Chapter 557: Thoughts

"Jin'er, it's time to wake up and eat?" When Fu Siqing took Fu Mujian to the manor he had been looking for for a long time and had built, it was already night, because Fu Muhibiscus was too tired, so he had already fallen asleep when he was in the car, Fu Siqing was worried that his movements would make Fu Muhibiscus, so he seemed a little cautious, and he was very careful in his every move, because he was afraid that if he was not careful, he would hurt Jin'er.

When he doesn't wake up, Jin'er will still rely on him as a subconscious, but once he wakes up, Jin'er will subconsciously distance himself from himself, he doesn't want to distance himself at all, fortunately, Jin'er has been asleep when he is in the car.

He knew that it seemed a little selfish for him to think so, but only in this way could he feel that he was needed by Jin'er, and that Jin'er really needed him.

Fu Mujian's eyelashes flickered, and there were faint signs of waking up, Fu Siqing hurriedly sat aside, widening the distance between himself and Fu Mujian.

He didn't want to see the fear of him in Jin'er's eyes, in that case, wouldn't it be too cruel for him, he liked Jin'er, Jin'er, who was more important than his own life, and disgusted with his proximity, how could this be, how could it be?

Although Fu Siqing thought so, his actions still quickly widened the distance between him and Fu Mujian, as long as Jin'er didn't like it, he wouldn't do it, just like Jin'er was disgusted by his proximity now.

Between a few breaths of Fu Siqing, Fu Mujian had already opened his eyes, and when he saw the distance between himself and Fu Siqing, he subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, but Fu Mujian's heart was still a little empty in his heart for Fu Siqing's obvious eyes that could not be more obvious.

Don't dare to look directly into Fu Siqing's eyes, she knows that she is not good like this, but she can't control herself, it is such a small space, there are only two people, she and Fu Siqing, she is really afraid, afraid of those memories engraved in the depths of her memory, she doesn't know how to face Fu Siqing, who is also of that gender, and even sometimes she thinks, if only Fu Siqing were a woman.

See, how selfish and despicable she is? This man who loved her so much never really owed her anything, and they were very happy between them, but now, she is no longer the Fu Mujian that Fu Siqing used to like, she is selfish, she only cares about herself.

A few traces of self-deprecation flashed in Fu Mujian's eyes, it was self-deprecation of the thoughts in her heart, she was like a madman now, a completely crazy madman, Fu Siqing was so good, how could she have anything to do with her, a madman?

If her illness can't be cured for the rest of her life, could it be that Fu Siqing really wants to do nothing for him and guard her as a person?

Suppressing the thoughts in his heart, Fu Mujian looked at Fu Siqing.

"Have you arrived?"

It seemed that nothing had changed, but Fu Siqing still felt it, and felt that if she couldn't take some measures quickly, Jin'er might hurt herself, and maybe even lose Jin'er forever.

A few traces of inquiry flashed in Fu Siqing's eyes, and they were quickly covered up by Fu Siqing himself.

"Arrived, get off, you're going to love it here." Fu Siqing smiled and was about to help Fu Muhibiscus, and thought of Fu Muhibiscus's resistance to the man when he woke up, and immediately withdrew his hand, Fu Muhibiscus saw this, and his eyes darkened.

Five years ago, she was kidnapped, why did she resist men so much, didn't Fu Siqing really want to know at all? Does Fu Siqing suspect that she is lying? Would you suspect that she had actually been touched by other men?

Fu Muhibiscus had all kinds of thoughts in his heart, as long as he thought of this, Fu Mujian felt that he was likely to suffocate.

Although she didn't have anything to do with those people, she just knew that Fu Siqing didn't see it with her own eyes, nor did she see with her own eyes whether she was really clean, would Fu Siqing doubt it, and would Fu Siqing dislike her after accepting her because of this?

Fu Mujin knew that it was wrong to think like this, but she just couldn't control herself. She was afraid that after she reconciled with Fu Siqing, Fu Siqing would dislike herself because of those suspicions and disgusted that she was not clean, and she was indeed touched by those people and touched her body, but she was taken away by Yi Chen before she had time to commit any atrocities, and that person seemed to have her hand chopped off, but she was still afraid.

She hates that person, she hates Yi Chen even more, she hates herself who was kidnapped, and she hates Fu Siqing, who may hate herself in the future because of this matter.

She couldn't control her head, and she couldn't help but think about a lot of terrible futures, what should she do, what should she do?

Fu Mujin didn't know, and even trembled, Fu Mujian saw everything Fu Siqing in his eyes, seeing Fu Muhibiscus like this, Fu Siqing was heartbroken more than anyone else, but what could he do? He couldn't help Jin'er, and Jin'er didn't want him to touch him. He couldn't help Jin'er get rid of those thoughts.

This is his hibiscus, the man he has liked for so long, but now, everything has changed.

The girl who would run to him naughtily and coquettish is gone, the Jin'er who used to hold her little fist and compare cooking skills with him is gone, and the Jin'er who used to argue that she was very tired and not to continue is gone, and all that looks at her is the pair of wet eyes, a pair of aggrieved and scared eyes.

Look, his Hibiscus is afraid of him, how can his Hibiscus be afraid of him?

Fu Siqing couldn't wait to be able to yell out directly, shouting out the question in his heart, yes, why is his Jin'er, who always likes to stick to him, afraid of him, what's wrong with all this? Why should it be in this direction, he doesn't want to see it.

Fu Siqing's heart hurt so much that it was difficult to add, but he could only face these things, because he was a man, he still had to support the whole family, and he had to wait for the day when Jin'er took the initiative to throw herself into his arms and hug him.

He is in a very conflicted mood now, and even regrets that Jin'er has regained his memory, if he hadn't been thinking of a way to let Jin'er know him, wouldn't it be like this now?

But it's already happened, what else can he do?

How else can he compensate his Jin'er, he can't make up for it, so he can only pull his Jin'er out little by little in life, so that his Jin'er can see that no matter when, he is waiting for her and will never let go.

"Jin'er, I'll get out of the car first, be careful when you get off." The smile on the corner of Fu Siqing's mouth was a little deliberate, he really couldn't laugh, but he was afraid that Jin'er would worry, he didn't want Jin'er to worry, even a little bit.

Fu Mujin could feel Fu Siqing's thoughts, and his face was a little complicated at that time, Fu Siqing ...... Actually, you really don't need to do this for me, it will only make me more guilty and worried.

How fortunate I am to be liked by you, Fu Mujian, we should not be people of the same world.

Fu Mujin looked at Fu Siqing's background and his eyes were complicated, Fu Siqing could also feel staring directly at him, his whole body was almost stiff, Jin'er was looking at him, Jin'er was looking at him again.

After the excitement, Fu Siqing also realized that his reaction was a little too much, and after glancing at Fu Siqing, he got out of the car slowly, and when he saw the scenery outside, Fu Mujian was stunned, and looked at it stupidly with his mouth open and it didn't seem to be the scenery of the world.

This...... Isn't this the fairyland that she used to talk about in Fu Siqing's ear? I didn't expect it to really exist, and I was found by Fu Siqing, looking at the current posture, this seems to be Fu Siqing's place, so beautiful that it doesn't look like the world.

Fu Mujin stood stupidly, forgetting to walk for a while, just looking at such a scene, slowly closing his eyes, smelling the faint fragrance of flowers, and the whole person's mood became excited.

"It's so beautiful~" Fu Siqing didn't speak, looking at the people in the distance, almost integrated with the sea of flowers, looking at Fu Mujian like this, Fu Siqing's heart suddenly burst with joy, it seems that his preparation has an effect now, I believe that after walking in and discovering the mystery inside, Jin'er will be even happier.

Fu Mujin stretched out her arms and leaned back slightly, if it weren't for the fear that she would ruin the beauty of this place if she lay down, maybe she would have made this choice at the beginning, but unfortunately not.

I really want to just go down to sleep, with the earth as a bed, and the night sky as a quilt.

Between Fu Mujian's various feelings, I don't know where Fu Siqing's people got a big tent, as well as all kinds of food, chairs, fruit tables, everything, Fu Siqing looked at Fu Mujian.

"Jin'er, come and sit and watch, it's too tiring to stand." Fu Siqing said thoughtfully and pulled the chair aside, watching Fu Mujian sit down, the light in his eyes became more gentle.

Don't worry, we still have a lifetime to go, Jin'er, and I'll let you drop all your fortifications and slowly get back to feeling like you did with me before.

Fu Siqing said in his heart, looking at Fu Mujian's gaze with a bit of momentum, he has been waiting for five years, even if he waits for a few more years, as long as his Jin'er is still by his side.

"You think of that?" Fu Mujin glanced at Fu Siqing in surprise, and suddenly found that after five years of not seeing, his man seemed to be more considerate and gentle, and everything had obviously been formulated a long time ago, otherwise, everything would not have been arranged in such a timely manner.

Such a Fu Siqing is really just an ordinary husband, a husband who only thinks about his wife anytime and anywhere.

Fu Mujian's heart warmed, and she didn't dodge when Fu Siqing touched her face, and she didn't feel that there was anything wrong.

Fu Mujian's mood is a little better, and similarly, Fu Siqing's mood is not bad.