Passing through the cold wind lying across the snowy peaks in the distance, and crossing the melting glacier, the wind becomes soft, blowing through the ears of wheat and setting off golden waves of wheat.

The wind jumped to the meadow, and finally was as gentle as a newborn baby, hugging the slightly trembling Gu Qingshang with infinite pity.

No matter how dreamlike the scenery in front of him was, Gu Qingshang could only feel the biting cold, as if he was in hell.

With the appearance of the voice behind him, the fear suppressed by the ultimate instinct began to stir again.

Because of the vibration of the spiritual world, instinct can no longer perfectly control emotions.

"Even the ultimate instinct is starting to fail!"

The eyes opened involuntarily, and a series of emotions such as indescribable pain, sourness, sadness, and so on rushed to the brain, and began to confront reason.

"Interesting ability, you can restrain your fears to a certain extent, right?"

The gentle voice like a spring breeze behind him sounded again, even softer than just now, as if he was afraid of stimulating Gu Qingsheng's tense nerves again.

Gu Qingshang turned around suddenly.

What catches your eye is a scene that you can't imagine at all.

The sky in the background is colorful, made up of large irregular blocks of color drawn with crayons, and the orange sun hanging on the graffiti is smiling at itself.

He was really smiling, with two curved black lines below his white eyebrows, squinting eyes, a laughing mouth and a white goatee.

That's the Sun Father.

Against this backdrop, there are cartoon buildings with cute lines, and the buildings are connected by colorful rainbows, which look like roads.

Just a glimpse of the background almost brought my mind to a halt.

In comparison, the middle-aged man under the condensed gaze looks so mediocre.

If it weren't for the countless cells in his body trembling and preparing to fight to the death, Gu Qingshang would probably find it difficult to treat the person in front of him as a ...... Entities of Fear!

There is no need for any hints, no logical evidence, just the first moment you see this person, instinct has already engraved the answer in the most prominent place in your mind.

Gu Qingshang was very suspicious, it was impossible for him to forget this face in his life.

Because, this represents the end of the world.

It was a middle-aged man, about thirty or forty years old, with an overwax wax fixed with a very old mid-hairstyle, silver-rimmed glasses, and a navy blue suit with padded shoulders, a slightly yellowed white shirt, and a meticulously tied dark red floral tie.

He is about 1.75 meters tall, his figure is on the thin side, and his ill-fitting wide trousers hang down on his shiny big scalp shoes.

Gu Qingshang even noticed that although the leather shoes were extremely well maintained, the wrinkles left after long-term use could not be smoothed out by no amount of shoe polish.

This is a very serious person, and he is also a very decent person, as can be seen from this dress and this face that is obviously very ordinary, but it is very easy to make people feel good.

Like his voice, he always had a calm and peaceful smile on his face, and what could be seen through his glasses was a pair of innocent eyes full of kindness.

If it weren't for here, if it wasn't for instinct - I would definitely think that the other person was a good person to be trusted, and even that this was a village teacher who did not threaten anything, who was simple, who lived in the last century?

And now, I can only feel the absurdity of extreme separation, and even more restless restlessness.

Perhaps feeling Gu Qingshang's emotions at this time, the middle-aged man spoke again, "You can try to feel your true emotions, temporarily let go of your prejudices, try to accept you now, and realize what kind of feeling you are at this moment, is the emotion you suppress really just fear?" ”

There was no malice in the man's voice, not even any superfluous emotion, calmly suggested, that's all.

But Gu Qingshang instinctively increased the suppression of various emotions by ultimate self-discipline.

The man felt it, but was not disappointed, and just watched quietly.

"You can try to feel, try a little bit, and maybe find a way to bring you peace."

"We have plenty of time to build trust," he pursed his lips softly, smiling cleanly.

"This is just the right time to get to know each other," the man held out his hand, "Hello, my name is Su Xiao." ”

Sue laughs! Gu Qingsheng's heartbeat became violent again, because the ultimate instinct was all used to suppress the churning emotions in his heart, so that his control over his body seemed very weak.

Gu Qingshang found for the first time that the ultimate instinct was not as strong as he imagined, and perhaps because he was facing a madman who was about to subvert the entire world, he felt that the ability to be called the ultimate control was also difficult.

"Looks like you don't know my name yet."

Su Xiao did not hide her emotions, obviously a little surprised.

"Actually, I'm curious about what your abilities are."

"I feel you in the mist," he paused suddenly, with a little guilt in his eyes, "I'm sorry to be a part of your inner fear, and let your soul suffer undeservedly, please forgive me in the future, and give me a chance to explain." ”

Gu Qingshang wondered if she was crazy, or if Su Xiao had gone crazy to such an extent that she couldn't see madness.

But it was precisely because of the appearance of this confusion in his heart that Gu Qingshang suddenly found that the fear in his heart suddenly stopped restless, but the unspeakable weird bitterness in his heart was still surging.

She subconsciously relaxed some of the fear that was suppressed by the ultimate self-discipline.

"It wasn't fear."

Gu Qingshang almost couldn't believe his instinct, not because the ultimate instinct didn't suppress fear, but because the object of suppression was not fear at all, maybe not all fear.

Instead of suppressing her fears, she was immersed in the complex emotions that disturbed her reason.

After Su Xiao apologized, she keenly noticed the change in Gu Qingsheng, and her smile brightened.

"That's it, we are often deceived by our own senses, just like you think fear is actually a very complex emotion, and the essence of those emotions is not just fear, but a part of the curse rooted in our destiny."

"I think it should be difficult for your ability to suppress it, but why should you suppress it, face it, understand it, and you will get peace like never before."

"We have been inseparable from this curse since the beginning of our birth, and we cannot get rid of it in our lifetime, but will only experience a lifetime of suffering accompanied by the curse, and finally die in the curse, be reborn in the curse, and repeat the process over and over again."

"What bothers you is the confusion that the world brings you, you never perceive it, but it's only a part of you, an innate part, and your abilities can only play a part, and that's normal."

Su Xiao's eyes showed concern, and he slowly took a step back, "I know there is a misunderstanding between us, and it must be difficult for you to believe me, but I still hope that you can accept my suggestion, try to feel it, understand it." ”

"You are a very lucky person, maybe you can get a glimpse of your true self from it, it will be a thing that will be the envy of everyone, I am looking forward to your success, I hope I can be a witness, be your first friend after you get your true self."

Su Xiao's voice contained extremely strong longing and expectation, and his bright eyes were filled with some strong emotions.

"He's envy me?" Gu Qingshang saw envy in his eyes, but his thinking was even more confused, so that he couldn't figure out what kind of attitude he should face the current situation now.

As for what Su Xiao said about feeling herself and realizing herself, she is trying to understand what the emotions that are not clearly suppressed by the ultimate self-discipline are.

Cursed?

She tried to feel it, and her mouth suddenly tasted the bitterness that was intense to the extreme.

Before she could figure out what it was, she felt a burst of warmth on her face, and after her fingertips subconsciously touched it, she realized that it was tears.

"Why am I crying?"

The tears flowed even more, perhaps instinctively believing that this was a good thing, and the ultimate self-discipline gave up on intervening at this time.

Tears blurred the world in their eyes, but in their place were scenes of dusty memories of lost years.

It was a memory that he couldn't remember, and as more memories of the ups and downs appeared, Gu Qingshang suddenly realized something, and the ultimate self-discipline worked again, and reason took over everything very easily.

This takeover is really going to the extreme.

"There are countless variables in controlling emotions, he is right, emotions are complex, any kind of stimulus may lead to emotional changes, the ultimate self-discipline should not be used to simply control emotions, but to control the mind, control physical functions, eliminate variables, and maintain a constant state, which is the ultimate self-discipline."

At this moment, she felt that she ...... Enlightened.