When the novel was first posted, someone asked, what is the relationship between Yinqing and Luo Qi and Yinchen and Qi Ling? How do Leng Fan and Luo Qi feel like Zhang Xiaofan and Lu Xueqi? At that time, I was really shocked, it was obviously a novel that I started writing on impulse, and it was obviously named without any idea, but it aroused so many associations with everyone. I've been writing for more than 30 days, and I've had 250,000 words, and I'm a person who has no longevity, it's the first time I've insisted on one thing for so long, and it's the first time I've written so many words. Recently, I've been scared that when this state of enjoying creation (I don't dare to call it writing) will disappear, and the 6,000 or so words a day will become a burden and responsibility, no one reads it, no one evaluates it, there are very few good and bad ones, and when a classmate talks to me about the characters in the novel, I will talk to them a lot with excitement, just like a parent who wants his children to be recognized by more people. I don't know when someone will recognize my work, I don't know how long I can last, and I don't know how many difficulties will come ahead...... This confused state of mind now is written to the future self who has finally decided to give up, or who has seen the dawn of victory!!!!