Chapter 120: Treatment Options
The calm tone of the words spoken revealed the smell of seeping.
And this is not alarmist, and the core of the expression is not profound, at least for Chen Mo, he has already found the corresponding source when he hears the beginning part.
"The pain of the womb."
Chen Mo silently pressed down the idea of Ying He, and even forcibly let his pupils diverge, so that everything he saw was blurred.
Confrontations between people are everywhere, and conversation is the most universal battlefield.
In normal times, Chen Mo would choose to cut into the topic, deepen the topic, and at the same time transfer the argument, desertify the special case, and then find a new battlefield from the special case, so as to achieve the purpose of distorting the original intention.
In fact, the best way to deny others is actually to distort the will of the other person and let the other person defeat themselves.
Almost instinctively, Chen Mo had already found the entry point, this was a battle that had to be lost by a hand, so he could only endure it.
The movement of his fingers tapping on the armrest stopped completely, Su Xiao observed Chen Mo with a short silence, and saw that Chen Mo was thoughtful, but still kept his senses, so he spoke again.
"It's interesting how humans resist suffering, and you know the majesty of the world and you know how weak you are, and you don't think about solving problems...... Unfortunately, you don't have that ability either. ”
"So your only option is to give in, you grit your teeth, keep your tears, endure the pain of Ling Chi's body, you wait, wait for the wound to heal, grow skin that is no longer soft, grow armor enough to withstand pain, but that's not the most important ......"
Su Xiao's speech gradually slowed down, and his eyes were still calm, but his eyes involuntarily looked at the bamboo sea behind the glass.
It seems to be telling, like a memory.
"These are just expedient measures that are better than nothing, and the solutions you have really found are much more effective than that, heh," after a seemingly senseless chuckle, the story of the cycle of pain continued.
"Numbness, you choose to familiarize yourself with the pain, to get used to the pain, and then to take the ability to endure that pain as an instinct.
Soon, you succeed, you think you've found a way to face your fears, and although the process is painful, you feel that after all this pain, what you are best at is to endure the pain. ”
Chen Mo seemed to agree with Su Xiao's tone very much, and nodded silently.
"Reincarnation, it's a pity, suffering is reincarnated, you underestimate pain, you think that the pain you know is only this intensity, but you forget, there are countless calamities called suffering."
"Disease, you who have just been reincarnated will numb the pain caused by basic survival, and a new and violent pain will come as scheduled!"
The tone of his voice abruptly withdrew from the flatness, and every word carried a gritted hatred.
"You need to eat, the bacteria in the food are getting you hepatitis!"
"You need to drink water, all kinds of germs in the water are tormenting your stomach and intestines, and dysentery makes you feel hard to breathe!"
"Breathe, hehe, the dust you inhaled remains in the lobes of your lungs, bacteria, viruses, fungi, aerobic bacteria, anaerobic bacteria make the newborn weak body no longer able to support it, you have pneumonia, you have difficulty breathing, you continue to have a high fever, you start to become dehydrated, you smell death again."
"What awaits you?"
The sudden exchange of words made Chen Mo slightly stunned, and he was about to try to answer this question, but Su Xiao continued the topic after a chuckle.
"Death, start savoring pain again?" A gaze full of pity condensed on Chen Mo, and Su Xiao shook his head.
"You survived because of your loved ones, because of this era, and because of ......"
He slowly closed his eyes and said almost in a whisper.
"Fate, physical pain is still just the beginning, and the pain of reincarnation can always bring the unexpected - surprise!
The pain of illness will be with you, from stomach ulcers to hives, from high blood pressure to heart disease......"
Perhaps because he had been silent for too long, Chen Mo naturally added in the interval between breaths.
"I'll be cured by the new medicine."
The corners of Su Xiao's mouth curled slightly, with a hint of sarcasm, but soon changed to a reward because of the next words.
"New drugs can never cure new diseases, and before new drugs appear, new diseases will always torment me, and even if I use more money, I can only wait in pain......"
Chen Mo slowly closed his eyes and sighed.
"And waiting for life is a whole new kind of torture."
Speaking of this, Chen Mo stopped speaking, and Su Xiao's calm gaze was already rippling.
"Yes, waiting is also a pain."
Looking at Chen Mo, who was leaning on the Taishi chair with his eyes closed and didn't know what to think, Su Xiao paused for a while, and when he spoke again, the emotions in his voice couldn't help but be disconnected.
"Illness will run through your entire life, and the probability of dying from illness in your fate is as high as 70%."
"Birth, old age, sickness and death...... Flesh and blood are weak. Chen Mo's eyes opened slightly, squinting, and his voice was very low, but it once again disrupted Su Xiao's rhythm.
"Hmm......" Su Xiao was obviously stunned, then nodded, and fell into a long silence.
In the ethereal and holy pavilion, it seemed to condense, and no sound sounded anymore.
After Chen Mo also sighed with this sentence, he squinted his eyes, maintained a sitting posture, and stared at the sky behind the glass.
It was half a space made of countless glasses, and it looked so pale that it had an alternative beauty.
Chen Mo, who is so engaged, is as bright as usual on the outside, but full of helpless banter on the inside.
He knew his situation from the beginning, and if he didn't feel any fear, it was clear that it wasn't a nightmare of normality as described in the script.
With inexplicable communication, subtle information is enough to analyze the real situation.
"He's not used to the way he talks because it's not the way he's usually good at talking, it's the lines that are prepared."
Su Xiao's actions when he spoke seemed unintentional, but in Chen Mo's eyes, it was quite ...... Immature.
"It's the simplest psychological suggestion techniques, but he seems to have just learned, or rather...... Rarely use? ”
"Anyway, I haven't honed my skills yet."
In short, Chen Mo feels quite strange now, and he always feels that Su Xiao is weird all over his body.
As a director, Chen Mo can't see his clumsy acting skills the most.
Fortunately, it's not on the set now.
Su Xiao is not an actor, but a god who has mastered his own life and death?
Although they have maintained relative equality since contact, both Su Xiao and himself are very aware of each other's true positions.
"Su Xiao wants to convince me and conquer me, but what's the point?"
Moreover, this kind of rhetoric is really weak, if it were his own, he would definitely not use this way of expansion, if it weren't for the special situation at the moment, he really wanted to teach Su Xiao by hand.
At least let Su Xiao know that having imagination space is the key to shocking them.
What I said before is too concrete, but not concrete enough, and what should be emphasized is not emphasized, in short, it is very boring.
And for now, Chen Mo can only endure it.
Although I don't know if my body has become a monster now, at least my spirit at the moment still maintains a certain degree of independence - maintaining the current independence is the lowest bottom line to strive for, which is the best choice without choice.
"I can't afford to offend," this does not affect Chen Mo from continuing to dig into the core of the topic to analyze the purpose.
"The reason why suffering is suffering has nothing to do with the survival of the universe, the only thing related is oneself."
"When I lose consciousness, the universe dies with me."
"Without experiencing pain firsthand, how can you know what pain is, and ...... Emotions may be interconnected, but it is also not possible to empathize with others through simple words......
There was no point in it - pain was a very personal thing, and it was more straightforward for him to do it than to hallucinate it. ”
Savoring the key words that appeared in the dialogue, Chen Mo wanted to laugh a little, but he could only endure it, he was not ready to try such a rude and deadly behavior.
The pain he is talking about is nothing more than the physical pain of birth, old age, sickness and death, and what he wants to talk about in the future should be the strong emotions that drive the human spiritual world.
- Hatred, regret, anger, longing, are similar afflictions that are difficult to reconcile, well, that's pretty much it, and many religions make it clearer.
But in my opinion, it's still too trivial, and there should be a lower level of vocabulary that can be summed up, not precise enough, but definitely representative, a broad and rooted word, yes, yes - uh! ”
When he thought about this, the corners of Chen Mo's mouth twitched suddenly, and his palm subconsciously grasped the armrest.
An even more intense reaction erupted at the level of the brain, and the unprovoked stinging pain seemed to give the brain a high-voltage electricity, and the current washed over the spirit over and over again.
In addition to the severe pain, there are also memories like marquees playing over and over again, so fast that the brain feels like it is boiling.
"Relax! Just relax! Think about everything! ”
Su Xiao's voice suddenly rushed into crazy thoughts, and at the same time, there was a very kind force circulating in his body.
Cordial? Misty?
The pain faded to the point where Chen Mo could open his eyes.
What caught my eye was Su Xiao's ordinary face with concern and solemnity.
"It's all like this, he shouldn't have a reason to disguise, but if it wasn't for him, what happened just now?
What's wrong with me?
My current body should be a spiritual product like a soul, right?
How did that feeling trigger just now? ”
The brain that showed signs of calming down began to twitch again, and Chen Mo hurriedly blocked the operation of his mind and forcibly focused his attention on Su Xiao.
It's just that...... Or inevitably I hear a voice in my heart roaring angrily - don't think about it!
"Thank you," Chen Mo thanked weakly, noticing the panic and concern in Su Xiao's eyes.
"He's afraid something will happen to me? Worried about me? What am I worth......
"I can't let it go on like this, that feeling just now...... Too bad. ”
The memory in his mind was still clear, clearer than before, making Chen Mo feel that the pain just now was a measure used to force the consolidation of memory.
However, he couldn't help but think back to the beginning of the change, his mind turned instantly, and he closed his eyes as he was ready to endure the pain, trying not to let the pain manifest itself physically.
But the trembling muscles betrayed the true feeling.
Pain!
Click, click, click
The crackling of glass cracked with a crisp sound, just in time for him to stop at the same time.
"The concept of suffering...... Can't think. ”
He opened his eyes again, and found that the glass of the pavilion was indeed covered with cobweb-like cracks, to be exact, the entire world except for the bamboo sea, all of which were cracks.
Hearts like the world?
"Don't try again, two or three times at the most, and there's a good chance your spirit will ...... Collapse! ”
His tone was serious, tilting his head slightly, and he looked at the cracked glass world.
"Collapsed ......" Chen Mo looked at the crack on the glass in a daze, and actually smiled, "Then, will it die completely?" ”
Su Xiao was stunned again, and his eyes became more and more strange when he looked at Chen Mo.
I watched it for a long time, at least for more than ten seconds.
"Aren't you afraid of death?"
Chen Mo heard curiosity in his tone, incredulity, and a little bit of ...... Praise?
The tired brain was still working faithfully, gathering all the information that could be used, so that Chen Mo could make the most appropriate answer.
"Hehe, actually, I thought I was dead," the smile became brighter, talking about life and death, but there was really no fear in his eyes.
"Didn't you just say, spirit, I'm a spirit now, so what about my body, has it become a monster......
As he spoke, he observed Su Xiao's reaction to decide if it could make the situation clearer faster.
And at the moment, it seems that the conclusions drawn from the aggregated information are relatively reliable, and he really has some kind of value, so that Su Xiao has a high tolerance for himself.
It's even higher than you think!
"Huh-" It seems that the whole person has been emptied through this breath, Chen Mo's whole person looks extremely relaxed, since this is the case, let's be more aggressive.
"Mr. Su, let's talk about yourself, talk about the fog, talk about this world that makes me very strange, it's best to ...... If you can, "the smile is as bright as it gets, and most of the straight teeth are exposed."
"I want to know more about what is going to happen on the upcoming 30th, as well as the relationship between you and Gu Qingsheng."
Hearing the last sentence, Su Xiao's pupils changed significantly, and Chen Mo became even more curious about the story behind it.
Thinking of Gu Qingsheng, Chen Mo was suddenly stunned.
"No, isn't Gu Qingshang afraid that I will tell Su Xiao everything I know?"
Or did Gu Qingshang not care at all...... No, with her style, this should be exactly the situation she wants to see! ”
At this time, Su Xiao finally thought about the wording and opened with a sigh.
"Hey, I'm stupid...... Let's start with what I'm good at. ”
He slowly took two steps back and sat back on the Taishi's chair.
"How about starting with the simplest question, starting with that Gu ...... Gu Qingshang? ”
Su Xiao asked with some uncertainty, "Is it the woman who was taken away by that madman just now?" ”
"Just now? Lunatic? Chen Mo's heart tightened suddenly.
"Well, Gu Tianhuang, a persistent madman, he used to be our biggest obstacle, but now it's not a problem, I've found a cure."
Finally, Su Xiao saw the shock in Chen Mo's eyes, which surprised him.
"Do you know he's right, haha, is it because of that Gu Qingshang who can see the future?"