"No—I'm not crazy!"

Under the torture of extreme emotions, Chen Mo was about to fall into a moment of self-denial, and the most stubborn side of his personality let out a roar that shocked the soul.

"I can't be crazy!"

The bulging eyeballs were bloodshot, but he gritted his teeth and pulled his facial muscles vigorously, revealing a very hideous smile.

At the same time, the optimism slowly took effect.

The tyrannical breath raced in his chest, but was finally completely suppressed.

"Calm down! It's the world that's crazy! Definitely not me! ”

He walked briskly to the door, clenched his fists, and tried to keep smiling, repeating inwardly "The world is crazy, I'm not crazy."

When the knock on the door became a little hurried, the mood still did not calm down, but it also managed to hide under the smile of Lotte.

He suddenly realized that the optimists need to have optimistic emotions in their hearts, which will not deliberately use the ultimate self-discipline, why can he laugh so easily?

It's like - the Lotte smile has solidified into energy, as long as you want to laugh, the Lotte smile will naturally appear, and ...... The moment the smile appeared, many beautiful positive memories of the world surfaced in the memory, and a trace of optimism also emerged in the heart.

Once he started thinking, Chen Mo became extremely focused.

"It's coming!"

Chen Mo raised his voice in response to the knock on the door, opened the door quickly, and the moment he opened the door, his emotions were completely calm.

It's just that the picture that catches his eyes stimulates his brain to come up with memories, and he soon frowned again - Li Xitong's face is very bad, even if he is smiling, he can still feel the exhaustion in his eyes that is so rich that he can't dissolve.

This scene stimulated his heart to twitch fiercely, and the beauty in the memories made Chen Mo feel heartache, and he hurriedly asked with concern.

"What's wrong Tong Tong, is there something wrong with you?"

Li Xitong, who was obviously in a bad state, stiffened, and when he could distinguish the concern in his voice and the anxiety in his eyes, his smile immediately brightened.

"No—" She was about to say it was okay, but changed her words for a moment, "I'm a little bored, can you accompany me to the deck." ”

Chen Mo nodded his head in agreement without hesitation, and naturally held Li Xitong's palm, with a little guilt in his voice.

"It's been a long time since we've walked together."

Li Xitong blinked his big eyes and tightened his interlocking ten fingers.

"I'm fine, you're going to get down to business."

Li Xitong's voice became lower and lower, with some irrepressible joy, it sounded very strange, and for a while he couldn't distinguish the true emotions at this time.

Chen Mo looked sideways in some surprise, and found that Li Xitong lowered his head, the initial gloom and exhaustion were like hallucinations, his eyes had narrowed into crescents, and he smiled like a little fox.

Why is she so happy?

The sense of separation between memory and instinct became stronger and stronger, and the mood that had just stabilized began to stir again - "Is it because of my concern, but isn't this normal, why does she act so satisfied, are we really a couple?" It looks like it, but why do I feel so strange! ”

Chen Mo struggled to retrieve his memory.

Li Xitong is a very pure person, he already had a good impression of her in the cooperation two years ago, at that time he was not satisfied with the achievements at that time, and that good impression was not strong enough, for himself, the importance of the secondary goal can always be reset to zero at any time, which is normal.

And the appearance of the apocalypse, I found out by chance that Li Xitong also has a system, and the dusty goodwill coupled with the natural recognition of the same kind, I began to contact Li Xitong.

"My motives at the beginning were really impure, I just wanted more help, through this time together, I have accepted this relationship, she loves me very much, she treats me as the missing part of her heart, without me, I am her most important person, I love her very much, although I don't show it, but I think about her every day, one of the purposes to prevent the end is because I want to be with her forever...... I don't want to live up to this relationship, she deserves it! ”

The memories of love are reasonable but ordinary - at least, the memories are like this.

"Whew-"

Chen Mo exhaled a breath of turbidity, trying to familiarize himself with the feelings in his memory, and in the whole process that followed, he kept forcing himself to adapt to this relationship, but the doubts in his brain could not be dispelled.

"Will I really like her, why do I think she's stupid and pathetic, I can see through what she's thinking at a glance, will I really like someone like that, what meaning can she bring to my life, cooking? Calm the heart? Fight? ”

"But apart from the system, there seems to be no difference between her and An An in essence, right?"

"However, she really loves me, maybe the reason I love her is only because she loves me enough, she is suspicious of me, I can see it, but she is willing to lie to herself...... She's in control and most importantly...... I know how to make her love me more...... But is this kind of relationship normal? ”

No matter how serious the sense of separation is, the current picture is still beautiful enough.

The two walked hand in hand on the deck blowing the sea breeze, chatting about the bright future after the apocalypse, no different from ordinary couples.

Li Xitong was very happy, even happier than Chen Mo himself remembered, that flawless face shone in the sun, her long black hair was blown by the sea breeze, making her look more agile and beautiful, and the hazy color brought by the Tyndall effect cast a hazy color on everything she was.

It's like a dream.

Chen Mo's eyes unconsciously softened, but his heart became more confused and contradictory.

"What the hell is going on, is it really ......" if I had to find an answer—"my memory made me fall in love with her." ”

As time passed, the influence of memory on instinct gradually decayed, and Chen Mo could clearly feel that Li Xitong's attraction to him was continuing to decline.

Being in love is a feeling, as long as you think of each other, your body will constantly stimulate your nerves and release the hormone "love".

Now, the stimulus is decaying.

Chen Mo didn't show all this on his face, and even began to work hard to maintain his body to release the "love" hormone.

Soon, he confirmed that his earlier guess was not ridiculous.

"Li Xitong is a loophole, or it can also be said to be a warning - insurance."

……

It was a sweet afternoon, and even the sea breeze and the setting sun were dyed a faint layer of pink.

They walked out of the gloom in laughter, witnessed the sun gradually set, and with the afterglow of the setting sun, they ate dinner together, and finally hugged each other goodbye.

After a kiss, Chen Mo closed the door of Li Xitong's room with his own hands.

At this moment, the happy smile on his face gradually froze, and his eyes returned to calm.

The inner contradictions and the fragmentation of memories are all gone, replaced by the ease that comes from the soul, as if fulfilling a certain wish, making up for a certain regret, or giving oneself an explanation.

All in all, it feels pretty good at the moment.

He silently walked back to his room, completely giving up the idea of finding the answer, even though he knew that he only needed to calm down and think for a while, and maybe all his doubts would be solved, but his heart was already relieved.

He forcibly put all his attention on the end times.

"Not dead...... If you see it, you die, and if you don't see it, you live......"

He repeated what Li Xitong had just said, to be exact, these words were said by Yan Wang.

Chen Mo vaguely felt that this and his perception in the nightmare could corroborate each other, and this sentence was not very difficult for him to understand, and he didn't even need to understand it, just by hearing it, he already had associations.

But just as he was about to connect it all, a strange voice appeared without warning, and the hairs on his whole body suddenly exploded!

"Naruto-"

And this sound is not harsh, even very good, there is a magic power to cleanse the spirit and make people uplift.

But! The ultimate self-discipline, which has been maintained in a low-power state, instantly goes crazy, making instinct roar in madness! - Danger! Dangerous! Extremely dangerous!

At the same time, the room, which had been dim due to the setting sun, suddenly became brighter, more dazzling than the previous sunlight, and even Chen Mo himself became a golden figure in this golden light.

The instinctive surprise was meaningless, because his body could no longer move, and even his consciousness became extremely pure at the moment of instinctual warning.

The consciousness is completely occupied by the golden light, and there is no trace of agility to speak of, but it is unprecedentedly focused.

"It turns out that celestial phenomena really mean to become gods—"

This was Chen Mo's only feeling at this time.