun? Why did she let him dream such dreams?

Tianzun, who was sitting by the bonfire, had no expression on his face, his eyes were calm like a windless lake, but Su Lin saw a trace of doubt and incomprehension from the depths of her eyes.

Her lips lifted slightly, and for the first time she hesitated.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" She asked.

Su Lin blinked, not quite understanding the other party's question. He was about to ponder the chill of the question, and the pain in the left half of his face seemed to intensify, accompanied by a hot sensation of being bitten by fire ants.

"What are you talking about?" Su Lin asked.

"Look at me as if you love me." Tianzun said.

Su Lin's heartstrings were messed, he couldn't tell if this was a god's acting skills, and he couldn't tell whether the dream just now was a prank by Tianzun or a projection of some kind of desire in his own subconscious.

"Did you dream of me?" Tianzun lowered his head and added some firewood to the bonfire.

"You did it?" Su Lin found that his voice was very soft.

"I didn't do anything superfluous, I won't lie to you." Tianzun said seriously, "However, this is indeed a very serious question. ”

"I don't, it's just a dream, I know I'm just a believer in you. This is an exchange, in exchange for Xiao'e's life. ”

Tianzun fiddled with the fire and said eloquently: "Love is difficult to define, but it is a very troublesome thing, and this kind of emotion will become other emotions, but it often does not tend to be dull. Even if I appear to you later in the form of an old man, a turtle, a dog, a plant, the feeling will not fade, it will only become questioning, hating, disgusting, or more passionate.

I don't care about that, it doesn't matter to me what kind of feelings you have for me, but there is an indelible chain of suspicion between God and man, and you never know if I am telling you the truth, or if I am sincere in my feelings for you.

Unless I twist your will, you won't believe me even if I say "I love you" now, even if I really love you. Like I said to you last time, it's because of you that I'm fully in sync with one's senses for the first time.

It is precisely because love is a vain attempt to monopolize the emotion that it is so troublesome. ”

Su Lin was silent, an indescribable unpleasant emotion gradually brewing in his heart.

Tianzun stood up, walked to Su Lin's side and squatted down, and uncovered the strip of cloth on Su Lin's right hand: "You must be a little unhappy now, right?" Because people are afraid that their feelings will be despised and that their feelings will be ignored, what I just said and what I am saying now make you feel that your feelings are being despised. ”

Su Lin wanted to refute the other party and said loudly to her, "Don't be self-righteous", but he didn't have such confidence at all.

And for the question of whether to love or not, Su Lin couldn't deceive himself, he didn't know if he was in love with Tianzun.

"So, don't fall in love with a god, although God doesn't mind loving you, God can never make you feel that your feelings are valued, even if she really loves you and values you, you can't eliminate the self-doubt in your heart."

Tianzun gently tied the bandage and looked up at Su Lin: "I love you, but you don't believe it, just because my love has no cost, so I can't prove it." You can do whatever you want me to do, but will you believe that I love you? ”

Su Lin looked at the other party's eyes, and suddenly felt an extremely terrifying thing, this intuition was so strong that he even wanted to pick up a knife and cut off this beautiful head.

That wasn't enough, he knew he wanted her to die, and beheading her was just a lethal image he could think of.

However, Su Lin knew that Tianzun would not die, and he couldn't kill her.

Tianzun gently held Su Lin's hand and placed it on his chest, holding it tightly when Su Lin's hand wanted to be withdrawn.

Su Lin felt that his heart almost stopped, and he stared at Tianzun, unable to see through the other party's thoughts.

This feeling made him feel a pain that he had never experienced before, a feeling of being trampled on something spiritual and precious.

"You know why I don't want you to fall in love with me, right? This kind of suspicion that people fall in love with God cannot be removed, it is eternal, and the fact that I love you can never be known to you, and there is no way to prove it.

Su Lin, what do you want me to do?

Take off your clothes and be like a lover with you, do what only lovers do?

If you want to do it now, whether it's for me to be like a slut or to make me like a pure girl, as long as you're happy, I can do it. Whether it's humiliating, shy, or dirty, even if it's cutting off my head with a knife, I'm willing to do anything.

But I know you're not going to be satisfied.

If an ordinary woman says these things to you, endures humiliation for the satisfaction of your fetishes, and dedicates her flesh for your pleasure, then you will surely believe that she loves you.

If she is willing to die for you, then this love will be so sincere that even if you don't love her, you will be moved by it.

Although the world does not want to admit it, the proof of love is often so ruthless and cold-blooded, it is accompanied by pain, which is equivalent to pain, and how much pain she is willing to bear for you, how deep this love is.

The reason why martyrdom and the love of life and death make the world obsessed is rooted here.

But I am God, and you know how insignificant it is to me for anything I do, and I can't bear the pain for my love for you, so I can't prove to you that I love you.

God loves people, but people don't believe that God loves people. ”

Tianzun let go of Su Lin's hand, and Su Lin stared at her blankly.

He couldn't figure out why he had those thoughts just now.

It's crazy for me to have this kind of thought, is it because my emotions are being manipulated by Tianzun?

Tianzun stretched out his hand and gently touched Su Lin's head, and an incomparably gentle smile rose at the corner of his mouth.

"You must be uneasy, right? But it's okay, in fact, there are still ways to alleviate it, and I will do my best.

You see, that's one thing that God might not be able to do, to distort the essence of something without using force, to let it change naturally. ”

"What the hell do you want to do!" Su Lin reluctantly raised his injured hand and split the hand that Tianzun had placed on his head.

"I'm just your believer, that's all." Su Lin endured the pain in his jaw and emphasized.

Tianzun withdrew his hand, rubbed the wrist that was hit, and said casually: "Lu Zhuyu is coming back soon, many things happened when you were asleep, and the situation in Huainan is not good." ”

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