Da Da ...

Time seemed to stand still, and the only thing left in the air was the sound of the clock hands beating on the walls.

"Why... Why..."Takagi Daiyu clenched his hands into fists, and his skin burst with green tendons, "Why are you playing me like this... I just want my mom to be safe... Why can't this request satisfy me..."

"Why ——!"

Bang!

He slammed the table hard.

Sakura Rinne was so frightened that she jumped on the chair, and she didn't feel like she was leaning towards Takuya Aramura.

Takuya Aramura was silent for a moment, and it took a long time to squeeze out a sentence: "Please mourn." ”

How familiar... In my previous life, how many times did I say such things to the families of those heartbroken patients at the door of the operating room...

"Aramura-san..."Daiyu Takagi only took a sip of wine, but his eyes looked like he was drunk, "You really look like the doctor who told me this morning that my mother has died... The same coolness... It's the same cold..."

"Takagi-san." Takuya Aramura took a bite of the mushroom, and a flavor unique to the fungus bloomed in his taste buds, "Doctors have to deal with a lot of patients every day, and maintaining a stable mood is the most basic requirement of this profession. ”

Takagi smiled, and Takuya Aramura saw disdain and sarcasm in his eyes clearly.

The atmosphere fell silent again...

Takuya Aramura didn't mean to speak, he felt that Takagi Daiyu's emotional state had begun to gradually collapse and become numb, sometimes laughing and sometimes angry, and people in this state were very easy to do some irrational behavior.

There is only one way to deal with this kind of person, treat him coldly, leave him aside, and let him slowly calm down by himself.

Time passed minute by minute, and the three of them did not say a word, eating the food on the tray in front of them, compared to the slow and orderly behavior of Takuya Aramura and Rinne Sakura, Takagi Daiyu's eating appearance can be called rough.

At first, he would patiently take the knife and cut the meat from the roast leg of lamb one by one, but as time passed, he threw the knife aside and began to reach out and grasp the ends of the roast leg of lamb and gnaw on it, with a hideous face, like a demon who had escaped from hell.

Rinne Sakura, a fierce and timid guy, was so frightened that he had no appetite at all, and he held the bottle of orange juice that Takuya Aramura gave her in both hands and drank it in small sips.

Takuya Aramura didn't have any special reaction, as if he didn't see it, picked up the skewers on the tray, and stuffed them into his mouth, his movements were orderly and calm.

I don't know how long it has been, but the emaciation level of his body is comparable to that of Takuya Aramura, and Takagi Daiyu bites the last piece of meat on the roast lamb leg and tears it off, and swallows it in his stomach without chewing a few times.

Pick up the bottle opener and pry open the lid of the beer bottle, slam the mouth of the bottle into your mouth, and the liquid is carried into the stomach as the Adam's apple stirs rapidly.

With a long sigh, Takagi slammed the beer bottle on the table, and soon collapsed on the chair like a puddle of mud, muttering, "It's delicious... It's been a long time since I've eaten meat so happily..."

Takuya Aramura slowly chewed the chicken in his mouth, swallowed it, and pushed the tray towards him, "If it's delicious, eat more, I'll treat you." ”

Takagi didn't refuse, grabbed the skewers and ate them, but this time the action was not as gobbling up as before.

As he ate, he muttered in a muffled voice:

"Aramura-san... Do you know... For the past six months, I've been eating instant noodles every day, and I've had to think about it for a long time when I go to a convenience store and buy a 500 yen beef rice bento..."

“… Drinking water is also tap water from the faucet... I'm afraid... I'm afraid that the next day, my mother's condition will suddenly deteriorate, and the medical expenses may be a few hundred yen..."

"You know what is the first thing I think about when I wake up every day? I'm wondering where to get money, which bank, loan company, is willing to lend me money... Even if it's a loan shark..."

Takuya Aramura poured beer into his cup, still not wanting to speak.

He could see that Takagi Daiyu was only in his twenties, about the same age as himself, but his whole face was not good, and there were a lot of white threads in his hair, which should not be the image he should have at this age.

Most people face the problem of life, but Takagi Daiyu needs to face an even more difficult survival, and the pressure of reality is on his head, which gradually eats away at his soul.

Takagi Dayu babbled a lot, he didn't know if Takuya Aramura listened to these words, he didn't seem to care very much, anyway, he was used to being a transparent person.

He seemed to be so drunk that he couldn't even open his eyes completely, but he still pulled himself together and suddenly stared at Takuya Aramura with his bloodshot eyes.

"Aramura-san... Don't you think the world is very unfair? Why have you lost your loved ones, but you are living so much better than me? How am I worse than you? ”

"Why! Your parents died, so many people cared about you, what about me? Those relatives and friends are avoiding me one by one! ”

"I used the money my mother earned from night shifts in high school to enroll me in a cram school, and I was finally admitted to Beijing University, and everyone was proud of me, I thought that I would be as dazzling as I was in high school..."

"But! You! Why do you suddenly show up! And why do you want to live in the same dormitory as me! It's you! You've destroyed all the confidence and pride in me! ”

"In order to catch up with you, I silently observe your words and deeds every day... I can't even take care of my studies... I believe that one day all the teachers and students of Kyoto University will be impressed by me... But why! Why do people still only see you! ”

Takuya Aramura was silent.

He naturally knows that people who can be admitted to Beijing University feel that they are the dragon and phoenix among people, and they are indeed good enough, but when they meet someone who is almost perfect like the original owner, they can only admit it.

Takagi Daiyu felt guilty about his mother's dedication, and wanted to prove it to her at school, but her efforts were not in vain, but it was a pity that God did not fulfill people's wishes, and in the end, not only did he not prove himself, but his mother also chose to make his own decision in order not to drag him down.

Takuya Aramura suddenly remembered that when he left the hospital, Takagi's mother said to him, "Good luck for your health".

So he put his hand in his beach pants, took out the peacekeeper, and stood up to give it to him, and to return to him the blessing that her mother had given him.

After standing up, Aramura Takushi inadvertently saw that he was holding the knife used to cut the leg of mutton in his hand under the table, and the look of excitement and tense body on his face.

Alas...

Takuya Aramura sighed in his heart, and before Takagi Daiyu could react, he grabbed the arm of Rinne Sakura, who had already been scared stupidly, and quickly walked out of the chair.

"Takagi-san, it's late, I'll go back first."

Takuya Aramura stared at Takagi Taiyu, holding the hand of Rinne Sakura, who was still in a state of blindfolding, with one hand, he took out a few 10,000 yen bills from his wallet and threw them on the table, and his steps stepped back little by little.

Takagi glanced at the money on the table, didn't get up from his chair, didn't pick up the hand hidden under the table, and just met Takuya Aramura's wary gaze and watched him and Sakura Rinne also walk out of the store.

After going out, Takuya Aramura breathed a sigh of relief.

Takagi Daiyu is now not only emotionally unstable, but may also have mental problems, which can be seen from what he said, inexplicable excitement, the span between words is very large and the correlation is small...

He even has feelings... Takagi called himself over, most likely to get himself stabbed...

He was angry with himself because of his mother's death, attributing all the reasons for his failure to the original owner who "destroyed" his pride, and even subconsciously thought that he was the murderer of his mother...

In his logic, the original owner ruined his college life, which was equivalent to ruining his life in disguise, and directly led to his lack of money to treat his mother, because he had no money, so his mother committed suicide...

It's far-fetched... It's inexplicable... But you'll never be able to reason with someone who has just lost a loved one and is irrational...

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