Fu Siqing's voice was very low, with an indescribable depression, whispering in Fu Mujian's ear, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, recalling the past.

"My dad is very good, he is the person I admire the most, he started teaching me how to do business when I was ten years old, he can easily solve a lot of difficult problems, really amazing."

"When I was a kid, I was naughty and used to destroy things, so my dad covered for me and bought new ones. The money belongs to my mother, and my mother finds that the bank card records often flow out of money that she doesn't know, and she also wonders if my dad is cheating, and for a while, he is often yin and yang. ”

"But my mother is not a dominatrix, she is a very elegant and noble woman, very gentle, very knowledgeable. My parents loved each other very much, and when I was a child, on Valentine's Day, their wedding anniversary, they would leave me alone at home to go out to celebrate. ”

"Fu Siqing ......"

Fu Mujin didn't know what to say to comfort Fu Siqing, or that all the comfort was to no avail, she muttered his name and stayed quietly in his arms.

Fu Siqing never told her this, in the past, when Fu Mujian came here, he only needed to accompany him quietly, and then go home quietly, and Fu Siqing never wanted to mention his parents' past to her.

Maybe she thinks that when she grows up, she can have someone to confide in, and she doesn't have to hold it in her heart and let the pain erode her heart.

From his words, Fu Muhibiscus can hear that Fu Siqing should have lived in a loving and warm family when he was a child, financially wealthy, and grew up to be a sunny and naughty boy, like most boys.

If it weren't for the sudden death of his parents, the current Fu Siqing would not be like this, he should follow a normal trajectory, be sunny, healthy and love to laugh, get married and have children with the blessing of his parents, and live a happy life.

In that case, Fu Siqing would not have put on the person Fu Muhibiscus, or in other words, there would be no existence of the name Fu Muhibiscus at all. He didn't have to worry about her, she didn't have to struggle between guilt and freedom, she didn't even know if their meeting was right or wrong, they had many good memories, but they really didn't love each other.

What she wants is the love of his parents in Fu Siqing's mouth, and a love crystallization.

However, the world is unpredictable, there has never been a ifs in this world, if Fu Mujian's sudden growth was at the age of twenty-one, then Fu Siqing's sudden growth was at the age of fifteen.

"Hibiscus, I'm not sad, I firmly believe that you are a gift from my parents, and I still have you." Fu Siqing muttered to her, the force in his hand was heavier, as if he wanted to rub her into his body, so that she would not think of leaving him.

In fact, it's not that he still has her, it's that he only has her.

Fu Siqing only has one Fu Muhibiscus, so no one can snatch her from him.

"Well, you still have me." Fu Mujin nodded his head and said very firmly.

No matter what happens, she will be by Fu Siqing's side, no matter what identity she exists.

As usual, the two of them left the cemetery until dusk, and the atmosphere was gloomy.

It was raining lightly, and the weather was stuffy and uncomfortable, Fu Mujin pulled Fu Siqing to take a bath as soon as he went home, and it was comfortable to take a dry bath after taking a shower.

Fu Siqing was in a bad mood, Fu Mujin felt sorry for him, and he was not in a good mood, so the two of them hurriedly went back to the room to sleep after dinner.

On the wide and soft bed, Fu Siqing took Fu Muhibiscus into his arms, and opened his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking.

Fu Muhibiscus, who usually sleeps on the bed, is also open at this time, biting his fingers, frowning, and thinking seriously.

She was thinking about what to do to make Fu Siqing's mood better.

Seduction?

Forget it, it doesn't seem to be very respectful to do this kind of thing on Fu Siqing's memorial day.

Cook?

Forget it, Fu Siqing has been tossing for a day, and she has to bother to see if she is killed.

Shopping?

Forget it, Fu Siqing will only be in a worse mood after going out in this kind of weather, and if he sees the truck again, he estimates that he will really collapse.

couldn't think of a good way, Fu Mujin had no choice but to hug Fu Siqing back, not noisy or noisy, and quietly comforted him.

"Hibiscus." Fu Siqing buried his head in Fu Mujian's neck socket, and his voice was low,

"Huh?" Fu Mujin gently stroked his head as a sign of comfort and asked softly.

He was really vulnerable today.

"We want a baby."

"Why?" The movements in Fu Mujian's hands paused, his voice became a little trembling, and his eyes showed surprise and astonishment.

"This home is so deserted." Fu Siqing raised his head, looked straight at Fu Mujian, and explained in a muffled voice, he wanted a home, a home with Fu Muhibiscus and their children, having three or four children, running around the house, just like when she was a child, and the same as when he was a child.

"But, I don't want to have children just yet." Fu Mujian's answer was vague, and he didn't dare to look at Fu Siqing's gaze with a weak heart.

"Baby, tell me why, is it because you're afraid of pain?" Fu Siqing stroked Fu Mujian's face and asked softly.

This girl has always been afraid of pain, and the slightest injury will hurt so much that she will hum.

“……”

Fu Mujian lowered his head and did not speak, not knowing how to answer.

Agree to have a baby?

She doesn't love Fu Siqing, how will their children grow up?

She is a living example, normal children generally do not remember the memories of childhood, but she is different, she remembers clearly.

When she was three years old, her parents were divorced, and they were robbing her custody and pampering her in every way. But two years later, her parents remarried and had their own children, and she was pushed around like a ball, going to live in this home for two days and that home for two days, and she was like an outsider everywhere. The stepmother and stepfather are not good to her, the stepmother with postpartum depression beats and scolds her at every turn, when the trash can is vented, the stepfather will be drunk and crazy, she is only five years old, but there are already large and small scars on her body, new and old, but her biological parents turn a blind eye to this, they have children they should love, she is redundant, and they even care for her a little.

In those years, when the economy was sluggish and her parents were both laid off, they did the only thing they had agreed on all these years, sending her to a welfare home, leaving this trouble behind and starting a new life. They sent her to the welfare home overnight, and without even saying goodbye, they hurriedly threw her at the door and threw her like garbage.

She was drenched in the rain all night and had a high fever for three days.

Later, the aunt in the welfare home asked her, who are your parents and where are they?

At the age of five, she replied fluently: I don't have parents, I am an orphan.

From the moment they threw her like garbage, she was an orphan.

She stayed in the welfare home, smart and witty, knew how to fight for the best for herself, and knew how to please the aunt in the welfare home, who was dark and thin, but was the most favored child in the welfare home.

Therefore, when Fu Siqing, a rich man, came to choose a child, the aunt of the welfare institute would lead her to Fu Siqing and recommend her in every possible way.

But she didn't like to be adopted, and she preferred to grow up in a welfare home.

Every time someone comes, she hides in the corner and doesn't come out, the aunts think she is afraid of seeing the living, but in fact she is not, she is afraid of being abandoned for the second time, afraid of being bullied, afraid of being restrained.

Fu Siqing said that she wanted children, but they didn't love each other, and her parents didn't love each other, so her parents divorced, and they would divorce sooner or later, and she couldn't snatch custody of Fu Siqing, so what if Fu Siqing remarried later, what should her children do?

Is she suffering as much in a gorgeous villa as she did back then?

If the biological parents don't love it, how can they expect the stepmother to love her child?

She doesn't want to be like this, so everything should be strangled in the cradle.

There is no reason for a child to bear the grievances of adults, Fu Siqing should find a person who loves each other to give birth to a healthy baby for him, and he should be happy for a lifetime, it should not be her.

A few years ago, she had seen her physiological father, sitting on Fu Siqing's Land Rover, looking at him with pity, he became a small vendor, without the vigor of the year, with his back bent, laughing with people to make so little pitiful money, she didn't feel anything, didn't love, didn't hate, like watching a poor stranger who made a living, hurried by his side.

She was afraid that her children would do the same to her, and they hadn't seen her for years, and they went from resentment to feeling nothing, like seeing strangers.

"Hibiscus?" Fu Siqing bit lightly on her lip, the slight pain brought her thoughts back to reality, and Fu Mujian looked at Fu Siqing with a confused gaze.

"Are you afraid of pain?"

Fu Siqing asked very seriously, and took Fu Mujian back into his arms.

"I ......"

Fu Mujin didn't know what to say, his lips opened and closed helplessly.

Fu Siqing was looking forward to having a child, and even thought about everything for her, a faint smile of hope appeared on the corner of her mouth, full of longing for the future, "Hibiscus, I can find the best doctor for you, our caesarean section won't hurt, I don't care about one more scar on your stomach, that's proof that you gave birth to a child for me, if you care, we can go for scar removal surgery." ”

Fu Mujin was silent, listening quietly.

"Our children will definitely make trouble, when I was a child, you were very noisy, but our family is so big, it doesn't matter how he makes trouble. When the time comes, we will hire a few more servants and let them take care of them, and we will leave the children at home and travel like my parents. ”

Fu Siqing chuckled, hugged Fu Muhibiscus tighter, and said very seriously, "Fu Muhibiscus, I want to have a daughter, a daughter like you, you were really cute when you were a child, although it also annoyed me." ”

"It's good for my son, I can teach him how to do business, you have a little lover, and I have a brother, so it's good."

"It's best to have a son and a daughter, the family is lively, and it's okay to ......"

Fu Siqing was drawing a blueprint for his future by himself, Fu Mujin finally couldn't help but interrupt him, raised his head and looked at him seriously, "Fu Siqing, I don't want to have children." ”

Don't want to give birth to a child who will suffer.

The smile on the corner of Fu Siqing's mouth froze, and he asked puzzledly, "Why?" ”

Too scared to go into the operating room?

Or do you love beauty and don't want to leave a scar?

Or do you think the child is too noisy?

Still is...... Still is......

Fu Siqing kept finding reasons for Fu Muhibiscus, but Fu Muhiscus still cruelly said what he thought in his heart, and the words were clear, "Fu Siqing, I don't love you, I can't give you a child." ”