"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

Qiao couldn't stop silently saying sorry, and she paused for a long time before she continued to look down.

Actually, I could have transferred in Shanghai, but I still chose Guangzhou, and that day, Lin Ziqian, who has always liked to play treasures, became extraordinarily quiet. Stepping on the plane to Germany, I felt a lot more relieved, knowing that the chances of the surgery being successful were slim, very small. ’

June 3, 2022.

As the days went by, I seemed to have come to terms with the fact that there was an 80 percent chance that I would die on the operating table. In such a short life, I only have one regret, I can't achieve it, I can't give it up.

Qiao Niannian, I love you, obsession with death.

If I hadn't been to Shanghai, would it have been different if we had grown up together? If you remember me, it's good. ’

June 15, 2022.

Perhaps, if a person's obsession is too deep, there will really be an echo? It's okay to have a dream.

The condition deteriorated suddenly, this time I was in shock, I was in a coma for two days, but I had twenty-one completely different memories, in my memory, Qiao Niannian didn't mean to forget me, she tutored with me, raised cats together, and she didn't like Xia Chuan.

We became an enviable couple, we went to university together in Shanghai, and after graduation, we entered into marriage, and we were really happy and happy, although later I still had a brain tumor and finally failed the operation.

There is also a memory that is not the same as this time, Qiao Niannian clearly remembers our childhood past, she and Xia Chuan are not entangled, she said, she also likes me; She said she wanted to be with me. She was really smart, she was amazing, she did it, we went to the same university together, we graduated together.

But when it comes to getting sick, the result is still the same.

I don't know if that's implying anything, but even if it's just a dream, it's a dream come true, and I have no regrets, even if the upcoming surgery ends in failure as the result in the dream. ’

June 27, 2022.

June 27th? Two days in a coma? Qiao Niannian's pupils vibrate, and she really understood why she had this experience of traveling through time and space.

It is the deep affection of Yanzhi, and it is the obsession of Yanzhi for Qiao Niannian for 20 years.

Qiao Niannian cried and laughed, and suddenly felt that everything was taken for granted, and he met at the age of six, and now it is twenty-one years.

The twenty-one years that she had forgotten and missed came back in another way, and it also put an end to Yanzhi's regret, letting Qiao Niannian know that she had missed someone who should not be forgotten no matter what.

When I woke up from the shock, my body gradually stabilized again, but I was suddenly afraid that the operation would really fail. ’

July 15, 2022.

Today, Lin Ziqian came and brought a nurse, she said her name was Promise, but she was really similar, very much like Qiao Niannian. But I know she shouldn't be here at this time. ’

August 7, 2022.

But the promise is really a thought. She came, she came with Lin Ziqian, and I suddenly thought that after waking up from shock, the dream I thought was a dream, was it a dream? I'm not sure.

I know they're worried, so I can only be more assertive, and maybe they'll be better. ’

August 8, 2022.

Today is Niannian's birthday, I remember. But she didn't face me as her real identity, I can only pretend not to know, but I still want to say to you, Niannian, happy birthday. ’

August 9, 2022.

At this point, it is the content of the handwriting on the last page of the diary, his birthday, Yan Zhi remembers, but that day, Qiao Niannian has forgotten it.

The diary is full of mud, and it has become not very smooth, Qiao Niannian closed the book, but secretly made up his mind, and said, I will accompany you in the future.

After Qiao Niannian didn't need to take any more intravenous drips, she immediately went to the general ward to take care of Yan Zhi, day after day, and there were many words to say every day.

Sometimes it's their childhood, sometimes it's those experiences in parallel worlds, in addition to her, Lin Ziqian also complains in his ears from time to time.

In a flash, more than half a month has passed.

Yan's father and mother have completed all the formalities and boarded the flight to Germany.

"Qiao Niannian, uncle and aunt will arrive in the afternoon."

"Really? That's great. Qiao Nian replied.

Lin Ziqian peeled the orange and asked again, "However, you haven't worked for so long, it's really okay?" ”

"Well, I haven't heard anything from the supervisor for the time being, but she did ask me, and I said I was in the hospital to take care of my family."

"Oh, take care of ...... Family. Lin Ziqian thought silently, looked at Qiao Niannian, who was carefully pressing his arm, and showed a knowing smile.

Lin Ziqian sometimes goes out to answer the phone, so most of the time, there is only Qiao Niannian and Yan Zhi in the ward.

"Yanzhi, your mom and dad will be here today, no, according to what you wrote in your diary before, and you also have the memory of those two times. The second time we didn't sign the divorce formalities, you are still my husband, and your parents are also my parents. ”

"You must remember, those are not dreams, I have experienced them, I have told you so many times, I should be able to remember them, right?"

"Yes."

That's good, Qiao Niannian was smiling, and suddenly reacted, the voice that responded just now......

She slowly looked at Yanzhi's face, and when she saw Yanzhi who opened her eyes and smiled slightly, Qiao Niannian unconsciously covered her mouth, afraid that she would be too loud.

"...... Yanzhi, are you really awake?"

"Well, I heard you keep calling my name, and I was reluctant to leave."

"Great, great!" Qiao Niannian said, and immediately hugged Yanzhi, hugged it tightly, for fear that he would disappear in the next moment, and the tears were not a little uncontrollable, wetting Yanzhi's bedding.

When Qiao Niannian came back to her senses, she suddenly sat up again and asked, "By the way, you just said yes?" Can you remember what I said? What you wrote in your diary was not a dream, I experienced it the same as you, and I said it. ”

Yan Zhi's eyes were also a little moist, and he reached out to hold Qiao Niannian's hand, and said, "I know, I know." ”

"Qiao Niannian, uncle and aunt, they are at the airport, let's pick them up together......"

"OMG! Speak out! You're ......, you're awake! Lin Ziqian was extremely excited, and ran to Yanzhi's side.

Seeing Qiao Niannian, who was wiping his tears again, he finally calmed down, he explained his words again, and went to the airport by himself.

There were two more people left in the ward, and Qiao Niannian first called the doctor to check on Yan Zhi, and then helped him adjust the angle and chat with him.

Listening to Qiao Niannian share her experience of how she found Lin Ziqian, her words were full of distress, although Qiao Niannian said it lightly, but with Lin Ziqian's character, how could he bring Qiao Niannian over so easily.

"Niannian, you've lost a lot of weight."

"Then you should get better quickly and make me fat."

Such a familiar tone made Yan Zhi in a trance, and he asked again, "Nian Nian, those ...... times are really not dreams, right?" ”

"Yes, not really."

After being affirmed again, Yanzhi finally showed a reassuring smile, and Qiao Niannian's face was also a heartfelt bright smile.

Looking at the time, Yanzhi's parents should be almost there, Qiao Niannian looked at the teapot.

"Yanzhi, you stay for a while, I'll go get some water."

"Okay."

When Qiao Niannian came back from fetching water, he happened to meet Lin Ziqian, who rushed over with Yan's father and mother.

She looked at Yan's father and mother, who she hadn't seen for a long time, and subconsciously shouted, "Mom and Dad, it's great that you're here." ”

Lin Ziqian was stunned, Qiao Niannian missed you, didn't you?! You don't have that, do you? What is the relationship between you and Yanzhi now?!

And the father and mother behind him also looked at each other in shock, and looked at Qiao Niannian suspiciously.

Seeing the three of them look like this, the smile on Qiao Niannian's face froze, and now she wants to cry ......, can this also be a double goal?

"Ziqian, this is ......"

"Ah, hehe, uncle and aunt, this is my classmate with Yanzhi." After Lin Ziqian finished speaking, he immediately pulled Qiao Niannian over, squeezed his eyebrows, and motioned for her to explain quickly.

Qiao Niannian's eyes were red, she had to pretend to rub her eyes, and said, "Oops, my contact lenses have been worn for a long time, they are not very comfortable, I took them off just now, I didn't expect to see it wrong, uncle and aunt I'm sorry!" At that angle, I thought it was my parents coming. ”

"Oh." Yan's father responded, pulled Yan's mother, passed a look, and several people went to the ward first.

The four of them went in together, and when Yan's mother saw her pale son, she immediately couldn't help it, she trotted over, first cared, and then couldn't help crying and pushed Yan a few times.

"You stupid boy, didn't you know to tell us sooner! What if the surgery fails? You stinky boy......"

"Okay, Rongrong, isn't it okay now, it's okay."

Looking at the scene of the family getting together, Lin Ziqian and Qiao Niannian were also quite emotional, and when they came back to their senses, Qiao Niannian hurriedly went to prepare a water cup.

She had just prepared it and was about to bring it to Yan's father and mother, when the two suddenly stared at her again, which made Qiao Niannian startled again, what is this for?

"Oh, I didn't even ask, Ziqian, what's the name of Xiaozhi's girlfriend?"

After speaking, Yan's mother stared at her son fiercely, "You even have a girlfriend secretly, and people have to take care of you here, tell me about you!" ”

"Mom......"

Yan Zhi had just said a word, but he was interrupted by Qiao's father again, and said, "We all saw just now, this girl is crying, where is the contact lens uncomfortable, it must be because you hid the girl." ”

Lin Ziqian didn't know what his psychology was, he answered, "Uncle and aunt, this is Qiao Niannian." ”

"Uncle and aunt, I and Yanzhi, in fact, ......"

Qiao Niannian paused suddenly, and the four people in the room also stared at her in unison, expecting her to continue.

"Actually, Yanzhi and I have been together for a long time. But Yan Zhi always said that it was not the right time to take me to see you, but I had long respected my uncle and aunt as my father and mother, so I lost my words at the door just now......"

"However, Yanzhi should have his consideration, don't blame him, uncle and aunt."

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