Chapter 334: I can't help myself

"You don't love." Shen Zhi said, "You're just showing that you love him very much. You defend him in front of the media and show affection with him, you are deceiving yourself, and after deceiving him for a long time, you yourself believe it."

Chang Jiu's two hands were held by Shen Zhi, and she couldn't push him away, so she could only pinch his hands.

The things he didn't want to face were put on the table by him like this, and Chang Jiu only felt extremely embarrassed-

Since Liang Yin did not hesitate to save her with his life, she told herself that he was the best choice and the only man in the world who could not hurt her.

She even felt that she didn't need love anymore, and with Liang Yin in the second half of her life, her life would be extremely stable.

She also did the same, she and Liang Yin dated, loved, faced the media together, and did what all couples do, but between the two of them, it was more of a long-term relationship, like friends, more like relatives.

She has feelings for Liang Yin, but it is definitely not the kind of relationship where the heart beats fast and the deer collides.

Over the years, Chang Jiu has always felt that she has behaved very well, and everyone in Jiangbei knows how much she maintains Liang Yin, her fiancé.

The "illusion" she has maintained for so long has now been debunked by Shen Zhi's words, and Changjiu's psychological defense line is collapsing little by little.

"Shut up, my feelings can't be your turn to point fingers, even if I don't love Liang Yin, I won't love you." Chang Jiu was a little speechless, and in the end, his voice was trembling.

But Shen Zhi didn't stop because of this, he was still asking, "Do you feel like you're in love with him?" You've known him since you were a child, do you see him as a lover or family? When he touches you, do you tremble like I touch you?"

"When he kisses you, do you feel like you're going to hug him?"

Shen Zhi's questions came one after another.

Although Chang Jiu closed her lips tightly and did not answer, she had an answer to every question in her heart - no.

She was with Liang Yin, and she didn't even have the idea of taking the initiative to make out with him.

They have lived under one roof for three years, and intimacy is indispensable, but at night, they have always slept in separate rooms.

Liang Yin didn't mention that she wanted to sleep together, and it was impossible for her to take the initiative to mention it.

The intimacy between the two in private is only lips to lips and kisses at most, and there is no deeper contact.

Lips touch lips, basically she takes the initiative, and Liang Yin will touch it.

If she doesn't agree, Liang Yin won't have any intimate behavior towards her.

I don't know if it's because Song Boyu had a conversation with him before.

Think so...... She and Liang Yin really don't seem to be in love.

Because of this conversation, a breakfast that was originally okay ended in displeasure.

Chang Jiu returned to the room, closed the door and sat on the sofa, his mind full of the few questions that Shen Zhi had just asked her.

The more I think about it, the more confusing it becomes.

Chang Jiu was irritable and smashed the pillow on the bed opposite, she hugged her knees and buried her head in her knees.

This position lasted for more than half an hour, but his mind still could not calm down.

And at this time, Shen Zhi pushed the door in again.

Chang Jiu heard the sound of the door opening, and then saw Shen Zhi, and immediately entered a state of vigilance, and his eyes were full of hostility when he looked at him.

There are still tears in her eyes that have not dried up, and her eyes are also red, with such eyes, she looks extremely stubborn.

Shen Zhi held a cup in his hand and placed it on the bedside table.

Chang Jiu smelled the smell of ginger and brown sugar, and when he looked at it, it was ginger syrup.

Shen Zhi said, "Drink it while it's hot, get a good night's sleep, I won't bother you."

This time, he really did what he said, put down his glass and left.

Chang Jiu stared at the glass of water for a long time, then picked it up, brought it to his mouth and tasted it.

When I drank it, my body immediately warmed up, and I couldn't help but want to take a second sip.

Before you know it, a cup of ginger candy

And so the water went on.

Chang Jiu's forehead was slightly sweaty, and her body was a little more relaxed than before, she gave up thinking for a moment, lay back on the bed, and closed her eyes.

At this stage, she can't run away, even if she and Shen Zhi fight and quarrel, there is nowhere to go, this is the only place for her to stay on the boundless sea.

After thinking about it for a long time, he fell asleep and woke up again, and it was already evening.

People who come to menstruation are sleepy, and when they wake up for a long time, their heads are groggy.

She got up from the bed and went to the bathroom, and when she came out, Shen Zhi happened to come in again.

After a good night's sleep, Chang Jiu's mood calmed down a lot, and naturally it was impossible to quarrel with Shen Zhi like before.

Shen Zhi didn't talk to her about those unhappy topics anymore, but just asked her, "Are you hungry?"

Chang Jiu touched his stomach, he was really a little hungry, and he didn't eat lunch.

Shen Zhi: "Let's go, let's go have dinner."

Chang Jiu was taken to the first floor by Shen Zhi and found that there was a barbecue grill on the terrace, on which fish was grilled.

As soon as you get closer, you can smell the strong aroma, the fatty fish are swirling in circles on the shelves, and there are some shrimp and other vegetables grilled next to it.

It was not surprising that there was such food on the ship, but I didn't expect that there was even a barbecue rack. Shen Zhi saw that Chang Jiu stopped standing still, so he asked, "Why don't you leave?"

Chang Jiu came back to his senses and was taken by Shen Zhi to sit down at the table next to the barbecue grill.

Shen Zhi brought her a pot of hot tea, "If you are not feeling well, you will not drink juice, this is grapefruit jasmine tea."

With that, he went to the barbecue grill to get busy.

Chang Jiu drank tea, watching Shen Zhi busy in front of the shelf, a little trance, where did all these things come from? It's a little too complete.

When they were together before, she only knew that Shen Zhi could cook, but she didn't know that he also had this skill.

After a few minutes, Shen Zhi came over with a few plates of barbecue, smelling the fragrance for a long time, and unconsciously secreted saliva. At this time, Shen Zhi also sat down opposite her.

"Taste it and see how it tastes." Shen Zhi gave Chang Jiu a skewer of grilled fish.

Chang Jiu took it and tasted it, it tasted very good, I could eat it, the fish was very delicious, it didn't look like it had been frozen, Chang Jiu asked casually, "Where did the fish come from?"

"Sea fishing." Shen Zhi said, "When you went to bed in the morning, you put a net, and the harvest was not bad."

Chang Jiu was surprised, "There are also sea fishing facilities here?"

Shen Zhi: "There is everything on the ship, if you like, we have no problem living on the ship for a year."

Chang Jiu knew that his words were not exaggerated, and from the fact that he had prepared sanitary napkins, it could be seen that he was planning to fight a protracted battle.

But Chang Jiu was still curious, "Is this the boat you bought?"

Shen Zhi: "No, I borrowed it."

Changjiu: "Whose ship?"

Shen Zhi: "I will introduce you to each other when I have a chance in the future."

Hearing what he meant by this, he didn't plan to say it, Chang Jiu originally asked casually.

At this time, even if she knew whose ship it was, it would be in vain.

If you can't struggle, it's better to wait for the opportunity.