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Wang Yingying said that I have a small heart, so I will write it down in a small notebook. Today he thinks about that, I don't think much about it, but I feel that it has been a few days before, and I agreed after washing, but it hurts, so let him end it as soon as possible. So I put on the medicine that I had put on the woman's inflammation.
I don't have a teaching certificate today, and I haven't listened to English yet. There is no movement either. In the future, I will do whatever comes to mind, no matter when, I will do what comes to mind.
There was a small thing at work today, there was a list I approved wrongly, but I told the person in the second step, she is a reviewer, not the first step, no matter what you tell, don't tell it, and he says so much nonsense, this person is mean, with a fierce face, not easy to mess with, lower than his position is better than her attitude, higher than her position is also better than her attitude, what a thing.
In fact, the work researches things, and it is also very rewarding, and JIRP reconciles with the merchant, and I basically get it right, and this level is passed. I was going to leave my job before February 15th, but I can't leave it, so I'll wait for JM to insure me. In fact, my best arrangement is to find the job of the State Grid and successfully enter the job, but the initial test in the last week before the holiday, the results are so long, it is estimated that it will be yellow. I found a private company with a new 11k, and my family didn't agree with me to go again, and I took the civil service or teacher qualification certificate full-time. I thought about it and said it, and when it was almost over, I told the other party that I couldn't go, this is my usual practice, not good, difficult to choose, plus a strong sense of insecurity.
My brother-in-law said that my husband and sister-in-law are not good-looking, but they are in good spirits, strong, and their work is useless except for being stable and idle, and they don't need to use their brains, but people can also be regarded as having a stable job. People have found a way that suits them, this road is not necessarily good, not necessarily tall, not necessarily glamorous, but it is suitable, people live a comfortable and down-to-earth life, and it is enough for the husband to earn money alone.
Look at yourself, graduated from Dongbei University of Finance and Economics with a master's degree, a certified public accountant, and an English specialty, and you can't earn more than her if you find a job? Am I uglier than her? I was stunned that no one had the confidence to speak. It's a little angry to think about it. It's really good to find the right path for yourself.
Mom said I can't be like this all the time, and if I go on like this, I won't be welcomed. My husband often has pimples, and sometimes he dislikes me when he can't figure it out. If it weren't for the fact that my family and I owed foreign debts could be paid off at once, this man might not know what to say about me.
Now I'm caught in my small eyes again, and I keep talking about it, and I start labeling it again. It's really infuriating. I think I'm not in good health, it seems that a short drama says that other people's TV dramas are as powerful as wolves and tigers, and I look sick.
I thought that my goal in 2020 was to have a child, get a teaching certificate, and look at the civil service. In fact, if it is realized, it will be complete. But in the process, I will be under pressure from my husband and myself. I don't know what will happen to me. I feel that I am completely under my husband now, and everyone thinks that they are right when they say anything, and they can be angry with people.
I work so hard, why can't I live the life I want? The reason is probably that the direction is wrong.