96. This story, which begins with a letter, will also end with a letter
In the end, the air conditioner still failed to overcome the light snow and cold wind.
Rino Tanaka, I have a cold.
Takuya Aramura stood outside the doorway and looked at Rino Tanaka, her face was no longer pale, replaced by an unhealthy flush, her eyes were half-squinted and half-open, and her discomfort could be seen at a glance, and the red line on the thermometer in her mouth had soared to 38.5 degrees.
It's really embarrassing, Tanaka, as a personal disciple of a swordsman with the title of "Wai Zhi Chuan Gong", he would actually be tortured like this by a small cold.
Aramura-kun, you're really going to pretend to be stupid, is Rino Tanaka going to be like this just because of a cold? It's not a man's job to clean up his responsibilities.
Masako Tanaka helped Rino Tanaka cover the quilt, walked to the door, and looked at Takuya Aramura, "Takuya, the cold medicine at home has run out, my father and I are going to buy some medicine, can you watch some Rino here?" ”
Takuya Aramura hesitated, but finally nodded in agreement, "Okay." ”
After the Tanaka couple left, the whole house was left with Takuya Aramura and Rino Tanaka, an open door separated the two, she was inside the door, and he was on the other side of the door.
"Mr. Aramura." Rino Tanaka turned her back and called out Takuya Aramura.
"Huh?" Takuya Aramura looked at her.
"Can you pour me a glass of water?" Rino Tanaka pointed to the kettle on the desk, "I don't have much strength right now. ”
"Yes."
Takuya Aramura nodded, stepped through the door to the desk, poured a glass of water and handed it to her.
This kettle was bought the last time he went to Hokkaido, and it has been idle since he came back from Hokkaido, but he didn't expect it to be taken back to his room by her.
Rino Tanaka took the water cup and did not drink it, but took out a piece of paper from under the pillow and handed it to Takuya Aramura.
Takuya Aramura took a look, and it was densely written with things like "dissociation" and "dual personality".
"In the past two days, I have looked up a lot of information on the Internet, and I also asked my classmates who studied psychology in college... They all say your symptoms are very similar to dissociative disorder..."
Takuya Aramura folded the paper and nodded, "If you understand it that way, there's nothing wrong with that." ”
Truth be told, out of the doctor's instinct, he had considered the possibility of dissociation when he had just crossed over, but he had neither a confusion of self-identity nor a loss of self-feeling, and it was clear that his condition did not meet the symptoms of dissociation.
But there is no difference, dissociation is no longer "me", and he is not the original Aramura Takuya.
Since Tanaka Rino thinks it is, then it is, and it saves himself the trouble of explaining again.
Tanaka Rino nodded, and asked with some hesitation: "You're not Takuya, so where did Takuya go?" Will he ever come back? ”
"I don't know." Takuya Aramura shook his head, "Maybe I hid because I couldn't accept the death of my parents for a while, or maybe I killed him by mistake when I unconsciously snatched control of my body." ”
"Kill... Killed? ”
Tanaka's pupils visibly contracted.
"Possibly."
"Kill... Killed..."
If you think about it with your head a little, you know that the original Aramura Takuya hasn't come out after such a long time, so I know that there is no possibility that he will appear again.
He... It's dead...
…
At one o'clock in the evening, the streets outside were deserted, with only a few street lamps stubbornly lit up the way for passers-by who could not come.
Takuya Aramura sat leaned over at his desk in the room, holding a pen in his hand and writing and drawing on a piece of paper:
【Tanaka Rino Kei:
I'll put this letter on the coffee table, and I should have left Tanaka's house by the time you saw it.
After a few days of ideological struggle, I have cleared thousands of thoughts, and I have understood that I do not belong here.
But I won't go too far, at least not for the time being, because I still have a job as a voice actor at YN, and if I leave like this, I'm afraid I'll have to pay a lot of termination fees.
Besides, thanks to the Tanaka family for taking care of me lately, I may have a little talent for other things, but I am like an idiot in life.
Please thank Uncle Kanehei and Aunt Masako for me, because I didn't fall to the point of eating takeout bento and wearing sloppy clothes all day.
And then there is the case of Mr. Aramura, I recall in my mind his life for the past 22 years, humble, gentle, laughing, humorous, this is my evaluation of him.
I was so arrogant that I thought that God had chosen me to take over his body because I was good enough, but now I realized that I was still a little ashamed of myself in front of him.
I don't know if he died, or if I killed him, but I really can't clear the relationship between this matter.
I would like to solemnly apologize to you, I am very sorry!
Finally, if you really don't want to see me, you can let me know in the form of a text message, and I will take the initiative to communicate with Fujiwara-san and try to avoid meeting you.
The pen is out of ink, so let's put it aside for the time being.
In the cold of winter, pay attention to your body.
Heisei 27/1/5
Takuya Aramura】
After writing, Takuya Aramura folded the letter in half and stuffed it into a white envelope with "Tanaka Rino Collection" written on it, and at the end, he had a sense of ceremony to cover it with his own seal.
Picking up the suitcase that had already been packed, he went downstairs lightly, threw the envelope on the coffee table, and finally slowly opened the door and stepped out without the slightest nostalgia.
dragged his luggage to a nearby parking lot, pressed the car key, and a white SUV flashed its headlights, and Takuya Aramura dragged his luggage to the trunk, sat in the driver's seat, and let out a long breath.
It's finally over...
This complicated relationship was finally severed by his own hands, and he will also start a new life.
Goodbye, Takuya Aramura.
Hello, "Takuya Aramura"
On the other side of Tanaka's house, Tanaka Rino's door was pushed open a crack, and then slowly and completely opened.
Rino Tanaka took some ghostly steps to the room opposite where Takuya Aramura opened the door and took a look.
The curtains of the window were drawn, and the computer on the desk, the drinking glass, and the Lancet magazine that Takuya Aramura was always flipping through were all gone, including the man who should have been lying in bed and sleeping peacefully...
Rino Tanaka closed her eyes and leaned against the wall for a moment.
Leaving the room, she went down the stairs again.
I went to the refrigerator and got a bottle of water, swallowed it in small sips, and a biting chill quickly spread all over my body.
When I was about to go upstairs, I passed by the sofa and saw a letter lying quietly on it, on which was written in very upright italics, "Tanaka Rino Shu", which was his favorite font...
Tearing open the envelope, Rino Tanaka unfolded the letter, sat on the sofa and read it by the faint light of the small table lamp.
The letter was very short, only a few hundred words, but it took her nearly ten minutes to read it.
Putting down the letter, Rino Tanaka clenched her hands tightly, and her sharp nails pierced into the flesh, pinching out a few blood marks.
"Uhhhhhh
The curtains were blown open, and a cold wind slowly passed, making Tanaka Rino, who had been stimulated by the ice water, shiver.
Wow –
It's the sound of a car passing by and crushing the road, how decisive, without a little hesitation...
For a long time, Tanaka Rino curled up and fell asleep on the sofa, still clutching the letter tightly in her hand.
This story, which began with a letter from half a year ago, will also end with a letter.
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