Looking back on my life.

In the first sixteen years, I followed my father at home, and everything obeyed the arrangements of the family, four books and five classics, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, tea and incense, and everyone who listened to it praised it, worthy of being the daughter of the Lu family.

In the middle of the twenty years, married and obeyed her husband, had personal contacts, and was in charge of the family, but her husband did not return home all the year round, and the children had their own elders to teach, all over the capital, the first thing that came to mind when it came to Quanfu was the eldest lady of the Shen family, even if the Lu family was declining, and the Shen family was intimidated, Lu Fenghe had never been neglected.

In the next five years, my brother was gone, and I gave up my old face in one breath, set the family affairs of the Jiangnan Shi clan for my sister, and sent my sister away, Lu Fenghe felt that there was nothing worth nostalgia in this world, but fortunately, he never scolded the concubine, and the concubine also let himself live his old age in peace.

The scenes of the past gradually covered with white, in late summer and early autumn, Lu Fenghe took a nap and was greedy for coldness, and did not teach the little girl to close the window, and a sudden rainstorm made her catch a cold and cough for several days.

On the fifteenth day of that month, he was unable to eat with the prince, and it is said that he had a seizure for a long time and sent a few subordinates.

The white gradually became heavier, and the originally clear Dingxi Royal Mansion gradually became white, and there was nothing to see in front of him, only the noise in his ears.

I don't know how many times the expansion of the Dingxi Palace, every inch has turned white, and the aftermath should be grand.

Lu Fenghe thought to himself, even if there is no love, even if it is ruthless, the honor that should be had, Shen Nanxun still gives it to her at all, but it is difficult for him, he lives with someone he doesn't love, and he can't share the glory he has earned with his life to the person he loves.

The scenes of the past seem to be black and white paintings in front of Lu Fenghe, misty and boring, colorless, and not vivid.

Since both of you are not happy, do it again, and give you a happy life, and give yourself a happy life.

I wish you and your sweetheart a good couple, may you be carefree, and most importantly, your children will be healthy.

When I woke up, it was getting late, and as soon as Lu Fenghe moved, the sound of Bihe came from outside the bed curtain.

"The eldest lady is awake?"

Lu Fenghe responded.

Bihe hurriedly whispered to the little maids to go to the warm medicine to get food, and the doors and windows must be closed, so as not to come in through the wind.

After explaining, Bihe carefully lifted the bed curtain, still holding the tray in her hand.

"The eldest lady clears her mouth first, gets up and eats something, and it's time to take medicine."

Hungry, Lu Fenghe was not hungry, she just felt sore, weak and sweltering, and it was unbearably hot in the space tightly covered by the bed curtain.

After rinsing her mouth, Bihe wanted to bring the food in, but was drunk by Lu Fenghe

"Wait for me to get up, my bones hurt."

Bihe hesitated for a second, but still waited for Lu Fenghe to dress, insisted on washing and cleaning up, and walked two steps a little before Lu Fenghe felt that he was better again.

Bihe chattered about what happened after Lu Fenghe fell asleep.

"The elder entourage next to the prince sent something, some for the eldest lady, some for the sister, and Sister Lufu took it."

"The third lady took Mrs. Su to come once, and she knew that the eldest lady was fine, so she didn't let her be disturbed to see her sister, but she only said that the eldest lady was relieved, and there was her in the house."

"Mrs. Lin and the grandmother beside the princess came to visit, left some food, saw my sister, and left."

"The fourth master sent the little guy around him to send in a pair of jade pendants, which means that he has put it in front of the Buddha in Guanghua Temple for nine hundred and eighty-one days, hoping that his sister will grow up safely."

Lu Fenghe listened to Bihe's words, and the etiquette was not bad.

Watching Lu Fenghe wander around the house, Bihe and Lufu were scared enough.

"My eldest lady, don't move around, this production is much more difficult than the first time." Green hibiscus chattering.

Bihe nodded again and again, "Yes, yes, the doctor has said that it is better to sit for two months." ”

Lu Fenghe comforted the two, "I know in my heart, go and bring the eldest girl, and then go to see if Brother Fang is back." ”

Bihe went out, and Lu Fenghe asked Lu Fu to ask Lu Fu to replace the bed curtain with a light and breathable one.

"Big lady, this can't be helped, you can't see the wind."

Again, Lu Fenghe cherishes his body more than anyone else, but he also wants to make himself comfortable more.

"What kind of day is this, in previous years, I was about to use ice, you still give me so many layers of bed curtains, only one layer is enough."

After explaining, Lu Fenghe was eating in the compartment, and Bihe came in with the nurse holding the child.

"The eldest sister is really a sensible child, and the eldest sister just woke up when the slave and maid passed, and she didn't cry."

Bihe took the child and hugged him close to Lu Fenghe.

Lu Fenghe's eyes were wet in an instant, her sister Zhen, Sister Zhen is not sensible, she never disobeys her parents, and she is so sensible that it makes people feel distressed.

Bihe saw Lu Fenghe's tears, hurriedly returned the child to the nurse, and hurriedly wiped Lu Fenghe's tears.

"Big lady, you can't cry, you hurt your eyes carefully, you and your sister are the best, it's the right thing to take care of your body quickly."

As he spoke, someone had already set up the food in the food box.

Yangchun noodles in broth, sturgeon soup with ginger sauce, egg yolk green ball, magnolia slices, vinegared yellow sprouts, and a bird's nest.

Lu Fenghe left Sister Zhen and asked the nurse to go down to eat.

"Although it is the Dragon Boat Festival, the zongzi are always difficult to restrain themselves, so the eldest lady should use a youth league to meet the situation."

Lu Fenghe took a bite of magnolia slices first, which was a salty magnolia slice from the Sun family in Suzhou Mansion, and Lu Fenghe couldn't help but use two more slices.

"Big lady, why don't you use two mouthfuls of noodles, it's not much use for morning food, and I don't want to eat it at night, and now I only eat snacks."

Lu Fenghe relied on Bihe, and did not eat magnolia slices anymore, but ate all the dishes on the table, and as soon as he ate this dish, he knew that it was made by the Huaiyang chef he brought from Biling County, and it was in line with his own heart.

Lu Fu took the little girl to clean up the inner room, and told the little girl to wash the things that had been replaced by the doorknob.

"Speaking of ice, I've got something to report here."

Bihe persuaded Lu Fenghe to use some more, and said angrily,

"What's worth it when you take it to Fei Da Niang's mind now."

Lu Fu ignored Bihe, Bihe didn't like what he said, but his heart was all on the eldest lady, which was also the reason why several big girls were always angry with Bihe, and tolerated her again and again.

"The eldest lady didn't slip her feet in the morning for no reason, someone sprinkled broken ice on the steps."

Bihe didn't bother to clean up the scraps on the table, and leaned in front of Lufu, "What's the matter?" ”

"In the morning, the eldest lady entered the delivery room, and I asked the girl who sprinkled the sweep in our yard to wipe the blood in the garden."

Bihe didn't expect that in that hectic situation, Green Fu could still think of this.

"The two little girls only entered the house last winter, and when I finished wiping the garden, I saw two little girls holding maple leaves in their hands, or red, saying that they picked it up by the steps, and they looked good, and they wanted to take it back and draw the pattern."

"What does it matter?" Bihe didn't understand.