Send a chapter (Diary 1)

[Day 1, sunny to cloudy]

Today I met a friend, his name is Li Baimo, his name is similar to me, so we also had a lot of fun, I asked him if he wanted to go to my house to play, he agreed, but when I introduced him to my parents, my father and mother showed strange expressions on their faces, not enthusiasm, but like ...... Afraid.

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Mom and Dad told me that I was sick and that they would definitely cure me.

But I'm very puzzled, where am I sick, and besides, Li Baimo is obviously next to me, why do they always say they can't see it?

Isn't that weird......

【Day 3, Rain】

Mom and Dad argued several times about my affairs, and finally, they decided to take me to the doctor.

The place where I see a doctor is so strange, the walls are so high, and there is a barbed wire, you can see people in white clothes everywhere, what are you doing in such white clothes, white is easy to get dirty, I was lectured by my mother several times because my white clothes were dirty.

I also saw a lot of strange uncles and aunts there, some giggling, some yelling.

I was a little scared and asked my mother what was wrong with them, and my mother comforted me that these people were just as sick as me, so don't be afraid.

I don't know if I should be more scared or not.

By the way, Li Baimo has been following me, but it seems that no one else can see him except me.

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Mom and Dad took me to an old man dressed in white.

The old man had a smile on his face and was very kind, but I didn't know why, I was scared.

The old man seems to be able to see Li Baimo, but he doesn't seem to be able to see it, he always describes Li Baimo's appearance wrongly, but he himself said that he can see it, and I don't know what's going on.

【Day 7, Rain】

Mom and Dad are arguing more and more over my affairs, and I don't want to see them fight.

【Day 9, Rain】

I'm going to live in this strange place from today onwards, and my parents say they will come to see me every week.

[Day 12, Cloudy]

It didn't take a week at all, my father and mother came to visit me every day, but the expressions on their faces were always unhappy.

By the way, Li Baimo also lives here with me, he sleeps later than me every day, wakes up earlier than me, and when I open my eyes, I see him standing in front of me with his clothes dressed.

[Day 20, Rain]

Life here is very bad, I am scared and lonely, although I have Li Baimo with me, I am still very homesick.

But every time Mom and Dad asked me, I said it was okay here, and I didn't want them to worry or let them quarrel anymore.

[Day 30, Sunny]

Today I met a nurse sister who talked a lot with me and I felt very happy.

The nurse sister smiled beautifully.

[Day 40, Cloudy]

I've been here for a month now and know a lot of things.

This strange place is called a psychiatric hospital, and the old man who looks kind but scared me is the director of the place, and he seems to be a good friend of my grandfather, and I, who has a disease called schizophrenia.

I don't know what schizophrenia means, I don't even know what schizophrenia is......

[Day 50, Rain]

Mom and Dad come less, from the beginning of every day to now only come once every two or three days, I, I am so homesick.

[Day 55, Sunny]

Every day through the window I can see the group of uncles playing basketball downstairs, today I finally couldn't help but come over, they are very nice, and asked me if I want to play with them.

But I didn't go, and although I thought a little in my heart, I didn't know why I still shook my head.

[Day 65, Sunny]

Mom bought me a mobile phone, so that I can play videos with them, and I can also play games, hehe, but my mother let me learn knowledge through my mobile phone, but I am so tired of studying, I always study for a while and then go to play games, this must not let my mother know.

Li Baimo is still with me, but I never give him my phone to play, and I don't talk to him anymore.

It's all his fault, or I wouldn't have left my house to live here, I hate him.

[Day 70, Sunny]

My mother said that she would be able to let me go home soon, but I would no longer be able to see Li Baimo in the future.

Of course this is no problem, damn Li Baimo, I don't want to see you!

[Day 85, Heavy rain]

The dean's grandfather told me that my parents had an accident and they died.

I know that to die is to die, and to die is to never see again.

Grandpa just died, so I never met my grandpa, and now my mom and dad are ......

I called my mom on video, but no one answered.

Mom and Dad are gone, I'm so sad......

Li Baimo comforted me, but I was still so sad, I hated Li Baimo and never wanted to see him again!

Grandpa said that I would live here from now on.

…… Mom and Dad are gone, and I don't know where to go, so let's stay here.

It's so sad......