I wrote several versions of testimonials, but I deleted them all.

I originally wanted to talk to you about the condition, but after thinking about it, it is actually something that can be summed up in one sentence - there are no major illnesses, but minor illnesses are riddled with diseases.

That's it......

This time it was the prostate problem that broke out.

The reason is that it is too sedentary and stressed.

Sick, not cured, the symptoms are gone, but the root is still there, this thing can't go to the root, and it is very easy to recur.

Then there are problems with the cervical spine, shoulders, and waist.

There are no major problems, and the whole body is a small problem that cannot be cured.

It's not a bad sell...... I'm really not miserable, but I am too heavy, and I don't like to exercise because of my lack of self-discipline, which leads to my young age, and my body can't hold on.

In the past few days, I have been recuperating from illness, there is no pressure at work, and when I lie in bed, I will think and summarize.

After weighing everything, I made a decision that I am very sorry for everyone.

For a short time, I won't be able to write.

I want to nourish my body, spend time with my family, and at the same time accumulate materials and find inspiration.

My mom recommended that I get a class and I didn't want to make much money — I couldn't find any high-paying jobs for a single stinking word.

Just ask for effort, exercise, go to work at the end of the day, adjust the work and rest, and don't always stay up late.

I think it's a very constructive idea (laughs)......

But seriously.

A long vacation, I think it's necessary.

First of all, there is the physical problem, and this time I really have to pay attention to it, after all, I can't afford the cost.

Exercise, do not seek eight-pack abs, only seek to reduce the weight to less than 180 pounds.

The second is a problem of mental status.

In the profession of online writer, the intensity of work cannot be judged by big and small.

This profession does not consume physical energy, but it does consume mental power, which is very draining.

Few full-time online writers have a normal schedule, and their social circles are generally very small.

In the long run, the mental pressure is indeed very great, and people will become withdrawn and narrow-minded.

I always thought, open a book, hurry up and make money - who doesn't love money?

It's like a tight string.

Now the strings of the body are broken first, but the strings of the spirit are actually on the verge of being broken continuously.

Finally, there is the question of the state of writing.

The Lord of the Ten Thousand Tribulations is my fourth book.

During this time, I reviewed my writing career......

From 1/1/17 to 8/22.

More than five and a half years.

It's always going down.

Mania is the best one, and the results of Paradise are not bad, but the next two books are pulled.

Part of the reason is that when I was writing the copy, I got married and had children, so I couldn't devote myself to the creation wholeheartedly.

But the main reason is ......

I'm out of things......

Yes, not even if you don't want to admit it.

If the grades of the book are not good, it is a human dish...... But I have historical achievements, how can I say that people are dishes?

There's only one reason, there's nothing left...... It can also be said that Jiang Lang is exhausted.

Even non-professional writers know that writing is a process of output - the author writes what is in his head, spews it out, writes it into an article, writes it into a story, and presents it to the reader.

How did the article come about? How did the story come about?

From the author's head!

Writing is a private thing, and everything in the book is entirely up to the author.

The author has something in his head to write something. If the author has nothing in his head, you can't write anything.

Such a simple truth......

During this period of recuperation, I reviewed my career all the way down, and suddenly I thought of this possibility...... Is there nothing in my head?

A: Yes, yes.

As I said before, before I got into this business, I liked to read two types of books.

One is the eschatological text, and the other is the infinite text.

In the first book, I wrote about the end times.

In the second book, I wrote Infinity.

The grades are okay.

But the third and fourth books just don't work.

The problem is that it doesn't accumulate.

The things in my head are sprayed, and there is nothing to spray, so Jiang Lang is exhausted......

And so it is.

I'm not a genius, and I can't write like a god.

When my accumulation is exhausted, I have nothing to write about, nothing to write about.

Even recently, I didn't even have the heart to open the writer's assistant...... To put it bluntly, there is no desire to talk, no desire to write.

I want to take this opportunity to take a big vacation......

Accumulate again, get back on the road, and find the desire to write again.

When I feel that my idea, my story, is really not unhappy, I will come back, and I will come back to the starting point, and share with you what I have in my head, the story that I designed, the world that I created.

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Of course, perhaps, probably, the desire to write will never be found again. There is also this possibility.

In short, thank you for being with us all the way.

See you all soon.

2022.8.23, black-hearted white, stay.