Chapter 246: The snow that rarely stopped, it was falling again at this moment

Xu Shuo pursed his lips, since he was seen, there was no way, fortunately, Bai Yu, this guy and him, should not tell others about him.

"I said you, a patient, don't sleep in the middle of the night and run around on a two-wheeled bike, do you think you have a long life?" Xu Shuo complained as he climbed into Bai Yu's wheelchair, "I'll send you back to your room." ”

Bai Yu shook his head, "Don't worry, since you haven't slept... Ahem, just right, take me to the cemetery. ”

"Going to the cemetery again?" Xu Shuo frowned, spit out white mist and said, "It's a cold day, you can let me go." ”

"Help, go one less time. People will come to see me from now on. ”

After Bai Yu finished speaking, he coughed violently, he covered his mouth with his clothes, and his face became even paler.

Xu Shuo sighed and bowed his head helplessly, "Okay, okay, I can't refuse you to ask me for such a miserable look." With that, he squatted down with his back to Bai Yu and let Bai Yu lie on his back.

After Bai Yu got on Xu Shuo's back, the two began to march in the direction of the cemetery, because it was the second time they went, so Xu Shuo was also familiar with the road. It didn't take long to reach the destination.

After arriving at the cemetery, Bai Yu sat on the big stone in front of the cemetery like last time, and Xu Shuo still took off his coat and put it on him.

"Excuse me, can you help me put this at their grave?"

Bai Yu took out a white and round thing from his arms and handed it to Xu Shuo.

Xu Shuo looked at it and was happy.

"Isn't this the bun the day before yesterday, you didn't eat it?"

"Well, I said I would invite them to eat steamed buns once a year." Bai Yu said softly.

Xu Shuo took the steamed bun that had lost moisture and was a little stiff, and asked, "Which tomb to put it?" ”

"If you can, let each one go." Bai Yu said.

Xu Shuo was stunned for a moment, and after understanding what Bai Yu meant, he couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"You're really good at calling people."

He complained, but he did so. Starting from the tomb on the far left of the front row, put down the bun, fold your hands, and whisper "What your village chief brought you, try it", and after two bows, pick up the bun and put it in front of the second tomb, repeating this step. Hundreds of grave bags, Xu Shuo worshiped them one by one.

"You're going to have to bow it all, ahem...... I'm just talking, you put the bun in front and just say goodbye once. Bai Yu said.

"It doesn't matter, anyway, it's all worship, and it's unfair to others if you don't worship it." Xu Shuo continued to worship, but he was also a little lazy, and he didn't say what the village chief brought to you, so he bowed to everyone's grave.

"I said." On the way to visit the grave, Bai Yu accosted Xu Shuo and said, "Ask you something." ”

"What?"

"Toshio, what are they doing in the city?"

Hearing this question, Xu Shuo's movements on his hands paused, but soon returned to normal.

"Make money."

"I know it's making money, but what are you doing?" Bai Wen asked.

"I don't know, it's better if you ask him about this kind of thing." Xu Shuo said without looking back.

"You're doing something dangerous, right?" Bai Woo's tone of voice didn't seem like he was asking a question, and it sounded like he knew what Toshio was doing in the city. But it's normal to know, Bai Yu is a smart person, how could he believe that he could make so much money just by selling handmade maza and wild pimple buns, it is estimated that he has already guessed eight or nine.

Xu Shuo shrugged his shoulders and said nonchalantly: "No matter what he is doing, he is just like you, just working hard for the village." ”

Bai Yu smiled and shook his head.

"Forget it, let's talk about something else. Why are you bleeding yourself? ”

“…… I thought you wouldn't be curious. Xu Shuo said.

"How could I not be curious, I'm... Ahem, I have been paralyzed in this small village for several years, and I have turned over every book in my house more than five times, and nothing appeals to me more than something new. Bai Yu said.

Xu Shuo hesitated for a moment and said, "It's quite complicated to explain this matter, it's just that I've been having some overly real dreams lately, so I need a little pain to wake myself up." ”

"Spring dreams?"

"How is it possible, if it's a spring dream, I'd rather keep doing it."

"So it's a nightmare? What nightmares are so powerful that they can force you to bleed yourself. Bai Yu asked.

"I can't tell, too many...... It was as if someone's painful memories had crept into my head, and I could feel the suffering of those people, and it was a total, uncontrolled empathy, and it was so real that I didn't know why. Xu Shuo gently stroked the wound on his arm, "If you don't make a few cuts on your hand, it's like you can't breathe." ”

"A dream that's too real?" Bai Yu frowned and pondered, "Generally speaking, dreams originate from reality, has anything happened recently that has made you depressed?" ”M.81??.?? M

"What makes me depressed...... There is such a thing. ”

After Xu Shuo finished worshipping the last grave, he returned to Bai Yu with the bun, and when he handed the bun back to Bai Yu, Bai Yu asked him to put it on a grave casually, so he placed it in front of the grave of Mrs. Pia's son.

"So, what's it that makes you depressed?" Bai Yu continued the topic just now.

Xu Shuo scratched his head, "It's okay to talk to you." ”

Xu Shuo then told Bai Yu about the mother and daughter he met in the tavern that day, and when he was halfway through speaking, he suddenly realized that the girl who was taken away by the bald man at the door of the classroom in his dream just now was the child who was taken away in the tavern that day. In this way, his dreams are indeed not without reason. At least not in the first half.

"I see, so, are you now feeling guilty that you didn't help that mother and daughter?" Bai Yu said.

Xu Shuo lowered his head, "It's impossible to say that there is no guilt, when Lilian asked me to help them, although I said that I couldn't even affect Junxiong and they refused, but in fact I also knew that it was just an excuse, I just ...... I just don't want to provoke the pickets. ”

Bai Yu coughed twice and said, "I don't think you're wrong with this idea, the pickets are indeed not easy to mess with." ”

"That being said, I can actually do a lot of things, as long as I do a little more, probably the mother of that child will not die......"

"Brother Xu Shuo, I can understand your feelings, but if you want to say that, I will feel uncomfortable."

"Why?" Xu Shuo asked.

Bai Yu did not answer immediately, but quietly looked at the hundreds of tombs in front of him.

Xu Shuo realized it later, and only then did he react and say to Bai Yu that as long as I do more, no one will die, which is basically exposing Bai Yu's wounds, as the village chief of the thief village, he has sent too many people away in poverty and hunger over the years.

"I'm sorry, but my troubles are nothing compared to you."

Bai Yu shrugged.

"It doesn't matter. What I want to say is that we can't do everything perfectly, and dwelling on what has already happened will only add to the pain and nightmares. ”

"I know, I understand what you say, but it's not so easy to let go, because because of my inaction, there was a girl's mother who lost her life, and the girl lost her life. It's not something that can be easily dismissed. ”

"Responsibility? What responsibility? Do you think it's your responsibility for this to happen? Haha, ahem, ahem... Ahem...! ”

Bai Yu wanted to laugh, but when he laughed, he couldn't help coughing violently, Xu Shuo saw that he was coughing badly, and hurriedly came over to help him pat his back, for fear that he would cough to death here.

After a while, Bai Yu regained his strength, his eyes were prostration, and he said weakly: "Forget it, Xu Shuo, if I suddenly die in front of you now, do you also have to blame yourself?" You're not a savior, so there's no need to try to save everyone. ”

Bai Yu's persuasion failed to make Xu Shuo's mood better, but made his eyes confused.

"If, then, if there is a savior in the world, he should bear all this?" Xu Shuo asked tentatively.

Bai Yu smiled.

"Then he's the savior after all. Ahem, if the savior exists, he should be responsible for all the injustices in the world, but you are not the savior, right? ”

Xu Shuo did not speak.

A few clouds drifted in the sky, obscuring most of the moon. The snow that had rarely stopped was falling again at this moment.

"Brother Shen!"

"Hmm!"

Shen Changqing walked on the road, and when he met someone he knew well, he would say hello to each other or nod his head.

But it doesn't matter who it is.

There was no superfluous expression on everyone's face, as if they were very indifferent to everything.

on this.

Shen Changqing is used to it.

Because this is the Demon Suppression Division, it is an institution that maintains the stability of Great Qin, and its main responsibility is to kill demons and monsters, and of course there are some other side jobs.

Arguably.

In the Demon Suppression Division, everyone has a lot of blood on their hands.

When a person is accustomed to seeing life and death, then he will become indifferent to many things.

When he first came to this world, Shen Changqing was a little uncomfortable, but over time he got used to it.

The Demon Suppression Division is huge.

The people who can stay in the Demon Suppression Division are all powerful masters, or people who have the potential to become masters.

Shen Changqing belongs to the latter.

Among them, the Demon Suppression Division is divided into two professions, one is the town guard and the other is the demon exterminator.

Anyone who enters the Demon Suppression Division starts with the lowest level of demon slayer.

Then step by step, he is expected to become a town guard.

Shen Changqing's predecessor was a trainee demon slayer in the Demon Suppression Division, and he was also the lowest level of the demon slayer envoys.

Have memories of the predecessor.

He is also very familiar with the environment of the Demon Suppression Division.

It didn't take long for Shen Changqing to stop in front of an attic.

Unlike other places full of slaughter, the attic here seems to stand out from the crowd, and in the bloody Demon Suppression Division, it presents a different tranquility.

At this time, the attic door is open, and there are occasional people entering and exiting.

Shen Changqing only hesitated for a moment, and then stepped in.

Access to the attic.

The environment has changed in vain.

A burst of ink fragrance mixed with the faint smell of blood came to his face, making his brow furrow instinctively, but quickly stretched.

The smell of blood on everyone's body in the Demon Suppression Division is almost impossible to clean.