"Because of cowardice, so run away from life, to not resist in the darkest sinking to give birth to pride, because of pride, so not to choose to live, so to reject crude optimism..."

In the famous book section of the bookstore, an old man with a gray beard and a pair of black-rimmed glasses in front of his eyes sat on a ladder on the bookshelf, holding a copy of "Human Disqualification" written by Osamu Dazai in his hand, and shook his head with emotion in front of Takuya Aramura.

"What beautiful words... It feels like a flower that is about to wither, in the light of the morning sun..."

Takuya Aramura originally came here to find Mori Ouwai's work, although this character didn't have many scenes in the first season, but "Fumino" has already confirmed the production plan for the second season, so he needs to spend more time to understand this role.

The character of Mori Ouwai is the most complex in his opinion except for the dark protagonist Osamu Dazai, and his archetype is also quite legendary, with professional identities including but not limited to doctor, pharmacist, home, translator, and was deeply influenced by Hartman's idealism and aesthetic ideas, which led to the creation of his next literary works.

How do you understand this kind of character who is extremely complex in and out of the play? Takuya Aramura's answer was to bring himself in as much as possible, collect information about him, read his works, and experience the life he lived.

Of course, for this kind of work, which is worth 240,000 yuan and has to be taken away by the firm, it is impossible for Takushi Aramura to work so hard, and he can only do the two points of collecting his information and reading his works.

After all, he couldn't go to Germany to study for a role, then get married, divorced, and then get married, and have a daughter who seems to have abnormal mental illness.

Takushi Aramura didn't pay attention to the old man who was talking to himself in front of him just now, and looked upwards with his eyes, looking for the person named "Mori Ouwai" in the names of major Japanese writers.

The old man was not annoyed when he saw that Takuto Aramura didn't pay attention to himself, jumped down from the ladder and patted him on the shoulder, "Little brother, what book are you looking for?" ”

Taku Aramura didn't look back, his eyes continued to wander on the bookshelf, and he just replied: "It doesn't matter what books you have, as long as it's outside Moriou." ”

"Good taste, little brother..."The old man smoothed the beard on his chin and nodded, "Mori Ouwai's books are placed in the fifth row of the first bookshelf, which is the most conspicuous place. ”

"You're a staff member here?" Takuya Aramura looked around again, making sure that there were no books outside Mori Ou here, and then turned his head to look at the old man.

"Haha... I can understand it that way," the old man laughed inexplicably, his eyelids wrinkled, "but then again, there are very few young people in Japan who like to read traditional literature like you. ”

Takuya Aramura glanced at his phone, and at one o'clock in the afternoon, there was still plenty of time, so he was ready to chat with the old man for more than ten minutes, "It's okay, but I rarely read the works of Japanese writers." ”

I don't know why, but he thinks that Japanese literature is always indulging in the sadness of bad results, not bad, but always with a very strong sense of brokenness, which makes people feel dark, negative and heart-wrenching.

"Oh?" The old man seemed to be suddenly interested, and raised the book "Human Disqualification" in his hand, "Then I have to tell you about Osamu Dazai and his "Human Disqualification"." ”

Takuya Aramura shook his head and said, "I've read this book, it's not bad." ”

Takuya Aramura was also recommended this book by a young classmate when he was in high school, saying that it was this book that made him realize the value of life, and he also raised a little interest and read it.

After reading it, he commented: This book is about a cowardly coward moaning and wailing helplessly in despair, the book is good, but it is indeed not suitable for people under the age of twenty-five.

"Osamu Dazai is really a very kind person..."The old man sighed suddenly, shook the book, and swept his hand between the papers, his movements were very skillful, as if he had done it a thousand times.

"All his life he fought valiantly and gently against the hypocrisy of the world, and he went deep into the crowd of people and lived an absurd life, but in fact he regarded himself as the disqualified person, so as to warn the world..."

"I don't understand." Takushi Aramura was also unable to put together the words "cowardice" and "heroic", which were supposed to be opposites, and could not associate people like Osamu Dazai with "kindness".

"Hahaha... Well, if you don't understand, you don't understand. The old man was dumbfounded, shook his head and put the book on the ladder, "But little brother, your temperament is really very similar to Osamu Dazai." ”

Takuya Aramura subconsciously pointed to himself, "I can't understand it anymore, anyway, I can't find anything similar to him in myself." ”

"Osamu Dazai has been a dizzy guy all his life who can't find his own home, and in the end he touched his nose with ashes, and finally buried his stomach of grief and anger along with himself in Tamagawa Shangsui."

The old man rubbed his beard, looking like a man of the world.

"You are the same, just like the rootless water, as if the world has an infinite sense of separation from you, and you don't have any sense of belonging here, but you are very smart, you know how to protect yourself, you never take the initiative to look for it, and naturally you will not be hit with blood like him..."

Takuya Aramura was silent for a moment, and an imperceptible glint flashed in his eyes, "Let's not talk about this for the time being, how did you analyze so much?" ”

"I've always been a good person." The old man pointed to his eyes and said with a smile: "And although I'm old, I'm not even so old that I don't even know the rookie king in the voice actor world, right?" Aramura-kun. ”

Takuya Aramura looked at the old man carefully for a while, and after repeatedly confirming in his heart that he really didn't know him, he asked, "Are you?" ”

"Uh-huh~" The old man stretched out his arms and raised his chin, "Didn't you already say it before, I'm a staff member of this bookstore." ”

"Yes."

The other party didn't want to say it, so Aramura Takuya naturally wouldn't continue to ask, and he was indeed not very interested in the identity of this old man.

He grabbed his hair, and suddenly lost interest in continuing to chat with the old man, and turned around to leave to find Mori Ouwai's book, "I still have something to do, goodbye." ”

"Aramura-kun." The old man picked up the "Human Disqualification" placed on the ladder, stepped forward and stuffed it into Takuya Aramura's hand, "I like this book very much, I suggest you read it a few times, maybe you can find something helpful in it." ”

"Oh..."Takuya Aramura looked at the cover of the book for a while, and what caught his eye was Osamu Dazai's dead eyes and the row of large orange-red letters - "Disqualification as a human being".

After a moment's pause, he finally put the book in the creaky nest, and then nodded to the old man, "Thank you." ”

After saying that, he turned around and walked to another bookshelf, and disappeared.

"Daddy."

Just then, a man in a black suit walked over with a document in his hand, "Why are you running around again?" In addition, the cooperation with the bookstore has been negotiated, and the person in charge here asked me when you are free to sign the contract..."

"Wulang, it's okay to talk about work later." The old man interrupted the man's words, looked at the direction of Takuya Aramura and smiled, "I just met a very good voice actor, very young, and very interesting." ”

"Huh!?" The man known as Goro's jaw dropped suddenly, and then he realized that this was a bookstore, so he quickly covered his mouth and whispered, "Dad, has your perception of voice actors changed?" ”

"Not really." The old man closed his eyes and shook his head, "Although the professional quality of the voice actors is very good, they have too much disagreement with my work after all, and in general, it is not real. ”

"Besides, it doesn't matter if my perception changes or not, anyway, I can't do it for a few years at my age, and even if there are still works, there is a high probability that I won't use a professional voice actor, after all, I'm used to it..."

"But you can pay more attention to this young man, if nothing else, his acting skills are very good, and the dubbing should not have the pompous feeling of other voice actors."

"Me?" Wulang scratched his head, and it took him a while to react, "Then Dad, what do you call your name?" ”

"Takuya Aramura."

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